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4 yrs ago
Current Wow it's been a long while since I was last on. I'm gonna have to update a lot of stuff.
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6 yrs ago
Lifetip: Don't forget to eat for 2 days, then drink 44 oz of coke at the movies. I don't feel too good, Mr. Stark.
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7 yrs ago
Finally finished editing that transcript. At this point the only person I'm rooting for in this case is the judge.
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7 yrs ago
"Boy I sure am feeling harassed after I bullied someone else and people pointed it out to me"
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7 yrs ago
"A liar begins with making falsehood appear like truth, and ends with making the truth itself appear like falsehood." - William Shenstone
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I'm a 24 year old college student with a "tragic past" and a series of flunked schools and medical bills. Roleplaying has been my one escape from a harsh reality while growing up, and I really appreciate this site and everyone on it.

I've been on Roleplayer Guild for eight years, going on nine in a few months.

I started roleplaying at 13 on an Invader Zim fan site... I accept my shame and disgrace.

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He shakily got to his feet, his knees still feeling like strawberry jello. If anyone would ask him why strawberry, Andy wouldn't know what to say, other than he simply liked strawberry. But right now, even the thought of strawberry jello felt like it might send whatever was in his stomach right back up to his mouth. He didn't realize he was panting hard, scrambling out the door and into the light as quickly as he could, for fear that it would shut again and leave him in the darkness. He leaned heavily against the wall, his breath coming out accompanied by long, unintelligible whines. High pitched, filled with panic, he forced himself to calm down, not wanting to have a heart attack in this kind of place.

When Andy finally caught his breath and forced his stomach and heart rate back down, he noticed that he was in a window-lined hallway. Gray steel walls lined with black windows. How strange, he had ben certain it was daytime when he was outside. He swore he couldn't have been in that horrible blindness room more than an hour at most. Did time not pass normally here? He supposed that would make as much sense as anything else in this strange sci-fi world. He passed by one window, casting a sideways glance at it. And then he paused, his eyes widening at the sight before him.

In the window was a young woman, with pale skin, a heart shaped face, and long, wavy blonde hair cascading down her back. Her eyes were green and warm, with crinkly lines under them from suntans and smiles. She was perhaps a few years older than he was, 22 or 23, thin, with a small waist and tiny breasts. Her skin was dotted with freckles, more numerous than stars in the night sky. She had a chipped front tooth, one that showed when she gave one of her big, red lipstick smiles. Her nose was slightly crooked, having been broken once as a child. She was absolutely gorgeous, the most lovely woman he had ever laid his eyes on. She was warm, soft, loving, and understanding. And her attention was focused on the small child in front of her.

He was small, young. No more than five. Andy immediately recognized the chubby boy with white-blonde hair. He was drooling, dressed in overalls and a baseball hat, his sticky fingers clutching a toy truck. His keen eyes were trained on the woman, and when she smiled, he smiled his drooling, gap-toothed smile back at her. Outside of the window, the adult Andy smiled, feeling a stab of pain in his heart. His mother. What an angel she had been. A young widow working as a waitress at a crappy in-n-out diner in Oklahoma City, with a son everyone thought was retarded. But she knew. She knew he was smart. She had always believed in him. He couldn't speak, or read lips, or read at all back then. But he didn't have to know her words to know her love.

Then the scene changed. The woman was gone. Andy knew where, she had gone six feet underground in a tiny plot in Willow Creek Cemetery, courtesy of a drunk driver. An older Andy, now 6 or 7, sat alone on a schoolyard bench, dust blowing in the air. He was in clothes too big for him, basketball shorts and a mens medium t-shirt so baggy it hung off his shoulder. He had hated his baggy clothes, his thin arms and legs sticking out of them like twigs. They made him look like a white version of those emaciated Ugandan kids on the cover of the National Geographic magazines. Though, given that he lived on a diet of rice, cornbread, and sour milk in those days, emaciated he might well have been. Parkington's Home for Troubled Boys said it fed kids, didn't mean it fed them well. Protein and vegetables were for special occasions, or when state inspectors came down to visit. Even then, it was tripe.

Out of the corner of his eye, Andy spotted movement. Three boys, all bigger and older than him, were coming up behind him. They didn't even bother trying to be sneaky, they knew he couldn't hear. Besides, it wasn't like he could have run anyways. But the way they suddenly fell upon the young Andy obviously took him by surprise. They had him on the ground in seconds, stomping and kicking on him. Andy turned away, closing his eyes. He couldn't watch anymore. He knew where this went. This kind of routine would happen every day until July 28th, 1966, when he'd meet Simon. Simon would take care of him, Simon would teach him. Simon would be his older brother. Until Simon abandoned him to be an aid worker in Africa, the orphanage went bottom up, and he left to become a wandering farmhand. He didn't need to see anymore. Keeping his eyes forward, he refused to look anymore at the windows, until he finally came to another door.

