washcloth

Let's make them suffer. (MxM) 18+

Hi, I'm Cloth. I'm looking for a roleplay partner that's 18+.
Here's some info on what I'm looking for:

Roleplay:
Literacy of at least 2000-4000 characters per reply. Good grammar is a must.

A modern romance (enemies to lovers maybe?) story with lots of angst, violence and sadness. Humiliation, embarassment, shame. Everyone's getting hurt here, but there's also a lot of funny moments when they try to piss each other off. A slow burn romance with complex emotions that bounce back and forth. The emotional conflict of going from hating each other to needing each other. The emotional equivalent of eating a sour patch kid.
I'm comfortable with most topics. Religion, addiction, abuse, homophobia, mental health, so on. And you should be too, if you want to roleplay. I don't really have any triggers, but I won't do really gross things, like gore.
Also, importantly, there will be smut! I don't know when or where, or how frequent. We can talk about how comfortable you are with that in private. I, for one, am super comfortable with it.
And, if you want to add a bit of modern fantasy to the plot, I don't mind.

Roleplay partner:
I don't care what your gender is or who you are, unless you want to share it. Talking about how we're doing is fun but I don't want to go in depth unless we've known each other for a while. However, I love talking about planning, the story and our characters no matter what. Sharing some jokes is also nice.
We have to plan out the story before we play it. We don't need to go into detail, we can diverge from our plans and we can control each other's characters when need be. Emphasis on the last two, since a lot of people don't like that.

Characters:
I want your character to have at least an anime/semirealistic face claim, be it AI or detailed art, preferably not a real person's face. I don't like ultra feminine/masculine men either, I'm only into light makeup at most and realistic anatomy.
Your character is at least 22 years old.
Your character is a switch! Most of my characters are also switches.
I don't need you to make a detailed character sheet, I like improvisation and knowing everything about your character beforehand makes it less fun. Let's find each other's secrets thru roleplay instead. An attention grabbing description of their past and/or present, personality and a simple face claim is enough for me.
I love making supportive characters for my main character (friends, bosses, enemies) and world building(making up fictional cafes, etc) and might include them quite a bit in the story, depending on what we plan.

Idk what else to add since I haven't roleplayed in literal years, read my introduction post for more info.

My character:

Alexander

Faceclaim

Can't paste images from Pinterest on my phone here so just imagine a 23 yo. brunette guy with brown eyes, short unruly hair, a mean, tired face and a scar near his eye and one on his neck.

23 yo. | 5'8 ft. | Bisexual | Muscular
Casual smoker, low tolerance drinker.
Soft interior hiding behind a tough shell.

Alexander ran away. Now, he's homeless. Better than being abused, denied and neglected. He fought for his life before and still does now, only underground, in an underground boxing ring. Best decision he's ever made, but, with winter approaching, spending the night at his temporary lovers' houses and squatting in abandoned buildings isn't sustainable anymore. He needs money, asap, and he's not afraid to work hard for it. He needs to get his shit together.

His personality heavily depends on how you treat him: with lots of love, he will sweet talk you and melt in your arms; with the slightest bit of hate, he'll make it his purpose to piss you off and make sure you have plenty of reasons to hate him. If you're professional, he'll channel the praised student he once was, and if you're casual, he might teach you some slang.
He's predisposed to hate and be wary of people because of his past and has an unnecessarily high and mighty behaviour with others, looking for control. He has both street and book smarts, in ways that will surprise you. But he's still young at heart, he's very lonely, scared for the future and bad at regulating his emotions. And he might have a bit of a thing for pain.

I can share more details in PM if there's anything else you want to know about him.

Plots:
These are mostly expositions and can be completely changed based on your character. If YC doesn't fit with any of these, we can make a new plot together.
YC - your character

Assistant

1. YC (mafia boss, contractor, florist, literally whatever) is rich (preferably by more dodgy means) and looking for an assistant. Alexander goes for it, knowing he doesn't have an ID because he's a runaway, he tries really hard to get hired and stay hired.
They both find each other attractive-- which is partially why Alexander got hired-- but Alexander finds money more attractive for now. At first, he's nice and professional, until YC pushes him too far, by flirting or taunting/overworking him in some way. Alexander gets angry and his streetside manners come out. YC gets angry too. Whoops. They come to hate each other, but YC likes annoying Alexander and Alexander has to put up with YC for the money. It's a despicable situation, but, somehow, they're getting attached to each other.

College janitor

2. Will Hunting Alexander nailed a job as a college janitor, and goes to some classes during breaks. Sometimes, he seems to spend more time at school than the students or even the teachers, writing down things on his cheap notebook when he's not maintaining the school. He doesn't seem to like anyone and is generally rowdy, he's even rumored to be dangerous. Him and YC have met and even had small talk before. YC is convinced that he can get on Alexander's good side, Alex wants nothing to do with these goody-two-shoes college kids. But, hey, maybe YC isn't quite that.

Fighting ring

3. YC goes to the fighting ring, for some reason. There, he sees Alexander fight, and he stands out and impresses YC. It makes YC want to recruit him, as a body guard or something crimey. Or maybe he's just a young college kid that popped into a bad place and gets taken advantage of. Depends on you. Either way, YC and Alex end up talking. This could also be combined with the second idea.

Your Idea

4. Your idea here, I'm open to most things.

Interested? Leave a comment here and I'll PM you, or you can PM me.

back to sinning

Hi, I'm Cloth. I'm a 20 year old college student in the Netherlands and my life sucks. I used to roleplay a lot but stopped for 2 years because I had to study a lot... I still do, but I miss it too much now, so I'm thinking I might get back into it, if I can find someone worth spending my time and words with.

Roleplaying career: I roleplayed for 2 years before quitting and my longest one lasted 8 months. I used to write 4k-10k characters per reply but I'll probably stick to +2k as I warm up again, no clue yet. I'm used to waiting a long time for roleplay replies and I don't mind it at all.

Roleplaying preferences: I like angst, violence, mortal enemies to lovers type of stuff, but I love some well timed soft fluff or whump. Most settings are fine with me. I mostly do MxM and sometimes FxF.
I only do mature, 1x1, long term, private roleplays with original characters! I want quite detailed, complex stories we plan out beforehand but can also divert from in a bout of wild inspiration. I want someone I can chat with outside of RP, that'll stick around for a long time and won't ghost me. Be willing to wait days or even weeks for replies. And don't be cringy, please.

Hobbies and interests: I'm studying to become a programmer, I like metal music and I'm a pretty great artist so, if we make great OCs, I might draw them.

DM me and find out more for yourself. Thanks for reading, I guess.