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Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

I think it’s because I’ve always worked weekends, so I’ve never really seen it as like a bad thing? Or like super annoying if that makes sense. Plus, I much prefer being able to do my bits around on week days when it isn’t as busy in shops.

Oh gosh I can imagine! I gelt so overwhelmed only getting back three in one go let alone thinking of nine!!

Ohhh that’s a really good idea. I might try that! Though I may wait a bit until I know I can definitely take it on xD

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Haha no worries! Yeah you say you’re usually busy over the weekend! I’m working this one which I’m kind of excited for. I do love working weekends.

Ohhh that’s not too bad! But must be a lot when you get them all back at once haha.

Yeah, I’m hoping so! I just want to do something with pirates, I have an idea so hopefully someone will pick it up! If not, it will forever stay in my prompts for another day xD That’s good! At least they are honest with it :3

Thanks! Yeah it was kind of like a party, but a lot of fun! I’m so tired though.

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Yeah, I completely understand that feeling! Like it can be so easy to burnout. If you wanna take a break four a couple of days I’m more than happy too! We have been going at this one hard.

Oh gosh nine active ones!! That’s quite intense!! Oh, I bet that’s nice though being able to pick stuff back up after a while. I must admit I really wanted to do one revolving around pirates, but not takers yet haha.

Awh I just saw! Such a cute thing! I’ve been good celebrating a lot of work stuff as we’ve been open ten years today.

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Hey no worries! Take your time! I find it always happens. I have days where all I want to do is write and others where I just can't.

I also have times where I want to create a new story and then I'm like but do I want to do this? XD

How have you been today?

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Ahh yeah! I suppose things must feel quite different. How is the new home coming along?

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Although a day ago Iris had spoken of her distaste to reality TV and how she didn’t get it after watching a bit more their charms had grown on her. The way people would try to impress someone else, the editing which threw in some funny comments and then the element of the competition it was hard not get invested in the show. Plus, there really wasn’t much else she could do in his bedroom, though she figured she might ask to start borrowing some books so she could read a bit more as that was something she had been interested in.

“Oh no no, as Miles said not me. I would be worried if I couldn’t dress myself. Though again there isn’t much colour in the districts or choice, so it has been nice to see more fancier clothes.” Scoffing as Miles continued on agreeing with Cas that she would do an alright job she couldn’t help but shake her head, “Oh no trust me. I know nothing of guys clothes. You would honestly both look like clowns if I were to dress you... It has been nice though to watch it, I never thought I’d be interested in this reality TV after I dismissed it yesterday.”

As Miles proclaimed he should go on the show she felt a twinge of guilt knowing she had rejected him moments ago she tried to smile playing along, “Maybe you should, I’m sure the women would be interested. I guess sometimes you have to wait for the right person. I could definitely see you on one of these shows though, especially with your confidence.” From what she had seen on the TV shows everyone had some sort of confidence about them and Miles was not different, as she had always seen him so carefree happy and confident so it was easy to see him on there.

Sitting back in the chair Iris felt her gaze drift over to Cas as they spoke about how he was a prude in the sheets she couldn’t help but disagree to that, not when they had experienced a few close encounters together. It was true, he was probably surrounded by beautiful women vying for his attention and somehow, he had bonded with her. Though he had made a point, a lot of people had probably seen him as a steppingstone to be queen and most times she had forgotten about his heritage as it didn’t matter to her. Sure, his lifestyle was grand and full of luxuries, but they had spent a lot of time together struggling in the districts and still feeling the same for one another. If she was totally honest with herself, she knew she was scared to become something serious with him as she didn’t think she was worthy.

“I’m sure you will find someone like that, who accepts you for who you are beyond the crown.” Iris couldn’t help but smile as she spoke to Cas, eyes full of care and she knew he would understand her words that she did deeply care for him and not because he was an easy ticket to an easy life. Iris had never seen him like that, and she hoped he knew that.

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

It so is though haha.

Have you ever experienced a weird day when you're not sure what you've done, but it's been busy?

Yes!! I'm excited to flash back to him :3

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

“Yeah alright awesome.” Iris rolled her eyes as Miles happily chimed in with his own thoughts, happy that he was choosing to sit elsewhere as it meant Cas could sit next to her. Though it wasn’t something of great importance it was just nice to know she was closer to him, it was nice that Miles respected the decision and she was glad they had cleared the air at least.