He hoped it wasn't another dark, torturous room. When he opened it, thankfully, it was brightly lit, almost exactly like the room he had been in before the blind room. But this room was different. There were two other people in here.
Startled, Andy almost took a step back out of the room, bumping into the now closed door. Yep, these definitely looked like people, if not the weirdest pair he had ever seen. A young prepubescent girl dressed up like a roman princess, and a scary looking, pale young man who's ethnicity seemed hard to place, though Andy got the faintest suspicion he might be hispanic. His clothes struck him as odd, all black and sharp, like those punks one might see in the big cities up north, Boston or New York City. He was wary of them both, not sure whether this was a trap or another test. He waved cautiously to them, wanting to be certain that they were real people, and not illusions or wandering lotus eaters. He had had enough of both for now.
Well hello again, Treue! Mind if I put my interest in here? (Can't stop me)
That's a good plan, it will help keep people from flooding the RP too quickly. That way, if someone misses a day, they won't come back and have missed like 3 pages of stuff.
Okay, thank you very much! I was just very confused, and I began to wonder if I was causing a gridlock as well. Very sorry for that, but thank you for helping me with my misunderstanding. I can get a post up later today.
@Balthazar007
So, once the characters are out of the fear room, they enter the memory maze? And they can be any memories, bad or good, right? Andy doesn't have too many good memories, the poor babe. Also, since it's been 2 posts, should I post or wait for @Airalin? I don't know if there's a pattern or if I'd be disrupting it or something. I'm still very new to your dynamic.
I gave my doctor a name. I hope that's alright, since there wasn't a rule against it.
It was hot. It was way, way too hot.
His eyes blearily fluttering open, Nat's chest heaved with effort, sweat droplets breaking out on his skin. God, why was it so hot? Was this one of the side effects of the hormone treatment? Hot flashes? He was supposed to be testing a treatment for depression, not how to turn a human into a water heater. If he got any hotter we worried his brains would boil. Had there been something about life-threatening consequences in the contract he had signed? He couldn't remember now, his mind seemed so sluggish in the heat. All he knew was that it was too damn hot and he wanted it to stop!

Throwing his blankets off of him, he slumped onto the cool, hard floor, relishing the icy sensation of the clean tiles. That felt better, so much better. Like an ice pack, chilling his feverish skin. Could he be having an allergic reaction? He forced his eyes open again, looking down at his bare arms. Well, he wasn't puffy or red, like how he became when he ate peanuts. No welts had broken out on his body, nor any signs of rashes or hives. He felt his throat, not feeling any swelling. But he did feel pinpricks as soon as his fingers touched his neck, startling him. He looked down at his hands, seeing that his fingernails had transformed into... claws? Curved and sharp to the touch, like angry dark talons. His eyes widened in his horror, and he jumped up. And up. And hit his head hard against the ceiling. Before falling back to the floor with a sudden crash.

It stung. No longer were the tiles cool and inviting, now they bit against his skin, sending jolts of pain throughout his body as he hit the ground. He let out a slow groan, rolling onto his back and looking at the dent in the ceiling he had made. Well, while the floors, walls, and doors were made of reinforced steel, obviously the roof over his head wasn't. Recovering from the fall, still sore, he sat up, looking about the sparsely furnished room. There was his bed, messily made and with the blanket in a disorganized lump (he only now noticed the strange, shredded leather restraints), a small table and chair, for when food was brought in, a small TV that showed family friendly programming (he particularly disliked the show about dinosaurs on trains), and finally the small corner that served as the bathroom. Toilet, sink, showerhead, and mirror. Just like the mental hospital he had been in before, he wasn't allowed to even go to the bathroom in private. Probably incase he started having an allergy-induced fever, as he was so clearly having now.

He shakily got to his feet, noticing they too had claws. He felt unbalanced, like his back was slightly heavier than before, and he had to lean forwards on his toes as he walked to counterbalance it. Carefully staggering on the pads of his feet, he made his way to the mirror, looking into it. And he stared. And he stared. Then he turned on the faucet, splashing cold water onto his face, and he stared again. And then he screamed.

Ears. Two ears. Tall and white, they sprouted out of his head like twin triangles, now flattened to his scalp in his panic. His brown hair was white as snow, and his normally olive green eyes were now a pale and icy blue. When he opened his mouth to scream, he caught sigh of two white, sharp implements in his mouth. Fangs. He scrambled away from the mirror as if it were the source of his woes, tripping and falling, landing on something soft. And fluffy. He looked down, as if he was expecting a strange kind of poodle-snake (poodle-noodle, now there was a thought) to have made its way into the room. Instead, he was met with a tail. A long, fluffy fox tail. His tail.

Nat screamed again, his throat becoming hoarse. Now it was a strange, hybridized yowl, something only partly human that sprung from his tortured mouth. The cacophony prompted two orderlies to come dashing down the hall, hurriedly entering his room. Nathanaël stared up at them in almost accusatory terror, his lips trembling.
"What- What did you do to me?! What did you do?! Wh-Why is there- Where are my ears?! Claws, tail, hot! It's hot! I-I'm burning! I'll die!" he shouted, another hot flash coming back on. One of the orderlies ran to get him an ice pack, one that Nat hugged and cuddled close to his body, as if it were life itself.

