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I would advise reading this after you've read the recent IC post.


Ailbeart Rend & Echo Montegawitz
Collab between @Eru Iluvatar and @Deserted


Echo watched Rend depart without a word, and head straight to his quarters. If anything of these false memories she knew was true, she could tell that he was extremely upset and on the losing side. Better to say nothing, better to do nothing while the enemy paraded around in their arrogance and let them think your spirit broken. She didn't think, not really. Without a word, she followed him directly after his departure, instinct calling to console him. His door closed just as she entered the hall/escape-pod bay. The round hatches in the floor were all marked and waiting for an emergency to unlock the hatches.

Rend sagged onto the pristine white bed, his brain abandoning the responsibility of controlling his body movements. An enigmatic expression was fixed on his face. The strange blue garment that he had been attached to for a while now pooled around his legs and let them nestle into the soft material of the bed. The effect was immediately therapeutic. He lay both his mental and physical burdens onto the solid foundation and closed his eyes slowly. A deep sigh sprung from his mouth without provocation. He began to rest and recalled lessons about dealing with stress from another life: delegating responsibility? No, there's only five people who can even speak the same feckin' language as me. Plus, nobody is about to ally with me against the doctor anyway... Gather some liquid courage? Alcohol is the thing I want most in the world right now, but anythin' cultivated by those creatures ain't something I'll drink. Put the problem away for another time? This one has potential, aye. I'll have a rest. Just... rest...

She knew she had little incentive to coax Rend into joining her company, so she shot off to her quarters for just such a thing. Looking into her nightstand, she opened a hidden rear panel and fished out a glistening bottle of scotch meant to be raised in toast to success. Often known on nautical and space vessels as the victory bottle. She wasn’t much of a drinker, and she hoped that she selected a good brand when they were inquiring about what to supply. She guessed at the most familiar name, but had no actual clue as to what she was buying. The velvet bag was still in perfect shape, preserved in a near vacuum. There wasn’t even dust in the glasses that were stowed in the same place.

Without another thought she was at the door to his quarters. Her original self put an end to her pursuit, stopping short of simply pressing the open button. This wasn't her room. Did she even actually want to chase down this quirk? Her fingers hovered over the panel in indecision. While she found the thought of him repulsive, at the same time there was an ache for the phantasm. Her logic stepped in. There were only 6 humans left, there was no disagreement on that fact, and allies (yes, even unsteady relationships) were in rare supply these days. If, and it was a large if, they could actually get over themselves, the crew could focus on the real threat... the Principality. While she would have loved to use her reasoning as fuel to press the call button on Rend's door, really they were just an excuse. She had to know, she had to see for herself if she was completely insane, or if her vision had granted her knowledge beyond what a mere fit of madness might provide. The pad flashed around the touch-panel indecating the "call" option that had been depressed.

Sleep had almost embraced him when the noise of a doorbell echoed through the room. Rend immediately slowed his breathing and snored a little, to feign sleep. He dared not go to the door. Either it would be some strange creature itching to assault and terrify him or it would be a human instead wanting to assault and condemn him. Completely ignorant of the stubborn play-acting inside, Echo tried a second time. This sparked a thought within Rend: If it were one of those creatures surely they would rip the door apart rather than wait fer me... He raised his head from the plush pillow and craned his neck to look at the door. It was featureless, but by the side of the door there was a small panel with a circular outcrop - almost like a peephole. Rend felt some small pang of curiosity, so despite his bodily exhaustion he stood on his feet and moved quickly to the panel. He knelt down and positioned his unobstructed eye in front of the hole. His vision adjusted slowly due to his eye-patch, yet he could quickly make out the figure of a woman, and then the features of the same. It was her: Echo. Rend didn't know how the panel had footage from the other side with it being just a slab of white, heavy metal, and he didn't think to question whether her appearance had been recorded at another time, he just jerked his hand to wherever it needed to go to open the door.

Unlike many, most people's instinct would be to notice the defect... the eye, the patch, Echo had new instincts with Ailbeart as though the artificial years had worn away the awkwardness of the injury and now his face and the habit of where and how to look had become the norm. She looked him in the good eye without even a wavering glance to that which he held secret. She didn't even notice.

