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7 yrs ago
Current I love my job, but I hate how it makes me feel at the end of the day.
8 yrs ago
I didn't make it to my appointment and the reason why is... rather bothersome to me
8 yrs ago
I'm finding that I am able to relax more now that I have you to talk to... but I'm also trying to be careful not to rely on you too much... I don't want to push you away
8 yrs ago
Who would have thought I'd be so stressed out I wouldn't be able to sleep? If my mind doesn't give out soon... my body sure as hell will.
8 yrs ago
I know its bad if you don't grieve properly... but being alone has stopped me from being able to react the way a normal human probably should. Don't compartmentalize people, you'll eventually explode.

Bio

Well... I was told this is a thing I should do... so here is the thing...

HI PEOPLE I'M ETERNALLY BORED:


Hi. I'm Zverda... formally Kokushi on this site! People call me Koku a lot... dunno why it just sorta started up one day and stuck.

- I'm 24 and I like playing in my age range. I prefer to stick with people who are 20+, mostly because I feel more comfortable doing any form of romance with people within that age group. If you are still a teen, I am sorry but I'm just not comfortable RPing with you just yet, nothing personal I assure you. However, if you are not looking for romance, I'm cool with RPing with you as long as you are not any younger than 18.

- I love posts that are decent in length. I won't go Nazi on you about your post length... though I will admit that if you can't give me at least 2 GOOD paragraphs, I will get bored... and fast. I give as good as I get, so please, if you do not want Crap do not give me Crap.

- I consider myself Mid to High Casual. I am not a grammar freak by any means, I just ask that you do not text talk... please have a basic understanding of the English Language, be it American English or British Language.

- I RP in PMs mostly, though I also favor Google Docs if you are looking at it to be more of a story setting rather than just a jumble of things.

- I prefer playing a female character though I do not lack the ability to play a male character, I am just relatively new to it.

What you can more or less expect from me:

On average I write anywhere from 2 to... however many Paragraphs that I feel like. If it is something I am enjoying and you are just as interested in what we are doing, I can easily knock out a few paragraphs, at least on a good day XP. Now I understand that everyone has off days, so if you are having any issues, please let me know and I will do my best to work with you ^.^

Also, I have a tendency of responding just about every day, sometimes I can only manage one a day if I am super busy (which isn't often to be honest), other times I go nuts. For the Next three weeks starting Monday Dec 21st I may be a little slow until Jan 11 as I will be visiting Family in New York, but I WILL respond, I promise you that!

What things do I like you ask?

- Action
- Progressive Character Development
- Fantasy
- Sci-fi
- Egyptian Mythology
- Greek/Roman Mythology

Stories that take place in either:

- Modern Day
- Medieval Times

Things I do not enjoy... in the least

- being the only one who pushes stuff forward, if you have a question about moving forward, all you need to do is ask. If you have an idea, please, use the OOC to bring it up to me.
- Damsels in distress so please do not expect me to play one.
- Ridiculously submissive characters... some submission is ok but try to have a backbone... and this is also something I will refuse to play, so don't ask.
- Insane amount of swearing. Now, I have the mouth of a Soldier so I understand swearing as much as the next person, but even I have a limit to what I will tolerate.
- I HATE SLICE OF LIFE!

My feeling on Romance in RPs:
I do not mind Romance in the least, however I will not make it the main premise of the story. It is perfectly fine as an addition, as in some cases it is completely normal for people traveling together to end up forming some form of bond with one another. I don't expect it to be instantaneous... I rather have it be something that forms gradually over time as it makes it more believable. If Romance isn't something you want to do, just let me know that you have no intentions towards that, trust me, it won't bother me in the least.

What to do with ideas:
I typically have ideas, just let me know what type of things you are looking for and we can always work on something together. If I already have a basic plot outline I will run it by you and if you like it, we can flush it out together and if you don't, then we can come up with something completely new. If you have things you want to do, or just basic ideas off of things I like to do, lemme know ok? Frankly, I hate making people think that I only wanna do what I wanna do, because that isn't true I assure you. The more ideas, the more fun things can be for either party.