While this was going on, the other orderly was giving him a check up, checking his heart, his breathing, his temperature, pulse. He pulled out all sorts of strange handheld instruments Nat couldn't even begin to name. Once this was done, he assured Nat that he was not having an allergic reaction. That the hot flashes were a way of adjusting and that they should soon pass.
"But the ears! Why are my ears gone? Why is there a tail? I-I thought I was signing up for a hormone treatment, something to cure depression or something! N-Not ears! Th-There has to be a mistake! Please, change me back! I-I've been good, I haven't hurt myself or broken any rules, please! Ch-Change me back!" he begged. He pleaded with the doctor to change him back, to tell him it was a mistake, one that was easily fixed. But the older man, the man whose nametag read Dr. Quincy, he shook his head gravely. And he explained that there was no cure. That Nat had been duped.

The boy was stunned. At first, he thought the doctor was pulling his leg. A secret genetic experiment? Come on, those things only happened in comic books! Or bad tv shows! There was no way something like this was real, was there? But the look on Quincy's face told him this wasn't a joke. So his next thought was that it was a dream, a bad dream, and that any moment he would wake up to another mundane day of pill swallowing and testing. Or maybe, this was a drug-induced dream? Maybe he was hallucinating everything right now, and simply misunderstanding the doctor? But... People didn't feel pain in dreams, did they? And that shock from hitting the ceiling had been real and painful enough to drive any amount of sleep out of him. Finally, Nat came to accept the reality. He had been tricked into a genetic experiment. He was a half-human, half-animal freak now. There was not way to turn back. At least, not yet.

Quincy looked at him with sympathy, sighing and arranging his notes.
"... I'm very sorry. It was... unexpected, to my level of clearance at least, that the effects would be this... Severe. If it's any consolation to you, the other subjects have... Also begun to experience similar physical and physiological changes. While you are free to leave, get some fresh air, I would like to continue testing on you. To, well, see how your body may adapt to your new environment."
Nat looked up at him, translating the words from English into French in his head, before carefully putting forth a response.
"Is... Is there a chance that if there's more testing, that... That I can be cured?"
Quincy hesitated, pursing his lips and remaining silent. It wasn't a yes. But it wasn't a no either. Nat stood up, nodding with a renewed fire in his eyes.
"Alright, I'll do it. Just tell me what you want me to do." If there was any chance he could turn back, he would take it. The thought of the other test subjects was pushed as far from his mind as humanly- well, half-humanly possible. He didn't care about them. He hadn't met them, they didn't exist. He could care less about any attempt at freedom right now. He just wanted to be fixed. And he'd do anything he could to chase that chance.
I'm still here.
Andy now stood before a black door. A black door that bore his name. He had already come through the white room with the voice recording. It was his first time ever hearing one, the sounds harsh and almost metallic on his newly freed ears. He had also walked through the blinding white hallway, and now stood in front of the door that had his name. There were other doors as well, but he hadn't stopped to read them. This door was the one meant for him and him alone. He could feel it in his gut. This was the test the voice had told him he had to face. In truth, he was nervous, uneasy, even frightened. But, what else was there for him? Walking back out and spending his life among the lotus eaters? No thanks. He'd get bored of that kind of life long before his time ran out. And so, taking a deep breath, he opened his door, walking into the blackness.

The door closed behind him, leaving him in total darkness. Patiently, Andy waited for the lights to come on, as he knew they would. He waited. And he waited. And he waited. Now he was growing scared, feeling his heart pick up. Why weren't the lights coming back on? He was here, wasn't he? They should be on! Anxious, he took a step forwards, suddenly stopping as he felt a chill run down his spine. He... He couldn't hear his footstep. He had heard it before, walking through the empty hallway. Why couldn't he hear it now? Feeling panic well up in his chest, he stomped down on the floor, again and again and again. Nothing. Gradually, he came to a horrifying realization. He was deaf. And what was more, he was blind.

In his horror, Andy screamed and fell down, scrambling on the floor. But no vibrations came from his throat, he was mute again as well. He was deaf, dumb, and blind, left screaming silently to unhearing ears and uncaring walls. He tried blinking and rubbing his eyes, ignoring the pain that came from how hard he rubbed them. He had to see, he had to be able to see!! Sight was his only lifeline in the world! It was the only useful sense he had! It was all he had! He needed his eyes! Why weren't they working?! Why?!

Sobbing hysterically, Andy laid down on the floor, writhing in anguish. His eyes, his eyes! They might as well be gone! He couldn't see anymore! He was useless! He slammed his fists down into the floor, crying harder as they bled. It wasn't fair, God, it wasn't fair! Hadn't he lost enough?! Hadn't he had enough taken from him?! His mom, his mouth, his ears, and now his eyes!? Where would it end?! Why him?! Why?!

Breaking down, he curled up on the floor, accepting his fate. He couldn't fight this. How could he fight this? He was blind. He was useless. He would die like this, unable to see and hear. This stupid, horrible, lotus-eating world had given him his mouth and ears, and then had taken them away, with his eyes. He was going to die, trapped, scared, and useless. He could feel his heart slowing down, his adrenaline fading as he accepted his death.

And then, he heard it. The door opened, and the light came through again.
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