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Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Broken from her thoughts Iris couldn’t help but look up when Harry had taken a call, frowning at the mention of him leaving. This meant Jacob would no doubt be returning to guard her and she felt more awkward around him than she had Harry. Perhaps it was the fact he was just super silent? Or maybe because every time she looked at Jacob it reminded her of how she had betrayed Cas? It was strange, even though Harry was part of the very same security team she just didn’t picture him in the same boat as Jacob. It had to be because Jacob was usually around Caspain.

Not thinking on it too much she looked over watching him with a curious gaze as he began to shuffle out the room not saying a word to her. Frowning as she watched him leave, she looked at the door hopeful that maybe he would leave it unlocked, maybe she could make a run for it? Those hopes were soon squashed the minute she heard the click of the door signifying it had been locked. “Idiot, of course they would.” Mumbling to herself as she shook her head as she looked around the now empty room. It almost felt eerie, an odd sense of dread washed over her at the thought she was alone in this hospital room because what if Matthew did come back?

No. Matthew was told, I have one more night here away from him. Reminding herself as she shuffled about on the bed catching sight of a folder attached to the end of the bars. Has that always been there? Crawling over she grabbed the blue folder with her fingers and began to skim through the pages realising it was her medical records whilst being here. Crossing her legs her fingers began to trace the words as she looked over what some of the doctors had wrote about her, it felt strange reading about the listed ailments but as she flicked through the pages she caught sight of an older piece of paper.

This was… the bear trap incident. The amnesia. Skimming through the words she could see the signature at the bottom of the paper signalling that this had been inputted by Dr Emmett from when she was first in here and Caspain had found her. Look at all the medications… the… costs. Eyes widened as it landed on the total cost of the bill for that stay and she felt like she couldn’t breathe, all of a sudden feeling lightheaded as she saw the figure. Caspain had never mentioned the cost, not that she could remember, and he had just said how it wasn’t a big deal, it wasn’t that much which was a lie. That’s not all though… he took me in. Bought me clothes… items to get by. I owe him so much for getting this far, for surviving how I have. Touching the printed cost of how much the original cost had been she could only think about how she could truly never repay him for what he did for her. It wasn’t about the money along, but about every little detail that was slotting together.

“Cas…”

Whispering his name as she looked at the afflictions she had dealt with when first admitted, amnesia had been writing a few times detailing how much she had remembered and how little she knew. That should have been the first sign I wasn’t from here. I never remembered anything. Shaking her head as she glanced at the later pages detailing what had happened in the prison, a shudder running down her spine as she looked at the comments on what had caused it. Unknown? Yeah right, bullshit. I bet they just can’t document that drug. Hang on!? Mentally unstable? Depressed!? Disregard to own life. I mean wouldn’t you feel like this if you know they’re going to kill you!?

For a moment she felt a rush of hot anger run through her, of course she had reacted badly. What did they expect? A happy prisoner who wasn’t affected by the past events. Deep seated trauma? In anger she ripped the pages from the medical documents throwing them to the floor as she folded her arms, her chest rising and falling quickly from her outburst. “Idiots…” Saying it out loud made her feel better, even though no one was there to hear it just speaking it gave a small sense of relief.

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Literally can't wait! Iris will be so confused though haha

Ohh nice! A chill morning is always a great way to start the day :3

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Harry rolled his eyes at the way Matthew reacted, coming in like he owned the place and demanding for the prisoner. Watching as he left with the soldiers trailing behind him, he sat himself down back in the chair grumbling under his voice clearly irritated by the man. Harry had never liked him, not from their first ever meeting and to now. As much as prisoners were sentenced for a reason, he felt the way that Matthew revealed in the abuse of his victims weren’t right, he hated how he seemed to enjoy it. There was something wrong with Matthew and Harry had decided he would talk to Jacob about it later, right now he would just have to get over it not that there was anything for him to get over.

