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Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Oh wow that’s quite a long time! Ohhh balayages are very in right now! I need to do something about my roots, but I’m just so lazy hahaha.

No worries! Ohhh I like that! That works nicely, maybe tonight after the argument he receives that text message?

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Iris felt herself ease up a little as Miles assured her, backing off in a nice way and not making it into a big deal that she had turned him down. Letting out a shaky sigh she felt a rush of relief as it hopefully meant that they could still be friends and nothing had to change, it seemed that way with his words so she was happier in that fact. Oh, thank god, he doesn’t hate me. He just thought I was hot it was nothing more than that. What a relief. Finding herself smiling alongside his assuring one just glad that it didn’t get worse. “Yeah no, that’s fine. I’m glad we’re still cool though.”

It was a compliment that he thought she was hot, she never would have thought that people inside the Capital could have been interested in her as she didn’t think herself as any sort of contender against how beautiful people were here. Should I say I’m flattered? No, that would just make it worse. Pushing away the thoughts as she felt her body relax and not tensed, stopping herself from fidgeting with the sleeves she was glad that he had such a lax attitude and somehow turned it into some sort of positive.

“Thanks Miles. We can still be friends. If of course you want a former rebel as a friend, very dangerous of course.” Finding herself laughing nervously feeling loads better that they had cleared the air over something she had never considered until last night when Cas had mentioned it. Least he had mentioned it because she would have been totally oblivious to it all and at least she had been prepared for it. Not that it made it any easier for how awkward it had been. The jokes however did make it seem less bad and of course she knew she wasn’t going to be dangerous, but considering that she was part of the rebellion and they were considered a threat to the Capital it was an easy joke to make.

Before she could make anymore jokes or somehow make it even more awkward the doorbell had gone, and she couldn’t help but sigh thankful for the distraction. “Oh no of course, It’s probably important this early.” Waving it off with a smile as she watched him leave, she moved herself over to the sofa now he wasn’t there. Not that she was against sitting next to him, but she didn’t want to sit down after rejecting him, next to him. Hearing the door shut behind him she sunk into the sofa shaking her head with a grimace, that had not been her proudest moment because she had been so awkward at the scene. I hope I’m not here for much longer.

Raising her hand to her forehead letting it drop to in front of her eyes mulling over her thoughts, hoping that whoever was at the door would be a good enough distraction for them both to not bring up the awkward subject of rejection.

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Oh nice! Did you get a different colour? Enjoy the game day!

I couldn't sleep so I ended up writing in the end. Thank you! I hope so too

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

“I don’t think I would, you’d end up hating my outfit choice and faking you liked it to not hurt my feelings.” Iris jibed back glancing down noting how close he had edged towards her on the sofa inwardly cringing because it was either going to get really awkward or she was overthinking the movement. To Iris it was hard to think someone could possibly like her especially with her background and surely, he would be more interested in some upper-class woman with more to offer. It was also what something she worried about with Cas that the events of what they had gone through was the sole reason that pulled them together. The movement of Miles arm around the back of the chair subtly hinting towards placing his arm around her and she quickly looked at Miles seeing him lean forward towards her slightly.

“Iris… I think you’re beautiful.”

Within an instant Iris umped up from the sofa with both her hands outstretched in front of her as she shook her head red on her cheeks from how embarrassed she felt over this awkward situation, anxiety bubbling away in her stomach as she knew she had to approach this subject. “M-Miles… I. I’m sorry.” Words falling out of her mouth quickly as she stumbled over them unsure on what to say without hurting his feelings or make it even more awkward because she had to stay here. There was nowhere else for her to go and she didn’t want it being awkward between them. “There’s no easy way to put this.” Finding herself look at every inch of the room avoiding meeting his gaze because she found it difficult to look at him, especially as she didn’t want to see his reaction.

“It’s not you, you’ve been kind and a lovely friend... Wow this is all sounding so cliché and rubbish, but I eh. I’m not interested.” Fidgeting on the spot from where she stood, she found herself fiddling with the sleeves of her top feeling incredibly awkward already because she hoped to avoid something like this.

“Oh. No. Of course” Miles shook it off the sound of disappointment in his voice as he sat back on the sofa folding his arms looking over at Iris who had practically bolted from him. It was hard to mask the sound of disappointment in his voice because he had been interested in her, she was beautiful and spending time with her had been enjoyable and a part of him had thought that she might have felt the same. Now however, he knew he was wrong, but he wasn’t mad just feeling a little bummed out and slightly awkward because now he would have to share his room with her his failed attempt.

“I’m so sorry Miles, I hope this… eh. Doesn’t make it awkward, but I get it if you don’t want me staying here. I understand! I mean I should probably look at going home or finding some sort of permanent solution anyway so…” Unable to stop what she would call word vomit as Iris blabbered on needlessly feeling worse by the second as she knew she was not helping the situation.

