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Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Oh, I bet! I’m so glad it was a good time!

That sucks about the internet! I hope it get’s fixed soon. Nothing worse being without internet for a while if you have things to do haha.

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

I hope you had a wonderful hije today!!

Iris just wants to follow him but she knows she can't ;A;

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

“Oh.” Iris couldn’t help but find herself feel a little stupid at the idea that no one ever ordered plain pizza, but then she didn’t know any different. In the districts just having a plain cheese and tomato pizza was considered a luxury and she couldn’t remember the last time she had a pizza out there. Especially when the income she they had earned usually went on alcohol for her father at the time. It was just another reminder that she wasn’t from their world, that she didn’t truly fit in when she would order something so plain compared to the choices. The pizza itself sounded so fancy to her, salmon, dill and high-quality cheeses. If she was honest she wasn’t too sure if she would like it, fish hadn’t been something she had grown up around, but she knew she shouldn’t put a downer on it straight away because she might like it.

“They sound great.” Though her voice didn’t match the statement because she was now feeling self-conscious over pizza and she knew she needed to stop, but she was finding it hard to not beat herself up over it. Then came his comment and it stung a little, to hear Miles boast about throwing her money if she didn’t like it. Two hundred credits was a lot of money and she couldn’t help but think about how that amount had been at least triple the amount Maisie had given her and Caspian to survive in the districts. Even though Miles had made the comment to Iris it just reaffirmed her thoughts on how she and Cas were both from very different worlds and it only made her doubts and fears worse. So, drawn into her own little world she barely noticed the arm over the back of the sofa behind her, she didn’t care one bit as she found herself gravitating towards the plain pizza choice.

They must think I’m some sort of charity case. It was hard to hide the emotion she felt, the anxiety was building, and she knew she could be rubbish at trying to hide her unease. “There is no need for a bet like that. I’m sure I’ll like it.” Trying to sound confident as she flashed a smile in hopes it wouldn’t draw unnecessary attention to her.

Taken back by the sudden abrupt movement from Cas she looked up aa frown etched on her features as he spoke about getting the champagne. With Miles’ comment she knew she had to be reading into it, he was just doing them all a favour right? Though something told her in the pit of her stomach that something was wrong, Cas was upset over something and she couldn’t understand why. Thinking to herself she wondered if maybe she had said something wrong? Perhaps she had upset him or maybe he was just acting like this because he no longer had feelings to her. I wish I could go after him. It was hard not to just follow him, but again she was in hiding and couldn’t be seen.

Sighing softly she looked over at Miles on the sofa, “So when is Jay getting here?”

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Haha that doesn't surprise me xD

Omg yeees! I can't wait to see the pictures of Kai on the mountains, especially with how photogenic he is.

Omg that will be cool if you can see the Grand Canyon!

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

“I will win, trust me. I am repaying you. I’m just as stubborn.” Iris chuckled as she poked Caspian gently on the arm, a smile tugging at her lips from just being in his presence. It took a lot to not just hug him, show affection but she knew she couldn’t, and it was painful trying to hold it in. Especially as a part of her worried that they weren’t on the same page anymore, perhaps the week apart had made him realise he was better off without her. That was something she consistently found herself thinking about, that he was so much better off without her. I’m glad he rescued me, saved me but… he would be better off without me.

Thinking on it she wondered on how they could even work, when it came down to it there was no way they could be long term considering he was due to be King. Biting the inside of her lip she tried not to think on it, but the thought continued to swirl around her mind as she contemplated on their future together. As much as the idea made her heart race it was all just fantasy, a fairy tale that could never come true because she was not destined to be with him. I should just enjoy my time here with him, while it lasts.

“Huh? Oh, that sounds quite interesting. These certainly sound more on the high end of pizza. I’m used to just good old cheese and tomato.” Grinning as she looked at the photo of the restaurants specials, excited to try the pizza because as the boys had said this was one of the best pizza restaurants in the Capital and it was hard not to be a little excited. Especially when most of her life she had eaten stale bread and scraps, compared to the food now she couldn’t imagine liking the previous food she had tolerated in the districts.

“Yes! Garlic bread is the best. I won’t have anyone tell me otherwise.” Iris smiled looked over at Miles as he mentioned on how the chefs were professionally trained in Italy. “Well if this isn’t a good pizza they need to retrain the chefs then. I have high expectations now.” Chuckling to herself softly as she knew it was lie, she didn’t expect it to be the best nor would be disappointed because she knew whatever food did arrive, she would be happy to eat. It was a nice change from the slops in the districts that was for sure.

Lingering around Cas for a little bit longer she watched him order the food her mind trailing back off to her previous worries of not being good for Cas. Maybe I should just disappear? Back to the districts, he would be better off without me. Looking over Cas for a second before she stood back up moving back to the sofa as there was no need to keep hanging around him after he had ordered. Sitting back down on the sofa she found herself thinking on ways to escape, sneak away from the boys because they would all do better without her and she wanted the best for Cas and she was believing that she was not it.

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

I mean I haven't seen Jay trashed yet so it will be fun! Haha.

