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I think I should write a pithy roleplay about how an expenditure of effort does not entitle you to your perception of an equivalent reward. Anyone know someone who'd be interested?
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Okay, let's be honest for a second here, if we stop the status bar from being edgy angst land it really doesn't have anything going for it except sheer autism.
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Does anyone know where you can get a white trilby embroidered with threatening messages? Asking for a friend.
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Ophelia


Ophelia turned back to look at the other two as she heard them heeding her summons, her breaths deep and ragged. Then... something, she heard the words but couldn't understand what they meant--but something about it rang true to her, like a sense memory that she could not quite access beyond the veil of mist. Her other-self looked back, equally pensive, before shrugging. It didn't matter, she supposed - words she could understand were next. It... wasn't the reaction she expected. Nor the one she'd hoped for--it seemed... She didn't know. She struggled to think, struggled not to leap into action--but she breathed, and let the rhythm steady her mind just enough to regain some of her forfeited wits. The bell; it was the sure sign of someone from the Church... but some of the others around them were very clearly against the Church... and the growling, well. There was nothing for it, she supposed, but to take a look at their eyes. Voices, words, smells--these things could all lie... but the eyes never did, not once. She'd yet to get a proper look at Farren and Torquil's, she remembered, but that would have to wait--she could assume, for now, they were fine. They certainly seemed it.

Ophelia mouthed to the two men behind her: "Ready?" as she moved to unbar the door and open it, spear ready--but as soon as she tried to open it she felt the handle stubbornly resist her attempts. The door was locked, it seemed. She took a step back to be out of its reach, and her spear would be held ready in battle position, pointed directly outward. She knew that things would happen very quickly as soon as they did, and her eyes were very firmly trained forward toward the growling individual who'd bade her open the door. She spoke out to the stranger, her free hand motioning to beckon Torquil and Farren: "Ah, the door's locked... Forgive me, I'll just need to find the key..."

She turned quickly to give the both of them a quick look, indicating with her eyes and free hand that they should help look for a key, or... Well, get the door open however was necessary. Beyond that, every fibre of her body was clenched and ready to pounce--she'd never felt so viscerally alive, so in tune with her body--she'd always relied on her mind, and she could not tell if her other-self felt relieved to be taking the back seat for once, or worried for what would happen to her. The thought of death did not even cross her mind--she was so filled with vigour that she could scarcely even consider what it would mean to lose... and they were Hunters, for pity's sake! To take apart common Yharnamites was like a hot knife cleaving through butter, or the beaks of the shrikes picking apart the corpses strung up on their crosses in her home--and especially these, that seemed violent and out of touch with reality.

Something crossed her other-self's mind too; the notes on the chalkboard. They indicated that the person to inform about the results was the First Hunter, and that this was all very secretive... so was it coincidence that these people had found them here, or something deeper? Ophelia did not like all of the potential answers to those questions, did not like how thinking about them took away from savouring the high of the blood. She couldn't remember the last time she was blood-drunk, not like this--but the thoughts threatened to overtake her and soon she was back in her body again, heart racing as she waited for the grand reveal that would determine what happened here.
Ophelia


Ophelia continued her morbid work rapidly and efficiently, quickly locating a suitable glass vessel nearby to store the plucked eyeball within--she looked around, at the little Messengers, at the scrawled text on the chalkboard, at the door. That bell... she turned away from the door back to the chalkboard, focusing for a second on the words before the gentle peal of the bell drew her gaze away again. A church bell... and what sounded like townsfolk. There was a gruffness to their accent, a hoarseness of the throat that sent a gentle shiver down her spine. It made her think back to the nights of the hunt in he past, and in her mind's eye she could almost hear the tearing of flesh and the gurgling of freshly spilled viscera. The corpses the Hunters left behind... they were often mangled in ways she could only describe as visceral, entire holes through the torso and...