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Under the male’s hand he could feel Summer’s skin shift, she was mildly uncomfortable with everything that was being shared. She didn’t want power, not in the way that the woman had just said she would have it, she wouldn’t even begin to know how to use it. Letting out a soft sigh, she shook out her fur and rose to her feet, the form of her wolf slowly sliding from her body. The pops of bone and slipping of flesh not meant for the human form filled the air for what felt like eternity bit only lasted moments before Summer was standing as she had been once before. She was bare as the day she was born, but did not seem bothered by it as she looked at the woman. ”Along with the power granted to us to stop the threat, you are saying the slave and the outcasts have the power to change what made them what they are?” she asked slowly, a small frown upon her face, ”It seems almost too good to be true, but I am willing to try. I’m not one to pass up a chance like this.”

In a sense, what she said was a small jab at the male Elf who seemed to question everything, and while it was smart to ask questions, sometimes you had to go on faith as well. Right now it seemed all they had was the word of an being she could not place, and the faith that they would simply have to have. ”I think it’s worth a try at least, what we have the capability of achieving isn’t exactly something worth brushing away as if it were nothing.”




The horned woman looked around for a moment, taking into consideration the questions that had been presented to her, a near thoughtful look on her face with each one. ”For your answer Zephyr, I cannot give you one as yet, just know I am well beyond the years of even your races capabilities,” she said to the young demon, a gentle smile on her face, “Of course, I mean you, any of you, no harm. For all intents and purpose however, I am a demon… of sorts. Just a race of them that has not been seen for quite some time.”

With the demon answered, she looked at the Elf, her gentle smile turning to a frown, “Amahle has answered your question well enough,” Aether stated, “The Light become the Head of their Religion, The Dark become the Shaman of the tribes, The Water becomes Religious head, or in Amahle’s case, both the Religious and the Queen, The Fire becomes the new Empress, the Wind becomes the Head of Education and gains a Seat within the Zephyr Council and the Earth? The Earth becomes the head of the Nobility. It gives you my dear Lydrim, the chance to make a change to a system that is broken and worst, faulty at best. But Broken all the same.” Her words held no malice, but it was clear that she was disappointed in the male before her.

Her head tilted to the side for a moment as she regarded them all, her eyes lingering on the Nyxian for a moment before her smile came back. ”Ah yes, he is back, those of you who came over sea did you not see the landmass?” she asked with a raised brow, ”A land that has not seen the true light of day for over 3 million years? If you have not I do not blame you, how do you know what to look for when it’s been gone for so long? It’s still shrouded in a mild mist, but it is clearly there.” She stretched out her arms, the cloak revealing a ghostly hand. ”I think you should listen to your Shifter there. Now, how about we get this party rolling, each of you go stand in front of the pillar that signifies your element, I think it’s time you all have a chat with someone. Aldin, think you could spare Summer there some clothes? Or at least a cloak.”



Adrevz seemed rather tired, after fighting and the injuries she had obtained, and had healed, as well as some spell slinging and animal fenangling... speaking of which. "Off you go," she said to the octopi, "Thank you for your assistance, you both did amazingly well." With a wave of her hand, and finally releasing the concentration on her spell, the Octopi vanished and she was left feeling more tired than ever. Then there was the new girl, sure she had helped them get passed the constructs and the Kraken, sort of, but who was she exactly? Letting out a sigh, she swam up to Alexis and began to pointedly inspect the new addition to their team. "Thank you for inspecting that for me Jill, now that I know what it does, I'll be able to more comfortably use it should we need it." Her eyes not leaving Alexis, she reached out and tilted the new female's head up by her chin, eyes narrowed as she inspected before her hand dropped and she seemed to nod to herself before taking the necklace back from the woman and shaking out her hands. "In order to make use of it I will have to cast water breathing on myself though, easy enough, I still haven't found out how to grow gills as a Tiger."

She let out a small chuckle, as if it were something she had tried, and failed, on many occasions, before she went over to Cynthia to check on her long time friend. "How are you feeling?" the siren asked, checking over Cynthia with a keen eye and judging the severity of her wounds, "I can do a quick heal if you would like, try to ease some of the pain you may be experiencing?"

"Not good," Cynthia replied quietly, hoping the others wouldn't hear. "That kraken did a number on me. Swords and arrows, I can fend off... but his tentacles were of some darker power." The ranger shivered slightly at the memory of the tentacles slithering over her. "I would take any of your healing, if you can spare it."

