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Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Oh gosh I bet! I bet it will also give him a new sense of life knowing that they thought he was dead and that's why they never came.

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Hearing his dejected voice and the way he had dropped his gaze to the ground hurt her, to see him in such a way upset her because she knew there was nothing, she could do to fix it. If she could reverse time she’d go back in a heartbeat, perhaps even to a time before they met so he could still be blissfully unaware and the happy go lucky Prince she remembered. Although a part of her knew that even though the truth was no doubting hurting it was better than being unaware with what was going on with his own country that he was due to inherit.

The silence between them was deafening and Iris knew all to well what that could mean, often she got herself caught up in her own depressing thoughts. Spiralling and making them worse than they needed to be, and she knew he genuinely didn’t know about what was going on with the war. That much was clear from his reactions. On top of that his safety had been compromised rather than help by the Aspirian military and she could only assume what he would have concluded from that. Especially now with his muttering of whatever works to her plan, the enthusiasm of going home clearly drained.

Seeing the woods was a delight, something Iris never thought possible and as much as she wished there was another torn shelter or beaten up cabin, she could take them too there wasn’t. Not that she knew of. Sighing as he asked the question, she didn’t want to answer she nodded with a sad look in her eyes, “I’m sorry. I just don’t know where is safe right now. There is no withstanding shelter in Bel Bicis and heaven knows about the other districts.” Coughing herself as she felt the irritation of dust that hat settled in the back of her throat, she pushed on into the forest feeling the cool breeze as she entered some of the trees.

No I can’t do it. I know he wanted us to distance, but I can't not right now. Feeling her eyes soften as she glanced over at Cas saddened by the fact, he didn’t have the usual positive aura around him, and she couldn’t blame him. “Hey…” Reaching out she touched his hand with hers holding it gently as she looked at him, fingers caressed his skin hoping to offer him some form of comfort. “You’ll get through this and you’ll be the strongest person for it. I know it doesn’t seem like it now, I know it’s not easy when the voices tell you otherwise… but. You will be fine. You will get through this.” Whether or not her words would help she knew that it was better to try and comfort than let him focus on those thoughts. Iris wanted him to know that she was there for him, no matter what happened she wanted to help him.

“Let’s get you sat down.” Whispering as she moved into the clearing leading him by the hand as they entered a small area that was slightly open. A circle of trees would surround them, but it was perfect for them to sit and rest. If she was honest, she didn’t know how much more she could push on herself, but right now her focus was Cas. Letting go of his hand she pulled down the backpack and grabbed the blanket inside before she laid it out on the cold grassy floor. Sitting herself down she patted the side for Cas as she rummaged around for the water so they could both clear their throats from all the dust and soot they had inhaled.

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Omg poor Cas! I feel so bad for him!!

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Awwwh! Iris probably won't sleep she will probably try to calm him if he does.

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

It was strange hearing his voice call out to her because although she heard it the sound didn’t register. Everything seemed to be going slowly as she tried to focus herself again, but she seemed to come back to earth as she felt his hand against her upper back. The touch somewhat calming her as he told her to try to breathe slowly. Thankfully he was there as had he not been, she would have gone into a full state of panic. It was surreal thinking that they had almost lost their lives only moments ago, but he was right she had to calm down. They had to get out of here and somewhere that was remotely safe, then they could worry about what had happened.

Drawn from her thoughts as she felt him gather her in his arms, she couldn’t help but exhale slowly, the relief that he was still there standing with her. They were both alive and not badly hurt meaning they could push on. Closing her eyes as she wrapped her arms around him holding him as she slowly began to breathe in and out calming herself down with his help. As she calmed her breathing her heart rate soon followed and even though she still had the fever she felt much better calm and collected.

“Sorry.” Whispering as she slowly looked up at him trying to smile, “I can keep moving. We need too.” Although finding it hard she gently pushed herself away from him before glancing around the destroyed district they had stopped in. Taking a few small steps, she felt a little unsteady at first but once she got into the rhythm of one foot in front of the other, she managed to pick up pace a little. This time she kept her eyes forward not wanting to see the bodies because if she did, she would only think on what fresh hell had just been unleashed. Even though she hadn’t figured out where they were going just yet walking was helping, it was taking her mind off of everything if only for a split second but it hadn’t stopped the slight tremble of her body.

I have to keep positive; we can move onto another district… getting there though. Ah. Trying to think on what would be the best way to go about it she pushed on through the debris, eyes narrowing to shield them from the dust that was still floating about as everything began to settle in it’s new place. “I… it might be a little dangerous, but we may have to take the forest and the road. If that… well I think it hit the next district.” Holding back a shudder as she didn’t want to think on what state the next district was in from the bomb that had struck. It’s a shame, we don’t have camping gear. We may have to sleep under the stars tonight. Thoughts on what kind of shelter she could get them too as she tried to look at the sky but was met with more dust and chalk.