"All Paleblood → Hunters NO EXCEPTIONS
TAKE NOTES!
AVOID DANGER – keep safe, no dead
Results → 1st Hunter
TELL NO ONE"


Ophelia took a moment to pause, suddenly panting, as her mind whirred and wheeled in too many directions at once. That damn bell kept ringing, and each of its notes struck her thoughts like a peal of thunder. How could she concentrate like this? How could she parse just what was going on here? She sucked air in through her teeth, inhaled sharply, and slammed her spear into the ground to make a loud enough noise to get everyone's attention. Rather than speak directly to Torquil and Farren she walked up to the closed doors whose handles indicated an attempt to gain ingress, and slammed her fist on the door proper in response to the outside demand.

"Oh, dearie, I don't think that's such a good idea... You see, the door's all that stands between us. If I open it, and you have the scourge..." she began, her voice becoming deeper and more guttural as she spoke. Her hairs begun to stand on end, her senses magnified, and she felt her blood course within her hot and vicious and angry. The fire threatened to sear her very mind from within, if she did not release the pressure, and she felt her hand instinctively prepare the spear for its intended purpose. She swore she could feel the wood groaning and protesting against the fiery strength of her grip, the vibrations rattling through her bones, as the world contracted to this pinprick of heat.

"I'll have to kill you, love. Do you still want me to open the door?" Ophelia asked, her head tilting slightly to the side as a little drool escaped her lips subconsciously. She wanted them to say yes, she realised, to give her the excuse... but that in and of itself was enough of a shock to her that she snorted and began to question it--but the fire within would not be denied for long. She had barely considered what Farren and Torquil would do, and she blinked quickly as she remembered, but it was too late now. They would make their moves, and if all went well...

The Hunters would Hunt.
Ophelia


Ophelia observed the eye with utterly rapt fascination, to the point even of ignoring any replies directed at her from the others--she peered ever-closer at the eye within the corpse, studying every detail about it with a hunger and curiosity that felt almost visceral. She noted the deterioration of its pupil and its iris most keenly, for it was a sure sign of the scourge of beasts--and she'd hauled many a corpse with eyes not dissimilar to this one after a night of the hunt, when those too blood-drunk to realise they'd crossed a line got mowed down by some hunter or another. Her other-self across the mist looked pensive, appraising even, as she studied her new self with a Hunter's body. A part of her had always wondered what it was like, producing the corpses rather than clearing them away, but...

Ophelia's attention was snapped back to reality by a bone-chilling howl. It was one that she'd heard a handful of times, for there was a certain almost-familiarity to its timbre, but she could not quite place what it was. Her new instincts, however, responded in kind--her spine straightened, the hairs at the nape of her neck stood up, and something indelible in her focus shifted from the perspective of prey to one of fellow predator. The urge felt hot and sticky within her, and as she peered into the eye of this deceased almost-Hunter she took a sharp intake of breath that cleared some of the heady urges. This was what she was reckoning with, now--and her other-self whispered oft-repeated terms into the back of Ophelia's skull: Fear the Old Blood.

Straightening herself up, Ophelia rose to her uncanny natural height and peered over her surroundings one more time, musing aloud while she did so:

"The eyes... This almost-Hunter here was turning into a beast. The iris and pupil begin to split as the beast grows within; we need to pay attention to things like that now, don't we? It's our job to... to..." she began, before realising that she did not, in fact, have any particular knowledge about what it was they were supposed to be doing. Why they were here specifically, why there wasn't someone from the Church to... arm them? Garb them? Instruct them? What was she hoping from them, really? She picked her spear up, its rigidity comfortable in her long and slender fingers, before looking around the room--she could use it as a walking stick, yes, but something to carry the ungainly thing in would be necessary. There wasn't anything that'd suffice to hand, but she could make do: she quickly jaunted over to a disused medical station, ripping apart cloths and bandages as necessary to create a holster for the spear about her back. It was a quick job, her hands nimble and surprisingly easy to put exactly where in her mind she wanted them to go--and after maybe a moment's work she turned back to the pale corpse and, in a swift and practiced motion, went to pluck out one of its eyes as intact as it would vacate the skull--she was confident she would not burst it, but it might already have been structurally compromised. Even if it reduced itself to just fluid, there was another eye--Ophelia looked around for a glass container of some kind, perhaps a vial or test tube, that she might be able to somewhat preserve the fluid of the eye if it could not be removed whole.