A gentle smile crossed Adrevz features as she looked at Cynthia, "Of course I can spare it," she told her, "You know all you have to do is ask my Dear." Setting her Staff beside her, she muttered something under her breath before a soothing wave could be felt rolling over the Ranger, healing her wounds for 70 and dispelling anything the Kraken might have given her at the time that it had attacked. She had felt what Cynthia had mentioned when the creature had grabbed her, and she was not pleased that it had dared grab onto her friend. Just to ensure anything else that might have harmed her was healed, she cast one Cure Wounds using her staff for another 28.

With one last look around, Adrevz let out a small sigh when she saw Noriam. He wasn't completely out of sorts, but she figured making sure those she had to work with should be as healthy as possible, so she took a moment to heal him as much as he needed, casting Cure Wounds twice, the first healing him for 7 and the last healing him for 6. "There, everyone should be right as rain for now," she said with a crooked smile, "Now, if you will excuse me, I think I'm going to go get some sleep before I die of exhaustion." With that said, she swam a little ways away from everyone else, not really trusting everyone enough to stay as close as they may want.










The silence that stretched over the group caused Hanani to frown, he was mildly surprised that none of the usually bubbly ones jumped on the chance of a free room and more 'glory'. Letting out a sigh, the Magus brought his hand up and pinched the bridge of his nose as if he had a headache, maybe he did, who knew but him? "I think it's a rather easy choice," he finally said, his tone bored, "We get to pick your brain about the tournaments and get access to a really nice room and all we have to do is keep you alive and fight a bunch of crazies to prove we are better than everyone else here..." He shrugged his shoulders as if the choice was obvious, which it was to him. Who would possibly pass up the opportunity to sleep in such a nice room and get all the information possible about past tournaments that he may know about. Plus, if they had an enemy in plain sight, it would be good to get as much information about them as possible so they could dispatch them quickly.




Thankfully, the two Octopi that had been summoned by the Druid seemed to head her call to attack, as the first quickly lashed out shortly after Koan attacked the great beast. With a quick strike, the sea creature lashed out at the Kraken at first, only to soon have it wrapped in all 8 tentacles, holding the paralyzed creature in its grasp dealing a total of 24 damage and initiating grapple. Sure the Kraken and the Octopus were the same size, but the Octopus had more legs, and therefore more coverage as is completely secured the creature in its hold, rendering itself useless unless it wished to release the creature. That was ok though, because there was a second and it took the time to lazily move over the heads of the others, tentacles occasionally brushing against a head or a shoulder... (pretty sure there is a joke some where in here about an octopus looking like a beholder or a beholder looking like an octopus, but lets not tell Dyn'zer'head about that). Once in position, this Octopus also lashed out, though it was clear it did so with much more force than the first as the crack of the tentacle rang out under the water dealing 22 for max damage but does not grapple. Maybe Adrevz should have been more specific and had it attack the construct? Not that it mattered, because the creature lazily floated back to it's position behind its counterpart, as if it knew there just wasn't enough room for it's dangling tentacle-y body to just float above them all should it decide to grab onto the Kraken as well. Sure, they weren't exactly smart creatures, but instinct telling them there just wasn't room to strangle their prey worked just as well.

@Hekazu - silent joke made just for you
@JBRam2002 - time for the Creature to do a thing?




She had two options, either try to get out of the Kraken's grasp, or introduce him to some 8 tentacled friends of her own. Only problem? There wasn't much room for them it seemed and it would get very crowded, very fast, Giant Octopi had a tendency of taking up a lot of space. Then again, there was room for her hunter shark, but she rather have something that could grapple this thing that had her in it's stupid suction-cupped hold. "I am starting to like it here less and less," she muttered under her breath as she opted for the two Giant Octopi that would end up taking up the other route coming from the opposite side of the Kraken. They were squishy, but they would work as a distraction... she hoped. Puffing out her cheeks, she did her best to look towards where she wanted these Giant creatures to appear and cast her spell, using up that last of her level three spells. They were definitely going to need to rest somewhere after this monstrosity was taken care of, too many people were injured and she was not about to let Cynthia continue onward with the wounds she had received. As the Spell cast, one Octopus appeared right next to the Kraken, and then the other right behind that one, she couldn't think of any other creatures worth bringing forward. Sure, they weren't anything special but at least they had the ability to grab things as well. Luckily enough, she had a good feeling that she would get at least one use out of the things before the Kraken's next attack, but here was to hoping that she got more than that... much more. "Attack!" she shouted to the Octopi she had summoned.









