The Mage

Let's B!tch. I feel it's a healthy release for our roleplay annoyances 2.0

<Snipped quote by Dervish>

I was mostly referring to a promising RP that crashed and burned recently since it had over twenty people playing at a time, and was an absolute mess (I can handle that many people if, you know, they aren't rapid fire posting back and forth). The GM totally ignored my suggestion for cutting the RP off, and... it just died like a week later. lol

@Surtr

THIS is the reason why I am solely found in the 1x1 threads. It's much more easier to do 1x1's and the few times I have ventured out to try roleplays with multiple roleplayers they generally die quickly. That's why I'm always afraid to even try a multi-RPer thread because honestly what's the point if it's going to die?

What Are You Listening To?

What Are You Listening To?

Euro-BEAT this!

1x1 1x1 partner search. mid to high Casual-low advanced|18+/MATURE|

I've taken off a few pairings due to flagging muse and have added a few plots that I have been working on for a while,so if anyone is interested in any of the above please shoot me a PM with your interest and we can discuss it!

Let's B!tch. I feel it's a healthy release for our roleplay annoyances 2.0

...No, I did not type that. I typed "He was not a bad writer by any means." And "He spoke and wrote it better than most native speakers." As well as "He didn't need to blatantly copy things to write good." That's the exact opposite of "He needed to plagiarize, every time he roleplayed and to increasing extremes, to barely reach an English comprehension of his peers."

Anyway, another thing that ticks me off: Time zones!

Seriously, trying to remember the schedule of everyone in my RP so that everything proceeds smoothly urks me. It's not that I mind acting like a secretary. It can just be troublesome to remember all these important times AND when they start.

"Let's work on that collab!"

"Sorry, gunna play D&D with the guys."

"B-but it's not even six-o'clock yet!"

"Not for you maybe."

@BrokenPromise

Heh,sounds like the problem I've had to deal with for years. It sucks when you're two hours ahead of a friend and if you want to get a crap ton of posts in you have to stay up very late to get those. It's very hard to deal with that because I like to Post...like,A LOT,and if one of us is off and can't post until a time when I'm off then I get really bored,really fast.

my rant: Remember my last post? Yeah, that's deescalated a bit. She doesn't want to talk to me ever again,which is fine she can do whatever she wants. the only thing I'm pissed at is how she said she cared and just like that doesn't,and how all the roleplaying these last three years I've done with her has just went down the drain. Now the search is on to find someone who can match me in style and can help me because honestly my luck so far,not to offend anyone,has been very bad. I couldn't care less for her at this point now,I just want to forget and keep moving on and pray and hope that I can get the muse up to start roleplaying and even writing again.

What Are You Listening To?

Let's B!tch. I feel it's a healthy release for our roleplay annoyances 2.0

For those of you who play tabletop games, this might be better understood and more relevant.

When you roll initiative and the Dungeon Master says something to the effect of, "These guys look like they're ready to kill you if you get in their way." and you are in their way, while the new person attempting to join your party is fleeing them, it is pretty obvious this is a combat. This is not the time to go, "But my character has morals about killing or hurting people! I want to talk to them!" Are you being serious? These are the same people who blatantly ignored a non-lethal means of deterrent and then attempted to openly murder the person, that being the new player's character who is attempting to join the party, right in front of you... and you want to talk to them?

Are you sure you know how Dungeons and Dragons works? I am pretty sure you are not familiar with how this works.

@The Harbinger of Ferocity

some people sometimes make no sense at all. It's always fun to see people panic or be stubborn idiots in that game. case in point,my first ever game we were kidnapped and forced to attack a rebel hideout by a tyrannical thought-police esque organization. Well, everyone except two people decided to book it and they got slaughtered for deciding to attack BOTH sides.

Tell me about your day...

My life is, in my perspective,going to hell. I've been dealing with a lot of harsh,harsh things that are driving me into the abyss and while I do see that this isn't the best place to talk about them,better in a therapists office,I feel that if I talk about them I can get the pain to stop ebbing against my heart so much.

2 days ago(wednesday,may 31) I got off work,feeling like crap. I was emotionally exhausted because I was stressed out about not graduating at all(I'm 19 atm, attending high school for my 5th year because I screwed up freshman year.). I'm allowed to stay until I'm 21 because of a beautiful thing called the IDEA,as I have a problem handling my emotions correctly,but I don't want to do another year,and I was scared about not graduating on time. My roleplaying friend of a few years got on, I told her I was done. I had an emotional breakdown and threatened to kill myself,saying that nothing she did mattered,that I felt like she didn't care. after that 2 hour bout of me saying I was done I calmed down,but she blocked me from every place we could contact.

I know,you may look at this now and say that It is my fault-and I agree. she has told me time and time again that she cares,and she told me that day she was tired of worrying that I'd hurt myself. I want to talk to her,to apologize and show her that I have gotten help, that I'm sorry for everything I said because it isn't what friends should do to one another,but I understand that she needs time to heal and enjoy her life. I want to apologize so badly but I can't because I can't get a hold of her,except through her parents and sister,but I won't push it at all. I need to focus on my self first,to improve on myself before I even think about asking for forgiveness. It hurts,because I basically did all my roleplaying with her. and it hurts so,so much. My world,my characters,the stories we wrote....I don't want to end them just yet. there's a chance we will never roleplay again,but I want to give it one last shot. The way she ended things,I'm hopeful on.

It ties into today because the pain won't go away. I woke up this morning struggling to breathe. I went to work,barely able to stand. My goals for the day are to branch out,improve myself,and reflect on everything I've done. I need to find others to chat with,to roleplay with. Those are my goals for today,tomorrow, and all the other days throughout the month.

1x1 1x1 partner search. mid to high Casual-low advanced|18+/MATURE|

How about something post-apocalyptic with a mix of fantasy and sci-fi? I have a vague world idea we could build on if you are interested.

@Crimson Rayne

That would be great! Send me a PM and we can talk!

Let's B!tch. I feel it's a healthy release for our roleplay annoyances 2.0

I drove off my roleplaying friend of 3 years,at the very least for now, and I can't seem to stop focusing on them. I knew them semi-personally,I hurt them badly and only time will tell if we will ever get back together again,or if I'll get the chance to explain myself. They were the person I roleplayed the most with,the one I had the more serious roleplays with,and now everything feels raw...it feels....tasteless and numb. I want to continue roleplaying badly, especially with my friend,but I know I must give them plenty of space to live their life for the time being. But I don't know what to do to keep myself preoccupied,and every time my thoughts wander back I just want to cry and break down.