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Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Oh gosh, I'd be worried I wouldn't do him justice! Haha. I'll give it a shot! I'm thinking she might have a bit of a breakdown over everything. I haven't quite decided yet :3

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

“I’ve been here the whole time.” Iris smiled looking up as Cas backed up her claim, thankfully he seemed to buy it but then had they not been so intoxicated from a number of items they would have caught them out easily. Though she couldn’t imagine them sneaking around with his friends more aware of their surroundings because it never would have worked. “I’m so glad I didn’t partake in all of this; I would hate to feel so out of it.” Even as she spoke, she knew she had been out of it before, but for different reasons. Back in the prison she had been in some sort trance not really understanding her own actions as she remembered the incident with the glass, her mind had been so set on what she was planning to do with it that it scared her thinking back on it.

“As Cas said I can’t even leave the room. I have nowhere to go.” Although she tried to smile and keep the comment light-hearted there was home truth in there she truly hated. There was nowhere for her to go, she didn’t want to live in Miles’ bedroom forever plus she wanted the option of having her own clothes again, her own space to deal with everything that had happened because she knew she was just adding yet another plaster to a wound that was about to burst open.

It was a nice evening overall even if she didn’t eat much or drink the champagne, even though she didn’t join in with the opiates she still managed to have a laugh with everyone. Both Jay and Miles were quite entertaining when they were off their face and she spent a lot of the evening thinking about what could have happened had her and Cas not been interrupted in the bathroom. The thought of it still made her feel warm inside because she had wanted it, she still thought about it and she had to hide her disappointment when Cas had to leave for the night. Iris hadn’t been too fussed at Jay leaving, but Cas was a different story to her.

Miles hadn’t been much company after they had left, she knew that they had partied hard so to speak so she left Miles to it passed out sprawled over his bed sleeping it off. Settling down herself on the sofa once more she tried to get some rest she found herself experiencing some pleasant dreams, reliving the moment in the bathroom with Cas as they risked enjoying a moment together in the danger of his friends catching them. They had been some enjoyable dreams before things started to get worse, nightmares and worries seeping into her mind causing her to toss and turn in the night.

Even as the time passed bringing the next day Iris had yet to get some proper rest, it was slowly getting to her chipping away as each day passed. In all honesty she had slept right since being in the Capital, she knew right now she was safe, but it wasn’t something she could register. In all honesty Iris didn’t know what would make her feel safe, but it was hard when she was a fugitive hiding in someone’s bedroom. Rubbing her eyes, she couldn’t help but sigh sat upon the sofa, she was getting frustrated stuck in the same room and she craved going outside, but she knew it wasn’t an option right now.

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

I dont mind! I dont have much else planned. Maybe we could skip to tomorrow have Cas experience the psychiatrist. Maybe Iris has to tell Miles she isn't into him tomorrow? Then I can also include Ethans pov of threatening Cas after his session? Maybe thats the start of the arguments with his dad?

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Oh gosh that would be interesting! Iris wouldn't know what to do with herself stuck there as she can't exactly leave and she'd be so worried about Cas ;A;

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

It was hard not to panic when she tried to think of a good enough excuse for them, but it seemed that Cas was the calm one in this compared to her bumbling self that was fumbling around not achieving anything. Before she could say anymore, she felt him take her hands holding them in his own and it grounded her, pulling her down from whatever mess she had started to create in her mind. The words he spoke as he began to calm her from her panic were soothing and she nodded looking over at him listening to his every word, he was right his friends were probably too high to even question what they did or didn’t see.

Tensing as she heard the rattle once more she found herself holding her breath waiting for the door to open with all the jostling and what she could only imagine was pushing trying to get it free as they thought it was stuck. Glancing at the door she was thankful there was no light on as it kept them both safe, but then she heard it the idea that he would call for a maid to get a locksmith out. If they did that she would be found, everything would be ruined and all the efforts of saving her would be for nothing as she’d be right back in the penitentiary awaiting her death that she had managed to narrowly escape from before.

“Cas! They can’t call a maid.” Iris couldn’t help but whisper, fear in her voice at the idea because her mind had a tendency to just spiral. Though she didn’t need to tell him because it seemed like he had everything under control, calling out to the boys hearing them back down but still question why he was in there. Feeling the push Iris happily moved behind him fully, hiding behind him just in case they could see through the glass as she heard his excuse that he shouted out to Jay and Miles. They had seemingly bought it and she could feel the relief flooding over her. Although the danger had been fun, the reality of potentially getting caught had scared her but Cas had been quick to think on his feet.

“Yeah. I’ll say I was there the whole time. They will never know.” Iris nodded to herself smiling, “Sorry I panicked like that. Thank you.” Leaning up she placed a kiss on his cheek taking an extra moment to whisper in his ear, “Though sadly I guess we will have to wait longer.” Gently giving his arm a squeeze as she looked back over to the door, this would be the chance and she would slip by behind Cas without anyone noticing her.

Watching the door she carefully slipped out of the bathroom behind Cas making sure no one saw her as she casually sat on the chair he had been sitting in earlier that night, leaning on her arm she pretended as if she had been there the whole time and that she and Cas hadn’t just met up in secret in Miles’ bathroom.