“Mr. Rend, I...” She was about to engage her happy bubbly persona, however, simply found it lacking. The pep melted from her form, replaced with an exhausted and weary visage. “Do, forgive my impropriety, but we are in a very small and alien world now. I very much need something familiar, and you are the closest thing to it. Would it be alright if we spend some time being alone together?”

Before he had a moment to speak, she sweetened the deal without prompting, “I have a 100 year old bottle of scotch.”

Rend just stood there, dumbfounded and visibly weary, as she provided him with the very first kind, well-meant words ever since his ejection from the pod. They hadn't ever spoken alone before. Her accent, her dialect... I cannae imagine Victoria sounding like this.

She looked back at his expression, unsure of exactly what it meant. Silence started to burgeon like an barrier of awkwardness building between them. Shocked back into action, Rend blurted: "Sorry, lass, of course... come in, please." He backstepped into the room and took to the relative comfort of the bed again, only sitting instead of lying down.

The interior was stagnant, sterile, partially because any form of character in this ship required technology. She waved her hand to the walls, and immediately they awoke. The stereoscopic display was only the half of it, for the light emanating from the microscopic particles was also manipulated by miniscule electromagnetic fields smashing photons as though they struck objects rather than emanating from them, creating a true 3D image that was only a layer of paint thick. Using hand and finger motions you might expect a wizard to display, the technology watched her every move. She flipped through a few options while setting the bottle and glasses down on the table. The chamber changed to a relaxing star filled night. Stars... it was contrary to the mood. She promptly swiped it to a dreary night with flashes of lightning that buried deep in the clouds. Rolls of distant thunder were wafted through the chamber on sporadic but gentle breezes that were slightly chilled. "That's a little more fitting, wouldn't you say?"

Fitting that the room should come alive only when you enter, Rend thought. He merely grunted morbidly in response. Looking around the room now brought him some solace. Where before there had been soulless white walls there were now images, flashes of Earth and the past, and they had been just a few specific movements away. For a split second he thought of Echo as some kind of deity who could possess their surroundings and make them display comforting sights and emit relaxing sounds, but he knew anyone else besides him would be able to do the same - their young minds pondering the latest updates for the newest technology. A memory revealed itself to him then of her... Victoria. He had bought her some daft fish tank with a manual-load of features and functions. She was excited, and wouldn't let him leave the room until he played around with it with her. Her hand on his, both holding a thin remote control, making the tank light up, bubble... He drew away from his memories with a couple of blinks and a sharp inhale. Echo was standing by the bedside table, the bottle of scotch nestled in her palm. Good God, I didn't even see the booze.

The crystal released a harmounious tink as she poured a small portion into each glass. She looked to the storm witnessing the simulated battle of electricrons. She made to speak, but halted, finally the thought returned, as she sat. "Do you see any of them actually going through with it?" A suddenly energized Rend jerked upwards and grabbed one of the glasses. He could feel the scotch burning through his mouth and down his throat. That old familiar warmth...

"What, rising up against the creatures? They'd be fools, but I cannae say I don't want them to try."

"Actually, I was speaking of the bigger picture, repopulation. I don't see that happening. Yaz might be a good mother, but Thalia? I can't imagine her interested in children. Owen is still a boy in many ways. And I know that you have no intention of rearing..." she caught herself, "Well... I shouldn't make assumptions."

She hadn't taken even a sip of her scotch, but simply swirled it around in her cup. Without noticing her finger reached up to caress her split brow and split lip on its way back down.

"Two couples aren't enough of a gene pool. Humans don't exactly have the same privileges as dogs or chickens for in-breeding. I think we are looking at extinction, which opens up some rather unexpected things we can do with the rest of our lives."

"The rest of our lives may be a much shorter period than you're thinking." Rend replied, somewhat uncomfortably, while studying her face and mannerisms discreetly. Echo lifted her glass in a toast to Rend's comment. Could she be a potential trustee? An ally for the dark, hopeless times? He didn't know. She was clearly on amicable terms with each one of the crew, including Benji and Tahlia. He shuffled closer to the bottle of scotch that now stood on the bedside table and gestured his hand towards it. "D'ya mind?"

