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Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

“I’m glad, that you would of course. I guess… well. I’ve never bonded like this with anyone before, it’s kind of scary, but exciting at the same time and it’s nice to hear that you’d want to fight for us. I know I would in a heartbeat.” Smiling as he spoke about fighting for them to be together, it was reassuring knowing that fact. A part of her wondered if it had been this easy before the lapse in memories, had she changed as a person or was she always like this? Even though a fair chunk of her memories had returned not everything was clear, the fact she had nearly forgotten about Maisie was astonishing. It seemed that even though Ethan had told her the main facts she didn’t fully know her past life, it was a miracle she knew were she was going in the districts. Could be muscle memory, I guess?

“It really is surprising; it feels like I’ve known you longer than we actually have. It’s nice feeling this comfortable with someone though.” Feeling herself smile at his own words, that she could make him feel so relaxed and that he always liked that about her. “Safe…” Whispering more to herself as she trailed off, Cas made her feel safe and that was something she had never felt before not truly. “You make me feel safe. It’s something I don’t think I’ve felt for a long time, not until you.” Smiling to herself as she admitted her own sentence on how he made her feel safe.

Getting lost into her own thoughts as past memories flashed by, she focused on the word safe, the last time she had truly felt that was when her mother was still alive. Iris had been a child then, no need to worry about anything as she lived in her own little world protected by her parents. Safely in her own little bubble not having to worry about anything like she did now. Blinking a few times, she smiled looked back at Cas nodding pushing away her thoughts “If that’s okay?”

Though soon after her own face reddened just after his as she realised how her words had sounded, she had just said bed. Of course, she didn’t mean anything by it, not that she didn’t ever want that to happen because at some point of course she would. It was natural, she was attracted to him and every time she felt his touch it excited her. Feeling her chest tighten as it started to hammer away, she felt rather flustered and was desperately trying to think of something to say to draw the subject away of what she had said. Unless now she was just wildly assuming that’s why his face had heated up because she could just be getting the wrong end of the stick here and making it far worse than it needed to be.

“Yeah! No… I’d l-like that. It will be good. Yes.” Nodding furiously as she enthusiastically latched onto his words in hopes they did not focus on what she had said. “Thank you…” Feeling herself gulp as she grabbed one of the water bottles taking a sip as she tried to calm herself down already berating herself as she thought of how much of an idiot she currently was. Placing the water bottle down she tentatively moved back down onto the blanket next to him, draping her arm across his chest as she got herself comfortable to get some sleep.

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

OMFG I just read that and Iris did not mean it by any means hahahahaa just that a bed would be comfier omg bless his little heart xD

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Oh yeah true, it would be interesting with either route!

I'm excited to see their reunion :3

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

“Don’t apologise, it’s fine. It happens.” Iris spoke softly as she watched him ground himself from the nightmare, “I’ve gone through similar experiences and I’ve found it’s better coming around with someone. I’ve found it to be easier in my opinion.” Smiling as she admitted that she herself had gone through nightmares, it was common growing up in these districts and after all he had seen today she would have been surprised if he had a peaceful dream rather than one that relived the horrors of the day. A brief memory of how Maisie had comforted her through a nightmare when they were younger crossed her mind, it was why she did what she had to Cas because she had found it comforting herself.

Watching his half smile she couldn’t help but relax a little knowing that he was coming round and not focusing on the horrors of his dream. Like a chain reaction she felt the butterflies in her stomach as he pressed a soft kiss to her lips, meeting the kiss herself she couldn’t help but return it, gentle and soft. Every time he kissed her she could always feel the butterflies, she had never experienced this kind of attraction to someone before, she had never bonded like this before and she didn’t know what she would do if he pushed her away after all of this. “No, it wasn’t stupid. You made valid points.” Pulling back as she looked at him still smiling. “We don’t know what will happen and you were just protecting yourself and me.”

Although she knew his reasons before she was over the moon that he had gone back on it, that they were back to being close and enjoying each other’s company once more. “I’m glad though, that we get another chance together.” Feeling her cheeks heat up at his earnest words of never letting her go again she couldn’t help but beam, “Well at least your arms are comfortable, if you’re never letting me go that is.” Teasing gently as she felt her heart swell with his words, unable to contain her happiness at the fact she was able to be back with him. Although it did concern her, if he chose to go back to the Capital, back home. Regardless on who she was his father hated her before all of this happened, there was no way he’d allow her to even step back into the Capital and she would be lying to say if she wasn’t worried about that. How would she be able to join him in the Capital?

“Did you want to get some more rest?” Seeing as his nap had been disturbed, if not she knew she should try and get some rest. She was exhausted herself and hopefully the warmth and rest would break her fever as she needed to get better. “If not, would it be okay if I get a little shut eye? I’m hoping it will help break the fever so that we can move on and find actual shelter. As much as it’s romantic sleeping under the stars I’m sure you can agree an actual bed to sleep on would be great.”

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Definitely! And I can also see perhaps a story line around dear old dad trying to force Cas into a marriage with a high born maybe?

