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... How in the world did you even get here? Privacy means nothing to you, huh?

Well, since you're probably with the NSA anyway, I might as well tell you what you already know:
I'm a 25-year-old male university student from Germany. As a German, I take everything very seriously and have no humor. At all. Does not compute.

I'm not saying I'm a terminator but let's just say that there's a reason they picked an Austrian to play it - The German model wouldn't have failed. As an advanced roleplay machine, I do put a lot of effort into what I write and usually end up hating it later, but I do my best to keep it a high level of quality and quantity.

Of course, I'm joking. See? Germans have humor. Not when it comes to writing though - Roleplaying is no joking matter.

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Once she had stepped through the door again, it all seemed hazy. Lyla could feel her face dry up but her mind was bent out of shape, all purpose and clarity gone. She barely registered what was going on around her: The corpses, the blood, the shouts, shots, explosions... it was all toned down, reduced to a sickening normality you could just blank out of your perception. Enrik behind her obviously didn't feel the same way: She could sense him, just barely, and felt that he was on edge, attentive, trying his best to be brave.

And... what was that? Did she sense something, somebody else?
"Lyla!", she heard Enrik whisper. She turned, trying to focus but before she could even begin to bring her senses and mind under control again, she felt something hard hit the left side of her head, pain exploding in front of her eyes. She fell with a soft sigh, her body completely unresponsive. She heard voices over her, tried to move, tried to come out of it but it was just... too... difficult...

"Come on, Lyla. You can't keep sulking like that."

"Leave me alone, Mara."

"And what if I won't? I wanna be friends."

"You don't even know me."

"I don't have to. We're Jedi. We can care without knowing."


Somewhere, far, far away, she heard a lightsaber. Something else, a noise she had been hearing over and over, but it stopped. And then, very quietly: "Lyla?"

It was getting closer, louder: "Lyla, wake up..."

She opened her eyes. Where am I? Everything seemed to hurt and, once again, she felt the overwhelming urge to throw up. For a second, all she could see was flickering lights before her view focused on Enrik, leaning over her, a relieved smile on his face. She was lying on the ground. Slowly, ever so slowly, she remembered what had happened and her nausea didn't take kindly to that memory.

"Can you get up?"

Of course I can. She nodded and tried, she really did, but her arms felt weak when she sat up and her legs refused to carry her weight, but he was there to catch her, pulling her to her feet. She only just noticed something warm running down the side of her face and making her hair stick to her head. Am I bleeding?
"Come on, lean on me," he said, more commenting than offering. She couldn't have gotten up without his help.

Then she saw it: He held out her lightsaber, offering it to her. Where did I leave that? Then she saw them: The clones, lying dead in the hall. Did he protect me?
Lyla didn't think, she just took the offered item and put it on her belt, in place of her training saber. It all seemed so confusing, so difficult to focus on, but at least the haze from before was gone. Her eyes readjusted, she could hear again, think again.

Fighting down the nausea, Lyla managed to whisper "thank you" as they hobbled down the hall.

-----

They had already been close to the Archives, so it only took a few more minutes to reach one of the entrances. Luckily, they were not approaching from the main hall, where the entrances had been welded shut, but from another side. The clones they had run into probably had been waiting for reinforcements before attempting to force their way in. Or maybe they had been trying to block possible escape routes?

It was all the same. The doors they were coming through were wide open and the dark, dry air of the Archives had never been more inviting. As they walked, Lyla had felt some of her strength returning but when she tried to walk on her own, she almost lost her balance again, so even now, she leaned on Enrik. And there, not far from where they stood, she saw somebody - She couldn't quite make out who it was but they were wearing robes instead of armor, brown and tan instead of white and blue.

She wanted to call out but her stomach advised against it. And she didn't have to do that to get their attention: A bolt of blue flew past them, bright as a firework in the twilight of the room. Lyla barely managed to stay upright as they turned and got into cover - A few soldiers had apparently found their comrades and drawn one of two logical conclusions: That somebody was headed away from or toward the Archives. And this time, it was at least twelve of them, too many to fight.

