@Rica, I don't understand how living with a couple would prevent you for speaking your mind. If they are truly your friends, then they would listen to you rather than avoid you. You can't keep thinking that things will just turn into shit if you talk about your feelings. Your life will just get more harder.

Sometimes you just got to 'show your hand' as I would always say and take a risk in life. Taking risks in life can have far greater awards than taking the 'easy road'.

tmw you can only remember the RP ideas you really want to do when you're full on RPs and then forget them when you have openings/time.

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@The Spectre I have tried. I have tried repeatedly and it ends one of two ways.

Either they repeatedly defend one another and essentially gang up on me, or they go into how much I hurt them by implying in the first place that they would ever do that. (In turn just shutting me up and apologizing for hurting their feelings and I just end up sitting there feeling stupid and/or guilty)

It never ends in a way that involves actually considering why I might feel this way or if they actually might be wrong or acting hurtful.

They aren't awful people at all. I adore them both. But they have their faults and this is one of them.

I don't doubt they care about me (shit one of them helped me with a very personal and disgusting health issue that I couldn't handle alone) but when it comes to each other they can be very blind to the tiny faults. (Such as forgetting to do this or that) They aren't blind to mine.

@The Spectre I have tried. I have tried repeatedly and it ends one of two ways.

Either they repeatedly defend one another and essentially gang up on me, or they go into how much I hurt them by implying in the first place that they would ever do that. (In turn just shutting me up and apologizing for hurting their feelings and I just end up sitting there feeling stupid and/or guilty)

It never ends in a way that involves actually considering why I might feel this way or if they actually might be wrong or acting hurtful.

They aren't awful people at all. I adore them both. But they have their faults and this is one of them.

I don't doubt they care about me (shit one of them helped me with a very personal and disgusting health issue that I couldn't handle alone) but when it comes to each other they can be very blind to the tiny faults. (Such as forgetting to do this or that) They aren't blind to mine.

Then escalate it to the next level in a responsible manner. I don't know the context so I can't say want that is, but you should plan for stuff like this accordingly.

@TheEvanCat I won't go into some long ass detailed story but there was no way to predict what went down. I trusted one of the people involved (the other is still 'new') so I'm mostly just being stung with the feeling of betrayal.

I'm not sure if I am really good at a game, or if I'm not even trying. Half the time it's like I don't even tap into my best potential.

Tonight is the day before work, which I'm preparing to get complaints from my boss to leave something in a team of coworkers' hands in the case of something that they haven't learned to do. My coworkers in the back were still working, and I had already finished most of my plate, and they were using the exact thing that I needed to clean, and the one working on said thing decided to have 10-20 minute chat sessions with a few patrons. And I wasn't going to stick around for another half hour or forty minutes with my thumb up my ass doing nothing, since I'd be playing that coworker's game.

Other thing said coworker does is;
Call me names in his own language, thinking I won't understand him.
Self delusion of grandeur.
Vandalized one of my posters encouraging my coworkers to stay on task, the other coworkers took the poster well, but not the vandalized part.

Paying tuition for college hopefully next Monday. If it doesn't happen, then I'll try Spring. While working my normal schedule for six more months.

I swear to God, if we're friends like you say we are, then why the fuck do I feel like I'm talking to a wall?

Lay it on me : today's bullshit, any complaints, funny/sad/enlightening/stupid/angry/depressing stories, anything BUT THE FUCKING "It was ok" placeholder, because FRIENDS SHARE SHIT. If I wanted a dumping bag for all my complaints and experiences I have the entire fucking Internet minus you to work with, vlogs, blogs and all.

But I'm trying to have a life outside of doing time-killers enthusiastically (education and work). That includes doing shit for other people too. That includes being there to trade an emotion, an experience, a thought, a point of debate, etc. But it's pretty fucking evident you don't even think about that, and if us being friends is just "k"s and "sup"s and "not much" (you didnt even add hbu for the past 17 times you've given that response, much less axe me a question), then I strongly, strongly believe us to be acquaintances, and NOT friends.

