"I'll can't up with you later." she told him and gave him a quick kiss then headed out the door. Her mind rushed with a thousand different outcomes. Even as she showered she thought of what all could go wrong. By the time she was on her way to meet John her stomach was filled with knots. She had told John to meet her in a place they had often gone to talk. Upon arriving she found him sitting there patiently waiting.
John: "Hey! There you are! You okay? You don't look so good?"
Rin: "Hey... Yeah I'm okay. There's just something I need to talk to you about."
She said taking a step back from him as he tried to hug her. After a few minutes of awkward silence and small tall she decided to get into the heart of the matter.
Rin: "I can't be with you anymore. I don't love you and I won't ever love you, not really anyways. And it's not because oh you, it's just that your not the one I want to be with... Your a really awesome person and I'm really thankful you've been there for me but I won't be happy in a relationship with you. "
Her words were chopping and uncoordinated. As she spoke she regretted how it came out. Somehow everything she said seemed to make it worse. The disappointment, confusion and upset could be seen spreading across John.
John:" it's him isn't it? Your friend from the ground squad. You love him, don't you? " he asked, fits clinched.
Rin:".... Yes. I'm sorry that I led you on. I thought I wanted to be with you but it's him I want. I never meant to-" she was cut off.
John: "Did you fuck him?"
Rin: "uhh I don't think we should -"
John: "Damn it Rin! Did you fuck him?! Right under my nose did you just throw yourself down for him??"
Rin: Groaning she shook her head. "It's not like that... But yes, I did sleep with him. It's not that I wanted to cheat on youiit's that I love him and want to be with him." she tried to explain.
John: Standing and pacing it was obvious he was enraged. "You fucking slutt." he growled. It was like he had become a different person. "I trusted you and you went behind my back and screwed another guy! Are there more?? Have youbbeen letting every guy on the whole damn ship hit it?? And to think you said you wanted to wait until we were more serious beforewe had sex!" he rambled.
Rin: "Please just let me explain..." she begged.
John: "Shut up! I don't wanna hear it!" he yelled before storming out.