I’m going to die here; it’s not going to be a quick death. They’ll make me suffer. Iris couldn’t help as her thoughts turned to the more sinister side of things, especially after that meeting with Matthew just then. Of course, it struck fear in her to know that potentially she was going back to the prison, but then she hated being out of control and right now everything was out of her control. Everything was being decided for her and the thought of going through more questioning unsettled her.

Without noticing her hand gripped at the clothing around her stomach, pained by the thought of going through that again. Shuddering as flashes of her dreams entered her thoughts, she shook her head to herself pushing them down, her hair was somewhat matted and made her feel less human by the day especially when it came to things like personal hygiene. A part of her was glad she had taken the chance to use the shower when she had, who knew when she would get the chance to clean. Though it doesn’t really matter does it? Who cares when reality is my death is right around that corner? Mulling over her thoughts as she tried to relax, she grimaced knowing she should put more faith in Caspain, he said he would help. I have to believe that, he could find a way for my freedom. I have to believe he can, I have to trust him like he did me back in the districts.

It gave her a brief flicker of hope the idea that Caspain would rescue her, but the darker thoughts consistently pushed back. It was like she was at war with herself because as much as she wanted to believe he could save her, there was a part of her that had welcomed death like it was some old friend. No, stop that. It was just a nightmare. I’m sure he loves me… he said so. Unless that was just something he said in the heat of the moment? Maybe he doesn’t, maybe he’s relieved that he will be rid of me? Feeling a pang in her heart at the idea of that she knew she was working herself up, she was overthinking everything but that’s all she had time to do right now was think. It had become so natural to self-doubt, to worry over the tiny things and work herself up when reality was none of it could be true. Though the tiny part in the back of her brain liked to remind her that actually, it could be and that she wasn’t being dramatic for preparing herself for the worst. No, Cas does love me, he will find a way.

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

I'm literally so excited! I'm buzzing!!

How has your day been today?

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Hours had passed and Harry had been in and out of dozing off in his chair, nothing had changed when it came to Iris she had stayed in the bed and what he could only assume was in and out of sleep. Though she had refused to eat lunch, the doctors had brought him some food which was great and thoughtful, but her food laid on the table untouched alongside a cup of water. A part of him had wanted to tell her to eat something but it wasn’t his business and he knew he shouldn’t be getting involved. It was just his kind tendency; he had a kind heart.

“Knock, knock.”

Frowning Harry glanced up as he heard a voice at the door, he wasn’t expecting anyone, and the doctors weren’t due. Shaking his head as he rose to his feet, he glanced at Iris seeing how she just stayed in the bed, this time however she was looking at the ceiling rather than the wall. Happy that she wouldn’t just bolt, he doubted she could, but you couldn’t underestimate these things he opened the door taking a step back when he saw Matthew stood there. “Matthew. What are you doing here?”

“Well, I seem to be missing a prisoner. One that could probably do with a last round of questioning. We need to push a little bit more about her… relationships” Matthew sneered as he pushed his way into the room two soldiers following in behind him.

“Now wait just a minute. Jacob told you she won’t be returning until tomorrow at the earliest.” Harry commanded as he moved quickly stepping in front of Matthew stopping him from getting any further. “You can’t move her, you’re not allowed, and you have no authority here.”

“Ahhh, it seems maybe I was misinformed then? I mean. You have the authority to release her now. I’m sure she is stable enough; she looks fine to me.” Matthew stated as he folded his arms glancing over Harrys shoulder at the girl, he had pushed too hard with questioning the night before.

Scoffing Harry shook his head as he frowned clearly not impressed, “Matthew, you should stand down. I’m not authorising anything. The girl stays here for one more night. I’d quit whilst you’re ahead. You almost killed someone for your prized information.”

“Well I clearly didn’t, look she is fine.” Matthew spat as he waved his hand over to the girl on the bed, who had by now realised his voice and his presence. Nodding to his soldiers they edged forward only to be shut down by Harry once more with a stern look in his eye.

