How is she gonna ask me to hang out, and be late? The unfortunate sound of air passing through his straw in a vain attempt to get the rest of the milkshake he had paid an ungodly amount of money for rang through the boy's ears. Helen wasnât late, it was more of the fact that Lucian was early. Another habit he had picked up during his younger years, the boy couldnât stand to be late. He watched the clock tick past the meeting time she had thrust upon the boy without leaving him another moment to respond or even register within his thoughts. Lucian didnât even know what the girl had invited him for, their brief interaction earlier in the day had culminated in Lucian sitting alone in a bougie ice cream parlor where he had felt like a fish out of water, but what was new in Beverly Hills for the rag-tag boy from Harlem?
Lucianâs mind hung on the unusuality of the hangout spot she chose, it was a far cry from the usual setting of his uncleâs shed, which was outfitted with everything one would need to rock out, but here he was sitting in a place for serving ice cream of all possible locations. Lucian tossed the remnants of a drink he would never buy again into the pastel-colored trashcan that neighbored his waiting spot. If Helen had prefaced what she had wanted from Lucian his life would have been nirvana instead of drowning in the stress of anticipation. Whatever it was Lucian knew it had to be something too special to tell him within the confines of his own home or school, heâd just have to wait and see.
The worn-looking pair of black headphones laid upon Lucianâs ears as a result of his boredom with the noise that poured from the parlorâs speakers, if he was going to continue to wait alone he might as well get the most out of it. Music had always been one of Lucianâs passions, he listened, he played, but he never created music; it lay just beyond his purview. Lucian never had the need to, music-wise, for the majority of his life it had always been him and his sticks against the worldâHelen had changed that, she was the first person he had played with in a long while since even before he had left Harlem; she had an amazing voice, and he shredded any piece of sheet music presented to him on the drums.
As the jazz drumline reverberated throughout his brain it took his mind off the waiting, he could feel the soul poured into a rhythm, it melded with its fellow instruments like a lake flowing into a larger body of water, the syncopations in the beat were a pleasant disruption in his mind as they were throughout the rhythm which played; he would have to learn to play this rhythm himself, yet another song he would have to add to the backburner.
As the drummer boy waited in anticipation, Helen was taking her sweet time. She marched to the beat of her own drum. She wasnât one for predictability and if there was anyone that chased a feeling, a whim, and did literally what they wanted, it was Helen Wells. Strange and unusual was Helenâs whole vibe. There was a big difference between those who got what they wanted and those who did what they wanted. Sure, Helen had aspirations and dreams. That just meant she wasnât stagnant, always thinking about optimizing her potential, but that didnât mean she was limited to wanting singular things. Materialistic things, like her cosplays and makeup, weren't needed. If she had to wear rags she would be okay. She knew how to be a person beyond her privileges. If she was stripped of everything, including her voice, which was her gift, she would be okay. Her fathers taught her how to overcome adversities, and that meant if she had to give up on her dreams, to walk a path less taken, she would be okay.
Yes, she wanted a band. She was young, energetic and hot. She knew sheâd be a fucking phenomanal, heartstopping face for a band, just how her grandpa was for Deciduous Dreams. If it didnât happen though? Sheâd be okay and try something new. That was just how Helen was. She didnât want something so badly it completely consumed her. She never did. This made her dangerous to deal with because she was one of the people who didnât have anything to lose, which made her fucks to give at ground zero. She had her family but she was at the age where she could rebel and test her parentsâ patience. She was going to ride it until it became a problem. She had her friends, who she was passionate about, loving them for who they were as people and not liking the bad they had to face, especially what happened to Amy last year. Just another whim she was chasing. She knew Amy wouldnât care if she chased leads or not to find out who ruined her. At this point? Amy ran with the story and gave the people what they wanted. If Amy told Helen to stop, she would, but she didnât. So of course, Helen was going to do what she could to find out who was the little bitch that decided to be a coward and cause a fire with information they knew nothing about.