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Yes deffo! Gosh it's going to be a lot to process for the both of them!

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Even with his soothing words of how they would be okay she couldn’t help but still feel frightened, they had been so close to danger, moments away from death. Had they not moved they’d be crushed by the building they had rested in moments before and it was scary thought. Iris didn’t feel right at all and even as she managed to sit herself up all colour had drained from her as her heart still raced on unable to calm herself down after what had just happened. It almost didn’t feel real. Feeling the thick coated air of dust hit the back of her throat she couldn’t help but cough which only made her head spin at the effort.

Finally, she managed to push herself into a seat position wincing as she felt the pain not realising how tender she was after the impact of hitting the floor. Trembling as she looked over at Cas eyes not in full focus as she listened to him saying they needed to find shelter. Touching her head, she could feel it was wet, furrowing her brow as she glanced at her fingers seeing her own blood knowing that she must have hit the ground with quite a force to cause her to bleed. It was nothing major as it wasn’t pouring out, but it was still an inconvenience to her as she knew they didn’t have the supplies to be dealing with all of this right now.

“A-Are you hurt?” Spluttering out as she reached out with her other hand touching his cheek with her feverish fingers, unable to stop herself from the touch as she had genuinely been worried they were going to die. Right now, she didn’t care about distancing because she wanted to make sure he was okay too, it wasn’t just her that had been affected. “S-Shelter... Right.” Whispering more to herself as she tried to get her thoughts together composing herself, but it was hard as she could still feel the fear that rooted her to the spot.

“I…” Overwhelmed by all the emotions she felt herself falter whilst she still shook, powerless to what had happened, and she couldn’t change it. “I don’t know what to do… I…” The bombings had completely derailed her, she knew the way back to the Capital, but they were surrounded by devastation only putting more obstacles in their way and making it difficult to get back to the Capital.

As her mind raced on what options they could take she felt panicked, her heart wouldn’t stop racing and she was finding it difficult to breathe as tried to calm herself down. I need to focus; I can’t be a mess. I still have to get him home. Trying to will herself to calm down as she moved picking herself up off of the floor though she was unsteady on her feet. Feeling the blood rush to her head as she stood up her hand rushed gripping it as she grimaced, everything was spinning, and it took a moment for her to stabilise herself.

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

I like it! Perhaps they are forced to go the road way, this is where they get picked up by Rebels after the following day? To give them a little bit of rest an the fever to break :3

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Making it out of the complex Iris already felt dizzy, the rush of pushing herself through the fever and the fact she was frightened of them actually being killed was a lot to take in. It was no surprise when she went crashing to floor when another bomb had been dropped onto who knows what district. Crashing against the concrete harshly she let out a gasp of pain, unable to catch herself or hold onto anything meant she had hit the floor hard as the ground shook beneath her. The deafening sounds coursed through her making it feel like her head was going to explode as the destruction continued. Thankfully they had made it out of the complex as dust and debris went flying around them signalling that the building did not withstand the second quake.

Iris barely registered his touch until she felt the grab of her clothes, frowning as she caught his words of stay down. Opening her mouth, she felt the whimper leave her lips before she could say anything, something was wet and a part of her felt like it was blood but was it hers? She couldn’t feel the warmth, but then the fever was messing with her senses on the temperature of things throwing her off.

Panic and frightened Iris honestly thought the worst as her heart hammered away. We’re going to die here. Coughing from the fumes of destruction she could feel the tears leave her eyes as she feared for their lives, trapped in a district with no hope and she couldn’t see a way out of this mess. The districts were being bombed, Cas was most likely going to die before getting home and she was powerless against it all. The depressing thoughts resurfaced, and she felt like she was living in her nightmare.

Feeling him pull her into his arms she was pulled from the swirling dark thoughts and instinctively she gripped at his clothes. Trembling in his arms Iris buried her head into his chest as if his arms could shield her from the devastation. Keeping her eyes shut she wished she could feel his warmth protecting her as she knew it would make her feel better, but all she could feel was his arms holding her in place. As the last bomb hit, she couldn’t help but let out a pained cry, it hadn’t hit them, but it wasn’t far off, and the ripples of the last bomb only shifted more of the debris around them. Although they were safe out in the open, she couldn’t but feel exposed as any building could fall the wrong way or they could be hit by flying debris crushing them.

Panting as she tried to catch her breath Iris began to feel overheated as this last quake felt longer than the others. The land continued to grumble, rumbling away from the impact of the last bomb causing more buildings to shift or collapse. Unable to contain her shaking form her grip weakened on him as what little energy she had wavered hoping that there would be no more bombs or destruction on the districts before them. “Please stop… please.” Whispering to herself over and over as she waited out the last of the quakes.

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Oooo we can do! Maybe they get picked up by the rebels after this? Like they find them in this district and take them to the next one over locking them up?