Sugar and Spite

The Quiet Thoughts of an Overactive Mind

WIP

There are things in life which you will never see.

From the way she clenches her jaw in frustration, to the way her eyes never meet another's for more than a few seconds at a time. Nails digging into her palms to make crescent shapes. Lips bitten bloody with words unsaid. You will see nothing but the brightest smile, and this is how she wishes it to be.

There are things in life which you will never hear.

Silent screams and hushed whispers in the night. The way she stutters in self doubt. Quiet conversations with herself to try and make sense of it all. You will hear only the most cheerful laughs, and this is how she wishes it to be.

There are things in life which you will never feel.

How hollow she is inside. The blinding rushes of anger. No one will ever know the way her heart feels when it shatters. How it feels to be silenced, and afraid to speak your mind. No one will ever feel the constant presence of sadness. You will only feel happiness when she is around, and this is how she wishes it to be.

There are things in life which you will never know.

How the ticking of the clock is a constant reminder of her life wasted. Never know how she is her own worst enemy. No one will ever know how many times she has pondered over their words at night - good or bad. You will only know what she allows you to know, and this is how she wishes it to be.

You will never notice her fading away, and this is how she wishes it to be.

Post a random fact about yourself.

Not being able to see the stars makes me panic.

I know it's weird, and I'm not sure why, but it does.

Haley's Uniquely Titled Hangout.

Yeah. xD

For me it was surgeon, culinary, nurse, surgeon.

Nothing wrong with raising your kiddos. <3

Ban the Person above you

Banned because pickles aren't evil.

Post a random fact about yourself.

I'm ashamed to admit it, but I had a Tumblr. It was devoted to funny anime and manga stuff, but I was still on Tumblr.

@Jett Ryu

I'm still on Tumblr. Old, cringy account that needs to be deleted and recreated with actual content, but it's there.

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I've had three panic attacks in the span of a week and a half. I haven't had one in almost two years before now.

Slightly depressing fact, I know. Sue me.

Shuffle your music player and post the first 10 songs

We Need To Talk ~ Waterparks
Unwell ~ Matchbox 20
Not Warriors/Crybaby ~ Waterparks
Lucky People ~ Waterparks
Stupid For You ~ Waterparks
*re-clicks shuffle button*
The Stigma (Boys Don't Cry) ~ As It Is
In Bloom ~ Neck Deep
Hoodie ~ Hey Violet
Antidote ~ Faith Marie
The Fire, The Dark ~ As It Is

Palm Beach Royals: Senior Year

Here!

Men vs. Women Race to 1000: Version 2.0

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Oᴜʀ Lᴀsᴛ Sᴜᴍᴍᴇʀ Tᴏɢᴇᴛʜᴇʀ

Location: The Kitchen, Ending In Finns Room.
Interacting With: Finn
Location: The Kitchen

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Everyone was walking around, immersed in their own conversations, taking shots as Missys music shuffled on the speaker. Tempted to change it, Sable didn't, not wanting to deal with the argument. At Missys comment about joining her, Peaches, and potentially Dee in her friends room, she simply shook her head, hoping that was response enough. It wasn't that Sable didn't want to see her best friend, she just had other things occupying her mind at the moment. Nimble fingers reaching for the choker on her neck, she began to toy with it. A nervous habit, of course, but there was nothing to be nervous about, right? Well, except for Sonny's reaction to everyone picking on him for the drinks. Thinking silently to herself that she had started it all, she bit down on her bottom lip. Hopefully he wasn't mad at her for that.

Absent mindedly, she made her way into the corner by the fridge while checking her mental list of the houses inhabitants to make sure everyone was either present or had made an appearance. Spice was still in her room, most likely working on her makeup, per usual for events such as these. She'd meet up with the other girl later. Right now, she was dealing with the thought that the one and only Finnley Morrison had yet to make his appearance. From what Sunshine knew, this wasn't out of character for the young man. However, if Sable had it her way everyone was going to this party. This summer was dedicated to fun, and as the Resident Ray Of Sunshine, she had made it her personal mission to make sure that everyone did, indeed, have fun. Even if one of those people were typically a recluse.

Most people had no idea of their small connection, but Sable had always made it her personal mission to include Finn in things. She had seen first hand what high school for him was like - well, seen as much as he allowed. They had English together their Junior and Senior year, and every time that there was a group project, Finn seemed to be one of the people without a partner. So, Sunshine included him in her group. Some people joked with her that he was her charity case, but Sunshine didn't see it that way. Finn was a sweet guy, and from where she stood, they were pretty okay friends.

Up the stairs she went, not bothering to knock before entering. There Finn would be found, head bopping to the beat downstairs. Her eyebrows coming together in a feeling of confused curiosity momentarily, she put a smile on her face before skipping across the room. Once behind the computer chair, she ruffled his hair playfully, her hands coming to rest on either of his shoulders. She didn't have to bend down far to get level with the computer, her face on the rights side of his now. "Come on now, Finny! We've got a party to get to, you and I. Tell your internet buddies you guys can talk about anime tits later. We're on a mission."