"I wouldn't have it any other way," she placed her glass back down and dumped a considerable amount into Rends'. "I wouldn't say the situation is so hopeless. They might hold the upper hand in strength, but they can be manipulated, scared, and apparently divided. Benji has been invaluable with that, even to the point of curbing..." The mention of the doctor collapsed Rend's countenance. He unconsciously settled into a glare and a snarl, and instead of speaking or even looking at Echo, he stared down at his drink and sipped it with fervour.

She fell silent. But it wasn't an emotional knot. She simply cleared her throat as though it was a reasonable conclusion. "Do you mind if I ask you a personal question? I mean, you don't have to answer if you don't want to. I should say, of course you don't have to, but I don't want you to feel that I'm pressuring you... But I would very much like to know."

"I'm, uh... not usually fond o' spillin' my guts for people." He sipped the scotch again. When things got uncomfortable back on Earth, he could easily have dispelled the situation by taking any one of the number of phone calls that were always backed up waiting for him, or calling together an impromptu meeting. There was nothing he could do that would seem natural - nothing that wouldn't get him on the receiving end of a hostile fist, anyway. "I guess. Go ahead."

“Renascence was established to counter a doomsday scenario. Right now, the protocols have me recycling our waste and fixing protein sludge out of anything non-toxic until our crops can take hold. The concept of us encountering civilization didn’t even make the books.
Now, let’s be honest, we both know you don’t want die a hunter-gatherer in a god-forsaken wasteland? You are far too ambitious for that. And your odds of preventing doomsday greatly exceeded the odds of surviving in a post-apocalyptic world.
But, none of that happened. After years of training and conditioning, I am completely dispensable, and you are pivotal. Every single thing we have encountered falls well within your skillset.
So the question arises... why did you come along, Mr. Rend? Are you simply lucky, or were you informed?”


Ailbeart Rend waited a while before he answered. There wasn't much scotch left.

"I... was clinging to life with the strength of a lion. I knew of Renascence, sure, and luck had nothin' ta do with it. I was gettin' in one of those cryo - whatever the fuck they're called - things no matter what: I murdered, bribed, lied and intimidated. Ya' see, that was the way forward on Earth... my Earth. But you can't quite get a man to do what you want when you're too frail to stand up straight, or you can't even remember what you wanted done in the first place. I've been fightin' atrophy for too long. It's why I'm here." He sighed with an age-old weariness. Without a glance at Echo, he fell back onto the bed, trying to press himself as far down as it would let him. A trembling hand climbed across the alien vestment, across the pulsing monstrosity that constituted his lungs, the wrinkled folds of his neck, his chapped lips and unkempt tufts of stubble.

He pulled his eye-patch off and craned his neck towards Echo. He might have cried like a baby, were what lay behind the patch anything more than a bunch of circuits and technology.

"Would you look at that. Traditionalist Ailbeart Rend had technology connected to his brain!" He chuckled, and lights flashed vaguely beneath his neck. "Some fuckin' ocular implant. I never learnt it's model name. I killed a man for this! Stuck a knife in his gut after he'd finished installing the eye. But..." two pupils fixed on the girl before him, one a sky blue, the other jet black. He saw two different girls between the two eyes, but one was nothing more than a memory, "I did it for you, Victoria. God knows I didn't love your mother, but I loved you. I was never the husband or the father type, but I tried, I fuckin' tried when it came to you. I should never have sent you away." His fingers still fondled the small black ball in his eye. He rested his middle finger on the surface. "Lass, if you could do one more thing for me." His other hand hovered in the air, gesturing weakly towards the bottle of scotch.

She stood there, unmoving. His hand wavered for a second, but his fingers soon clenched and Ailbeart Rend let out one last, peaceful breath.

"I never was very patient."

He pulled with all the strength he had left on his black, fake eye. There were no sparks, no explosion, only a crackle of electricity that followed the cable from his eye to his brain, and shut down the whole system. The life of Ailbeart Rend was over.
@beyond visions Quick question, so this ship is crawling with guards, right? We're basically under house arrest. I mean from a game mechanics standpoint the grouping of characters makes sense, but from a character standpoint it is a super stupid idea to close a door with the two people that hate Rend the most inside with him. I'm just noticing a huge pile of skulls and crossbones in this mix.