Hey no worries! I have a huge managers meeting tomorrow sorting out a few bits in the store as a lot of movement etc has happened.

Will you be posting pictures of the hike? It sounds amazing! Omg are you going to take the doggo with you too?

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

“I highly doubt it’s a law, if it is it sounds like a ridiculous one.” Iris chuckled shaking her head at the idea it was the law to celebrate with a bottle of bubbly. Of course, it wasn’t an actual law, but she enjoyed the light-hearted conversation. A part of her wondered what Miles thought of the districts, his view had to be like Caspians before he understood the reality of the places beyond the Capital. Though right now she didn’t want to think on it, everything from her hometown to the rebellion still hurt her and she knew it was still a fresh wound for Cas as well after everything they had put him through.

“I mean, I don’t think it’s spoilt to inherit a country with all the rubbish that no doubt comes alongside it. Think of the responsibility. I doubt you could run a country; you’d bankrupt it with all your silly laws and partying habits.” Iris snorted at Miles winding him up some more as he proclaimed that Cas was the spoilt one, at least Miles didn’t have to deal with a major responsibility. That and his life won’t be in the limelight, he won’t have peoples lives to consider. Then the troublemakers, the ones that cause crimes, he has to decide what to do with them and be okay with that decision. Finding her thoughts trail off she felt a great empathy for Cas and the idea that he would be the one to make these important decisions. It couldn’t be easy, especially when his relationship with his father was still rocky so he didn’t exactly have someone to turn too.

“Clumsy!?” Outraged Iris found herself frowning not catching on to the flirting of Miles, “You try walking in the dead of night and not stepping in a bear trap in those woods.” Folding her arms over her chest as she huffed at the idea, she knew it had been somewhat clumsy but it’s not like it was intentional. Though, what would have happened if I didn’t step in that trap? Things would be so different. I’d probably be dead, that’s for sure and things wouldn’t change. My father would have been alive if not killed by alcohol poisoning.

Pushing herself off of the sofa she moved over to Cas and stood behind leaning down to glance at his phone to check out the menu, “Just you watch I will pay you back and there is nothing you can do about it.” Teasing Cas as she peered at the device wondering what kind of pizza she wanted. “Hmm, what do I want. What are you getting? I can share with you. I doubt I could eat a whole thing.” Smiling as she enjoyed being that little bit closer to Cas, “Oh! Can we get garlic bread? Do they even do garlic bread? I eh… I mean is that okay to get some?” Feeling her cheeks heat up slightly as she felt a little embarrassed assuming it was just okay to add to the order, especially when she had no means of paying anyone right now.

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Yeah that's such good news. Especially with the new house and everything!

Ohh that would just make things worse. I can feel it, but I love the idea at the same time of them not being able to talk until much later xD

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Iris couldn’t help but smile as she watched Cas shuffle his feet, noting the slight reddening of his cheeks. It felt good to see him react like that, watch him feel bashful over compliments from her. I just wish we could be alone. Biting the bottom of her lip as she tried not to fidget because she wanted to be close to him. A part of her didn’t know what was worse, being in lockdown away from him for a week or having him in the same room and not being able to express her feelings openly because no one knew.

“Customary for you maybe.” Iris commented rolling her eyes at Miles as he seemed to overreact at her comment on not liking his ideas, finding herself smirking because she knew how to wind him up. “Not that I had much to celebrate back home, but when we did, we certainly didn’t pop a bottle of champagne.”

Shaking her head at how Miles claimed it would be fun she knew she didn’t drink as much as they had that night, but she knew she couldn’t stomach such a thing. That and her own personal demons when it came to alcohol, she just didn’t touch the stuff, she was actually quite surprised she had let herself go that night and participated like she had. “I wouldn’t say hardier background… more spoilt?” Teasing Miles with a smirk on her face, it was a light-hearted comment still joking around with him and in no way did she mean the word spoilt maliciously.

When Cas piped up about what had happened, she felt her smile drop, although she knew it was in good humour and she had to remind herself of that fact. It was true, Cas had endured a lot and he was definitely hardier than Miles considering, but even with the gibe the reminder that he had been beaten almost to death was a painful one. Hesitating briefly, she composed herself knowing that it was silly to get worked up over it, that was now in the past and they were both safe. “Well I think I’m much hardier than you both put together.” Boldly making a comment of her own as she tried to put the smile back on her face, “I managed to step in a bear trap and lose my memories at the same time.”

Glancing over a Miles as he spoke about inviting Jay to do the fun stuff, she had to stop the sigh from leaving her lips. It was just another person thrown into the mix, another person that was stopping her and Cas from being alone together. It was hard not to feel disheartened as she knew that everyone was just trying to help, but she just wanted to talk to Cas alone.

“Oh! Luigis was it?” Grinning at the idea of going there, she had remembered him saying how it was one of the best pizza places around and they had agreed to go together. “Didn’t I owe you that? Or was it just drinks? I definitely owe you a lot.”

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

That's great news! You guys must be so relieved too!

I feel so bad for them as they can't just openly address it haha. It's going to build up I can see it xD