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Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Yeah maybe!? I have to travel to work each day so I enjoy my walk outside haha. I do miss having a normal routine!

Oh gosh don't worry about it! I'm always happy to wait :)

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Oh gosh, yeah it seems to be quite common at the moment! People not being able to sleep.

I'm so tired though, I'm hoping I can get some rest this evening :3

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Maisie smiled waving him off as if it was nothing, she didn’t mind one bit, not when it came to her dearest friend as she would do anything for her. With ease she had already sliced and plated a slice of pie for Iris handing it over, “Go sit down and eat. I’ll make you a drink.” Turning back to the kitchen she pulled out a mug to make her a cup of tea hoping it would calm her friend and help towards sleeping later, Maisie already knew that it would be a problem. Growing up with Iris she knew her, probably better than herself right now. Frowning at that thought she shook her head busying herself with making some tea.

Sighing to herself Iris held the plate in her hand before moving back to the sofa sitting herself down looking at the food, it smelled amazing but at the same time she didn’t feel all to hungry. Although Maisie will kill me if I don’t eat something. Thinking to herself as she absentmindedly pushed around the pie on her plate, it smelled amazing. It looked great and she knew was probably hungry, but she just didn’t feel it right now.

“Iris…” Maisie sighed softly as she moved back over catching her push around the slice of pie, placing down the mug of tea on the table as she sat down next to her friend. “At least try to eat a little.” Urging her friend to eat.

Shaking her head Iris placed the plate down on the table, “I can’t… I… I don’t know. I thought I was hungry. I probably am.” Placing her head in her hands as she couldn’t face her friend, she could feel herself tremble as she tried to keep herself together and not breakdown.

“Hey… hey.” Maisie smiled edging closer as she pulled Iris into a hug, but the minute she did she felt her friend crumble in her arms. Tears had started to fall, and she could hear the quiet sobs of her friend as she kept her arms firmly around her, moving her hand she stroke her hair gently giving it a moment before she would talk. For now, she’d let Iris cry it out in her arms even though it pained her she couldn’t help more.

“I… I’m such a horrible person. W-Who even am I-I? I.. I don’t know anymore.” Her words choked out as she gripped at her friend, seeking the comfort that she was providing. “I… how could I do that to someone? I broke his trust. I ruined everything…” The tears rolled down her cheeks as she couldn’t stop it, she had opened up the flood gate of emotions. “I’ve lost my family… My f-father, he will kill me. I’ve lost everything and it’s all my fault.”

“Iris… you lost your dad some time ago and you know this deep down.” Maisie sighed feeling her own heart break at how broken her friend was, “You may not remember it, which might be a blessing but… he wasn’t the same person. You know this.”

“It… d-doesn’t excuse what I did to Cas!” Shaking her head as she didn’t move from the hug, she didn’t want her friend to see her in such a state. “Not that it matters now… who w-was I-I kidding. As if he could like someone like me…”

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Haha yeah! It's always the way!!

Hahaha I have a lot of trouble sleeping generally so sometimes I just always check in here xD

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

I'm still struggling to find a face claim for Maisie haha

Ahh me too! The plans will be great :3

Right I think I need to go to bed, I'm super tired! I shall see you around tomorrow :)

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Contemplating the idea of him being on the sofa it did make sense for them to share the room, but she felt bad she knew her, and Iris would have been fine. Rather than fight with him it was best they took the room and he had the sofa, especially as he seemed okay with it. Maisie by that point was still rummaging through the clothes knowing she had some of her fathers old items here that he could use, problem was she didn’t know where they were, but once she found them she’d give them to the Prince.

Iris watched as Cas rose from the seat on the sofa to head for his shower, but when he stopped, and she heard his words she felt herself crumble a little. “That’s… really kind.” Glancing down at her hands she felt them tremble as she fidgeted a little bit, although she would have loved to have talk to him, express how she truly felt the reminder of the betrayal and the fact they could never be more than just acquaintances right now kept creeping up on her. “But… I’m fine, nothing is wrong. Thank you.” Making her voice sound strong she pushed herself off of the sofa and moved to the kitchen to grab herself some food, distracting herself from the truth.

