Something about the creep of bright red across Verissa's cheekbones was endearing to Asher. Not that he'd meant to embarrass her, of course, or frighten her, but the Swordmaster knew she'd never known the touch of a man and the fact that just talking about it made her flush pink was a little fun.
The hungry fighter lapsed into silence, busily and wolfishly inhaling his stew. His eyes tracked Verissa when she got up to feed her pups, already used to seeing the grayish shapes lurking at the edge of his vision whenever he was with Verissa. Asher knew that the older children already had eyes for Remilia, hoping for a pup like her whenever the bitch whelped her first litter. Smirking privately, Asher imagined that feisty Verissa might have something to say about that.
Finishing first, Asher got up to clean up the rest of the meal, absentmindedly and automatically doing the dishes. It was very nice to have someone to cook for him, but it would take more time for him to relinquish control of all the daily chores to Verissa. Thinking about her, he wished he was a younger man. No, perhaps not younger, because he wasn't old, but definitely without so much loss behind him. He missed Wren every day, but if it wasn't for that...if it wasn't for the fact that he'd already looked across the table while sharing meals with a blushing virgin with plans to wed and bed her...he might have been more open to the idea of trying to win Verissa over, even before she went on the Hunt. But he'd been through all that once and had never wanted to do it again.
And that's when she pointed out that they had already packed her bedroll, leaving his as the only one in the pavilion. They'd have to share. Asher groaned inwardly, cursing himself for not noticing that they had packed it, knowing that they would have to unpack half the cart to get to it. They'd have to share tonight. Oooh boy.
Clearing his throat, Asher abandoned the rest of the cleaning, not that there was much left, and turned to look at the beautiful blonde slave girl sitting in the middle of his tent. He wasn't blushing, but he seemed uncomfortable, though it was for a different reason than Verissa. A decade. It had been a decade since he'd had a woman in his bed. He'd told himself he never would again. And right now he couldn't tell if it was better for him or worse that she didn't want to be there either.
"I'm not expecting you to sleep on the bare floor," he said. "I should have known better than to let you pack your bedroll, I just wasn't paying attention when we tossed it in the cart. There's room enough in mine for two."
He tried to give her what he thought was a comforting smile. "Give me a few slips before you join me. Whenever you're ready." Reaching up with his uninjured hand up to run his fingers through his dark hair, he left the girl in the main part of the pavilion and ducked behind the partition.
Once hidden from view, Asher changed from his thick leather trousers into softer, more comfortable linen ones and sat down at the edge of his cot. Steely grey eyes fell on the small trunk with the shrine-like collection of mementos arranged on the top. He quickly lit the small beeswax candle and gazed unfocused at the tiny orange flame, thinking of Wren.
Normally the memories played in his head like a story, the same pattern over and over, but this time all he could see was his dead wife's smiling face, one eyebrow raised and her head shaking as she laughed at something dumb he had done. Last night he had been in tears apologizing for failing to kill Brynmore for her, but tonight he couldn't seem to focus. "I miss you," he said finally, "I never thought this could happen." He reached out to brush his fingertips along a long coppery braid of hair, bound by coloured ribbons. "I wish you were here to tell me what to do."
Sighing, he lifted the supple leather blanket with the heavier furs on top and slid his legs under, scooting to the edge of the bed closest to the thick wall of the tent, and waited. He left the candle lit, only so that Verissa could join him without stumbling in the dark.
The hungry fighter lapsed into silence, busily and wolfishly inhaling his stew. His eyes tracked Verissa when she got up to feed her pups, already used to seeing the grayish shapes lurking at the edge of his vision whenever he was with Verissa. Asher knew that the older children already had eyes for Remilia, hoping for a pup like her whenever the bitch whelped her first litter. Smirking privately, Asher imagined that feisty Verissa might have something to say about that.
Finishing first, Asher got up to clean up the rest of the meal, absentmindedly and automatically doing the dishes. It was very nice to have someone to cook for him, but it would take more time for him to relinquish control of all the daily chores to Verissa. Thinking about her, he wished he was a younger man. No, perhaps not younger, because he wasn't old, but definitely without so much loss behind him. He missed Wren every day, but if it wasn't for that...if it wasn't for the fact that he'd already looked across the table while sharing meals with a blushing virgin with plans to wed and bed her...he might have been more open to the idea of trying to win Verissa over, even before she went on the Hunt. But he'd been through all that once and had never wanted to do it again.
And that's when she pointed out that they had already packed her bedroll, leaving his as the only one in the pavilion. They'd have to share. Asher groaned inwardly, cursing himself for not noticing that they had packed it, knowing that they would have to unpack half the cart to get to it. They'd have to share tonight. Oooh boy.
Clearing his throat, Asher abandoned the rest of the cleaning, not that there was much left, and turned to look at the beautiful blonde slave girl sitting in the middle of his tent. He wasn't blushing, but he seemed uncomfortable, though it was for a different reason than Verissa. A decade. It had been a decade since he'd had a woman in his bed. He'd told himself he never would again. And right now he couldn't tell if it was better for him or worse that she didn't want to be there either.
"I'm not expecting you to sleep on the bare floor," he said. "I should have known better than to let you pack your bedroll, I just wasn't paying attention when we tossed it in the cart. There's room enough in mine for two."
He tried to give her what he thought was a comforting smile. "Give me a few slips before you join me. Whenever you're ready." Reaching up with his uninjured hand up to run his fingers through his dark hair, he left the girl in the main part of the pavilion and ducked behind the partition.
Once hidden from view, Asher changed from his thick leather trousers into softer, more comfortable linen ones and sat down at the edge of his cot. Steely grey eyes fell on the small trunk with the shrine-like collection of mementos arranged on the top. He quickly lit the small beeswax candle and gazed unfocused at the tiny orange flame, thinking of Wren.
Normally the memories played in his head like a story, the same pattern over and over, but this time all he could see was his dead wife's smiling face, one eyebrow raised and her head shaking as she laughed at something dumb he had done. Last night he had been in tears apologizing for failing to kill Brynmore for her, but tonight he couldn't seem to focus. "I miss you," he said finally, "I never thought this could happen." He reached out to brush his fingertips along a long coppery braid of hair, bound by coloured ribbons. "I wish you were here to tell me what to do."
Sighing, he lifted the supple leather blanket with the heavier furs on top and slid his legs under, scooting to the edge of the bed closest to the thick wall of the tent, and waited. He left the candle lit, only so that Verissa could join him without stumbling in the dark.