Crimson looked at him and nodded slowly. "I hope we can, I never meant to hurt you with any of this I just didn't want to let you go. I loved you and if I had my feelings I still would."
Smystar99
Member
✴ Spirit of the Vale ☾
STATUS: Every once in awhile I come back after having a failed rp and seeing so many familiar usernames reminds me of how many of us have been here for years. It's like coming back to your hometown lol 10 mos ago
- Last Seen: 4 mos ago
- Old Guild Username: Smystar99
- Joined: 11 yrs ago
- Posts: 2340 (0.59 / day)
- VMs: 9
-
Username history
- Smystar99 11 yrs ago
-
Latest 10 profile visitors:
-
Most recent →
Tim the Yeti,
Noctis,
Tlstiffl,
Hos,
Meleck the Grey,
Quest Abandoner,
Illogical Jim,
Master EffeX,
Vampiretwilight,
Fetzen
Status
Recent Statuses
10 mos ago
Current
Every once in awhile I come back after having a failed rp and seeing so many familiar usernames reminds me of how many of us have been here for years. It's like coming back to your hometown lol
5
likes
1 yr ago
Being back to roleplaying after three years honestly feels so cathartic. Writing really is so therapeutic, I'm having so much fun lol
18
likes
2 yrs ago
Considering coming back to RPG and I come back to ads all over the site, AHH
5
likes
2 yrs ago
Life really said I'm kidnapping you for nearly 2 years huh, I'm so sorry to all my rp partners for suddenly just disappearing for 2 years.
3
likes
4 yrs ago
All partners and groups I`m in, sorry for being so absent, in the new year I`ll be getting out more posts for everyone ^^ I`ll be MIA for the next few days however, Happy New Year <3
3
likes
Bio
☕About Me☕
Hello to whoever is reading this, I hope you are well and if you aren't hang in there, it'll get better ^^
You can call me Star or Fox if you'd like, I have gone by many names throughout the last forever of the internet. My username no longer really fits me but I have an identity crisis every time I try to think of a new one so it stays for now.
I`m a college student studying accounting, I also have a degree in media and design (animation, photo editing, graphics, marketing, exc). This year has kinda thrown me every which way so much of my time is all over but I try to write as much as I can. I do have a full time job on top of school.
☕I`m a bit of a coffee addict.
♀I`m female and I prefer she/her pronouns. I also prefer to write female characters in a FxM setting.
🌟I`ve been roleplaying for over a decade now.
⏳ I try to get posts out as fast as I can but my life is a bit chaotic, and I don't think it`ll slow down anytime soon. It makes it hard to respond straight away. Usually you may see a while between my posts, I do the best I can just as I expect from the people I write with. So please be patient with me, I really enjoy writing with people.
❤Romance in roleplays is nice but instant romance is unrealistic and most of the time really boring. I like it when characters gradually fall in love, it makes their relationship interesting.
👌I'm a very happy-go-lucky kind of person and very uncensored, I will cut through the bullshit, especially if it's late. I'm also a kluts, I trip over flat ground quite literally. My roleplaying style is much the same way, I write how I perceive situations. Making great literary choices is a top priority, but we're all human, it's not always going to be perfect. My responses will be as interesting and as thought out as I can make them though.
P.s. I exclusively fade to black.
I hope to write with you soon, don`t be afraid to send me a message ^^
Hello to whoever is reading this, I hope you are well and if you aren't hang in there, it'll get better ^^
You can call me Star or Fox if you'd like, I have gone by many names throughout the last forever of the internet. My username no longer really fits me but I have an identity crisis every time I try to think of a new one so it stays for now.
I`m a college student studying accounting, I also have a degree in media and design (animation, photo editing, graphics, marketing, exc). This year has kinda thrown me every which way so much of my time is all over but I try to write as much as I can. I do have a full time job on top of school.
☕I`m a bit of a coffee addict.
♀I`m female and I prefer she/her pronouns. I also prefer to write female characters in a FxM setting.
🌟I`ve been roleplaying for over a decade now.
⏳ I try to get posts out as fast as I can but my life is a bit chaotic, and I don't think it`ll slow down anytime soon. It makes it hard to respond straight away. Usually you may see a while between my posts, I do the best I can just as I expect from the people I write with. So please be patient with me, I really enjoy writing with people.
❤Romance in roleplays is nice but instant romance is unrealistic and most of the time really boring. I like it when characters gradually fall in love, it makes their relationship interesting.
👌I'm a very happy-go-lucky kind of person and very uncensored, I will cut through the bullshit, especially if it's late. I'm also a kluts, I trip over flat ground quite literally. My roleplaying style is much the same way, I write how I perceive situations. Making great literary choices is a top priority, but we're all human, it's not always going to be perfect. My responses will be as interesting and as thought out as I can make them though.
P.s. I exclusively fade to black.
I hope to write with you soon, don`t be afraid to send me a message ^^
Most Recent Posts
You are literally killing me right noe, I'm dead, my feels are dead
Crimson looked at him sadly and then looked down at her lap. "I didn't know what to do Alex. You were dying, I didn't want you to die. I wasn't expecting her to take that from me. I was expecting it to end up this way. It hurts that I'm hurting you and I still care about you" She said before standing up and kissing him lightly before backing away. There was nothing, nothing at all. No happiness, no giddy feeling, it was like that part of her was dead. "I think I should go."
Well this is intense.
Crimson watched him before taking a deep breath. She had no idea what to say or do, so she just started there. He looked like he was struggling to control himself and she felt if she spoke it would only make all of this worse so she stayed silent. If she stayed silent then he could try to keep himself under control without her interfering.
Crimson watched not knowing what to say to him. It hurt her that this happened and it hurt her that he was probably heart broken right now but she couldn't do anything about it. His wolf probably wanted to kill something or even worse and she had no idea what to tell him. You can't just say 'Sorry' in this situation. That wouldn't fix anything.
"I offered her my kagune in return but she said it wasn't a high enough payment." Crimson paused trying to think of how to word this without it sounding too harsh. "What she took instead was my feelings for you. I no longer can feel any sort of love for you Alex."
Crimson sat down in a seat next the the bed. "Because the others don't know much about our relationship and this only deals with me and you." She said and took a deep breath trying to think of how to start this. "I went and so the Non to save you." She admitted.
Crimson sat down in a seat next the the bed. "Because the others don't know much about our relationship and this only deals with me and you." She said and took a deep breath trying to think of how to start this. "I went and so the Non to save you." She admitted.
I meant Alex and her talking alone.
© 2007-2024