Lyla frantically looked around for the door controls, only to notice that she was leaning against them, so she pushed a few buttons and it closed, blast doors and all. That was the easy part. But how could she keep them from just opening the doors again? She was somewhat focused again but trying to remember what she needed to do...

Enrik reached for her belt and grabbed the lightsaber.
"What...?", she began but he had already sunken it into the metal, fusing all layers of the door into one. Right. Of course. Lightsaber. The solution is always a lightsaber.
He seemed pleased with himself when he deactivated the weapon and handed it back to her. She couldn't help but give him a small, acknowledging nod.
"Quick thinking."

She leaned on him once more and together, they made their way over to the group of people who had already noticed their arrival. Most of the faces seemed vaguely familiar and especially the Catuman stood out, as there seemed to be few of them in the Order, compared to Twi'lek and Kel Dor, but Lyla recognized two: Master Worror, who, unlike her other teachers, never seemed to reprimand or lose his patience with her, and Seris, the Miraluka who practically seemed to live in the Archives.

Lyla wanted to say something, to break the eery silence. But all that came to her mind was the bitter realization:
"Master, I... I think Enrik and I are all that's left of Thantra Clan."
@TheMadAsshatter@Sep
You realize what's going to happen, don't you?

One of us will survive. One of us will live for 50 years and become the EP7 Sith Lord.
Dun Dun DUNN!!!
I edited my previous post to include another scene.
@Sep You would rather sleep than read through the posts? O_O

Shame on you, sir. Shame. On. You.
"Torin... Jake... Darnius.. Nayva... Raene..."

Raene.

She knew all of these names but that last one... The girl was like a beacon of happiness. The kind of person you just liked, who asked the most innocent questions.

"What happened to your fingers?"

"Does it feel weird when you move them?"

Lyla had been hearing the sounds of fighting all along the way and she had seen a few bodies but hearing this, knowing that this little girl who would just sit down next to her and talk to her was gone... She could feel her throat closing up and more tears rising to her eyes.

But here Enrik was, staring at her, asking exactly what she had been trying to figure out since she left the dormitory:
"What... what are we going to do?"

He looked as shaken as she felt. He was like Raene, really - always trying to make people happy, even if he didn't have the girl's intuition. A week ago, he was just another face to her, friendly but distant. Now, he gave her a reason to at least pretend to be confident. She brushed the tears away and swallowed two, three times to keep her voice from breaking.

"We... need to find one of the masters. I left Mara, Eeth and a few younglings in one of the dorms."
A shiver ran down her spine at the thought of what might have happened in the meantime, but she tightened her grip once again and shook the thought out of her head.

"Let's check the quarters. We'll be fine. The clones aren't... invincible."
She lifted the lightsaber.
"It's mine. It's real. And they don't stand a chance against us."
She tried to sound convincing, brave, but... she couldn't help but notice a hint of anger on her voice.

"Come on."

-----

"There's nobody here", she murmured.

It had only been a few minutes but she could already feel the confidence she pretended to have drain from her body. The quarters were deserted, most had been for weeks, their inhabitants off to fight in the war, side-by-side with the humanoids that were butchering them today. Others showed signs of combat; thankfully, almost all bodies were those of clones and, through miracle or the will of the Force, Enrik and Lyla hadn't run into any stragglers.

But it led them back to where they started, back to that silent question she could read in Enrik's eyes: "Now what?"

"Think...", she whispered to herself, closing her eyes, trying to focus. "Think, think, think... Where would they go? Where would the masters go, meet, regroup, fight back? Think, damn it!"
She ran her hands through her hair like the answer might fall out of them if she just-

"The Archives", she heard Enrik say. Lyla opened her eyes and looked at him. Did he feel their presence? Did he just guess? But... he was right.

"Yes. The Archives." Heavy doors. A labyrinth. The safest halls in the Temple. "Let's- wait."
She stopped dead in her tracks.
"No... No, I have... I have to go back. I left the others in that room and we don't have time to run back and forth."

She looked back down the hall they had come from.
"We'll go back, we get them and then go to the Archives."
Lyla didn't wait for a reply. Was this stupid and dangerous? Yes, both. But she couldn't leave them.
"We're all going to be fine."

