Casey’s Office
A few hours later, the two of them were down in Casey's office.
Trisha basically hadn't left his side since he'd woken back up from nearly dying. She was too worried that he'd just disappear - like he had in the illusion, like everyone else had in her life. Her plan for the day, to get her own office setup and everything sorted on the computer provided, was completely discarded. It may just be one room away, but that was too far. So she did what she'd said she would the night before, and climbed onto Casey's lap to just cling. Cuddling in as close as she could to him, legs awkwardly wrapped around him and arms shoved under his to hold onto him. He could still see over her head, pressed in under his chin, at the screens if he needed to. She just needed to be close to him. To feel that he was there. Pressing in close while doing what she normally would, silently suppressing the memories dragged back up and the feelings that came with it. Everything but the sullenness and frustration at her own situation was buried.
Eventually, her thoughts were less chaotic. Things started to calm down, though she didn't cling to Casey any less. Just relaxed more, last bits of tension leaving her body. But there was still a paranoia there, a fragility that could lead to her shattering easily. She enjoyed the silent cuddling, not needing words between them, but as her mind got less jumbled the irritating thoughts she didn't want also became clearer. The silence didn't help.
“I think…" she trailed off, pulling her head back just a bit to speak. What was she thinking, what did she want to say?
“I really need to learn how to use a gun."Casey nodded his head at Trisha’s admission. At first, he’d been fairly uncomfortable with her clinging to him in his lap, as he had to adjust to actually using the computer with the equivalent of a full ruck hanging off his chest. It was awkward, but he was thankful that Furio’s loved to stay comfortable; the “Commander’s Chair” was a plush leather thing with its own cup holder and full reclining range.
On many occasions, that chair had served as a bed; to the point that there was another chair placed so perfectly behind it that when one fully reclined, it served as a second support to ensure that the held body could rotate and jostle without fear of tipping.
It was certainly strong enough for the both of them. Casey had, at this point, tucked Trisha up a bit so her bottom rested a bit on the desk. He didn’t want to cut her circulation off anywhere, but he needed to be closer to the desk to work. His tattered glove, the channeler he’d Kindled into, fit snug to his right hand. He needed to channel to be able to actually see the screens, after all.
What was on them? A whole lot of sleeping prisoners, people kept hundreds of feet underground. Malcontents, Aberrants without the ability to control themselves, the shame and sadness of the Temple of Charming and Graceful individuals.
Every so often, the monitors swapped to another feed. Dorms, not-so-public places, family rooms, common areas, offices from the Temple’s main grounds all the way up to Seattle. Things Casey didn’t want to watch. So he was mostly ignoring them, waiting for what Furio had described as “The Call to Action.”
It sounded like the same bullshit from the recruitment office when he joined the Army. The call to action…
He’d wound up slipping his pistol out and taking Trisha down the hall to the armory to get some cleaning supplies before making way for the desk again. With her still clung tight to him, his sweet Koala Bee, he’d started to clean the weapon from being fired that morning. He was proud enough of Trisha for doing what had to be done, but now she was taking a more vested interest.
”I like the way you think, Koala Bee… We can start you off with something small. That way you can get used to the jumping and the popping and stuff.”He had disassembled the entire pistol, and laid it in pieces on a rag while he applied a bit of spray-on cleaner into the barrel.
”It’d just make me feel a whole lot safer. We can only do so much protection and magical locking, you know? There’ll probably be a point when you need something extra.”As he finished, he planted a kiss on the top of her head.
Trisha nodded, twisting around so that she could look at the pistol. She was surprised she'd even shot it… or that it had done anything. Had it, even?
“I don't want the bees to get hurt either. They can fight things, I can command them to do it efficiently, but I feel every one that dies… and they're so small. I don't want to be stuck inside surrounded by magical locks either."She'd never felt a need to learn any other way to defend herself, even when Father Wolf first appeared. Maybe she'd just accepted that if he appeared, that was it. But now she didn't want that to be the case.
“Definitely something small, I'd need to hit the gym for anything remotely heavy." She then tilted her head, watching what he was doing with both interest and confusion.
“Do you need to clean it after every shot? Isn't that a bit inefficient?"Casey laughed, imagining having to clean the gun after every single shot.
”No, no… But if you go through a lot of shots, or you think it may be a while, you should do it. Honestly, I’m… It's… Like a fidget spinner, for me. Something to do with my hands that isn’t going to disturb or bother you. I can’t really use the ammo press with you like this, so…-”He wound up over explaining as usual, and almost instantly realized he was making it sound like her being there was a problem.
”-So, rather than having to be without you, or make my sweet girl get down, I figured I’d do, well, this.” he punctuated, shoving a bristle-covered rod into the barrel to brush it out and make sure the cleaner spread evenly.
Just as Casey had anticipated, Trisha started to get a bit irritated at what felt like a not so subtle suggestion that she was just getting in the way. But he soothed that annoyance, and the anxieties that came with it, when he continued. Her being here wasn't a problem. It wasn't annoying. He'd chosen to do something he could while she hugged him.
“Mm, I'm glad you chose me over the ammo press… So you normally don't have to do it after just one shot, but it's something to do? I understand… with the bee maintenance, I'd sometimes clean the hive when I didn't really need to. It was something to do that-"She completely cut off mid sentence. Her slightly parted lips pressed together, and her eyes narrowed and glazed over. Like she was seeing something else entirely, rather than looking at him like she had been as she talked. Her mind wasn't there at all - she couldn't see him, or feel him. Only the recollection she'd suddenly been dragged into.