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Hey I'm so sorry I haven't replied yet I've had a really bad day so it's hit me hard in terms of motivation. I hope you have a good weekend! I hope game day is a lot of fun for you! :3

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

I hope I'm playing Miles alright! If you have any pointers or anything please let me know :)

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

“Well it was much better than hearing you snore. You were such a state last night.” Iris countered with a slight smile tugging at the corners of her lips, it was hard not to just continue the friendly banter as she felt it was right. “I think that you are still trying to wake yourself up there. Quite the party animal.” Laughing softly as she moved further into the bedroom making her way to the sofa sitting herself down as she got comfortable.

Snorting Miles shook his head with an amused smiled on his face, “You think that was being a party animal? Oh boy you have not seen anything yet.” Stretching his limbs Miles headed over to his chest of drawers before throwing the TV remote back towards Iris on the sofa with a grin, “I’m gonna hit the shower, pick out something to watch and I’ll join when back.” Reaching out he grabbed some clothing before trudging over to the bathroom needing the shower to wake up and clear his head after the heavy night.

“Sure.” Iris sighed as she slouched on the sofa grabbing the remote turning on the TV to browse what was currently on. This routine had been fairly similar each morning, either one of them would shower and just watch TV for a bit until the other joined in. It would be quite a chill morning, and nothing would really happen, but it was nice in a way. Iris enjoyed having nothing to do for a bit, she was able to just sit around and watch TV just kind of relax. What would make it better was if it was on her own terms, her own space or home which again was another thing that couldn’t happen, and it was starting to get to her.

Browsing through the channels Iris had landed on some reality show, it was one of the dating shows where the people had to choose the outfit of the person, they were angling a date for. There were three people and different rounds with different themes and the best outfits went through. At first, she had pulled a face calling it stupid, but now she had somehow been hooked and was zoned in watching as the contestants would scramble around for outfits and she couldn’t believe how much it had caught her attention as twenty minutes had passed already.

“Dress to impress, nice choice.” Miles cooed as he returned from his shower drying off his hair with the towel as he threw himself onto the sofa next to her. “I bet you could choose me some great outfits. I’d deffo pick you.” That and he knew the whole prospect of the show was to then eventually go on a date with the winning number.

“Yeah as if, I know nothing about fashion in the Capital. I’d dress you like some sort of clown.” Iris found herself scoffing, but she could see the smile and laughter on his face clearly amused by the idea of her picking out something for him to wear.

“Come on, you’d pick out something great.” Miles nudged Iris using that movement to edge a little closer to her on the sofa whilst still keeping the tone light and playful between them.

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Hey no worries! It happens haha. I've just got home so I'll work on something now :3

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

It happens! I crashed out last night and fell asleep as I was so tired! Sorry for the wait haha.

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Pushing herself off of the sofa Iris glanced at the sleeping body of Miles sprawled on the bed before moving to the window in his room looking outside feeling a bit of sadness as she didn’t feel free at all. The scenery outside was beautiful, his home was of course beautiful with lavish gardens stretching out the estate that she wished she could explore. Again, it was something she couldn’t do because she was a criminal who couldn’t show her face. There was no way she could just freely walk outside in the sunshine and enter the gardens she wished could explore, taking in the flowers, the sunshine already knowing how reading a book in the sunshine in those gardens would have an amazing feeling. It can never happen.

Sighing she couldn’t help but shake her head finding looking outside only stirred unresolved emotions that she didn’t want to experience here. Angry with herself she pulled away from the window and moved towards the chest of drawers, they had used the top one for the stolen clothes of his sister and she was able to help herself as she pleased. Grabbing a top and jeans for the day she slammed the draw shut grimacing as she realised her anger was seeping out, biting her lip she glanced over to the bed seeing Miles stir so she rushed to the bathroom so she didn’t have to face him just yet. Idiot. Can’t keep control of your emotions.

Letting out a shaky breath as she locked the bathroom door behind her, she casually moved round the corner away from the glass. Mumbling away as she called herself an idiot, she got herself ready for the day hoping that she could calm herself, she didn’t know why today was becoming emotional. There was nothing that set her off or anything that should have triggered her this morning, but she felt very on edge and she couldn’t explain why. “Just get over it, I am fine. What have I got to complain about? I’m alive right?” As if giving herself a pep talk Iris began to get changed for the day happy that she had more of a comfortable outfit, though she did love wearing the dress and the attention it got from Cas last night.

Brushing out her long hair she splashed cold water on her face to wake herself up before finally emerging from the bathroom ready for the day. Though as she left, she could see Miles was now awake and she grimaced realising she definitely woke him from his sleep, “Ahh… I’m sorry. I woke you, didn’t I? I didn’t mean to slam the draw. I guess I got a bit carried away.”

Shrugging it off Miles rubbed the back of his head still waking up, eyes watching the way she moved from the bathroom in a half-asleep haze still adjusting to coming around after his deep sleep from last night. “It’s no big deal. I just figured you wanted me awake.” Giving her a lop-sided smile as he wasted no time in teasing a little as he had decided he would make a move today, with lockdown officially over if it didn’t go to plan he didn’t have to stay here in the house with her if it became awkward.