Smiling as Cas sat next to her, she looked over as he spoke about how her feelings were valid and a part of her wished she could tell him how she truly felt. The truth was they had not been able to talk about all the events openly as the minute they landed in the Capital she had been arrested, then the escape and now sat amongst friends she couldn’t just talk about it. Not without giving away her feelings, or what had happened in the prison. The thought sent a shudder through her because she wasn’t over it, the interrogation had scared her and as much as she was putting on a brave face and ignoring it somehow it would find a way to come back and haunt her. They had never truly been safe in the districts so there never had been an opportunity to discuss things like a normal couple would, they were no where near what anyone would consider a normal relationship as things had happened in such an odd order.

“Thank you, I appreciate that. As much as being your prisoner is far better than that penitentiary it still sucks to be locked away.” It was nice to know that Cas would try, and she didn’t doubt that he would, but it wasn’t going to be easy though nothing had when it came to them. “The food is much better here too, though I have to be honest. I don’t think my taste buds are quite the same as you guys.” Hinting towards the fact she didn’t really like the pizza last night, but it was okay as she didn’t mind her night had been enjoyable regardless.

“I can understand.” Not prying too much into why he had left home she was glad he was here none the less, “Oh! Well.” Rubbing the back of her head sheepishly as she remembered admitting to her slight distaste of the reality TV, “I guess well, alright you caught me I didn’t think I’d enjoy it but this dress to impress show kind of got me hooked.” Sheepishly she looked back over at the TV which by now was at the stage of contestants running around trying to get an outfit together within budget and the briefing of the one vying for the date. “As I said to Miles if I were to ever go on here, I’d get it so wrong, I know the outfits I’d choose would be horrendous.” Finding herself chuckling as she admitted to Cas that she had somehow enjoyed a bit of reality TV which was none other than a dating show at that.

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Ahhh yeah! Mine was due in April I think, but then it never happened and now I just CBA to box something. As you said when it bothers I';; go xD

Well I am considering I might wait until the Kings death, it would give me something to write about whilst Iris is left behind in the hotel.

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Removing her hand from her face as she looked up from the sofa she caught sight of Miles walking inside accompanied by Cas, finding herself sit up a little straighter on the sofa she grinned unable to stop herself at the sight of him. “You just can’t stay away lately.” Briefly glancing at Miles watching the flourish of his hand as he claimed he felt special with all the visits, “I’m starting to believe it myself, perhaps we are special with all these visits lately. Though I am not complaining, it’s a nice distraction.” Thankful that he had come at the right time because it would make things so much easier especially when it came to the awkwardness.

“Pfft, you both probably think you’re better than everyone else let’s be honest.” Iris snorted at Caspians comment looking back over at him still smiling as he greeted her warmly. It was definitely good to see him again even if it had only been yesterday when she had last saw him, though time was feeling a bit strange to her cooped up in Miles bedroom and the lack of sleep wasn’t helping. That was something she knew she needed to get better with, but there was nothing she could do about it now plus she had neglected to tell anyone because she didn’t want to cause a fuss.

“I’m doing alright, though I am getting a little restless being cooped up here. I know it’s for good reason, but… I guess I miss going outside and just being able to do whatever I wanted too I suppose.” Trailing off slightly she knew she shouldn’t be bitter over it as after all it was for her benefit, but she couldn’t help how she felt about being stuck in his bedroom without being able to fully feel comfortable.

“I know I shouldn’t complain, I have it easy here. It’s just the uncertainty of not knowing what is happening next. Plus, I can’t live on this sofa forever, I’m sure Miles wants his room back and his own personal space.” Iris smiled softly as she opened up just a small bit to how she was feeling, in all honesty she couldn’t wait to have her own personal space because then she didn’t have to keep acting like everything was okay when deep down it wasn’t.

“How are you anyway? What brings you over this way?” Glancing at the clock it was still quite early in the day and usually he would visit in the afternoon, a part of her thought that something had to have happened and she knew she couldn’t just outright ask it. Not if he didn’t want to talk about it in-front of his friends. That and Iris was certain that showing so much concern could bring to light her feelings for him, Miles wasn’t stupid he would catch on and as soon as she thought about that she averted her gaze from Caspian looking at the hands folded neatly in her lap to stop herself from fidgeting.