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@sail3695To Cal, any skyplex had that sort of half-way, cooped up feeling. The way kiosks lined up against one another, people shouting across the sound of food stalls and the whir of engines. Cryers calling folk over to see what they’re peddling and more. He wasn’t exactly looking forward to the sojourn, but there was one thing that Cal treasured about the skyplex: the postmaster.
On Earth-that-was there was such a thing as little, cardboard rectangles sporting the names and triumphant faces of athletes from seemingly made-up competitive games. All manner of folk used to engage in games called hockey, basketball, football, and–Cal’s favorite–baseball. Now baseball had all the hallmarks of a game he himself might like to learn to play, someday. From the wood bats, to the leather gloves and striped outfits, he reckoned he cottoned that sport most of all.
Strand had been a member of a group across the ‘Verse for the last decade or so, of fellas and gals who liked to trade cards across the cortex. From skyplex to skyplex, Cal had sprinkled forwarding addresses around so as to always have a little something waiting, should he be headed that way on a haul. Little Moriah had a veritable trove of traded cards awaiting, from his counting.
On the heels of his chat with Imani, he reckoned he was due for some one-on-one time with Abigail, and let Yuri know as much. She’d make a good sidekick for the occasion, and he’d get to lay eyes on that limp he’d heard about. Though his reasons for spending time with the young woman were serious, he couldn’t help his upbeat attitude concerning the treasures awaiting him. So it was that he waited for the deckhand in the cargo bay, sat on a pallet. Spacer that she was, he knew she wouldn’t waste an opportunity to see what Little Moriah had on offer.
Soon’s her physical was all done, Abby got ‘erself to work. Shorts an’ tee shirt was swapped for denims, boots, an’ one ‘o’ her fav’rite work shirts what had the name
Earl monogrammed over its’ left breast pocket. Her hair’s tied back to a single ponytail, the way she liked when she’s scrubbin’ and cleanin’ out passenger rooms. Her boots felt good, the right laced up tight over the bruise Imani’s first lesson done give ‘er. It hurt; it was sore and all, but she didn’t pay it no heed as she hauled all the beddin’ to the boat’s washin’ machine.
The lav still needed her, but fer now it’d wait til she could run a load ‘o’ towels.
She’d just tossed sheets an’ blankets into tha dryer when word come down that Cap’n wanted to see ‘er. Yuri ain’t said much…somethin’ ‘bout her goin’ along tah tha skyplex postmaster’s office.
Meet him at the cargo ramp…easy peasy, she conjured afore slippin’ down tha aft reactor room ladder among the passenger cabins..
She knew Little Moriah. Uncle Bob sorta liked the skyplex. Fact was it’s one of the few places he’d let young Abby go wandrin’ off, mayhaps ‘cause there weren’t too much trouble she might git herself inta. Child Abby could traipse about, lookin’ fer toys an’ sweets. Growed up Abby remembered the food stalls an’ open market. Seein’ how they’s about tah be gone fer a powerful spell, she reckoned it’d be worth her coin tah search out a few books an’ supplies.
Soon’s she hit the cargo bay she seen ‘im. Cap’n was lounged atop an upended pallet, long legs crossed an’ a curl ‘o’ smoke risin’ from a fresh cigarette. She picked up ‘er pace, givin’ fight tah the urge tah favor her right leg. “Hey,” the deckhand greeted Cal. “Heard we got a run to make?”
“Hey yourself,” he said, rising, “That’s right kid,” cigarette tucked in the corner of his mouth, he slid into his duster. She looked the picture of a budding woman, a transformation he seemed to have taken for granted. From the tight pony tail to the no nonsense boots, Abigail looked every bit the eighteen year old she was. Crazy how a woman can completely change her look with a hairdo, he thought. The aside gave him pause, jiving the label for ‘kid’ and ‘girl’ he was apt to use to describe the woman before him. For a moment he wondered if he weren’t inserting himself into a body’s business he had no right to.
“Walk with me.”
The entrance through the bay lock was flanked by stalls for money exchangers and last minute trinkets of the garbage variety. The main thoroughfare of shops and things to see was a walk through corridors leading to the heart of Little Moriah. The flow of traffic through the bay entrance was a throng which Cal heel-toed into with ease, Abigail in tow. With a sideways glance he watched her gate to see if she was feeling her dose from the Doc earlier today. Sure enough, he saw her hesitate when placing her right leg after a few steps.
“Don’t remember you havin’ that limp before you went to see Imani,” he said, keeping pace but not rushing along with traffic.
“Ain’t nothin’ to it,” she shrugged as they walked together.