She also went to pick up a needle as she went, intending to procure a sample of this black and viscous blood too; knowledge of the church's activities and proof of things beyond her ken might be valuable bargaining tools... and these two, Torquil and Farren... they seemed nice. She'd have to get a closer look at their eyes before she really decided anything, but... well, that could wait.
Ophelia


Ophelia watched the queer little figures part before her presence with a keen interest, and even made a note to perform a little curtsey and thank them for their obliging service, hushed and half-mumbled under her breath. She peered more closely at the corpse, which she could now clearly recognise as a corpse, and her breath caught in her chest for a moment. This poor soul--dead, and after having received the treatment? Something snagged in her mind, but she could not pierce its obfuscation with the minimum of effort and so she left that thought to rattle around in her skull for later--for now, she bent over and peered down to get a closer look at the face.

The eyelids, and sockets too, all black--it struck her as unusual, as her other-self from across the barrier of fog sneered quizzically in that way typically only the most aged of crones may. She was right, of course: this was highly unusual. Ophelia wondered if perhaps she should go diving in the innards of a freshly-failed Hunter, but... well, when had she ever gotten this opportunity before? When would she again? No, no, it would have to be now--she placed the spear down against the cot while she rushed back over to her own, picking up a pair of leather gloves and putting them on almost-absentmindedly. The snug feel of the leather gripping her hands felt cool and familiar, though new sensations of reach and flexibility she'd never had before also rippled through her newly lissom flesh and she shuddered with exhilaration. She wheeled back around to the corpse she'd turned away from and then proceeded to gently pry open its eyelids--she needed to get a better look at its eyes, after all--to see what could possibly have rendered them as black as the night sky.
Ophelia


Ophelia found herself positively brimming with energy--as she felt years of neglect and pain slough off of her like putrescent sludge she could not help but be overcome by the fervour of the raw vitality of the Old Blood. She stood to her full height for the first time ever--joints and ligaments and tendons squelching and crunching beneath the strain of raw life, as well as the need to be used, and she let out a jittery and rapturous laugh as she exhaled. She paused to take in some deep and gulping breaths, turning then to face the source of the sounds of movement she was dimly aware of in the background and finding herself face-to-face with Torquil.

She offered him a too-wide smile back in return, tinged too deeply with the ecstacy of her transformation's afterglow, and her eyes positively sparkled as she gazed into his own mud-brown ones. She reached out a hand awkwardly, flexing her joints and extending them to test her new range of motion, and something about the lankiness of her proportions gave her a mien not unlike that of the little creatures clamouring around them. She blinked a couple of times rapidly, standing to her full height in proper posture and withdrawing her proffered arm, and cleared her throat for a quick moment before speaking:

"Forgive me, dear, I... hah, I haven't ever been able to do this! O, the spark of freedom! Ah... my name is Ophelia, dear, charmed." she spoke, voice soft and musical but almost lurid with a tinge of the mania that seemed to be about her. Though manic, her aura was disarmingly soft and unthreatening--merely an excess of energy, or some other lingering effect of the transfusion... yes, Ophelia could dimly recall it. The memories of her old life seemed so close, behind the most delicate of misty veils, and if only she reached out she could touch them. She snapped herself back to reality before she could pry too deeply, though, hearing the shuffling movements of another rising. Ophelia hadn't really parsed what was going on in the room yet, and she blinked a couple of times in quick succession, brought her hands up to rub her eyes, and peered out across the sea of cots.

One of them had gotten up and said something about equipping himself... ah. He was right, this was a night of the hunt: no longer could she cling to the censer and wait for the worst to pass. She had been given back her body not for her own terms (though that was certainly a pleasant side-effect, to her mind) but to fight. To embrace the spark of that fire within her... and oh, how she ached to--it was a yearning wholly new to her. Some dim reflection of imagery across the mist took on a flash of disdain in Ophelia's mind, but the blood-slick fire was too uproarious for it to even register.