Lies. Maisie thought to herself as she moved into the living room clothes and towels in hand for the Prince, but she knew it was only a matter of time before the words I’m fine wouldn’t cut it anymore. “Here.” Maisie spoke up before any of the conversation could continue, plus she was certain the Prince would want his shower by now. Holding out the clothes and the towel for him she smiled, “I hope they fit, they were my fathers. Sorry it took a while to find them it’s been a while.” Laughing to herself as she moved to the sofa sitting herself down.

“Well least you managed to find them. Thanks, for helping. I don’t know what I would have done.” Iris smiled stopping in the doorway of the kitchen glancing back between Cas and Maisie before going to cut some pie. The fake smile plastered on her face like nothing was wrong and everything was a okay in her world. It was far from the truth, but they didn’t need to know that.

“Oh hush, it’s fine. The amount of times you have bailed me out.” Maisie waved it off grinning, “Speaking of I should probably find some extra bedding. It can get quite cold.” Tapping her fingers against her chin as she tried to think on where she had last seen it, she was certain it was in a box somewhere, but it was just a case of where. Although when Maisie had glanced over at her friend, she frowned catching sight of shaky hands trying to cut the pie.

Pushing herself off of the sofa she silently made her way to her friend taking hold of her hand steadying it. “Hey, go sit down. Let me do that.” Taking the knife from shaky hands as she moved to cut a slice of pie she nudged Iris to go sit down.

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Ah that's so sweet! My partner isn't currently working so he is dealing with all the house stuff for me which is great!

I'm still hyped for the aproveset scene, it will be interesting to see Cas react when it's someone he potentially cares about going through that.

Hopefully the caffeine picks up soon! I'm so tired myself don't know how I will stay up haha

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Ah bless him thats incredibly cute!! Its nice when they do stuff like that to help! Hopefully you make more progress with your project today!

I'm so excited to see Atlas when they return. It's going to be so good! Especially when Iris finds out her father is dead too.

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

How did that go in the end?

Haha I know!! I'm surprised he hasn't already thought on how his dad would be reacting right now and the orders he would have put through!! I'm excited for when Cas get's back to the Capital though.

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

“I hope you keep to that promise, for everyones sake.” Maisie sighed, even though he sounded confident she just felt like something bad was going to happen. A part of her felt like her friend was going to get hurt and she didn’t want that, not at all and she knew she couldn’t prevent it. As much as she could be there for her she couldn’t do anything against the Capital. Though his next question she did falter, after checking on her friend she knew she wasn’t okay, but should she tell him that? Was it his business?

“O-Oh… she’s eh fine?” Maisie fumbled as glanced over at Cas, grimacing as she realised that hadn’t sounded very convincing. “I… no, but I will do my best to make sure she is.” Trying to smile she always knew when Iris wasn’t quite right, this hadn’t been the first time nor would it be the last helping her friend through some darker or sad times. “Oh… actually I should probably mention about the sleeping arrangements, if you do end up staying, I don’t mind you taking my room. There’s a double bed there that should hopefully be comfortable enough for you. Me and Iris can stay out here together.” Smiling as she relaxed herself back on the sofa she didn’t mind, she’d let Iris sleep on the sofa, and she’d take the floor. Although guarantee Iris would take the floor, damn girl is so stubborn.

Finally getting changed Iris sighed looking down at her hands, it felt nice being in fresh clothes and she couldn’t help but feel guilty because Cas had it far worse than she did. Although the water had been warm, the clothes were warm she felt cold, but she didn’t know if that was because she was emotional or something else. Moving out of the bathroom she placed a smile on her face as she started to plat her wet hair between her fingers, “Ohhh, smell that pie. Can’t wait to try it.”

“You think?” Maisie grinned, “It’s going to be better than the one I gave you. What did you think of that pie anyway? Anything I should change?”

“You never need to change anything in your food, you’re quite talented. It was delicious.” Iris smiled softly, not letting her know about what had happened with the pie as she knew she would give Cas an earful. Regardless on who he was she would still reprimand him and her for not eating so it was easier this way.

“Let me get towels and find him some clothes so he can go shower. I’ll try not to be too long.” Maisie smiled giving a small wave as she moved to her room to find something for Cas to wear at least. She was sure she had something although it may take a while.

Watching as Maisie left, she shook her head before moving to the sofa sitting herself down feeling somewhat better. Though her thoughts still plagued her, troubling her making her feel uneasy but she would push it aside for now.