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10 mos ago
Current Every once in awhile I come back after having a failed rp and seeing so many familiar usernames reminds me of how many of us have been here for years. It's like coming back to your hometown lol
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1 yr ago
Being back to roleplaying after three years honestly feels so cathartic. Writing really is so therapeutic, I'm having so much fun lol
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2 yrs ago
Considering coming back to RPG and I come back to ads all over the site, AHH
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2 yrs ago
Life really said I'm kidnapping you for nearly 2 years huh, I'm so sorry to all my rp partners for suddenly just disappearing for 2 years.
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4 yrs ago
All partners and groups I`m in, sorry for being so absent, in the new year I`ll be getting out more posts for everyone ^^ I`ll be MIA for the next few days however, Happy New Year <3
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☕About Me☕
Hello to whoever is reading this, I hope you are well and if you aren't hang in there, it'll get better ^^
You can call me Star or Fox if you'd like, I have gone by many names throughout the last forever of the internet. My username no longer really fits me but I have an identity crisis every time I try to think of a new one so it stays for now.
I`m a college student studying accounting, I also have a degree in media and design (animation, photo editing, graphics, marketing, exc). This year has kinda thrown me every which way so much of my time is all over but I try to write as much as I can. I do have a full time job on top of school.
☕I`m a bit of a coffee addict.
♀I`m female and I prefer she/her pronouns. I also prefer to write female characters in a FxM setting.
🌟I`ve been roleplaying for over a decade now.
⏳ I try to get posts out as fast as I can but my life is a bit chaotic, and I don't think it`ll slow down anytime soon. It makes it hard to respond straight away. Usually you may see a while between my posts, I do the best I can just as I expect from the people I write with. So please be patient with me, I really enjoy writing with people.
❤Romance in roleplays is nice but instant romance is unrealistic and most of the time really boring. I like it when characters gradually fall in love, it makes their relationship interesting.
👌I'm a very happy-go-lucky kind of person and very uncensored, I will cut through the bullshit, especially if it's late. I'm also a kluts, I trip over flat ground quite literally. My roleplaying style is much the same way, I write how I perceive situations. Making great literary choices is a top priority, but we're all human, it's not always going to be perfect. My responses will be as interesting and as thought out as I can make them though.

P.s. I exclusively fade to black.

I hope to write with you soon, don`t be afraid to send me a message ^^

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[@everyone]
Happy Holidays everyone, I hope in the new year we can have more time to jump start this story together ^^
I should be getting a response in sometime this week, sorry for the delay ^^

Interacting with David@Jones Sparrow
This was some kind of weird joke right? He didn't just utter the same word as her, right? I mean obviously she was a woman, not a man, right? A pulse of dull pain seemed to course through her head. This was all bizarre and confusing. She couldn't just tell people she couldn't remember a god damn thing about her life. They would lock her in a mental institute.

"Well I`m glad you're alright," she replied awkwardly, noting mentally that she had not seen a single person while running over to him.

Lilith noticed Beros sniffing him with more seriousness than she thought necessary. "καθίστε μπερο!" She told the dog and he immediately walked over next to her and sat down. Keeping his gaze straight ahead, appearing to be a well trained dog. However his owner was even more confused as to what language she had just spoken in. Was that Greek?!

Eventually she met his eyes again trying not to look too jumpy or weirded out due to how her day was playing out. Her pupils turned small as a weird expression crossed her face at his question. "I don't-," she froze for a moment before taking a deep breath and trying again. "I don't know, it feels like we have, but I don't recall ever knowing you." Lilith's fingers interlocked in front of her, trying to get her nervous energy out some how. This was all overwhelming.

"I've also been having a really hard time remembering things." She said quietly green eyes flicking to the ground before looking back into his. "My name is Lilith Henderson," there was no way she could know how much this information could effect the man she was speaking with. Simply giving her name was a clue to what the hell was going on to both of them. "Your name?"

A thought crossed through her mind, Hades.

Lilith took a step back from him her boot crunching the ground beneath her. "I`m sorry if I seem jumpy, everything today just feels like it's not making sense anymore. You're a complete stranger and I shouldn't unload this on you nor should I probably be doing it anyway, but I can't remember anything. Not in terms of knowledge, I have no shortage of common sense or skills, however I don't have any memories? I`m sorry if I`m overstepping my boundaries, but this all feels really weird."

"There's a dead phone in my bag, and items that I don't remember putting in there. I was out here throwing a ball for my dog and the next thing I know nothing is making sense." Everything in her was hoping he didn't think she was absolutely batshit crazy. Any normal person would, but for some reason there was something about him that she felt like she wanted to trust. If she was crazy than maybe being forced to seek help wasn't a complete waste, better than wondering the streets of the city she guessed.
@AutumnFrost Sorry! That was kind of my fault, I thought it would work with the timeline but I guess not ^^'

Still trying to figure out how times works and stuff again. It's been a really long time. I`ll try to do better about it. Btw if I ever say something that someone doesn't agree with please let me know. I try to add in past events to my post to kind of build, but I don't want to over step anyone or their plans. Just tell me to rewrite and I`ll edit the part that says it to something else.