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Oh definitely! Poor thing ;A;

Omg yes! I can't wait for that!

Yeah I thought Ethan could become a pain for Cas overall. I thought it would be interesting!

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Letting him get some rest Iris settled herself next to him holding him gently, everything seemed so peaceful. She could hear the usual sounds in the forest, that of the odd birds and rustling of leaves in the winds. It was very surreal the calm sounds compared to that of the destruction they had just experienced, but it made her feel comfortable. It was strange listening out for any sounds that could be an attack, but she tried to keep herself alert no matter how tired she was feeling she had promised she would keep watch so he could rest. She could wait.

How long has it been? Time seemed to be very strange for her right now, she couldn’t quite understand the concept of it, but she was sure it had to have been around an hour or so. Glancing down at the peaceful Cas she couldn’t help but smile looking at him rest, they had finally given in to their feelings and she couldn’t be happier with that fact. We’ve never really put a label on it. Could I consider him my boyfriend now? Thinking to herself as she absentmindedly traced circles across his chest as she thought about them now. Even though they were far from normal she couldn’t help but let her mind wander on what kind of dates they could go on, where they could go together and want kind of stuff they could just do as a couple.

Disturbed from her thoughts she looked down at the sleeping Cas who didn’t look so peaceful anymore, frowning slightly as she sat herself up focusing on him as she touched his sleeping cheek gently. A part of her instantly thought on how it had to be a nightmare, she knew that could be the only thing that was disrupting what should be a peaceful sleep and she understood. There was no way he had seen this before, perhaps in movies, but it was vastly different being face to face with it. Concerned she went to wake him up but in that moment, he had sat bolt upright with a start and she could see him gasp for breath.

“Hey… hey Cas. It’s okay.” Speaking softly as she moved rubbing his back gently, her other hand grasping his giving it a squeeze. “It’s not real. You’re fine.” Trying to smile as she wanted to be as reassuring as she could for him, nightmares could haunt you and she knew that. “I’m here okay.” Continuing to rub his back as she kept the firm grip on his hand so he could feel it, so he knew that she was right there beside him.

Turning slightly, she stopped rubbing his back for a second grabbing one of the water bottles and offering to him with a smile, “Here. Have some of this, it may help.” She didn’t know if having a drink would help, but she felt that doing something would bring him back to reality and away from whatever nightmare he had faced.

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Hopefully by the time they would reach the Capital he would have a better idea on what he wanted to do. After all it was his life and he had to be happy with his decision because there was nothing worse than regretting it. Iris felt like she had no regrets, not with choosing him and no matter what was thrown at them she knew she’d stand by Cas like he had with her through her amnesia. A part of her did wonder about her father, the fact she had technically turned her back on him but deep down she knew she couldn’t change him. There was nothing she could do there until he wanted to change himself, she couldn’t help anymore, and she had to be okay with that. It was hard to be okay with that, but she’d find a way.

Happy that Cas had agreed to the compromise she thought it was the best choice for them right now, if he ended up wanting to go home, they were at least still making their way towards the Capital just a bit slower than their original plans. Feeling him move to her side instinctively she turned on her own side to cuddle up to him, placing her arm across his waist smiling up at him. Between the hoodie and his warmth, she was starting to feel comfortable and not cold anymore which was nice. Sighing softly out of content she was just happy to hold him again, to be close to him as it was everything she had missed. Even though her heart hammered away she was happy, it was exciting that with every little touch she’d feel the butterflies in her stomach like it was new and she’d never experienced it before.

Glancing back over at Cas as he asked her about sleep, she smiled nodding, “No, I’ll be alright.” Keeping her hold of him she shifted her weight getting herself more comfortable beside him, “I’ll keep watch whilst you nap if you like? We can switch after.” As much as she wanted a nap herself, she was sure he was just as exhausted as her, one of them would have to keep watch whilst being so out in the open. At least in the shelters they weren’t so exposed, but who knew what kind of danger could happen in this forest. The rebels that were hunting them down could pop out at any moment and she didn’t want to risk their lives, not especially after the day they had so if one of them kept watch they wouldn’t just be sitting ducks if anything did happen.

“Go on, I’ll be alright. I’m warm now.” Whispering her words as she leaned up with her hand stroking his hair gently, glad she could do things like this now because it had been hard pushing him away. Not that she got very far with it because she had caved first back in the apartment. “I’ll wake you up if I need anything.”

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Awh bless him, he is so cute ;A;

I'm kind of excited for when he becomes King too because that's going to be a whole other part of Cas to explore!

Omg I'm excited to see Jacobs pov, I'm also excited to explore Ethan. I was thinking he can become a reoccurring character? Like due to his jealously and obsessive personality I can see him continuing his own little band of rebels and attempts to kill Cas later on too!

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Although I am quite excited at the same time haha.

Hey no worries! I'll be going to bed soon anyway :3

Omg that's awesome!! I bet you can't wait! I hope it goes well!