@Gowi
Is that a FACTion?

@Gowi
Is that a FACTion?

@HaleyTheRandom
Heh, regardless of whether I actually am those things or not, it's refreshing to know you don't think I am. My own perspective about words like "preachy" and "self-righteous" is that they're entirely subjective terms; so I am those things to some people and I'm not to others. It's impossible for me to have a personal opinion regarding myself on those things because the words I "preach" are what I believe. I openly admit to the long-windedness, thanks to me having legitimately floods of thoughts going on through my mind at all times that I'm literally unable to put a lid on. Honestly, even when my posts are huge I'm only giving a fraction of what's going on in this screwed up head of mine.

You're probably right about me needing to cut myself some slack a bit; sometimes I feel like I'll die long before I finish my work just because of what stress does to my body. I guess I just don't know how to switch off for a little while. Good to know that my advice is better as a result of the way my mind works. I've always assumed that, but it's better when other people say it since it makes it sound less subjective. There's good days and bad days, for sure; I'm just having one of my nastier nights right now.

I don't particularly mind giving names (it's part of the discussion I had earlier), but if you want to know I'd be mentioning it over PM. No worries about hunting them down (even if it was a joke), since it's not like I care what they think. My ability to just say "fuck 'em" is precisely one of the reasons I'm still on the site, actually. I don't inherently care what they think, however that's also my undoing; because I don't care what they think, if enough people irritate me on the site I could imagine myself just deciding the place isn't worth my time at all. You guys really are the only reason I bother being here. I don't need to role-play here; I have other ways (in fact my primary role-playing has been put on hold due to this place distracting me). If I didn't think the people I'm getting to know here were worth it, I'd have left by now; I rarely stay on a site for that long usually unless I created it, and even then I "exodus" a lot. I'm an internet nomad, I guess.