Spottedfire

Interacting with: Owleye @Hazelrah


The young warrior licked the top of the older cat's head bowing her eyes to the ground. "Be at peace in Starclan, I`m sorry I couldn't have stopped it Badgerclaw." Raising her head she pressed her nose to Laurelcloud's head in a gesture of comfort. With a heavy heart the she-cat walked to the edge of the camp to sit and watch from afar. Pain bubbling in her chest.

They had been on patrol, instead of making light hearted conversation she should've seen the branch. She should've heard it! Spottedfire knew it would help nothing to beat herself up over what had happened, but he had been their deputy. The clan needed him. Her family needed him. Who would be able to fill his role? He made it look so easy to be Silverstar's second. The responsibility he had handled so effortlessly. "It should've been me." She thought before recoiling at herself. That was an insult to his bravery to think like that.

The energy in the camp was so sorrow. There was nothing she could do to help it. Her spotted paws suddenly seemed to be more interesting than looking at anyone else. It wasn't often such a tragic death happened. Having seen it happen right before her eyes probably wasn't the easiest thing either.

She felt warmth suddenly next to her and looked from her paws to the taller tom. Owleye, her heart felt a little better at his presence. Even back when they were apprentices he seemed to always mellow out her energetic nature. He made her feel like she could take a second to breath. It was always more than appreciated. "Not well if I`m honest," she leaned into him a little. "I can't help but feeling like this is my fault. I hope he can forgive me for being so careless." No matter how hard she tried to not sound like she was in so much pain, but around him the other side of her always seemed to peak out. The more emotionally honest side. She wanted to be strong for others, but it often meant she overlooked herself a lot.

"Do you remember that one time he caught us when I convinced you and Birchcloud to leave the camp to go help that loner when we were apprentices?" A sad laugh left her at the memory. "He made us clean the elder's den for half a moon, yet I could see the pride in his eyes. He was happy we held that kindness." Spottedfire looked at the warrior laying limply before all of them. She would always remember him in the good ways. Nothing is perfect, but the good memories were a lot sweeter than the bitter bad ones.



Birchcloud

Interacting with: Silverstar@AutumnFrost


He'd tried his best to find some form of life in the warrior. Some way to revive him from the accident that took his life. Starclan had made it clear in their signs that he was among their ranks now. His poor mate left back in their clan for now. It weighed heavy on him. When he'd been brought to camp he had already been gone for awhile. The heat coming from him had given Birchcloud hope, it had been fleeting though. There was no way he would've been able to save him.

Had he been on that patrol right next to them, he still wouldn't have lived. The branch had done it's damage to his head. The entire clan would mourn him. The other clan's would no doubt feel something from this lost. He was one of the good ones. The kind of cat that they had hopes in should Silverstar been taken from them. They never doubted he would become what they needed should he ever have had too.

The tom should have been able to retire. To have joked with the others and sunbathed to his heart's content. Gotten on to apprentice's that stepped out of line. Birchcloud, much like his sister, remembered that night as if it was yesterday. He had many different interactions with him, but that was one of the first. New apprentices doing a lot of things they shouldn't of. He was often dragged into Spottedfire's antics back then. None of their adventures had ever been with ill intent, always trying to help. Maybe that's why their punishments had been light in comparison.

The striped cat smiled and took a long breath. He met Silverstar's eyes as she looked over them and bowed his head to her encouragingly. She was a great leader. Her father and the past leader had made a great choice. Just as it had been a great choice to appoint Badgeclaw as deputy. The only question on his mind now, and probably many others though was:

Who is going to fill his role?
@Hazelrah I hope your migrane gets better! I understand those all too well :(

I should be getting a post up in a little bit.
[@everyone]

In Hollowstar's bio I had a history of a epidemic of greencough in Caveclan a good 20 moons or so ago. No said anything about it but I thought that could be part of their history? In her bio it kinda hints at Caveclan being kinda strained against the other clans due to their fear to help them. I want to check if that sounds okay though?
I made a lot of adjustments to things, sorry I seem to go in and out. The end of the semester starts to throw harder projects at me lol

I added two cats and added some more information to others. Like crushes for Spottedfire and Lionfur and a kit for Brindleheart and Foxfur ^^

Longpelt also has an old buddy now ha!

@AutumnFrost@Korralaria@Hazelrah
I`ll start filling out some more cats ^^

I was wondering if SpottedFire could be the deputy of Sunclan? Thinking on it, I think her personality fits it. I think it would be better to have it be more plot relevant, it would be a bit controversial due to her origin, like at the start she's either being made deputy or hasn't been it for very long. That is unless someone else wants to be deputy of Sunclan that is.

I was wondering how we would be writing this all out though? Like would it be all clans every post or would we be organically shifting focus through the different clans?

Edit: I`ve added 3 more cats, will do more later. The leader of Caveclan and her family has been added in.
Also if anyone wants to just put down anything for relations feel free to do whatever ^^
I`m good with them being part of Sunclan, I`ll probably make another cat to be leader of Caveclan.

I think I`ll probably mention other cats at the moment that will play more of a background role than actual every post characters. They'll have their own sheets, but I won't be playing them unless they're mentioned directly. Doing more than 2 or 3 characters a post gets confusing for me lol

That way the clans get a little more filled out though.
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