Ryuko_Matoi said
I listen to you guys i haven't cut or thought of suicide for 3 weeks and i keep it in i cant anymore i just can its driving me crazy................

kishin asura said
..... you don't have to keep it in.... you can talk to us about it...... just....

Akihisa Yoshii said
DAMN IT! Of all the times for my to be on the fritz. Come on! Amie-chan please... don't...

Ryuko_Matoi said
its hard *holds myslef into a ball*

Ryuko_Matoi said
its hard *holds myslef into a ball*

Ryuko_Matoi said
sorry about the cry theme at this time and i wont its making me depressed badly ive been clean for 3 wees since friday and i happy about that im just getting depressed keeping all the hate and sadness in.

kishin asura said
So don't keep it all in. up emotions is never good for anyone. Y'know?

Ryuko_Matoi said
i have to or my dad will make fun of me and say he will hit me if i cry he may not hurt me physical but he downs mentally and emotionally

kishin asura said
......wow your father's a douche.

Ryuko_Matoi said
yet he protects me from my drunk mom and lets me have what ever i want he just want me to be like him he barley crys and shows emotions

kishin asura said
.......oh......

Ryuko_Matoi said
i feel better now im watchin funny cry vids and ive got some of the stress off my chest and i have kinda of a surprise when chris get back

kishin asura said
*smiles* good to know

Ryuko_Matoi said
the surprise has to do with two different things with cry

kishin asura said
Cool

Ryuko_Matoi said
*waits for chris*

Akihisa Yoshii said
I'm back...

Ryuko_Matoi said
ok let mt type the thing out ill introduce it with an rp