It might be more reasonable for Echo and one other person talk to Rend. Otherwise I think we need some sort of measure preventing heads from rolling. Of course, it might make things interesting to start blasting each other.


I agree that Echo would be the most likely person to get any response at the moment from Rend. I'm up for that collaboration. It makes more sense than Rend confronting Benji or Tahlia right now.
@beyond visions Thank you kindly. I completely forgot I didn't finish updating Rend's relationships. I'll do that tomorrow.

Ailbeart Rend



The unmistakable stench of alcohol greeted Ford, in lieu of an actual host. The jet had landed independently, and in his short time spent in the huge estate he had yet to see another human face. He walked through the grand hall that housed the landing pad, and very quickly the loud humming that the jet was expelling faded into silence. Three separate hallways led out of the room, one on each wall. Ford stood bemused for a moment, as he came to the realisation that he likely wasn't going to get any help with navigation. In fact, the whole reason for his being here wasn't clear. The sparsity of information that Ford's assistant had been provided with would never have constituted a visit from Ford - with him being one of the foremost robotics experts and innovators in the United States. It was just the accompanying lump sum that had spurred his departure without a second thought. Ford passed his briefcase from one hand to the other and coughed as the alcoholic musk in the air accosted his nostrils.

"Mister Rend?" He yelled, eager to complete his work without any more delay. His assistant had purchased a room for the night at a luxury hotel in Edinburgh, just a few miles west of Rend's sprawling estate. Ford was also interested in learning about the culture and history of the city. He had been to Scotland before, but never to its capital. Noise burst from the hallway in front of Ford as a metal door slid open and businessman Ailbeart Rend stumbled into view. He was a sight to behold: his hair was thinning and was showing the first signs of an irrevocable grey transition, his eyes were rimmed with red and tear stains, and a thick, unregulated beard sprouted from his lower face. Anyone could tell he was incredibly drunk.

"You're here! Okay, what was I..." He hiccuped and rested an arm against the wood-furnished wall. He appeared to be half talking to himself and half to Ford, and his face kept progressing through different extreme but undefinable emotions. Ford was unsure of what to do, but he extended his hand in courtesy instead.

"How do you do, Mister Rend, my name is Isaac Ford." Rend stepped a little closer to him and eventually made eye contact.

"Ahh... aye. You," he spat on the floor, though whether it was a reaction to Ford or the alcohol was unclear, "I... fuck, I can't quite remember...". Ford didn't say anything, but he put his arm around Rend and let the man - who he had only seen calm and resplendent on TV before - rest his weight against him. Rend seemed to gain a moment of sobriety, just a moment, and with it he looked up at Ford as a child would look at its mother and murmured, "Stick that fuckin' thing in my eye and I'll give you more money than you've ever seen before."


The change of scenery did little to console Rend. The wide open space of the warehouse was just as claustrophobic as the train, for whatever he could see - whether it resembled something on Earth or not - was always populated by some horrific alien. Rend had not spoken to Owen, Tahlia or Yazmin since his argument with the former two, because he knew he would not receive any empathy from them. Though as much as he disliked each of them, he needed someone to speak to that could help him bear the load of the incomprehensible scenario they were stuck in. He could not believe that they could plot amongst themselves and against the creatures, or eat, drink and sleep like before without being overwhelmed. Rend had seldom slept since the operation, and it had only come about when he had passed out from exhaustion or worry.

Seeing the Artemis from the outside brought further despair to his thoughts. It was a reminder of the lie he had been living. He would have never worked so hard to get into one of the cryotanks if he knew they were bound for space. Space was not a place that they had any control over. It was a realm of incalculable proportions that any human could not help but feel insignificant under. For Rend, space was only welcome as the thing that he could look up at while safely on the ground with a glass of alcohol. Man cannot prosper and achieve in space. It took humanity thousands of years to just set foot on another solid surface that wasn't Earth. Perhaps this was all known to the rest of the crew. Maybe they were getting trained as astronauts an' familiarised with the ship, and I was kept thinking it was merely an underground base. Maybe that's why they're dealing with this so fuckin' well, and they're jus' pretending they didn't known - tryin' to make me feel lesser than them.