-----

How they avoided running into clones was beyond her. Once or twice, they heard footsteps in the distance, thanks to the relative quiet in this part of the Temple, and took a longer way around. Another time, an LAAT passed one of the large windows and, through pure chance, they were just out of sight. Whether it was the will of the Force or the clones' inattentiveness, it helped them make their way back in only a few minutes.

Lyla recognized the hallway: Vomit on the floor, a pile of half-molten guns... and one body. Only one.

"They're gone", she whispered and felt her heart pounding in her chest. She had been so sure that they would be unconscious for much longer. Had another patrol come by? But if it did, then-

She broke into a sprint, not paying any attention to Enrik who was no doubt confused by her but doing his best to keep up. She turned a corner, then another, then saw the door - it was wide open.
No.

Lyla ran to it, slid and crashed into the metal frame and saw it, smelled it, felt something break inside her. Her lightsaber slid right out of her suddenly powerless fingers and fell to the floor with an audible clank. She managed one, two, three steps into the room before her knees gave away and she crumbled to the floor, right next to the lifeless, blaster-riddled bodies of her friends.

Her lips formed "no, no, no" over and over but no sound escaped her. She couldn't breathe, couldn't process what she was seeing. Her hands were moving in incoherent gestures between her hair and her mouth. And then, finally, she heard it - Her own strained sob. It broke out of her with a violence that shook her. The tears blinded her and she slumped over, hugging the corpses in desperation, willing them back to the life but only covering herself in blood in the process.

Somewhere behind her, she could hear a voice, felt a hand on her shoulder, thought that she could her a sniffle but it was all drowned by the thunderstorm of emotion that was rocking her. I need to go, a tiny voice said, somewhere in the depths of her, clear even against the overwhelming noise of sorrow. If we stay, we will die. They wouldn't have wanted us to die.

She heard Enrik's voice again, more urgent than before. There was no time, they could be found at any moment. It was hard, oh so hard to force herself away from them. Couldn't she just lie here and weep?
Something caught her eye, even through the haze of tears. A glint on Mara's finger.

"Jealous? It's just a silver ring, a gift from home. How about this: The first of us to make Padawan gets one for both of you!" Mara had beamed at them, excited over her own idea.

Eeth seemed so aloof, so detached. He was so much friendlier below the surface:
"A stupid, cliche symbol of friendship? Sure, why not."


With shaky fingers, Lyla took the ring and put it on her thumb.
"I'm sorry. I'm so sorry."
She clawed her hands into her friends' robes one last time before she forced herself on her feet. Without a word, she took her lightsaber from Enrik and turned her back on the death in this room.

"The Archives", was all she managed to say before stepping through the door. She left something behind in that room, something broken beyond repair.
@Vhagar It's fine, I don't like everything I write either. ;)

Now, let me see about that reply...
"She's too unpredictable."

"I know what you mean. No restraint. She knows the code, she is strong in the Force, and yet..."

"Yes. Lyla is gifted, no doubt. But without discipline and inner balance, she will never pass the Trials."

Never pass.

-----

It had been hours since Lyla overheard these words. She was older than most initiates, she knew that, but she was also very good at some things, better than some Padawan. When the masters told her that she would face her trials soon, she was so happy, so relieved that they thought she was finally ready. And then, hearing her name and these few words shattered all the joy, all her confidence. Her feet had carried her back Thranta Clan's dormitory, back to her bed and not one step further.

She broke down and cried harder than she ever had in these walls. It was like somebody had stolen her dream from her. It seemed so close, just within reach... and now? Would they send her back into the abyss, the depths below Coruscant? No, of course not. They'll ask me to work for the Service Corps. She had no illusions about repeating the trials. Few initiates had ever been older than 14.
It was all one big mess again.

When the tears finally stopped, all she could do was lean against the wall and watch the sky turn light blue, then yellow, then red as blood. Younglings came and went, some pointed at her and whispered, but she didn't care. Her healthy hand carressed the sleek metal of her prosthetic as she so often did and it reminded her of her secret, her construction, hidden just under the mattress. And that thought filled her with a sense of stubborn determination.
How could I fail the trials? I built a lightsaber, without any help. Who could do this if they're not meant to be Jedi?!