As much as Helen Wells wanted to believe she was invincible, no fucks to give, and full of rage, those who were in her inner circle knew she wasnât bulletproof and this bad bitch vibe was a persona she picked up herself. A persona entangled with the little girl inside of her. The bitch she became was necessary. Her sword and shield. She couldnât say that it wasnât who she was, since now itâs simply second nature to act the way she does. There was a time she was less guarded and that was before the Winter formal freshmen year. The only person who knows what happened to Helen, who she found herself trusting and being vulnerable with, was Gavriel. Her little twink. Not even the cheerleaders and her best friends know what happened to her freshman year, and sheâd like to keep it that way. She was a slut, just like Amy and just like Toury. Her story was hers to tell, when she was ready. For now? People can believe what they want to believe. They were going to, anyway.
Setting up a date at Creamistry was not as complicated as Luce was thinking it to be. This arrangement was a childish whim where Helen wanted the Halloween/October special. Might as well kill two birds with one stone. Ask Luce to join her band AND eat good ice cream. When Helen arrived, there was no way sheâd go unseen. She was still in her Katerine cosplay from The Vampire Diaries. The bell rang, announcing her arrival, and with her almost supernatural entrance, as if she glided on the smooth, colorful tiled floor, Helen clocked Luce, who was surrounded by the symphony of his soul. She smiled, taking notice.
A smile only meant she acknowledged his presence. There was a matter of business she needed to attend to and that was to: buy ice cream. With no one in line holding her up, she went to the counter, only for the two girls there to gawk at her. Or well one was animatedly goggling at her and the other was looking at her with more subtle admiration and curiosity. She knew these girls. They were junior cheerleaders. Niles Sinclairâs little sisters, Autumn and Summer.
The bubbly one began first
, âOh my goooooodness! You look so good. Youâre Katherine right? I love Vampires! You know Iâm trying to convince my boyfriend to binge watch all the vampire stuff ever, including the Twilight series.â Summer was bouncing around in place, completely marking out at the appearance of her goth senior.
Autumn, the more down to earth one, even if a bit bitchy and sassy, rolled her eyes,
âOur boyfriend.â Helen raised an eyebrow at that comment. Niles had polyamorous sisters and they both were dating the same boy. Interesting. She wouldnât have expected polyamory from the Sinclair family, who were rather influential in the medical industry, seeing how their father was the head of the surgical department at the Ronald Reagan UCLA Medical Center. On the surface, they seemed traditional and more focused on their studies. Then again, they were the cousins of AJ Tyler and AJ was caught in the most entertaining, toxic love story of her year. Unfortunately, Rye was caught in the Gearheadâs mess, being used as a distraction, which Helen didnât like but that was neither here nor there. She continued to listen, keeping her thoughts to herself, curious where these girls would take the conversation.
âWould it be cool if we took a picture of you, over there by our selfie wall?â Autumn asked, upfront with their intentions.
âI think it would be good marketing since âtis the season to be spooky.â Helen smirked. Of course they wanted a picture of her. Who wouldnât? Still, aside from exposure, she wanted something more. The offer wasnât intriguing enough.
âHm, I could but whatâs in it for me?â âWeâll tag you!â Summer offered, already with her phone out and searching for Helenâs socials.
Helen helped her since she wasnât under her name.
âImmortal.Hellcat.â âThere we go! Weâre following you now and when we get the picture, weâll post and tag you. People will get to see your hot fit.â Summer beamed, hoping this would get her senior to agree.
Helen crossed her arms, pretending to not be convinced. Honestly loving the attention.
âI donât know. I could easily post a picture of myself. A girl dressed in black surrounded by rainbow? Thatâs not hard of a prompt.â âAnd free ice cream,â Autumn countered, bringing up the incentive. She only did this job because it helped build character, as her dad told her. This parlor made enough money to expand if they truly wanted to so it wasnât like they would be hurting if she gave a customer a freebie.
âIâm going to assume youâre here for our Boolicious Fright Night Sundae.â âThatâs so big! Can you eat it all by yourself?!â Summer gasped, surveying Helenâs figure and the obvious corset she was wearing.
Helen laughed.
Free stuff was always something she was up for. She might have money but if she didnât need to spend it, why should she?