"Yes, you're right..." she began, something in her eyes glazing over as she walked over towards the barrel in long and loping steps. She weaved by the cots and the messengers stumbling around those containing the dead hunters (though she did not look too closely into the cots, nor did she know they were dead) with an instinctive grace that seemed just as unfamiliar to her as the rest of her transformed physical characteristics, her expression shifting to one of surprise as she made her way across the room. "Miraculous..." she whispered to herself, though now certainly in earshot of Farren (and perhaps the others--no doubt a Hunter's senses were keener too, hers certainly felt so). She picked up a spear with one hand, and tested the handle of a simple longsword in the barrel with her other. The grip felt natural enough, and she made a point of lifting it up to test its weight--it was a little heavy for her to wield with one hand and use it, but she could heft this thing around with ease. She made a few idle motions with it, not quite lifting it out of the barrel, acclimatising herself to both the feel of the weight and the movement before putting it back down. She could only carry the one weapon comfortably, anyway, and the spear could double as a walking stick... well, not that she needed one anymore.

"Ophelia." she offered to Farren, giving him a swift nod, before she looked back towards Torquil to see if he'd moved... and then, if nothing else grabbed her immediate attention, she'd begin to move in on one of the cots positively surrounded by the little eyeless creatures she was now keenly aware of, but ignoring for the moment.
Ophelia


Ophelia's mind, stumbling and staggering through an inky abyss of violently vascillating proportions, wheeled and whirred as it struggled to understand the flashes of things it saw--awakening sluggishly from a dark and dreaming slumber whose absence had proven to be an answer in its own right. She had dreamt for what felt like so long, and she had felt the kiss of the transfused blood spreading through her even as her consciousness had absconded away to higher planes of thought--the warmth trickling through her meagre frame, replacing sickly frailty with tendrils of vibrancy and vigour. Every tiniest inch of her body was suffused with something so virile and vicious that it could not be contained, almost-atrophied muscle suddenly snapping and tearing rapidly as it wove itself anew, flush and hale, and the stream of Blood flowed through the rest of her pale body and brought the changes along with it there too. It had been the most curious sensation, to feel the changes happening to her body while simultaneously feeling apart from it; but that is when she noticed them.

The messengers, appearing from some haze betwixt; they clamoured and clambered to get at her, their gaunt and pale fingers reaching out like little spears of bone not unlike those of a skeletal corpse, picked clean by scavengers... they had not the glint of bleached or polished bone, though, and their sunken, hollow eye sockets... Ophelia's mind lurched at that. No eyes? The poor things--and yet, they could still see more than she could, in some ways. She went to reach out her hand to them, her spectral and imaginary self obeying the command of her mind but her body not, trapped beneath the leather belts strapping her to the table and disconnected from her mind as they were. She wanted nothing more than to learn about them, to eagerly study every detail of every one, to find out if they perhaps instead had eyes on the inside that she simply could not see... but it was then that she caught a glimpse of it. The sticky, squelching redness of blood--off to the side, dimly, in the half-light. At first it was simply a trick of the light, she thought, but the slow ripples of movement that cascaded across it and came into her view let her know that something was moving... and then she heard a half-howl half-scream that she was not unfamiliar with. The smell of incense came to her, unbidden, and much more strongly than she ever remembered it--clinging to her, as though veiling her in its gossamer smoke--but the source of it was right there, on the floor, ascending from the ripples.

