sukikyoufu

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Omg poor Cas ;A;

Bless his little heart, I feel for him

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

“Iris” Frowning as no response came from the girl the doctor edged closer as he watched her fixated stare at the wall. “Hello?” Trying again the doctor could only sigh as again it received no response, looking at Harry who was sat in the chair minding his own business he waved his hand as if asking from him if she had spoken at all this morning.

“Oh no, sorry. She’s been like that all morning.” Harry mumbled running fingers through his hair as he stood up from the chair stretching his legs turning his own gaze to Iris as she continued to focus on one spot of the wall. “Whatever happened last night probably caused this.” Waving his hands up in the air as if it signified whatever her condition was, in truth he had no clue but then he wasn’t a trained physician.

“Interesting… it’s no wonder really. I mean well, she could be experiencing an absent seizure. It's quite common, people can mistake it for daydreaming in younger chlidren.” The doctor mumbled to himself pulling up the notepad going through the notes on the girl since she had been admitted, the last thing jotted down was around how much dosage of sedative had been given during the night. Turning the paper in his clipboard he looked at the more detailed notes that one of the night staff had left behind, “Violent nightmares… distant. That seizure.” Tapping his foot as he spoke to himself as if an answer would pop out of thin air, he knew the girl had experienced the Aproveset and some had experienced additional effects of the drug like nightmares but he knew it was more that. Also, a lot more in medical bills that the prison wouldn’t pay because from what he had heard she was on death row. It surprised him she was even here if he was honest, but he was a doctor and he was here to heal so he wouldn’t question it.

Writing a few more notes on his clipboard he handed it to Harry smiling, “Jacob will want this, it details the treatment and bills. Below it is a full synopsis of what I’ve seen and personally… from a medical point of view the girl is unhinged. Not mentally stable right now, she knows she is no doubt headed for death but has accepted that. From what the nurses have mentioned wishes for it so there is some sort of trauma here that can be treated, but I doubt the prison will pay for it if she is to sentenced to death or sent back to the districts.”

“Uh huh. Right.” Harry nodded as he took the clipboard from the doctor not really glancing at the files because they were for Jacob, he’d let him deal with it.

“She’ll be here for one more night, I’ve had it authorised for another sedative this evening so a repeat of last night won’t happen.” The doctor stated as he looked back at the girl who had responded to anything, not the mention of her name her condition. It was as if she had just shut herself down and he sighed shaking his head. “That bandage can come off of her neck tomorrow, it will be done before she leaves and should be fully healed."

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Ohhh I've heard some great things! You'll have to let me know if it's good :)

Oh gosh I know, I had so much fun writing it if I'm honest! Poor Iris. She'll be alright when she gets settled. No worries! I need to go eat dinner :3

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Ohhh very nice!! What kind of movies are you thinking?

Ahh good! I like to check first just in case! I though as it was a dream it was okay :3

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Look at what you did to me.

Look.

Iris couldn’t help but look at the mangled body of her father, standing over it as she trembled. Blood poured from gunshot wounds forming a puddle at her feet and it felt like she could feel it. That she herself was standing in his blood. A stifled sob left her lips as she tried to look away from her father’s corpse as his booming words could be heard.

This is your fault. I am dead because of you.

“No… N-No that’s not true at all.” Shaking her head as she took a step back turning on her heel to run away from the scene, but instead she bumped into her father causing her to scream at the sight. Regis was stood there whilst his dead body was still on the floor behind her, the floor now covered in his blood. Pale skinned, full of bullet holes but he was standing looking down at Iris with a crazed look in his eye a wicked grin across his face.

“Did you see it? My body, I’m dead all because you decided to betray the rebellion. Betray your own flesh and blood. All for what? A brief moment of happiness.” The voice was cold, booming out in her nightmare as it echoed. Repeating words of it’s your fault through whispers.

“I’m sorry… I’m so sorry.”

“Sorry doesn’t bring me back. What would your mother think of you? You’re a disgrace to her memory and now to mine. What is worth it?”

“W-What… of course… I… you can’t kill him. It achieves us nothing! That’s not what the rebellion stood for. You have to understand… father…”

Cutting her off mid-sentence a resounded slap could be heard, a hit so hard it caused Iris to fall landing in the pool of his blood. Staining the white dress, she was wearing. “Understand what!? Look at you, pathetic. Cold blooded killer who will get what she deserves. You will die next. It’s your turn.”

“I… I…” Sobbing Iris looked down at the pool of blood she was sat in, tears streaked down her face as the words he spoke resonated through her. Repeating to her, reminding her that she was worthless. Pathetic. It was all her fault he had been killed, had she let Caspain escape and stayed behind maybe she could have saved her father? And then her mother, would she be disappointed in what she did? What does it matter, I’ll die anyway, it’s what I deserve for everything? Watching the pool of blood, it began to disappear, colours of reds and purples swirled around as the scenery began to change. The blood replaced by fresh blades of grass and a somewhat more bright and sunny scenery, a big change from the dark and desolate imagery from before.

