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4 yrs ago
Current Just to inform all my partners I will be taking a short break whilst I move home. Responses and replies will return once I am settled.
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5 yrs ago
How do you write like you're running out of time? Write day and night like you're running out of time? (This darn song is stuck in my head T.T)
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5 yrs ago
Welp, now to wait for the next patch of FFXIV ;A;
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6 yrs ago
Expect delays with replies as FFXIV Shadowbringers has come out <3
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April 22nd
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If you have an questions or ideas please feel free to get in touch! I also work full time so sometimes my responses can be sporadic.

If I'm not on here writing I will most certainly be playing video games or sucked into a new world reading.

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Sorry it took so long!

I was also thinking that Iris will probably go to sleep whilst he is eating the pie or just after. We could maybe do a piece on what's happened back at her home? Like with Regis and being captured?
It was hard not to flinch when Caspain had hit the mattress twice, she knew it was not directed at her, but the anger only reminded her of her father and Ethan. Both of them had temper problems, unrivalled anger and she knew that wasn’t Cas, he had a kind heart. Well, unless I destroyed that too. Hopefully he hadn’t noticed her flinch, not in the current circumstances where there was barely any light, plus she was now back in her corner away from him. Hearing the apology leave his lips, she shook her head although soon cringed realising he probably hadn’t seen and it only made her feel like an idiot, “Please, don’t apologise. Whether used to it or not it’s still painful. It’s a natural reaction.”

A part of her wanted to bring up when she had been in the hospital, how frustrated she herself had gotten and smashed the mirror but she closed her mouth feeling it was best not to bring it up. It would only remind her of what she had ruined between them. Looking down at her leg she felt her fingers touch the fabric on where her wound was reminding her of how this all started, it had mostly healed now but she still felt the pain of it. The twinge it would have when she used it more than she should, or how it would have this odd pulsating feeling like it had a heartbeat of its own. She didn’t have the crutches here to support the weight so the pain was becoming more consistent, but she was getting better at masking it. Plus, she had much bigger things to worry about.

Trying to get somewhat comfortable in her corner she had resigned herself too she nearly missed his question, it took a few moments for it to register and she felt her face heat up in embarrassment. Utensils? Oh… oh no. I should have thought. What an idiot. Biting her lip as she pulled the backpack to her rummaging through it for something he could use, frowning when all she felt was a pocket-knife amongst the other items, she had deemed important to bring. I don’t have a fork… or spoon. Could he use the knife? Cringing at the thought she pulled it out sliding it over to him on the floor, so she didn’t have to move nor him. “All I have is a pocket-knife. I didn’t know… I didn’t think, I’m… I’m sorry…” Sighing softly as she hung her head in defeat.

I’m useless. Iris thought to herself as she began to doubt everything, doubt the fact she could get him back to the Capital in once piece. Doubting how she would get them food and water, places to sleep. I didn’t think this plan through at all and his life is on the line. Would it even be possible to make it back to the Capital in one day? It’s going to be quite the journey and we still have to avoid my dad. I wonder… what his reaction would be.
Yaay I saw! I won't be able to post until tomorrow though sadly! I hope that's okay :)

Awh look at Cas though bless him! I feel for him.
“Ah ha… yeah… all the looking was kind of awkward, and… well off putting. A little.” Haru smiled nervously agreeing with him about all the onlookers at the wedding, it just felt strange to her being the centre of attention and a part of her hated it. However, that was all done with now, there should be nothing else that demanded everyone look at them for the future and she was happy with that. No more attention.

“How many siblings do you have?” Haru couldn’t help but ask, her curious side getting the better of her as he mentioned his brother. However, Chunjiros next sentence made her flush a deep crimson and she couldn’t help but awkwardly look away her feet shuffling slightly.

It seemed like some sort of habit of theirs already, they’d stat to talk. Open up a little bit more to each other. Then someone would say something making the other embarrassed and it would be awkward once more, and then the silence would descend. I wonder how long, until we can stop this routine we’ve started. Thinking to herself as she looked up again as he broke the silence once more.

Thankful that he wanted to break the silence she was glad, smiling as she nodded listening to him how the well was located in the courtyard. “O-Oh, no. I’d like that. It would help me understand where everything is here… and more comfortable.” The idea of making rice together too was great, it was nice knowing he wanted to do that with her.

“I think that would be really nice, making rice together. Oh, I’d love to go the market, we can get some vegetables for the rice in future.” Clasping her hands together neatly as she started to feel a little less nervous around him.

“O-Oh…” Haru faltered, hesitating at the words of not having to bear it alone. That he was her husband now. “I… eh.. wow.” Whispering as she felt herself get even more flustered, cheeks darkening once more as the embarrassment rose. “That’s… ah. No. Very kind, I appreciate that and well… I am. Your w-wife. I would like to do the same.”