âYou got yourself a deal. Donât worry about whether I can finish it or not. Thatâs a battle between me and Satan. Now, before more customers come inâŚâ Helen directed the twins to follow her. Summer did so quickly, with her phone camera out, while Autumn began making the trick-or-treat special of the month with skilled precision and speed, having worked at this place for a little over a year. Once Helen was settled on the swing, Summer took a few photos without ice cream at hand. A natural and extremely photogenic, Helen didnât need any direction, already knowing how to pose and what facial expressions to use. Helen knew her body. She knew her body better than anyone. In a matter of minutes, Autumn had joined her sister and the vampiress, handing her the halloween special. The photo op continued. When the Sinclair twins were satisfied with their selection, it didnât take long, Helen was scarily good at this, they thanked her and went back to behind the counter. Summer proceeded to update the parlorâs socials and Autumn returned to work, assisting a family of four. The children, a little blonde boy and a dark haired girl, who reminded Helen of her and her brother, kept making glances at her. Playfully, Helen winked at them and revealed her fangs. The girl blushed and the boy buried his face on his momâs leg.
Cute.
Pridefully, Helen sauntered to where Luce was and finally took a seat. It was twenty five minutes after her arrival.
âHeyyyyyy, want some?â She offered a spoon to her peer.
âThis shit is good. Itâs basically cookie dough dyed black.â âHmm?â The music which held control of Lucianâs brain lost it's grip with the advent of Helenâs arrival. His eyes peered up from the phone he held in his hand to the woman that sat before him.
âOh, look who finally arrived.â Lucian flashed a smile at Helen, shifting his headphones down to around his neck. Helen, who paraded around with her princess of darkness personality, was one of the few people Lucian had befriended during his short time within the halls of Beverly Hills High. A friendship spurred from a single, chance encounter from their junior year due to a locker mix-up of all possible catalysts; it took the two of them quite a bit to remove the ink from the surface of his locker in the aftermath. From that statistical improbability in the statistical world they lived to the present they have been friends ever since. Despite her outward demeanor to some, she was a person he could talk her ear off about music with, and one who would listen and empathize with him whenever something slipped through the wall he erected around his past. He didn't care for the reputation she held, or the way people saw her, Lucian saw it was a dumb preconception on a person of whom they truly knew anything about. He understood the implications of a bad stigma, he himself had been held to one in the past. At heart, Helen was a good person, and that is what he saw her for, and nothing less. Past the layers of black clothing and lipstick, that's what she was. His brother, Rocky, had always always told him he had a strange ability to really understand a person.
Lucian waved his hand at the offer of the spoon.
âI think I've had enough bougie Beverly Hills ice cream for today, God knows much you paid for that monstrosity. I'm scared to even ask.â He sighed thinking about much money he begrudgingly paid for the milkshake he had earlier. His fingers softly tap on the glossy surface of the table to the rhyme of the low track that still secretly pervaded his ears.
âSo, are you gonna tell me whatcha called me here of all places for? My uncleâs gardeninâ facts finally get you?â His uncle was truly a great guy, he would give someone the shirt off his back if they needed it. He could still be a bit overwhelming at times, but he always meant well. Lucian wondered how Uncle Jason and his father could even be related at times.
âStill confused on why ice cream, first time I even been of this place now that I think âbout it.â Amused, noting how into his own world he had been to not realize the interaction she held with the ice cream girls, Helen scooped some of her black cookie dough and leisurely placed the spoon upside down in her mouth, sucking the sweet goodness right off. Childishly, she grinned and swayed in her seat, loving her monstrosity. When she went for another scoop, she chuckled,
âIâm not that deep. I wanted ice cream and to prolong the wait even more, I got this for freeeeeeee. All you gottaâ do is offer your body and youâll get what you want.â Helen crudely joked.
âBut seriously, I didnât want to get the halloween special and eat it by myself. I also wanted to talk to you and here we are, achieving both.â She allowed herself to devour more of the ice cream and add ons in it, bobbing her head, completely animated and showing her glee in the moment. If it wasnât for their connection in music, and their fateful first encounter, Helen wondered if they wouldâve ever crossed paths. Personality wise? They were two different people but because of their love for music and the stories around them that inspired songs, they found an unlikely bond. They werenât polar opposites like her and her cousin Hope, but they still were from two different planets and it showed. That didnât matter though. What mattered was their universal language: music.
