A small shocked noise followed with a quiet laugh left Ludvig as Aria wrapped him in a tight hug. “Of course we came…” he said as he rubbed Aria’s back in an attempt to calm her down. “We wouldn’t miss this for the life of us… Right Cami?” he stated as he pulled away from the blonde. He shook his head at Aria’s offer for something more to drink “Nah I think I should probably slow it down a bit.” Ludvig knew himself well enough that if he kept drinking he would lose control and he was not in the right mindset to do so. He had already had five beers after all.
“Well!” he exclaimed rubbing his hands together “I actually need to go find… someone” he lied. He wanted to let the girls get to know each other and him being there would probably just distract from that. He turned his face to Camila and gave her a quick wink, the exchange was only seen by him and Cami.
“So if you excuse me, ladies, I will return shortly!” he said as he bowed walking backward as he did so. He turned around and started to walk aimlessly through the crowd of teenagers. After a few minutes of walking, he came to a particularly comfy looking log. Ludvig laid himself down on it with a grunt. He shoved his hand down his pocket digging around for a bit before fishing out a perfectly rolled joint and a lighter. Half sitting the boy lit the small roll before he lowered himself back down taking a long drag. He blew out a cloud of smoke in front of him, it swirled and mixed with the stars above him. The smoke danced as much as his own thoughts did inside his head.
Fuck… had he made a mistake leaving Camila there? Damn it should he have stayed with her? She said she was nervous! Fuck, fuck, fuck she probably hated him now. Shit I should probably go back there he thought to make an attempt to get up from the log. But it was as someone had put an invisible weighted blanket on top of him. He couldn’t move… he was stuck all alone on a log… having a panic attack.
“Well!” he exclaimed rubbing his hands together “I actually need to go find… someone” he lied. He wanted to let the girls get to know each other and him being there would probably just distract from that. He turned his face to Camila and gave her a quick wink, the exchange was only seen by him and Cami.
“So if you excuse me, ladies, I will return shortly!” he said as he bowed walking backward as he did so. He turned around and started to walk aimlessly through the crowd of teenagers. After a few minutes of walking, he came to a particularly comfy looking log. Ludvig laid himself down on it with a grunt. He shoved his hand down his pocket digging around for a bit before fishing out a perfectly rolled joint and a lighter. Half sitting the boy lit the small roll before he lowered himself back down taking a long drag. He blew out a cloud of smoke in front of him, it swirled and mixed with the stars above him. The smoke danced as much as his own thoughts did inside his head.
Fuck… had he made a mistake leaving Camila there? Damn it should he have stayed with her? She said she was nervous! Fuck, fuck, fuck she probably hated him now. Shit I should probably go back there he thought to make an attempt to get up from the log. But it was as someone had put an invisible weighted blanket on top of him. He couldn’t move… he was stuck all alone on a log… having a panic attack.