So.... After a bit of deliberating.
Because things are going on in life, he's been super busy as is another. Then the case of my anxieties, I think I'm going to put this project in the grave.
It isn't that I don't like doing this rp, because that is untrue.
Last year was just hell on me emotionally, and the very start of this year, I rightfully went off on someone I made nothing but excuses for, because "He is my friend, right?" No, just no. I cut that person out hard.
For the time being, I just been playing BloodBorne, Witcher, FF12 The Zodiac Age. (Holy shit am I OP there.) And just Kingdom Hearts Franchise.
And right now between all that, I'm trying to maintain my center and just try to be me again. Because the person I cut out of my life has given me 6 years of pain, which lead to a lot of people I knew off here as friends, turning on me because I made so many defenses for this flawed person, who in reality was just a very lazy, manipulative person who talked shit behind all his customers. Yet treated me like shit because "Eeeh, You're not special, just a translator."
Like, I'm emotionally just beat from the relief and trying to find my footing again. And trying to learn to love my own work and ideas.
If I ever do start a new rp, it will probably be one from my ideas, and I'd more than likely invite you guys, because despite the ups and downs, and distance, I consider you all my friends.
I just apologize for trimming this Rp out.