This thought possessed Rend as the four of them stepped up the ramp and back onto the site of their hibernation. The face of Benji, the crew's very own mad doctor, only reinforced his suspicion. He had been absent since Tahlia had ruined Rend's composure along with his neck. He was the harbinger of all their bad news, and he was back - alive - on the ship that he had lived in all to himself for years. His reaction upon seeing him made it clear that the ill feeling was mutual. Then, all his malice and distrust vanished, for the one welcome face in all of space appeared before him. She's alive. Rend's eyes locked with Echo and did not waver. That feeling that had shocked him and his memories returned, only now that he had thought she was dead and gone, the feeling surged doubly. It had been like losing her all over again, and it had contributed significantly to his nihilism on the train. He barely heard the crew's greetings to each other, until Echo broke their eye contact and spoke up: "...they have discovered something that can be done to us that has changed their minds." Done to us? No... What they had done to Rend had been the single most painful and traumatising thing that had ever been done to him, and that was done to save his life. He shuddered to even think what they would attempt when they had a hostile intent. Rend listened to Yazmin's concerns, and even though he wanted to, he didn't speak up. The crew would certainly not discuss anything reasonably with him, because of their respective immaturity and aggressiveness, and the suggestion that they should fight the aliens was beyond ridiculous. Six out-of-their-depth humans against a race, multiple races of aliens? Not to mention the fact that they knew almost nothing about any of the creatures - their capabilities, their motivations, the weapons they themselves had. Rend was almost ready to tune out of the conversation when Benji began to speak. In fact, he was ready to barge past Benji and even Echo, if only to lock himself in a bedroom and bury himself in a state of unconsciousness. Yet, he was halted by the torrent of information Benji spouted: a 'Divine Principality', a 'Velbenan Queen', his own theory of aliens having controlled Cryonautics and Project Renascence. He would have dismissed it immediately if he had not already lived among aliens for a time, but the idea that the head of Cryonautics was an alien? That was impossible - Rend had met the man behind the cryotanks. He had cowered under the sights of a pistol and jumped at the mention of money just like the rest of the employees. Then, something happened that cemented Rend's suspicions. The mad doctor spoke their language. He smiled and chatted with an alien creature that no logically-thinking human would ever go near. Rend's bushy eyebrows twitched and narrowed in anger, but still he remained silent. He just made sure not to look back into Echo's eyes with a face filled with hate and suspicion. As Benji began talking to them again, he decided he couldn't stay there anymore without breaking his silence. If he made any noise, the unstable Tahlia would probably try to murder him again. So, he calmly strode past Tahlia, past Benji - as he mouthed off indirectly about him like a six-year old child - and into the room that he had claimed.

They were all united again, with new, vastly changed attitudes, and surprisingly, Rend found himself with a brand new primary worry and enemy. Not Tahlia, but Benji.
@Eru Iluvatar Could you have the post in by Wednesday?


I don't see why not.

Happy New Year to all of you.
@Eru Iluvatar You're up.


OK. I'm caught up and developing a post but I don't know when it will be finished as I have a lot to do over New Years, including going away for a night, and then it's actually my birthday on Monday.

@SheriffLlama Actually, they have been wearing the same clothes since the invasion. I have a reason for that. You'll find out why in a little bit.


I described Rend as wearing different, alien-ish clothing in his return post. Do you want me to edit that or am I OK?
I'm taking a very brief hiatus from contributing, as I have end-of-semester exams and then I'm moving back home for Christmas.

I'll jump back into things on Monday.

Ailbeart Rend, Owen Childs & Tahlia Spade


The hours passed by in a quiet serenity for Isaac Ford, for he was flying in one of Ailbeart Rend's own private jets. This meant a luxurious, secluded space stocked fully with expensive delicacies from all around the world, plus wine bottles made out of crystals and a state-of-the-art computer that hovered by Ford's hand one minute and, after expanding, covered the far wall the next minute. Some research had obviously been done into Ford's personal life, because his favourite meals revealed themselves through retractable chutes, and a Peter Gabriel-era Genesis song was drifting through a wide archway into the room. As he reclined into an unspeakably comfortable armchair, the computer-turned-wall came to life and began playing one of his favourite films - the 2025 adaptation of Frank Herbert's 'Dune'. However, despite all these conveniences bestowed upon the robotics expert, he had not seen another human soul since departing New York. Ford knew better than to wonder if the aircraft was somehow reading his mind and providing the solution to every one of his wants; there were undoubtedly cameras everywhere, fitted with technologies that studied his facial inflections and, comparing them with previously recorded data, assumed what he would like to do next. Yet, now that Ford thought about it, he supposed it was kind of like the craft reading his mind.