She opened her mouth to scream but nothing happened, eyes wide and bloodshot as she frantically attempted to clamber away from it, and something in the urgency and physicality of it snapped her wandering mind back into alignment with her body--just in time to see the beast lurking before her. It was huge in comparison to her, and its proportions grotesquely lanky. Mangy curls of blood-matted hair concealed an unnerving wriggling or undulating of the skin and muscle beneath, and the gleam of animalistic and base desire glimmered wetly beneath its too-many eyes. An unfurled claw reached out, extending grotesquely past the length one could consider familiar or sane, and as its tip threatened to slowly pierce into Ophelia's braced but motionless arm its touch erupted in a gout of fire. It began at the claw itself, it seemed, and spread both ways very rapidly--and when Ophelia blinked and looked down she could not tell if what she was seeing was indeed a claw or the needle used for the ministration... but she could feel the fire coursing through her veins, hot and thick and so wild, brimming with not just life but thirst! She could scarcely contain it, and as her unmoored consciousness began to scream she realised that she was not sure if what she could hear was her own voice or that of the beast's, and the realisation caused her heart to pound ever-faster, the seething flames in her artieries quickening in turn. The feeling of it was too much, too much--she squeezed her eyes shut with all her might and willed herself awake with a primal backlash unlocked by only the darkest recesses of fear.

She heard the aberrant noises of her bones cracking and reforming before she felt them, her torso arching sharply upwards as her spine elongated, and as she felt her legs slip downwards in their restraints owing to the extra length she kicked out with a force she never could have imagined that she possessed and felt them simply give beneath the force at her command. Now awake, flushed and feverish, she scrabbled rapidly to get up. The rest of the restraints around her other ankle and wrists burst open effortlessly, and a panting and panicked Ophelia sprung up from the cot, wide-eyed, assessing the room around her with perhaps half her wits about her. She began to settle down over the course of a moment or two, her laborious and wheezing breaths slowing into something more calm and regulated, though her mind remained lost to processing her thoughts until some event from outside her innermost self roused her attention.







Deo’Irah


Deo’Irah heard the Lady Bor coming before she burst through the door, though the speed of it still came as a shock. She turned from Caleb to their diminutive employer, taking a half-breath to survey her stance and expression, until the adrenaline wore off and there was just a tired woman who’d lost too many people already. The number never stopped getting higher–despite her lissom youthfulness, it was especially easy for Deo’Irah to forget that she was old too (by human standards, at least) and she knew that weariness all-too-well. She smiled a knowing half-smile (the kind that was half-sad, too) and observed the revelation that Feevesha had spoken of Caleb to Lady Bor at some point during her stay–it seemed like Feevesha was a fairly well-liked person, from the limited sample size. Caleb’s devotion to her certainly implied some level of worth, even if much of that attachment was trauma bonding. Sir Yanin offered his thoughts just before Deo’Irah collected her thoughts enough to begin speaking:

"Reckon so. There ought to be no other divines left here but Caleb, and I am reasonably confident in the exact fates of every guest. Requested my squire to ascertain and see to the survivor."

“It appears that Feevesha summoned a number of wraiths to defend herself, and the piaan gave her the strength (and perhaps inclination) to offer up her flesh as Caleb’s vessel… He summoned some ghouls and wraiths, we dispatched them between us, and we have been discussing what happens next with Caleb. Things did not come to blows between us, Reina’s mercy be praised–we…” Irah followed up, pausing to inhale steadily and mentally prepare herself, and find the exact words she wanted to say.

“... given the circumstances, having learned how Caleb and Feevesha came to travel together and what precisely happened in here, we agreed it would be prudent to have Caleb come with us and help us dispatch the bandits, as kindly Feevesha offered to begin with. After that, he wishes to return to realms beyond–a fate one of our martially-inclined comrades will no doubt grant him once the task is completed.” Irah stated, hoping to be a little more brief than she was previously. As she recounted events as she understood them to the Lady Bor she glanced over to Sir Yanin, wondering if he wished to expound in any further detail (or indeed if Lady Bor requested more specific details).