An idea formed in her head. Impulsively, she stood up, lifted her mattress and took the sleek metal tube into her hand.
"I'll show this to the masters. They have to let me pass when they realize what I..."

That was when the door opened and she heard it: Explosions, blasters, screams, all distant and yet frighteningly close.
Lyla spun around to see her two best friends, the human girl Mara Lynn and the Zabrak boy Eeth Asadi, storming inside, followed by five or six younglings, before they shut the door again. She didn't need the Force to know that they were terrified, all of them.
"What's going on?!"

"Lyla!", Mara called, only now recognizing that she was in the room, rushed up to her and hugged her. "I'm so glad you're here. I thought you might be-"

"They're attacking the Temple!", said Eeth, nothing like his usual collected self.

"Who?" Lyla was getting scared herself and reluctantly broke away from Mara's embrace. "Who is attacking?"

"The clones, I think. We're not sure."

The clones... Why? Why would they do that?!

The room seemed to be spinning for a moment. She could feel it, very, very faintly - the fight that was going on. The lives that were extinguished.
Lyla looked around the room. She and her friends were the oldest by far. There were twelve others in the dorm. None were older than nine but all of them were scared out of their mind, just like her. She tightened her grip around the lightsaber.

"I have to find one of the masters."

"Yes, we sh-", began Eeth but cut him off.

"No, not we. I have to find one."

"You can't go alone", Mara said. "It's too dangerous!"

Lyla stepped forward, closing the small gap between the three of them so only they could hear her.
"Look, I know it is and I don't know if I can do this but if whoever is attacking the Temple comes through this door and none of us are here..."
She shot a quick glance over her shoulder. A few of the younglings were cowering in a corner, huddled together. We're only children, all of us.

Lyla shook her head. "I can find somebody and bring them here. The masters will know what to do. And if run into anybody, I have this, remember?"
She raised her hand, showed them the lightsaber. They were the only ones she had trusted with this.
It took all of her self-control to do it, but she managed to take a deep breath and put on a look of determination.
"I can do this. I'll go and find somebody. It's all going to be alright."
She didn't feel confident at all. And she knew that they looked right through her. But Eeth swallowed down whatever words he wanted to say and nodded. And Mara, cheerful, friendly Mara, paler than Lyla had ever seen her before, hugged her again, more fiercely than before.

"Be careful."

I wish I could just stay, just wait.
She hugged her friend back and reached out to include Eeth in the embrace.
"Don't worry. I'll be fine. We're all going to be fine."

-----

The shots and screams were getting louder. For the first time, her inability to feel everything that was going on truly felt like she was blind or deaf. The corridors were filled with an ethereal light, reflected by the purple sky, but she felt so helpless that they might as well have been pitch black. It's fine. I just need to get to the masters' quarters. It's not far. Just a little bit-

Then she heard them, just around the corner up ahead. Fast steps. Military boots. She didn't need to know what they sounded like to recognize them - they were different from the ones the Jedi or Temple guards wore. And they were getting closer.
Panic rising in her, she looked for an escape, somewhere to hide, but there was nothing. If she ran, they would hear her and she couldn't get away before they turned the corner. And even if she could - they were heading the way she came. If she let them pass, it was only a matter of time until they went to the dormitory.

Her heart beat faster and faster against her ribs and she could barely control her breathing. She was shaking all over, trying desperately to focus, form a plan. I can do this. I can beat them.
She never had to deflect real blasterfire, never had to hurt or kill somebody. A few hours ago, she had felt desperate because of her trials. How little that seemed to matter now... but if this was how it was meant to end, then she wouldn't face it curled up on the floor.

She wasn't a Jedi and might never become one but she would protect her friends as best as she could.

With one wobbly step, she stepped around the corner, directly in front of three clone troopers. For a moment, they all seemed frozen in place, surprised, just as confused as she was. But then they raised their blasters, determined to kill the girl that stood in their way.
They were one second too late.
Lyla had reached out with her free hand, looking for a tiny, physical resistance in the air and she found and grasped it, like a door to be slammed shut - and slam she did with all her might.

