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you're going to die anyways, you idiot! I too have lost. I too have suffered. I don't get to make excuses. I don't get to give up. People depend on us. When my children died, I had nothing else to lose. The thing i had fought so damn hard for was ripped from me from the very woman who I had loved. I have felt betrayal on all fronts. But I can't throw the towel in. I don't get the option. Are you going to let your failures stop you? Or are you going to rise up from the ahses a better man than you were before?
What kind of argument is that? Stop using hero rhetoric on me. Either you have a way and a reason for me to contribute
something, or you're using me as cannon fodder.
*Pauses*
So what is it, Shinji? What exactly are you asking me to do?