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Oh no! It will be interesting though because will Cas go back by himself? At the announcement of his fathers death. I'm interesting to see how that pans out for him. I love delving into emotions haha

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

For a moment Iris felt a little self-conscious of her body on show to him, although she had been keen, she knew he was taking in the sight of her and she couldn’t help but worry thinking she wasn’t good enough. Though she knew people could always be so self-critical of themselves and even as she reminded herself of that fact, she couldn’t help but think of all her flaws. The pale skin of hers, the scaring on her leg from the bear trap incident. The fact that she felt like she was just skin and bones compared to some of the more well endowed women and it was hard not to start picking at all her flaws worried he would just be repulsed now he had finally seen her without clothes.

It didn’t seem to matter though because the minute she had reached for his shit she could see him helping her in undressing him so she knew it was okay, he wasn’t turned off by seeing her in such a way and she quickly pushed the thoughts of her flaws to one side as they rekindled their fire with one another. It felt like they were so close especially as he unbuttoned his own trousers letting them fall in a heap like her dress had, the feeling of his bare skin against hers. The sensual touches and caressing of each other’s skin was more than enough to leave her breathless and she was very quickly feeling hot under the collar so to speak.

There was barely any fabric to separate them and she closed her eyes enjoying all the attention he gave to her, the trail of kisses travelling down her jawline. The hot whisper against her skin as he called her hot, complimenting her making her feel like she was the only one that mattered right now in this moment. Each touch was like fire, it burned in such a good way as he touched her skin and she couldn’t help but let her hands roan over his body. Touching the muscles, the toned areas and just enjoying the smooth feel of his skin beneath her fingers as she happily mapped out his body with her fingers. Wanting to know every inch of him, needing to feel him as she enjoyed their hot moment in the bathroom together.

As she leaned into him, she felt her whole-body tense at the sound of the door rattling, she felt her blood run cold at the idea that they were actually going to get caught. It wasn’t just a theory that spurred them on in the moment. “Oh no, this is bad.” Iris hissed as in a hurry she grabbed her dress scurrying to put it back on in a rush, panicked because they couldn’t know about them.

“What do we do!? We can’t explain both being in here?” Whispering under her breath hurriedly as she fumbled around with, he fabric of her dress putting the straps back as she looked to Cas. It was like she had been woken from a dream, everything was going so well so enjoyable and then all of a sudden reality hit them. Trying her best to do the zip up she only got about half way before she started to fan herself with her hands trying to cool herself down and calm the redness of her cheeks, embarrassment mixed with guilt of being caught out.

"We could say I was sick? I did say I wasn't feeling too good to slip away to the bathroom?" It was clear she was panicked, her eyes were wide like a dear caught in headlights as she rushed around rearranging herself to look normal.

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Hahah yes! It's so true, they always get interrupted. Though it will be bittersweet when it finally happens because his father will pass away too.

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Iris for a moment was worried at just how long they could be here without someone getting suspicious over it, of course both Jay and Miles were high and out of the minds after having indulged themselves but surely they would start to notice the pair of them had disappeared. Unless they were really out of it. It certainly wasn’t the same level of danger as being on the run from the rebels and also a prisoner of the Capital, but it still sparked a tingle through her at the idea of them getting caught red handed in some sort of sultry act and it only spurred her on with going further with Cas in his best friends bathroom.

It wasn’t exactly romantic, but Iris didn’t care for that, they had been through so much that making their first time romantic wasn’t a priority. Of course, it would have been nice, but who didn’t like the effort the romance? Right now, however all Iris wanted was him, she wanted to go to the next level and that had been clear back in the districts when they nearly lost themselves the first time. Although it had not been her intention to go that far at first it had been on her mind since their first encounter, all she could think about was being that close to him. Intimate and feel his touch because it was becoming something she really wanted to experience.

It was hard to keep pushing away the desire when each time they touched or kissed it was electrifying to her, he did something to her that she couldn’t personally remember ever happening to her and it was exciting. The way she’d respond to him, the way her body would react she was losing herself to the lust of wanting him and she knew that here they had more precautions unlike in the districts but she couldn’t help but wonder if he had thought about that too. A part of her wanted to ask, but then what if he didn’t intend to do that? What if she was just reading into it and the redness on her cheeks this time was from embarrassment.

Those worries soon left when she felt his hand snake round locating the zipper of her dress and she felt herself hold her breath, waiting for him to undo the fabric in anticipation. Without thinking about it she slipped her arms out of the straps of the dress letting it fall to the ground around her ankles in a heap on the floor, a shudder came from her body partly to do with the cool air combined with his zealous kiss. Out of instinct her hands trailed down from his chest to the hem of his shirt playing with the fabric for a second before she let her soft hands touch the skin of his chest. Moving in an upwards motion she caressed his skin whilst pushing the top his was wearing further up his body with intent to take it off as she deepened the kiss, heart hammering away in her chest leaving her breathless.

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Omg deffo! What will be funny is when the boys know about their relationship and clock onto the bathroom moment back when everything was a secret. That would be hilarious too!

Hahahaha they are just lucky the boys won't be in the right mind frame xD It never would have worked otherwise.