The clones were tossed against the wall with three pained, surprised groans. Two of them didn't move anymore but the third, the closest of them, scrambled to his feet, drawing his sidearm. Lyla activated her lightsaber, a bright blue lighting up her face, and lunged for him. He fired but to Lyla, everything seemed slowed down, just enough so to turn out of the way. She felt the heat, smelled burned cloth but she barely registered it. She turned back and with that momentum, struck him with her lightsaber, cutting through his side, chest, shoulder. Both parts of him collapsed, his faint sizzle and wheeze contrasted by the gentle hum of her blue blade.

For a moment, she just stood there, staring down at the corpse as the red-hot lines on the armor cooled down. Then, an unbearable nausea overwhelmed her and she barely managed to turn off the saber before vomiting on the pristine floor.
She was shaking again, harder than before and she felt tears streaming down her face but her mind was numb, completely empty. But she forced herself back on her feet. I have to find somebody.

She took a few steps down the corridor... then stopped. She could hear the other two. They were breathing. She was so close to them that she could even feel them. Lyla activated the lightsaber again and stepped towards one of them. She raised her hand, closed her eyes... but the shaking became uncontrollable and she lowered it again. I can't do this. I know they would have killed me, but...

It took her a minute but she gathered their blasters to a pile and with one swing, they were a useless, molten mess.
"Just go", she murmured, more to herself than to the unconscious soldiers, "please, just wake up and leave."

Then, she ran down the corridor, back on her way, looking for somebody who could help her.
She didn't have to look very long: After turning a few more corners, in the hall leading up to the masters' quarters, she saw a familiar face.

"... Enrik?"
Heya everybody. A big thank you to Sep and everybody else for having me. :)

The charsheet is up and I'll get on my post ASAP.

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Name: Lyla Matar
Age: 14
Species: Human (Coruscanti)

Appearance: Brunette, long hair, usually open with a few braids to keep them from getting in the way. Light brown eyes. Long, delicate fingers - her right pinky, annular and part of her hand are robotic (covered in white plasteel). 5'1" tall, scrawny.

Force Abilities: Lyla has a strong connection to the force when it comes to telekinesis. Pushing, pulling and levitation are intuitive to her and she can move small and even larger objects with relative ease. Increase her own speed and assisting her own jumps is something she can manage, with some concentration. But manipulating the minds of others proves difficult.

Beyond that, she has the rare innate ability of Mechu-Deru, giving her a better understanding of technology (see non-force abilities) and perhaps even more, should she find a way to channel and focus it.

Non-Force Abilities:
- Lightsaber Use: While far from hopeless, Lyla is not particularly great with her lightsaber. In theory, she knows all forms as well as she should at her age and has near-perfect scores when it comes to deflecting shots and training with bots, but she loses over 60% of her sparrings with fellow students because she has trouble anticipating their next movement, making a better understanding of mind tricks her foremost requirement if she is to ever improve beyond her current level.

- Technophile: Early on, Lyla exhibited an intuitive understanding for all things technical. Machinery both heavy and light, electronics ranging from simple door circuits to droid cores and even artificial limbs... Lyla has been curious about them all and, though her teachers described her as erratic and inattentive at times, exposes a deep calm and focus when she is working with or on tech.

Personality/Motivation: Lyla is usually quiet, reclusive even. She is friendly and cordial around her few friends but keeps to herself when she is on her own or around people she isn't familiar with. While usually respectful and loyal towards her masters, telling a lie when she thinks she can get away with it is not beyond her - which so far usually resulted in her being found out and lectured about honesty and its importance to achieving balance with the Force. Despite knowing the Jedi Code by heart, like any student her age, practicing it proves difficult and strong emotions can still overwhelm her, especially when she feels like she is being treated unfairly.

Biography: Lyla's biography is the same as that of many children on Coruscant - Living in the slums as part of an abusive family, she was forced to earn her keep from an early age by sifting through the trash, looking for valuable scrap or intact components among the ten-thousands of tons of garbage that the megalopolis let fall through the cracks on a daily basis. Like many others, she one day returned to her home to find it abandoned, her parents gone, walls riddled with blaster fire to send a message to the gamblers, debtors or simply those who wouldn't pay for 'protection'. Lyla never found out which one of these her parents had been; all she knew was that, from age 4 onward, she had been alone.