If I have to start anything 100% of the time, that's me driving our relationship with no destination or goals, let alone progress in any manner. And I can't be fucked trying to live both my off and online lives on top of your life, but apparently I've also got to be the one driving this 1-man parade to the ground. So kindly, do fuck off. We're not friends, we're classmates, coworkers, acquiantances. Just anything BUT friends.

I hate it when female actresses are trying to emulate Ellen Page's brand of teenage snark. No one does it as good as she did it, so just fucking stop.

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You're both victim shaming losers.

Well done.

I hate it when female actresses are trying to emulate Ellen Page's brand of teenage snark. No one does it as good as she did it, so just fucking stop.

i dont think it's just female actresses
also, i agree with ruby's above post. mocking people who are too afraid to leave/manipulated into staying in an abusive relationship is not cool. ever.

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i dont think it's just female actresses
also, i agree with ruby's above post. mocking people who are too afraid to leave/manipulated into staying in an abusive relationship is not cool. ever.

Well Its a good thing I dont base my opinions on what you think is or isn't cool.

I hate it when female actresses are trying to emulate Ellen Page's brand of teenage snark. No one does it as good as she did it, so just fucking stop.

When was Ellen Page snarky? Because like the snarky actress these days is Aubrey Plaza or like Anna Kendrick's Twitter while Ellen Page is like who

I'm starting to doubt the entertainment value of collabs. The most fun I've had in months in the Guild came from a recent spot where a bunch of my co-players and I played out a scene by individual posts in the IC. That really casts light on why I've regained so much of my old love for the Guild and my characters lately and why I've reconsidered hanging my RPing towel.

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Well Its a good thing I dont base my opinions on what you think is or isn't cool.

ok, i'm sorry, but i've tried to be patient here. this isn't a case of opinions or what is and isn't cool, this is a case of mocking people who are abused and manipulated and afraid makes you look like an utter dickhead, which, based on your behaviour on other forums, seems to be your whole shtick. and you know that thing on your profile about you liking to make friends? the chances of that'll get pretty slim. in some forums you seem like a chill guy, and if you're struggling irl or whatever and this is why you're acting like this, then i'm sorry and i hope you feel better, but lines have to be drawn. there's people on the guild who've actually been victims of abuse (and it doesn't appear that you have been, but correct me if i'm wrong) and posting stuff like that just makes them feel like absolute shit. it's disrespectful and unecessary, and if you think it's some sort of joke then let me assure you - it sure as hell isn't funny.

I'm starting to doubt the entertainment value of collabs. The most fun I've had in months in the Guild came from a recent spot where a bunch of my co-players and I played out a scene by individual posts in the IC. That really casts light on why I've regained so much of my old love for the Guild and my characters lately and why I've reconsidered hanging my RPing towel.

i think it's honestly a case of what the current scene's mood is. sometimes it's fun, sometimes it's not.

@Wade Wilson Point blank period. I don't have to do what you say.

Carry on now.

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i think it's honestly a case of what the current scene's mood is. sometimes it's fun, sometimes it's not.

Yeah, I think you're right. In my case, most times it feels like they drag on a tad too long for my liking. I get lost in the middle of it and have no idea whether I should write my character's PoV or if I should write him or her as the "npc" in the situation. I suppose it's just time for me to switch things up. I remember enjoying collabs a lot when I started doing 'em.

@Wade Wilson Point blank period. I don't have to do what you say.

Carry on now.

i never said you had to do anything, i just expressed my honest dislike for what you said. i mean, if ever you "change your ways", then yay, but feel free to carry on. i don't even want to try anymore.

Now that crap is out of the way.....

I really hate the free-flow combat system, it worked in arkham asylum but since then it just feels like cheap ass minigame. I don't feel like I'm in a fight with that system. Shadow of Mordor, Mad Max, Sleeping Dogs....its all a repetitive mess.

I thought Shadow of Mordor did it well.