“It’s our intention now to go after Bren, Caleb in tow. They must have taken him for a specific reason, one that couldn’t be accomplished here. You said one of your scouts went after the bandits in the woods–is there any information you think we should be privy to before we depart? Madara and I will also be able to provide medical attention to those yet wounded–some remain in the Fadewatcher Station, though there is more to do for our surgeon than myself… I suppose it is a matter of collecting the facts and assigning tasks to those best suited, now. Lhirin? Sir Yanin?” Irah continued, her tone suddenly shifted from weary to ponderous. She wondered who would speak up, what ideas would be proffered, if now assured of their competence (or, at least, one would hope) Lady Bor offered new information or the like? There was something about Rodoria’s adventurous spirit that went to her head like strong wine whenever she was here–in hindsight, she felt a little sheepish at her monologuing at Caleb. Still, nothing to do for it now, and the point she had wanted to make… well, it had been made. It had to be Caleb’s choice to listen and to let hope win over despair. Freagon… well, that needed a longer chat. It certainly needed tea.
Deo’Irah


As Caleb recounted the story of his imprisonment, his torture, and his fall Deo’Irah’s face was calamitously stern–only her eyes betrayed her shifting emotions, between seething contempt and heart-wrenching compassion. She made a note to remember the name of the perpetrator of these misdeeds, the deigan mage, immediately–he would be delivered the consequences of his actions, at some point. The pain that he had already inflicted would be far harder to heal than to simply continue the cycle of suffering and deliver to him the suffering that he had rightly earned, but it was in the rigour of forbearance that goodness blossomed. What made goodness so much less of an alluring choice was indeed that it required one sacrifice something with no hope of reward–whereas evil… evil was typically very direct about its rewards. It was with that in mind that she chose the path of forbearance, electing not to focus on the vengeance of the past but instead on the building of a new future.

Caleb was not a mundane. So easily the quick children of man forgot the ravages of time, and though a hundred years was well over a typical lifetime to them it was much less monumental to the deigan, whose youthful abundance lasted until snuffed out. It was even less still to a divine, who would simply discorporate from Reniam and return to their native realms. This short-sighted notion of exile with no means of recourse was not one that she could rightfully permit Caleb to indulge himself in. Trapped in a vessel that disgusted him, yes, he would rather simply end it all and sulk–but it would not redress what had been done to him, and as a divine he would not heal from those wounds without closure. Until he knew that Hai’vreh’era could never make anyone suffer like he and Feevesha did he would fester and spoil from within, left eternally to the agony of a spiritual malaise without end. If he did not secure a patron, given that he had fallen… that agony could mutate him in ways that would only lash out at others, and that was not a permissible fate for him or the innocents he’d potentially hurt.

“There are not words to console you, Caleb, for the suffering and abandonment you have been put through. I would speak them if there were, but… I fear it is action alone that will bring you peace. Forever is a long time, and the years will curdle that hatred within you into something that might change you forever, in ways that you might not want–to cut yourself off from anyone who might offer you companionship cannot do you any good. If it isn’t too much to ask… would you put your faith in me? I cannot promise it will be fast… but I will do aught I can to ensure the pain you suffered ends with you, and to ameliorate your pain wherever possible. If I might be so bold… I do not think the Glittering Lord deserves your forgiveness, Caleb. The Gods are a wondrous source of power, of purpose and direction, but the closer they get to the abstract the further away they get from the real. If they are so removed from you that they cannot or will not even come to your aid, are they worthy of your fidelity, of your oath? I know you must not look favourably on this world that took Feevesha from you, but… it also had to be capable of producing her and people like her to begin with. If we live our lives, make our choices, according to the principles she felt strongly enough to sacrifice herself for… it is like the most beautiful part of her is with us still. It cannot replace her warmth and her life… but it can pave the way for new life, and perhaps there will be more people like her if we forge a world worthy of them.” Irah spoke, her tone becoming very soft and affable–there was always a distinct force with which she spoke, an intensity that could be felt behind her words, and here it seemed far less commanding and direct so much as earnestly hopeful. After she finished speaking she inhaled sharply through her nose and composed herself, taking a quick moment to ensure her robes still felt comfortable and straighten them out. She picked herself up after Sir Yanin’s extra round of questioning, nodding at his assertion that she should talk. Her eyes flashed over to Sir Freagon, curious as to what his reaction to her speech might have been, but it was impossible for her to read the man at all. Her thoughts turned immediately then to Jaelnec, and that he would likely be her best bet at getting some information on Freagon–he’d seemed quite smitten earlier, and she could leverage that to get him to open up a little… though she would have to be gentle. She didn’t know Jaelnec very well, but something in his earnestness and lack of confidence roused a protective instinct within her–he represented a lot of the innocence that she sought to protect and appreciate, and she still had much of that earnest goodness flowing through her in that moment… but, through those rose-tinted lenses, she saw a beautiful confluence of her two favourite things: an opportunity to do good, and an opportunity to advance her understanding of a situation and further her goals. Good… well, good did not have to mean impractical, did it?