âYou really think Iâd go out of my way for gardening tips? Luce, the last time I tried to grow something with my dad â the sex therapist one â it died. It was helluva poetic. I kill the things I touch. So edgy. Iâll mark that as a success.â Luce would have to try harder than that to get Helen âthe killer of plantsâ Wells to focus and not distract herself, or him, from the point of this meeting. She continued to dance to the song in her soul, the music in her mind, and the beat in her heart, all the while indulging in the large sundae meant for four people. Not holding back on the lack of grace, Helen truly became a frenzied vampire sucking the life of its victim. She wasnât trying to be a lady. Not in front of her friend. Having skipped lunch, solely to have ice cream, she gorged herself and it showed. Helen was starving and she had prepared for this moment all day. She truly was a child but that in itself was endearing and she was unashamed of who she was. Not many people of their year could say the same thing. At least Luce wasnât one of those lost kids. He was just like her. He knew who he was and he wasnât trying to be anyone other than himself. Thatâs what truly connected them. Their sense of self. Thatâs what made them friends.
âBlow works as a nice alternative too but I ainât got no contacts for that anymore.â Lucian joked back at the black-haired girl before him, it was always nice to have someone around who you could chat to freely without the judgment that would accost him in a conversation with anyone else.
âAnd, well, at least you got somethinâ out of the experience, gardeninâ isnât that hard when you get into it.â Lucian cut his words short, he couldnât allow himself to get too distracted by Helenâs child-like glee of their meeting. He watched Helen sway around in her seat as if the dark mess of ice cream in front of her was her next fix. He couldnât help but smile. Helen was herself through and through, he admired her unchanging presentation to everyone she encountered. In a way, Helen was like his friend Rocky; utterly herself, and unnecessarily difficult to make pay attention to the topic at hand.
Distraction, like all weeds, must be snipped from the root. Having raised his sister for almost her entire life, Lucian knew this like the back of his hand. He reached his hand out across the table as if he was reaching for the spoon she had previously offered like he was relenting to her request to share. In a swift motion, Lucian treacherously swiped the bowl to his side of the table. He didnât desire to violate the bliss Helen received from the free sweet treat she was devouring but it was an action that needed to be done.
âHelen, this hurts me more than it hurts you, but you have to focus.â Lucian held the bowl before him, just out of Helenâs black thumb reach, it was the only way.
âYour ice cream will be returned when you tell me why I am here.âAn audible gasp escaped Helenâs lips. Did he? He totally did just take her ice cream away from her. All to what? To get her to FOCUS? There was absolute shock written all over the gothic beautyâs face. How could she let this happen? He stole her treasure right from under her, using a ploy that he would have some of the sweet spooktacular goodness and she believed it. How foolish of her. The TREACHERY! The BETRAYAL! The SIN! This was a trick but there was no treat. Not anymore. How devastating. Her life was ruined and it was all because Lucian took her ice cream away from her like they were preschool kids. She wanted to cry.
Kidding.
She wasnât actually upset but she enjoyed playing along, it wasnât often she could be the baby in the dynamic and with Luce she didnât have to be strong all the time. She could relax and enjoy his company. Once she placed her spoon on a napkin, she crossed her arms, leaning back in faux defeat. She pouted, wanting to protest. Helen knew that her friend waited long enough and yielded. If she kept prolonging the inevitable his patience would be tested and we couldnât have that. She did this more to get her ice cream back than anything.
âYouâre tying my hands but fine.â She unlatched her arms and raised her hands up, surrendering and ready to reveal the truth of why she needed him to meet her, at Creamistry. Why meeting each other was more important out of school than in. Why of all times she chose 4:20 PM on the dot and how necessary it was for him to be there, on time, like she asked. This would be the moment of truth. The moment he had been waiting for. The moment he was so badly anticipating, that put him on the edge of his seat.
But first, she took out her phone and prefaced,
âSo you know my grandpa is kind of tight with the Greensâ grandmother right? Not the scary blonde one. The dark goddess that rocks black and purple. Same though.â Helen had tabs already open in her phone browser, to showcase exactly who she was talking about and switching over to different tabs as fast as lightning, whenever she mentioned someone new. She had full faith Luce knew all these names, he knew his shit, but she wanted to be extra and act like she was giving a presentation.
âShe was the lead vocalist of East of Eden. Huge symphonic metal band. Legends. Just how my grandpa, Jareth, was, and still is, the frontman of the big time emo revival band, Deciduous Dreams. Heâs an old man now but he can still rock out with his cock out. They donât perform as much, since heâs enjoying eating his husbandâs goooooood food but if he has the urge, he sure as hell will give into it.â She was way off track from her point but it was fine. Luce was going to get what he wanted sooner or later, he just needed to let her cook and toy with his feelings for a little while longer.