When the jet hummed to a standstill in a white-bedecked hangar on the east coast of Scotland, and the robotics expert came face to face with his client for the evening, Ford regretted his self-imposed refusal of a certain risotto that his mother used to make when it had appeared before him during the flight. He knew now that he would have thoroughly enjoyed it.


Tahlia woke up on the train some time after they were knocked out, again. She understood the secrecy, but figured it would be easier to just put them in a room with no windows while enroute. Then again, they would also be able to vaguely discern turns and directions. She supposed it was reasonable, but was nonetheless off put by the suddenness of it.

She slowly got up from the ground and looked around the room, stopping when she noticed Rend in the same compartment as them, still sleeping. Her eyes locked on him, and she began to approach him with ill intent. She stopped short of him, looking around again. Fortunately for him, Owen had begun to stir. Tahlia resigned herself and took a few steps back, looking for someplace to sit. There was a rounded table with a likewise rounded seat curving around it. She took a seat whil;e the others slowly got up and seemingly followed suit.

Not a word was spoken between the finally re-united humans, as each recovered from their inflicted grogginess in their own time. However, after Yazmin excused herself, the atmosphere became laced with currents of tension.

Owen had been silently staring into his bowl of porridge, his hand mechanically shoving the drek into his mouth as his mind cleared from the after effects of whatever it was that they had gassed them with. It seemed ridiculous to him that the Principality even took the effort to keep where they were taken a secret, since it wasn’t as if any of them had anywhere to go, and even if they did escape for some (stupid) reason it wouldn’t be that hard for something to find them—kind of hard to get lost in the crowd when you’re the last of it. It was almost as ridiculous as the stunt Echo had pulled earlier. She had gone and put ideas in his head of him having some responsibility of leading everyone (as if he had any clue how to do that) and then went ahead and completely failed to back him up when he needed it. That stung. A part of him was almost relieved that she had received the Benji special and was spirited away after her little show; one less headache. The bigger part of him felt gross for even thinking like that.

Besides, she had been replaced by someone completely migraine-inducing: Ailbeart Rend. Owen was rather glad that they didn’t get to hash everything out right then and there, because he knew he had gone and made himself look like a complete idiot. Rend was a lot of things, largely bad things from what little personal interaction he had with the man, but he was also shrewd. If it had come down to a straight-up debate then he doubted he could’ve gone toe-to-toe with the man. Now? Well, he could always just say he was gonna check up on Yaz and leave Rend alone with Tahlia. He wouldn’t, or at least he told himself that, but it was tempting.

“We didn’t eat like we were the orphans from Oliver Twist until you showed up. Guess they must’ve really appreciated your acknowledgment of the classics,” muttered Owen, slowly looking up at Rend. “We never really did get to meet, did we? Seems you were able to...bypass the screening stage. I’m Owen. You owe us a few explanations, Bert,” he said, his voice unusually calm. “Mind telling me how you came to be apart of our crew in the first place?”

"Yes," the word escaped his lips with some difficulty, and his eyes refused to look upon the man across from him, "I do mind." Either the gas was having some extended effect, or something else was weighing on him. He had been pressing the tips of his fingers against the table since his eyes had opened. "How... how can you two just sit there, acting like this - like most of the things going on here are... fucking normal? I really do not care whether you try to pal up with me now, or whether your 'Queen' suddenly snaps and finishes the job, but I do wanna know one wee thing," his eyes suddenly snapped up and locked with Owens', and he raised his voice and shouted, with saliva flinging from his mouth: "How do you cope with the realisation that you're in space, God knows how far from Earth and anything we humans ever knew, with God-fucking-damned aliens in control of the rest of our lives?!"

"It's pretty easy, said Owen, who had been barely coping with those facts over the past few days. "You just ignore it; kind of like how you ignored my question. So," he leaned forward, resting his hands underneath his chin, " Tell me how you ended up here." Rend's lip quivered, hovering between a hopeless droop and an enraged scowl.