Hanani looked at Ming with a raised brow, it wasn't like she hid what she was, or that it wasn't mildly obvious to anyone who had to study about such beings as they worked on becoming a Paladin, though it was interesting to know how it was the man knew what Mercy was. Sure, she was entirely black, but there were black blades out there that were not sentient and out of those that were, they weren't nearly as mouthy as his was. "I think it would also be good to know what exactly we will be dealing with within this tournament," he stated calmly, "And no Ming, you do not stink, I don't think you ever have with how religiously you seem to try and bathe." He cracked the smallest of smiles, which quickly dropped when he looked back at Marthysan.

While the room was extravagant, it wasn't anything Hanani had not expected as he had gathered that being a winner allotted you certain... comforts. Then there was the case of the individual who had gotten kicked from the last one, which he had heard someone mention at some point. He couldn't really remember who, nor did he really care who as that wasn't the important part, just that it was possible. As he stood there and looked around, his rather large cat decided now was a good time to rub up against everyone's legs, including the Paladin that stood before them. "Traitor," he muttered to the cat as the dog sized Siamese did as it pleased before gracefully jumping onto the couch and curling up, content it seemed to just sleep. As for the other's, he simply scanned the room and looked at them all, it would be nice to have an actual bed that was comfortable to sleep in. "Who do we have to look out for? Are there things we need to stay away from? People to stay away from?"










Hanani stared at the individual that had started to talk to them, his eyes narrowing as he listened intently to words spoken and did his best to read between any lines that may be there. By the time the man, Marthysan was it? By the time he finished talking, the Magus determined that he wasn't trying to trick them into anything, but that did not mean that he trusted him indefinitely. No, he would be ready to fight the man if he had to, even if he had won the tournament the year before, Paladins didn't always have to be Good, there were oath breakers for a reason. "I will accompany you Ming," Hanani informed his companion, his arms crossed over his chest as he spoke, stepping up beside the woman, "Can't have you going to a man's quarters alone now can we?" The last bit was meant as a joke, or as close to one as Hanani ever got considering he was rather bad at making them. So much so in fact that he had been known to start fights simply because someone could not tell that he wasn't serious about the words he had said and simply thought him to be rude and inconsiderate, sometimes just down right vulgar. Ok, maybe he was those three things at times, but even he knew there was a time and place for that and clearly right now just wasn't it. Who would pass up the potential opportunity to learn about the Tournament from someone who had already beaten it? If Marthysan wanted to offer up some information, he wasn't one to turn it down, Knowledge is Power they say, he would be stupid for turning his back on such a gold mine.

Of course, Mercy wasn't too happy about this, but Hanani didn't much care at the moment. The Sword would have to deal with the fact that they were going to be spending some time with a former Champion, picking his brain for information that he seemed more than willing to give them at the moment. If he wanted to see them win, then that was just what they had to do considering it was clear that they may be the only ones who didn't know very much about this tournament. Even Hanani and all his reading hadn't come across it, which means he had to just take Marthysan at his word and believe that he was the last Champion, not that he wouldn't remain skeptical the whole time. It was just who he was and if anyone expected any less of him then he was sorely disappointed in them. 'You're really going to agree to let Ming and everyone else go with this guy? Come on, let's just ignore him and go stab at a few people... I'm bored,' Mercy whined, causing Hanani to roll his eyes. "For a sword you are awefully whiny you know," he muttered to his blade, if he hadn't looked crazy before he probably did now, problem with sentient weapons? No one else could understand them and you talking to them looked like you were a few marbles too short upstairs.