Alone in the slums meant sleeping in tight sewage pipes, between garbage piles, behind condensators... anywhere where you weren't at risk of being found and killed or taken and sold as a slave. The high politics of the surface didn't reach the bottom of the city's canyons, not even below the Jedi Temple where Lyla was born. From some of her hideouts, she could see the sky, the spires, this symbol that gave her the hope that she would live to see something better than Coruscant's underworld. She dreamed of somebody coming down there and saving her. But as her fifth birthday came and passed, she realized that not even the Jedi ventured that far into the abyss.

So, she began to climb. Whenever she managed to earn enough credits to survive a few days, she ventured to higher levels, inching closer to the surface. Her talent for fixing things proved both invaluable and dangerous the higher she got, as debris became scarce and criminals hid behind smiles. One day, a few months after turning six, she worked on yet another droid for a trader but just as she was done, a fight broke out in the street, blaster shots flew back and forth and the droid exploded, taking two of her fingers with it. To her luck, she was close enough to the surface for Temple guards and a few Jedi to investigate and was found by a knight. As she recovered, her connection to the force was discovered and she was initiated.

Her dream came true but it was not quite as she had hoped it would be: Days of fighting for survival were replaced by monotonous routine, by meditation and training; the family she had hoped to find turned out to be a monastic order, her masters caring but somehow detached, most of her fellow younglings friendly but introspective. The love and care she had been looking for was not directed at her but at all of them. Balance in all things. It made Lyla content but the lack of extremes, the unbreakable equilibrium of the Temple that she couldn't find in herself made her feel like an outsider for the longest time. Thanks to her friends, she managed to integrate herself into the Order over time but she could never quite shake the impression of being a foreign object among the Jedi; a mental image that was reinforced by having two of her fingers replaced with plasteel.

As the years passed, the training revealed her as a strong personality, with both positive and negative implications. Her talent was evident but so was her difficulty to fully grasp the teachings and find inner peace. While others had such a tempered sense for the Force of living things that they could count how many people were in the Temple, Lyla had trouble feeling the presences around her unless she was completely focused. Her own appendage sharpened her senses for what wasn't, strictly speaking, alive. Every machine, every droid, every circuit and flow of electricity was like a tiny ripple on the Force's surface to her, a constant white noise that distracted her when she tried to feel the things the Force was flowing through.

When she turned fourteen, finally, she was told that she would have to face her trials soon. That same day, she overheard two of the masters talk about her, expressing their doubt that she could pass - "Too unpredictable." "No restraint." "Gifted, no doubt, but lacking in..." - Confidence, joy, pride: All vaporized in an instant. However, none of it ended up being of any significance - As night enveloped the temple, the Republic and Order of Jedi descended into a long darkness...

Secrets:
- Lyla has hidden most of her childhood from even her closest friends. While all masters know the circumstances of her initiation, she only talks about her time before the Temple when absolutely necessary - a problem that a few of her teachers presume to be responsible for her lack of development in a few areas.

- Lyla constructed a fully-functional lightsaber over the months leading up to the attack. Though the disappearance of several parts and crystals has not remained unnoticed and she is suspected, it was unknown to her masters that she succeeded and managed to hide the fruits of her labor in her dormitory.

Relations: Being a member of Thranta Clan, Masters like Yoda have occassionally taught and supervised her and she recognizes them, but due to her young age and reclusive nature, there are few members of the Order (and clan) she has exchanged more than a few words with, beyond her two best friends and a few fellow initiates. She knows and trained with Enrik in the past but their relationship is superficial at best.
I'm also interested. I am a man of the Empire at heart but I might join the stinkin' rebels this time around. We'll see.

That said, what's the plan here? I'm not very familiar with RPs that involve two opposing factions, so I'm curious where the focus is - Is it leading up to certain events? Will defection and/or being captured play a role? Will this go mission-by-mission?
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