"I 'ended up' here after six decades of hard work that began before any o' you were born, and that helped you to live your facile lives. The beloved technologies that answered your every question and showed you how ta' do anything? Sure, I had a hand in their origins. Guess whose business pioneered the 'touch screen' function? That shit, among other things, helped all o' you get inta' those pods. I had the challenging upbringing, did the lion's share of the fucking work, and you think I don't have any right to outlive the generation - your generation - whose hedonistic lifestyle destroyed the world?" Rend's breath faltered and he spent a few seconds subtlely panicking. His operation had left him with a strange, slightly different style of breathing - one that took more attention to enact as he adjusted to it. He noticed his fingers gripping the small table now instead of just touching it. He would have probably have been shouting on his feet if the situation had been different. It was strange to have to explain himself and his beliefs on equal ground against an opponent; on Earth the only times he would even have to raise his voice was when he was firing someone or in a loud environment. Still, this was not the only thing making him feel out of his depth.

It hadn't taken long for Owen's stony composure to begin to crack once Rend had started speaking. By the time the older man was done, Owen was pinching the bridge of his nose and wearing a tight-lipped frown on his face as his head shook in disbelief.

"I don't care if you think you deserve it. That's not the point," said Owen through gritted teeth as he pointed his finger at Rend, his voice raising. "There were supposed to be six people on this project: myself, Tahlia, Echo, Benji, Yaz, and Andrew. But you're here, and Andrew's not. None of us knew about that change except for you." His palm slammed down on the table, rattling the dishes that contained their mediocre meal. "So tell me what happened!"

"I'll give you three guesses," Tahlia chimed in, nonchalantly. Truth be told, her composure was already in a fragile state. The swarm of stupid shit that happened during their "hearing" as it were, along with her growing lack of sanity, were taking their toll, but at least now she had a goal, and it was sitting across the table from her. Or, more accurately, it was what she had to defend the others from. Having an objective allowed things to return to focus somewhat, but her nerves were still shot. She was using every bit of energy she had to keep herself under control. That's not to say she was afraid of Rend, or the aliens, or anything that was happening around her. If anything, she was afraid of losing herself, and her comrades losing faith in her. She had to be the strong one.

"And it's not our fault that you didn't grow with the times old man. We've adapted; you haven't. It's pretty simple, really." She leaned forward a bit. "And just to clear the air, there are very few things stopping me from relieving you of that new windpipe that you despise so much. You've already done enough to prove that you're a liability." She knew that Owen likely didn't approve of any of this, but as long as it was only them three in the room, she could live with looking like a rabid dog on a fragile chain.

Rend's eyes flicked back down to his hands on the table in response to Tahlia's eerily casual threat. He subconsciously filtered out the content and meaning of her words, to reassure himself of her bellicose stereotype, and to keep himself from fuelling the argument. He was not ready - not yet - for a final confrontation. Moreover, it was likely that their alien observers would prevent one, if precautions were not already set in place. With a careful and precise movement, Rend arose, using his hands on the table as support.

"If you'll excuse me, I think I'll go take a breath of fresh air." He stepped quickly around the seat and proceeded to the exit of the compartment, believing that the air outside would certainly not be fresh, and that it might not even be air.

Owen sank down in his chair, his hand cupped contemplatively over his mouth. Yet again they had no answers and they had come to no solutions. "So," he said, muttering into his fist, "I guess we should tell Pseudo that we're an anarchy, then?"

Tahlia thought about that. It wasn't technically incorrect- or at least that was how she saw it. Unfortunately, be that as it may, she was all but certain the council wouldn't take too kindly to that idea. Socio-anarchy? Nomadic republic? Representative oligarchy? What would accurately describe a system in which the population was small enough that everyone's contribution was important, and everyone was, in effect, a member of their government?

"An autonomous collective." she said aloud as the term came to her. "That describes us pretty well, I think." She had to think about that, though. The implication with that was that Rend should be considered as equal to the others, and to be perfectly honest, Tahlia didn't trust him nearly enough to even consider that at this juncture. She cupped her face in her hands and let out an exasperated sigh. "God, life would be so much easier right now if Rend hadn't sabotaged us."
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