Rubbing her arm, she took a step forward, her hand now outstretching and placing it on his shoulder gently and she felt the warmth, it was a nice feeling. “I would like it if you talk to me… tell me how your day is. S-Share it with me.” Smiling through her embarrassment as she kept the gentle touch of her hand on his shoulder, trying not to cringe with how flustered she truly was.

There we go!

I'm back at work this week so my posts may slow down a bit :3
“He was my boyfriend; we were dating before the memory lapse.” Iris sighed eyes focused on the bruises on her wrist knowing that wasn't the only bruise she had because her father had hit her, “But he is not my boyfriend anymore.” I don’t know what I saw in him, maybe I was just frightened about being alone? I don’t know… Rubbing her tired eyes she felt the headache, the interrogation was enough to make her hurt, but she wouldn’t complain not when Cas was in a worse state than she was. Tearing her eyes away from the bruises she looked over at him, her own heart breaking as he said her name, the way he reached out but then retracted his hand.

“I understand. I’ll try to answer any questions you have, but I still don’t remember everything.” Smiling slightly as she returned to the supplies in the bag to get the painkiller and the first aid kit, so she could tend to the wound properly. Picking up the second bottle of water she moved to where he was on the bed sitting on it beside him hearing the creaks in the springs with her added weight, “Let me sort out that wound properly.” Passing him the second bottle of water and painkiller she put the first aid kit on her lap opening it up, it had proper bandages, antiseptic wipes with alcohol in and it even had a dressing which would keep the blood flow in and on its way to healing.

“A-Ah... please, let me.” Hesitating slightly before she started to untie the cloth that was on his arm rather than have him do it, she didn’t want him wasting more energy that he no doubt didn’t have. “It will be best to take the medicine after I’ve redressed this. It... it will hurt.”

Taking out the alcoholic wipes she cleaned up the wound once more, making sure to get the blood that surrounded it. Iris tried to be careful, but she knew it would hurt him, the wound wasn’t just some grazed knee after all. After a few more gentle touches she inspected the wound best she could in the dying light, biting her lip as she debated on if it was enough. There wasn’t more she could do for him or the wound, passing him the alcoholic wipes she sighed, “You can use them to clean up the blood on your hands. Just try not to move much for the next part. Please.”

Although the wound had now been cleaned, she took out the bandages and the dressing from the kit, unwrapping the dressing she pressed it against the wound biting her lip hoping she wouldn’t cause more unnecessary hurt. Wrapping the bandages around the dressing she tied it up neatly holding it in place. It now stood a far better chance of not getting infected. Sighing with relief she pushed herself off of the bed and back to the corner she had made herself somewhat comfortable in before. She didn’t want to overstay her welcome with him, as much as it was nice to be close to him in that brief moment.

Rubbing her arms from the cold she leaned back against the crumbling wall, her head now throbbing as she tried to relax. What was best for them now was getting some rest before they made a start at getting back to the Capital, she felt the exhaustion. Lack of sleep, food and now the cold. “I eh... I’m sorry I couldn’t fit any blankets in the backpack. It will get cold.”
Awh I'm loving to see how Cas is changing bless him. The way everything has been thrown at him!

Ooo nice one! I hope the big project is going well!


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A little bit about me! I love to write in my spare time as well as play video games. I love using fandoms and original plots so don’t be afraid to ask if you don’t see anything you like! I’m a female and prefer writing with those 18+. I prefer fade to black if things progress with characters. On another note I don’t mind playing the male however I do prefer playing female characters. I'm happy to do FxF MxF and MxM and I do not mind on post length as long as you give me something to work with and it's not a one liner. Please feel free to PM me and we can discuss!

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~Current craving~


As the title suggests I am looking for someone to do a Final Fantasy 7 themed RP with me. I'd love to do OCxCANON and I am more than happy to double up for those who would like a bit of Canon themselves!

I was lucky enough to get the game early and it's really made me crave a roleplay from this fandom.

I'm looking for someone to play Tseng or Reno, I really want to explore the Turks. The kind of jobs they take, the crap they deal with as I just feel it would be a lot of fun all the while hunting for Avalanche. I'm comfortable with playing most characters from this fandom from males to females!

I'm happy to talk other in depth plots and such, but my main focus is finding someone else who would love to roleplay from Final Fantasy 7, so if this catches your fancy please do PM me! :3

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Haha yeah, I regret it though as felt super tired today!!

No worries! Take your time! I'm just sorting bits for work tomorrow :3
I never usually do myself, but I just couldn't sleep and there was video games... haha. A dangerous combo.

Hahaha look at him though, hotels, busses and taxis. This reality check is going to hit hard on him.
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