She looked over at Lhirin, and remarked to herself how similarly she felt about him with this little lens of rosy pink as she did without. She put it aside, though she could not help the corner of her mouth creeping into a little smile for a second. She composed herself, gave everyone a meaningful glance, and settled last on Caleb. With how much energy he’d spent… she wondered if he was even capable of maintaining an illusion on himself at the moment–and given that the Lady Bor had been an adventurer of some renown, if it was worth attempting to deceive her. The cost was not insubstantial if things went awry, and here in Rodoria people were much more ready to listen to a tale of aspiring heroism than anywhere else in the world. They’d come here precisely to sing that very song and listen to what the Lady Bor had to say, so earnest diplomacy did strike her as the avenue most practised as well as most safe–though she wondered to what extent Sir Yanin would ask her obfuscate certain details to maintain peace before Caleb could be smuggled out and events settled. Still… as matron to the people they were trying to save, though an ersatz one, Deo’Irah was confident the penin would truly want what was best for her people above all else and was open-minded enough to have entertained a summoner to begin with.

“Now is the time to choose, then: diplomacy or subterfuge? I suspect we would be best served by diplomacy, though..?” she began directed at Caleb, but trailed off as she shot Sir Yanin an inquisitive glance to see if he had any thoughts or objections they needed to consider. Lhirin and Sir Freagon could be expected to voice their concerns should they arise, so it was simply Sir Yanin and Caleb she focused on–if neither had anything to add that would change their plans, she’d turn around to go outside and meet Lady Bor with the others in tow.
Deo’Irah


Deo’Irah, quite emphatically, trusted Lhirin more than anyone else in the room. She would believe his assertions over practically anything that anyone else said–even to the contrary of the obvious or the easily missed. Deception was at least possible in anyone else, but Lhirin? He would not lie to her, he would not betray her–never. She knew it in her bones, and she would never betray him either. The others… Well, that was far more up in the air–and dealing with a Fallen Thalk? Deception on some level was practically guaranteed, but whether that was half-truths or outright lies she did not know. To her mind it relied quite heavily on the contents of that book, and… well, Lhirin was the only being she trusted in her immediate vicinity who could read Melenian. Irah set about examining his soul magically as soon as her thoughts slowed down enough for her to focus again–eager to observe the effects of the piaan and add them to her mental list of notes… which she’d have Lhirin transcribe himself later. He always enjoyed the particular insights into his soul that her improved senses offered–that was one of the many bonding experiences they’d had that had cemented the unbreakable trust in their relationship. Lhirin, predictably, went right for the book–and Irah raised her own eyebrow, quite impressed with the display of fortitude he’d displayed at not devouring it immediately–that certainly was his ordinary reaction to any sort of writing that might advance his understanding of… well, anything.

She had cause for concern as her examination of his soul revealed something quite peculiar–it was, for a fragment of a second, as though he’d briefly slipped into the Ether… as though he’d entered a slumber deep enough to actively refill his magical energy. It was peculiar because that was quite patently not how any of the piaan he’d imbibed previously had ever worked. She could not rule out that perhaps this batch was different, but much to her envy and chagrin the Melenians truly were peerless alchemists–she doubted very much that the product itself would cause such an anomalous side effect… and if it did, it’d affect the entire batch. Given that he then found himself drawn back to her, and even surreptitiously communicated with her using their sign language… Hm. Something was not as it seemed.