Damn if he didn’t spot that in an all fired hurry, Abby pondered. One thing she knowed ‘bout Cap’n…once he asked, it was ‘the better part of wisdom’ to give up a real answer. “Imani can handle ‘erself real good in a tussle,” the deckhand continued. “Me…not so much. She taught me a purty sharp move, an’ then Ah asked ‘er tah try it on me, is all.”
Cal pursed his lips, cigarette between his fingertips, “What are you tusslin’ for?” He wagered he’d level with her soon, since he wasn’t one to beat around the bush. Strand told himself he was respecting Imani’s wishes not to be outed as his source for Abigail’s abiding struggles after her abduction, but the truth was feelings talk felt like a foreign language.
A small boy, no older than seven or so, bumped into Cal, and without breaking stride, Strand grabbed his wrist and wrest the wad of credits he’d been relieved of from the boy’s hand before letting him go. Cal fixed the boy with a look and he pulled a face filled with fear before disappearing into the crowd behind them.
To Abigail he continued, pulling on his smoke, “Got an iron on your hip; pretty good deterrent if you ask me.”
“Didn’t stop them Headhunters,” she answered, plain and simple.
And there was the rub. “That it didn’t. I been meanin’ to ask you, how’d you end up with their colors on your back?” It was an easier segue than, ‘so you got PTSD now or what?’
Cap’n or no, she knew what Cal asked was fair, ‘specially so after the way he put spurs to China Doll an’ stared down a whole passel of gun barrels to get her back. She owed him. She owed the whole gorram crew. “I puzzled on that mah own self,” Abby said as they picked their way among the teaming crowds. “Turns out they got themselves a code. After beatin’ on me fer however many days, they tole me they liked I didn’t rat on Hook or our crew. When they gimme that cut,” she added, “I conjured it’s jest tah cover muhself, seein’s how muh shirt an’ bra was ripped asunder.” She stopped. Hadn’t meant tah rattle off that part, an’ she sure didn’t feel like tellin’ nothin’ about it. “Weren’t til they all started makin’ a big fuss, givin’ me hugs an’ muh own biker name that I caught wise.”
He did his best to face away, but if she’d been watching as she wound her yarn, Abigail would have seen the darkest hoods of his brows dissolve into a twist that left him biting his lip to bleed. Why had it taken him so long to ask what she’d been through? Had he expected the gang of thugs to serve her tea and crumpets while the China Doll was hightailing it? And they’d beaten on her... And–his face resumed that darkness, teeth grinding–they’d probably had their way. He recalled her wearing not a thing under that leather, when she was traded to the Doll. In the heat of it all, he hadn’t paused to ponder the implications. Stuck on that, he almost missed the end of her tale. He had paused too long after she’d said her piece. The crowds diverged into two streams, and Strand led them starboard, toward the heart of Little Moriah. “So they treated you like one of their own, at the end? Did they tell you why?”
It was nigh on a relief when she conjured Cap’n wasn’t goin’ down the darkest road with his questions. She knowed…
knew...from his tone and a sense of his stiffness that what she said touched off distress in his thoughts. Abby regretted that; she truly did. With Alana’s passin’ and starin’ a major job in the face, she reasoned takin’ some pointers from Imani was a right move. After all, what them Headhunters done…
what those Headhunters did...was all stuck in a past had no bearing but what she ran in her own head. She never woulda guessed that such a move might bring disquiet to Cal.
“All about their code,” the girl finally replied. “You ‘member their chief, Root? One ‘o’ his lieutenants was a woman they called Nips.” Abby stepped around a street merchant whose arms were draped in all manner ‘o’ gaudy necklaces. Her nine year old self woulda been right entranced. Eighteen year old Abigail had other thoughts. “Anyhow,” she continued, “Nips was keepin’ score ever’ time I fought back. If I got it right, any newbie had tah take some beatin’s and dish out a little in return.” She offered a shrug. “That, an’ like Ah said, not givin’ ‘em squat on Hook or the rest of us. Seemed tah check all her boxes.”
“Lucky, you’re tough as nails. Your Uncle Bob taught you right, no doubt.” He knew she held her Uncle in high regard. Way he saw it, she’d clung to that ship she’d rode into Persephone like it were the last torch in the dark.
“Ah loved mah uncle,” Abby agreed as they walked on. “He had some good lessons in ‘im…even after he give inta tha whiskey.” She came to conjure over time that them as he’d taught ‘er after Aunt Lupe died…watchin’ him crawl into a bottle and leavin’ her to tend the boat and its’ affairs, might just have been the most important schoolin’ she’d had.