Iris never imagined hearing his voice again, it sent shivers down her spine as the voice reminded her of what happened. The questioning, the drug that had been a whole new level of pain. The fact she had revealed how she loved Caspain and she didn’t want to delve into that more, she didn’t want them to know about their feelings because it could get him into trouble. Curling up into a foetal position she closed her eyes trying to will it away, to stop her thoughts and black out his voice because it did strike fear in her.

“Leave. That’s an order, or shall we add another strike to your record with disobeying yet another order from someone higher up than you.” Harry kept his voice calm, but it was clear his tone carried some weight because Matthew hesitated before huffing over not getting his own way.

“Whatever I’ll collect her first thing and we can resume my orders in the prison.” Matthew stated shooting a gaze full of hatred towards the girl on the bed, he would be back. First thing in the morning to return her to the prison where he felt she belonged.

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Omg I'm already getting excited!!

Yeah I was going to do something like that to pass the time! Have Matthew come visit to check on Iris and have a little scare~

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Yeah I understand!

No worries take your time. I'm always happy to wait

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Yeah, that's what I was thinking that he wouldn't really leave.

Ooo we could have Jacob visit, I don't mind! I'm happy to leave it too haha or have the soldiers. It's not really needed, just a little idea :3

I'm happy to keep it going how it was leading up to the plan if you like!

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

“Too much info, right?” The doctor chuckled looking at Harrys face filled with confusion as he held the stack of documents. “Honestly you don’t need to know, it’s all documented in the papers really. I just like to talk through diagnosis, usually with the patient, but well. You see what I’m working with.” Shaking his head as he glanced back at the girl who was still in the same place not even phased by everything going on around her. “Would you like me to get you a coffee and something to eat?”

“Oh, that would be great actually. If it’s no bother to you.” Harry smiled with a sense of relief, he was going to ask one of them if he could have something brought to him but he didn’t want to inconvenience them with his own demands when there were sick people in the hospital to be treated. Staying here overnight in the chair though had caused a major ache in his limbs and a coffee of course wouldn’t cure that, but it would make him feel miles better. The chair wasn’t the most comfortable piece of furniture he had stayed in, but it was better than standing the whole night. Jobs like that always pained him, but he did it without complaint not out loud at least.

“No bother at all. I’m sure there are some spare pastries lying around to go with that coffee. I assumed you can’t leave until someone replaces you. Pretty standard when prisoners come here.” The doctor offered a polite smile as he moved to the door, hesitating before he took hold of the doorknob turning it. Taking a moment, he glanced back into the room at the girl on the bed before he looked over at Harry, “I forgot to ask, sugar or milk? Both?”

“Just black, I need the caffeine.” Harry grinned as he sat himself back down on the hospital chair pulling out his phone checking for any updates that he should be aware of. Scrolling through he could see alerts of various headlines talking about how the Prince was alive, this was going to be in the news a lot, but it was a nice change and it was good news to be reported at least, better than all the articles discussing the Princes death and remembrance posts. Shuddering at the thought he had remembered how people had mourned, some of it had been heart-breaking. Harry knew how personally Jacob had reacted to the news, although it was never shown on the man’s face, he knew that Jacob cared for Caspain. Well he’s alive and that’s all that matters right now.

Clicking on an article that was titled we love Prince Caspain he snorted as he started to scroll down the tabloid, already they had published magazines with letters that women had wrote about their beloved Prince. Harry could hear the little voice in the back of his head already questioning why on earth he had clicked such a thing, but he couldn’t help it, he was curious. Upon reading it was filled to the brim with absolute crap and the minute he came across the sentence; oh, how Prince Caspain makes my heart swoon he quickly closed that article down with a shake of his head. Amused that he had even clicked on it in the first place. Catching up on his text messages he sent a quick message to Jacob filling him on the latest, there was nothing much to report but he always sent messages over as a courtesy.

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

No worries!

I did have a bit of an idea to put towards you? Perhaps Atlas visiting Iris before this evening to announce her death? I think it would be interesting to see how their interaction would pan out.

We don't have too of course! It was just an idea :3

Cas is deffo gonna need a solid alibi for this escape plan though hahaha