Without hesitation Irah extended her magical senses out to brush against Caleb, deliberately avoiding Freagon (with a sense of forbearance and restraint that Lhirin would likely not notice but find comparably incredible to her own) and attempting to work out what precisely had happened here–and she was intrigued by the information she received: his capacity was dismally low, about half of what she’d expect for a mundane completely untrained in magic. It was increasing steadily, indicating Caleb did indeed still have a connection to the Neverrealm and was syphoning energy from there… or another source, she supposed, though that seemed to add up in her mind. What could Lhirin mean that didn’t add up, then, if not the initial premise they’d accepted without concrete evidence: that Caleb’s full summoning did, indeed, arise from Feevesha’s sacrifice?

Well. That was inconvenient. Caleb’s eyes had met hers the second she’d began examining his soul, and she had to imagine that his eyes had followed hers as she’d looked down at Lhirin’s signs–their secrecy would not work with a divine, she knew that much. Any attempt to communicate was sufficient for them to understand. The situation was precarious, now: sufficient doubt had been introduced to the story, and if Irah said as much she could not be sure that Freagon would not simply slay Caleb where he stood. She did not want him to do that, not unless Caleb’s guilt was undeniable within her mind, and from Caleb’s soul she could sense his confusion at parsing what had been communicated to her. Wordlessly she reached out to Caleb again, hoping that some warning would convince him of at least her earnestness (if she had not already):

“It has never been my intention to deceive you–but there are things I must ask in the open. Please do not think me hostile, Caleb.” she thought, a glimmer of something in her eyes that she could not quite explain.

“... I am no stranger to deception, though I hope you believe me when I say that I do not relish it. There is little point in us not being open and forthcoming at this point: I have reason to… not be certain that events happened as we have thus far surmised they had. We have operated under the assumption that it was indeed Feevesha’s sacrifice that permitted your full summoning–is that true, to the best of your knowledge, Caleb? I know that mundanes have deceived and imprisoned you in the past, and that an understandable amount of doubt must linger in your mind about the intentions of all of us… but I swear to you that I have been nothing but open and honest, and that I attribute to you the same level of personhood as I do anyone else in this room. You might be inclined to believe that all of us are rotten, but you would be wrong–kindness and compassion can blossom within all of us, and I would show you that through both deed and word. What happened, Lhirin? It was like you fell asleep–deeply asleep enough to enter the Ether for a brief moment. We cannot resort to subterfuge if we are to display our earnestness to a Fallen Angel of Deceit. Your energy is terribly low, too, Caleb–barely enough energy to fill half of a mundane’s soul untrained in magic.” she said, well aware that her lengthy monologue would give Caleb plenty of time to respond–and her tone was one of carefully chosen words, curious but not accusatory. She broke eye contact with him as she began speaking, looking over at Freagon and then towards Roct, though her expression was one of genuine worry. It was this that Freagon had apparently missed–why would an Angel, by their own account imprisoned, lonely and forgotten and abused by mundanes, whose friend had ostensibly perished for offering to help, ever believe that someone threatening them so readily was any different? Perhaps he truly had no sense of empathy, or simply did not believe divines to be equivalent to people? Perhaps he was just a misanthrope.

Deo’Irah pitied him, in many ways, to have seen such tremendous suffering as to no longer be able to believe in the potential goodness within people. She knew full well that plenty of people who espoused virtue had not a shred of it within their souls–her mind drifted immediately to the Ascended Deigan and the War of the Feathers–and also that much of the time evil was simply banal, the result of circumstances often beyond an individual’s control. The world was so much more complex than that–and the kind of cynicism that had wormed its way into Caleb and Freagon’s heart was dangerous in the most perilous way of all–dangerous to their very souls… but convincing them to abandon their vigilance close to paranoia was extremely unlikely in a single encounter. To wit, she figured that simply getting Lhirin to share the information he’d received would be the best course of action–keeping Caleb out of the loop could only end poorly. Deceit was a part of his nature, yes, but nature could be overcome–one could always choose to be different; to be better.

If asked, Irah would respond with a truthful account of the situation as she understood it.
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