âWell her best friend, Bex Crosby, co-leader of the band who rocked the guitars with Shepard Fraiser? Yeah, well sheâs the owner of Poison Apple Recording Studio.âWas that unnecessary information? Right now, maybe, but down the road? Absolutely not. This was her way of showing Luce that she was connected and that meant if they really wanted to succeed, she knew the people they could show their musical talent off to. Helen was purposely being long winded because she could. It wasnât like either of them had somewhere to be. If Luce did? Oops. This was far more important. Plus, he took her ice cream. She could be petty too.
âSo check it,â Helen placed her phone face down on the table.
âOn Monday I decided you know what, we have so many fucking talented people at our school, why havenât we all worked together, you know? I hit up Yani first because they're genius and having them on a project means less work for me. I considered all my other options and you, of course, were next on my list. I have other people in mind but I only have one drummer I want.â Was he getting it now?
Yeah, so Helen did bring Luce here for ice cream not only because she wanted ice cream but because she needed to ask a simple question she couldâve written in text or asked at school. Helen, however, was not a predictable girl. She did what she wanted. A girl and her whims.
âWhat Iâm saying is why donât you, me, and Yani start a band? Theyâd manage and produce, youâd drum, Iâd sing and do the keys, all weâd really need is strings and then bam. We got ourselves a band and we can head on over to Poison Apple to record and jam.â Leaning forward, her arms on the table and her hands clasped, Helen smirked. Finally, the business proposal was out in the open.
âPretty cool, huh? I thought long and hard about this.â Helen said rather proudly before pressing on,
âAll that music we talk about, since last year, we can finally put it in motion. Find people like us and leave this school on a badass note. I know how much you want to put your drums to work and I mean TO WORK. Not just in a room alone rocking your socks off. With some of our peers, with me, we could do just that because Luce, I think youâre cool and I like you a lot. In the most platonic of ways. So,â the songstress paused, catching his eyes. She grabbed her spoon off the napkin and glanced down at her ice cream, before going back to meet his sharp yet kind gaze,
âWhaddya say?â She offered one last time,
âWanna be in a band together?âLucian was blindsided, well, he was most times by the desultory whims of one Helen Wells, but this occasion was different. The concept of a band had been foreign to Lucianâs ears for as long as he could remember. Helen has only been the only true person who he had rocked with in a long while. It had always been him and her, locked away in the fortress of solitude that was his uncleâs shed for hours on end after school playing whatever random song they had desired in the moment. Although within these sessions of being the bane of Uncle Jasonâs neighbors, the idea of grouping up with others and forming a band had only been mentioned a single transient time from Lucianâs mouth; a short, cursory lamentation of never having played in a band. Helen was right about Lucian wanting to put his drums to work, it was his passion, it was his escape. An escape from the struggles of the day, an escape from the unwanted thoughts, it was the home he never had, it took him away from this plane if only for a few fleeting hours. It made him feel as normal as normal could be, removed from everything. The pain from his batter and bloodied hands at the end was yet but a sacrifice for the salvation he obtained. He poured his love, his hate, his anger, his regret, his sorrow, his
everything into each and every beat upon the surface of his drum; no matter if it was the bucket drums he played in the Harlem subway with the homeless, or the DW set he played in the shed to an audience of few, he put his passion into every strike. He longed to put his music into the world for ears beyond simply those whom he kept in his circle to hear, to understand. The means to had finally been placed just within his reach, a tale that if told to Lucian not even two years prior he would believe to be naught but a fallacy, like the tales he and Rocky spun to each other on the street corner of foretold fame and fortune that would be promised to the two in their fantastical view of the future, but to which they knew was a lie as good as any.
âFirst off, that was one helluva presentation, props where theyâre due, but I been knew most of these cats for a while. I get it though, exposition or whateverâ Lucianâs hands gripped the side of ice cream bowl once more
âNow, I mean it all sounds good on paper, but it aint gonna be easy yâknowâŚâLucian slid the black, cold mess of ice cream back over to Helenâs side of the table to end the childish encounter.
âBut, count me the fuck in.â