But her couple years with China Doll opened up a whole new lesson book. Doin’ her job here was one thing. But livin’ her life, decidin’ on the sort ‘o’ person she’s to become, was a whole new thing altogether. And her shipmates were lettin’ her make those calls, whether fair or foul. “Lernt lots here as well, too,” she admitted. “Weren’t all good, but…”
“Look,” he pulled them out of the flow of traffic and stamped out his cigarette. “Abby,” a moniker he’d never used when speaking to, or of, the woman before him, “Them takin’ you; that happened on my watch, on my ship, and I take the blame. I want you to know I ain’t sweepin’ the
la shi under the rug. You been through ruttin’ hell, and I’m glad to lay eyes on the other side, but you’re a Gorram kid–least you was. I know I can be ornery, but you ain’t alone here. I got your back. And if I ever meet that Root again, I’m liable to leave a holey impression, Rex or no Rex.”
Abby felt all surprised, like her pins was knocked out from underneath. Cap’n had her by the arms, but there was no harshness to his grip. When she took it into account with what she read in Cal’s eyes, her heart felt liable to break over the man’s sudden anguish. “Uncle Bob always told me tah fall in with good folk, ‘cuz when bad times come they’d look out for yah.” Her eyes fixed his in solemn regard. “That yew did. Can’t always stop bad things from happenin’, sir, but one thing Ah know sure an’ sure is Ah can always count on yew tah pull me out tha fire.”
He felt compelled by something deeper than he’d rather reckon, by the look in Abigail’s eye, by the pulling in his gut, to use that hand on her shoulder to pull her into an embrace. It was hard to ken the root of what Cal was feeling in that moment. He’d felt it before when he’d brought her supper after they’d caught her up again from the Headhunters. In truth it’d been growing for some time; maybe since he fell in step with the plucky girl who took up the clipboard on Persephone. Kin. Abigail–Abby was kin as kin could be to a spacer who’d lived life in the black and watched a body embrace the same ideals.
Cal Strand gave in, pulling Abby into that hug which might quiet the buzzing need to respond to the solemn look in her eye. She knew how he felt. He saw it in her gaze. “That I will,” she smelled like that comforting clean left on knuckles stained by honest work. He steeled himself for a moment and added, “I know you’d do the same.”
Some folk was huggers. Pen, what used to be their pilot. Lorraine, back on Pelorum. Edina was a hugger who’d just as soon wrap ‘er arms about you than say howdy do. Them Headhunters, once they patched her in an’ got lickered up. Abby’d took ‘em all with a good humor, but when it come tah givin’ hugs found ‘erself a touch more miserly, dealin’ ‘em out when her natchurly mistrustful spirit felt so moved. An’ that happened precious little. They’s that time with Hook, when she’s all loopy from Alana cuttin’ a bullet out ‘er butt. An’ Cap’n. She ‘membered givin’ him a real happy one awhile back. That’s when she learnt that like herself, Cal Strand was a might selective with ‘is own affections.
But now, here he was, foldin’ her up in his arms. Abby’s face was buried in Cap’’n’s duster coat. Swaddled as she was in his embrace reminded her what it was tah be a tiny child again, all covered up in warmth an’ care like no trouble in the ‘verse could ever touch ‘er. She done ‘er best, huggin’ back with hands couldn’t reach no higher’n his shoulder blades, but spoke their intent with a cub’s devotion for its’ elder.
She sensed his burden of pain, a deeply held sorrow for both Alana and herself. Abby wished such a witchcraft existed might take that hurt away. Mr. Eleanoir helped her with her words an’ diction, but what she conjured needed sayin’ was right beyond her. And so, as was her way, Abby went for simple.
“Ever’ day,” she answered, voice a touch raw an’ muffled by his coat. “Ever’ single day.”
Cal nodded, still clasped; her words rung true. Wasn’t a doubting bone in his body of Abby’s claim, and somehow that reassurance caught his breath a might. The reciprocity of deep feeling was a release to which he wasn’t accustomed, though welcome it was.
The Captain cleared his throat and finally released the deckhand to arm’s length. Drawing a hand over his face, Cal exhaled the breath he hadn’t realized he’d been holding, and patted Abby on the shoulder. There was a look in her eye now, something piercing but true. Truth be told he felt it in his own sight, too. Fresh eyes, fresh understanding: loyalty and trust. He reckoned she was right when she said he couldn’t stop bad things from happening, but damned if he wouldn’t try.
Throngs around the pair had continued to flow with scarce glances from passersby. “C’mon kid, I got an errand to run.”
And that was it. Once more, they were The Captain and his Deckhand, back to business. As she fell in at his side again, Abby knew it was true and right. They squared it, tested the measures and found they still held. “Yes, sir,” she replied, a contented little smile touchin’ her face as they threaded their way toward the postmaster.