>> Rolled 29 on Sense Motive





The state of Cynthia just wouldn't do, not for this tiger, not at all. Clearly displeased by what was happening with the woman who had decided to rush on ahead to fight some inhuman creatures on her own, Adrevz moved forward. When she stopped, she was in between Normian and Cynthia in a diagonal sense, allowing the Druid to place a paw on the other merfolk, no way she was letting her die yet. Nope. Wasn't allowed. She would much rather just eat the construct, as bad as an idea that that was, than let her companion die to the hands of creatures with no soul. Hopefully the new addition to the group would be useful, she really hadn't wanted to waste such a good spell on someone who couldn't get out of a prison, but it just couldn't be helped. As soon as the Huge paw came in contact with Cynthia, the other woman could feel some of her wounds knitting closed, a bit more energy rolling into her beaten body as Adrevz healed her for 18. She would continue to fight for now, and Adrevz would eventually have to sink some teeth into a creature or two to help everyone get out of there without dying. Well, maybe not teeth as it became very noticable to the Tiger that she just couldn't fit properly thanks to a dead body and the two with her. Letting out a sigh that resulted in a comically large bubble, she shifted back into her normal form. It was the first time anyone else would have seen it as they had only ever seen her in her tiger form, as she liked to remain in it as often as possible for ease of defense. No, now she was back to her normal self, stretching out her arms and... well... fin. It wasn't uncomfortable to be in this form, she just preferred the protection of her Tiger form, though this did allow her to use the belt she always wore.

@hekazu - your up
@JBRam2002 - Cynthia got some heals





It was clear that it would take more hits than they could probably afford to break what bared the new female from exiting her cell. It was annoying to say the least, as she seemed to have the strength of a wet noodle after the wounds, healed as they were, she had gotten from the Cerberus that had attacked them not too long ago. Let out a grumble, seeing as Cynthia had darted off to assist with the fight that lay ahead of him, the large tiger gave Alexis a meaningful look. She could not speak to the woman it seemed, but maybe she could put across through a look that she had no intention of harming the female with the plan she had just come up with. Letting out a noise, halfway between a rumble and a grunt, she placed her huge paw against the barrier that kept the other woman confined and gave her a pointed look. She wanted Alexis to touch her paw, if she chose to do so, then she would change the woman into a fish that would be able to slip thought and once she had the time, she would drop the spell so she would be free to do as she needed. If she chose not to, then she would have to try to force it upon her, she much rather just have the woman chose to do so of her own free will. They did not have much time before she would have to go and assist with the battle ahead, Cynthia was there and she did not like that the woman was more or less by herself, against a Kraken no less.



@Hekazu - You're up!
@Guardian Angel Haruki - mentioned



Aether's eyes drifted over to Thessir as he asked his question, her look rather bored, as if she had heard that question many times before. To be fair, she had, far more than she cared to admit. When you had a new group you had to deal with every 500 years then you got used to that particular question. "Has the Nyxian language really degraded into Z's for S's?" the woman asked the male, the corners of her mouth twitching down, the action unseen behind the veil, "Hm... well, I guess it was bound to happen." With a shrug of her shoulders she turned her attention to the interaction between Summer and Zephyr. It was clear that the former slave did not know how to react to the giantess bowing to her, in fact, the discomfort was very clear on the wolf's face at the moment as she looked between the demon and the human. "It's been 3 million years, what do you think happened to them?" Not entirely true, it had been 3 million years since the original sages, but only 500 years since the last rather disappointing set of them.


"You don't have to do that," Summer said to the demon before her, her voice gently brushing against the individual's mind, "I am only half Zephyr and I was raised in Lucerna, so I'm rather far from anything that could resemble a shifter minus my ability to change I guess." She shifted rather uncomfortably and glanced off to the side again. Her voice could be heard by everyone as she spoke to the Demoness, the feel of her voice against their mind mildly strange but not dangerous. Some would probably even be used to such a thing if they had ever spoken to a shifter in animal form before.

Before the one who introduced herself as Aether appeared, she turned her attention away from Zephyr long enough to look back at the one that seemed to cause a change in Aldin's mood. Seeing him, she wasn't sure why her former Master hated the male, but she settled for letting out a low growl at the man, teeth bared, before she turned her attention away.

When the cloaked woman had appeared, Summer's attention was immediately grabbed by her, her nerves disappearing to make way for a curiosity. She looked like a demon, but she did not smell like fire like the one before her did, actually, she didn't much smell of anything at all. Strange really, usually individuals smelled like something, even if it was just their surroundings. Standing up, she hesitantly walked a bit closer to the woman and sniffed at her robes a bit before jumping back, the hackles on her back raised. There had been a strange scent when she got closer, but she couldn't place it, didn't understand it, and that made her even more uncomfortable than what was happening now.
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