Once Emily told most of the others about the breakfast going on in the dining room, she began heading back, but as she walked she stared down at her E-handbook looking through it and getting to know everyone's names as she strolled slowly to make sure she wouldn't walk into a wall or down the stairs, she read each of the infinites' abilities and skills, she was surprised that there was a Politician in the hospital and among them, then she saw one called a streamer, she didn't really know what streaming was but if it was about making streams and rivers she would be surprised someone like her dressed like that would be digging rivers or streams, she made a mental note to question Mary about what a streamer is.
Then she came across one of the infinites that had the skill of being a trap of some sorts, Ellie cocked an eyebrow wondering if the handbook had a glitch or was broken, but after right swiping a couple times she noticed that it wasn't broken and went back to Caora, she stared at the handbook and questioned what a trap could be. She thought to herself if they were just good at making traps like hunters would, but after looking at the girl in the handbook she didn't look exactly like a hunter and nothing gave Ellie the idea she was.
The Caretaker swiped right and looked at the others before coming across Alice who was titled Recon, again Ellie thought about the word for a moment wondering what recon really was and soon recognized that it was something that soldiers do, she didn't know what it was, but she knew soldiers would do it, but she didn't think that someone here would be a soldier. She swiped again, then came across Felix who was the professional Free runner, she didn't think that running would be useful in this situation really, she then noticed that he was young, not as young as Thomas and just a year older than Rika.
Thinking about Rika, Ellie wondered if she was okay without her bandages on, she was kinda like Isaiah but worst off, but also better off; she hoped that both of them were okay and that Isaiah found what he needed when he left. Ellie then remembered the doctor that asked about her body and thought of it as insensitive to ask of such a thing in a public place, hospital or not, someone could've walked up to them as she asked about her breast. Emily sighed before putting away her E-handbook and speaking aloud to herself."
What a horrible predicament we are in." Before sighing and remembering Mason and Quill in a brief flashback, then the thought of another person came to her mind and she shook her blue ponytail from side to side to forget about it, beads of sweat began to form on her forehead as her breathing grew heavy, she then remembered the scream that Quill had during her execution, it was strangely deep for a woman's screams, but Ellie remembered it as Quill's.
Once she returned to the dining hall she had built up a sweat and was constantly wiping it from her forehead as she tried to calm down, she felt the back of her pants for her journal, once it met her hands Ellie calmed down a little and put into her pocket looking at the others trying her best to not draw too much attention to herself or look like she was going through something. Emily remembered Mason's body again, this time his body was caked with dirt and ash, somehow she knew how he screamed and it echoed through her mind, she held the bridge of her nose putting the thought of his death behind her."
Nobody else should die." she mumbled to herself.