Frowning to herself as she looked at her hands, they were clean, no blood on them and she glanced around quickly trying to establish where she was and then she saw him. Cas. Reaching out to him she smiled looking at him standing in the sunlight, he looked so happy and well. No injuries and he was fine. “Oh Cas, you’re okay… you look fine.” Scrambling to her feet as she ran over to him, but something was strange. No matter how much she ran she didn’t get any closer, panic started to set in as she desperately reached out to him and then she heard his voice. Words she never expected to hear.

I never loved you.

Darkness came after that; Iris couldn’t remember anything after those words and even though she knew he hadn’t said that it still unsettled now. Awake in the hospital. Eyes were transfixed on the white wall as she allowed herself to relive the nightmare, unable to push it down or forget it. Even though something had happened to stop the dreams she could still remember them, nothing would take that away from her. From the horrid nightmares of her guilt and her father to the idea that the person she had started to open up too, trust and love. Didn’t love her. It drained her of energy and even though she had rested she felt far from it and she couldn’t even be bothered to get up from the bed. Not caring who was in the room and what was going to happen to her.

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Awh bless Cas, having to go for the assessment ;A;

Ohh that sounds lovely! I hope the weekend will be great! It sounds like you have some fun stuff planned!

I was also going to ask, are you okay if I use Cas in her nightmare?

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Hey no worries! I was going to expand on her nightmare in my next post!~

I hope you have a great day! It's nice to be busy doing things things. Happy wedding anniversary though! I hope you guys are able to do something special to celebrate :3

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

The night had been interesting for all parties, on Ethans side his night had been focused on making plans on how they could assassinate the King and his crown prince. The group had spent hours going over important details, they had managed to swipe a few maps from their previous base which showed the inner workings of the Capital. Though it was a little outdated the shape still remained similar. Hours had been poured into the plans, but they just couldn’t quite figure out how they would get close enough to the crown. None of them were talented enough to be hired for the inner workings of the palace and even then, they would have to have extensive checks before passing any sort of security.

Firstly, they had to think of a way to slip into the Capital and blend in with normal society, that alone was a difficult enough plan. The idea of them going in as construction workers, not in the palace of course because they would never make it into the palace but if they could pass off as construction workers inside the Capital it was a start. Blending in with society and everyone had already agreed this plan could take years, it wouldn’t just happen overnight. After hours of them pouring into the plans the group had all fallen asleep before they’d make start on the initial plan of finding a new base.

Harry on the other hand had experienced a bit of a mixed night whilst guarding the prisoner, he was dozing off in the chair knowing it was quite late and no one would be visiting or even dare to disturb at this time because of how late it was, or early depending who you spoke too. Frowning as he heard a stir, a whimper he opened his eyes glancing around the room to make sure it had come from no one else and then his eyes fell on Iris. Sighing as he saw her sleep disturbed, he glanced at his watch groaning to see it was reaching one in the morning and he sat back on the bed watching, hoping it would just subside. After waiting about half an hour, it was clearly not subsiding, so Harry made the decision to have her sedated. Sure, it came out of the prisons budget another bill for her care, but it was also something they’d use back in the prison should there be any rowdy inmates. This was slightly different, but he felt awkward sitting there listening to what he could only assume was some sort of nightmare and whilst she was in the hospital he could allow for these kinds of expenses. Jacob wouldn’t tell him off for it.

The doctors where quick to respond, in an instant once Harry had made the decision, they swiftly injected her so she could continue to rest for the night dreamless. Sighing to himself he settled back into the chair closing his eyes once more knowing the sedative will put her out for hours so he could rest for the evening without worrying she would try to run.

After the eventful night had passed Iris began to stir in her bed, confusion swept over her as she slowly opened her eyes wondering what had happened the pounding in her head reminding her that she wasn’t home. Already she could tell her night had not been smooth, she remembered the darkness interrupting some vivid dreams, no. Nightmares. Keeping herself laying down on the bed she looked at the white wall frowning as the memory of her nightmare began to return, reminding her that she hadn’t escaped from it. Something had just stopped it for the night which she was glad of, but she knew it wouldn’t stop. This would continue to haunt her.

I…

Flinching as the flashes of the nightmares resurfaced, taking hold of her during the day reminding her of what had happened during the night even though she was desperate to forget that nightmare.

Please, forget. Please. Stop. Whispering to herself as she tried to will the memory away, force it out of her head.

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Haha yeeees! Love a bit of awkward flirting haha. Makes sense! I'll move it to morning when I get home!

I'm so excited to see the plan though!!

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Omg that would be so funny. Iris would be so awkward like... uhm... trying to find a way to be like I'm not interested and not insult any of them because they risked their lives to help her escape haha.