The bees that had been relaxing around the room, a group of about twenty sitting in various, out of the way places started to get irritated and confused. They started buzzing, but without any pheromonal commands at all, they didn't know what to do. She was still there, but not. It confused them, and they started flying about the room with loud buzzes, seemingly without direction.
It wasn’t her sudden silence that caused his gaze to rise up and look around. It was the bees starting to go about their business in a more unpredictable way. They were starting to make their way toward her last “known” location, and Casey looked down with a furrowed brow to see what the hell had happened that made her call them.
The glassy look on her face didn’t make him feel good. Not at all. He immediately moved to a sharp piece of metal, mashing it into his hand and letting it split his palm open on a nerve; a test of his reality. With a grunt, he pulled the metal fragment back out and began to channel White Lux in a wide detector range.
Norm and a few of the others were in the other office. As it washed further down the building, he could see the influence of the Wampus Cat Aura closer to the basement. That wasn’t what was happening. So, he did the only thing he could think to do, and turned his lux on Trisha. White washed across her, looking for any sort of external signal or a curse that may’ve been placed on her.
But there wasn’t anything… It wasn’t even a health issue; her heart rate wasn’t climbing by much, she wasn’t feverish.
”Trisha!? Trisha!?” he growled, shaking her with his free hand and speaking low enough that nobody would run to his assistance.
Trisha came back with a gasp, hands grasping at Casey's shirt and her eyes immediately squeezing shut. She hadn't heard anything he said, but he was still shaking her, which didn't help at all.
“What the fuck?!" she whispered hoarsely, still not quite aware of where she was, not really talking to Casey. It was just like all the dreams she'd had, except she wasn't sleeping this time. She'd still been dragged into it. If anything it was worse when she wasn't sleeping. She grimaced, curling forward and into Casey, trembling slightly.
“Why do you keep showing me her."Raven Jones. A person Trisha had known, but things she didn't know about her. Before she met her. Long before… Things she didn't want to know. More warnings and insistence that she do things she wasn't capable of doing. Was she the only one getting these visions? Why? She didn't want to. She took a deep breath, seeming to calm down a bit. Her pheromones, strangely weak, evened out and the bees immediately went for her, landing in her hair and on her neck. She pulled back a little bit to peek up at Casey, trying to smile.
“Sorry… that probably scared you. I'm fine, all fine, don't worry." Casey stared at Trisha, dumbfounded that she’d have the audacity to suggest that she was fine at that point.
”That probably scared you?” he asked her back, eyes narrowed at her.
”Trisha… You can’t possibly expect me to believe you…”His free hand, not covered in fresh blood, moved to her face. His rough thumb brushed against the soft flesh of her cheek.
”You have got to stop lying to me… I don’t expect you to tell me all your deepest darkest secrets, Trisha, but you cannot keep outright lying. Especially now… Now that I can tell.” he gave her a stern look.
Trisha's eyes widened, fingers tightening into the fabric of Casey’s shirt. Her head jerked back, breathing quickening. He could tell? Since when could he tell? The… since the ceremony? How much had she lied, how much did he notice, was he disappointed? How was she supposed to stop? Covering up anything below the surface of her, lying about it all, was second nature. Lying, resenting, blaming others… All to maintain the facade that was her. But he could tell?
And he was annoyed. She tried to channel some of that normal irritation and resentment, to snap back at him about using lie detection magic on her, but all she felt was
fear. This was it, this was the moment he realised-
“I- I- I-” She stammered out, visibly wilting underneath his stern gaze. Disappointed. Just like… just like everyone in her life looked at her eventually…
“D-don’t… I… But-”Casey stopped her before she could continue. His eyes closed and he shook his head before pulling her closer to him. He held her, like he never wanted to let her go.
”Trisha… You’re okay. It's okay, Baby… If it’s hurting you so badly, I don’t want to know. Not if it’s going to do this to you. I’m sorry.” he said quietly, gloved hand running through her hair before starting to rub her back.
”Maybe I don’t know what slow means… ‘Cuz I love you, and I don’t want you to be afraid of me. Or, telling me things. And maybe I don’t really know what love is either, but I know enough to know that I’m here. For you. In spite of everything else.” He did his best to keep his wounded palm away from her, so he didn’t stain her clothing.
”Just… Tell me it’s a topic for later; I won’t push unless I have to. But, God… Stop saying things you don’t mean.”Trisha’s head snapped up to stare at him, eyes wide. What? He loved her? He couldn’t love her, it was too soon. But she couldn’t decide his feelings. If he did, that meant he wouldn’t leave her. No, it would hurt more when he did.
“I’m not afraid of you, I’m afraid of you leaving me,” she whispered, before she could stop the words from coming out. Just like everyone did when they got beneath the surface. It was why she kept people up there. Covered up the ugly insides. The faulty product of her terrible parents.
“If I stop, you’ll know- you’ll know that- you won’t like it. You don’t love me, you love the fake me. Who I pretend to be.” It wasn’t quite true, because she’d been more herself with Casey than she had many past partners. Comfortable to pull down that rich, pretty girl exterior and just be herself. But it still covered up all of her issues. He’d only gotten a glimpse, and she’d tried her best to avoid even that.
“Nobody ever cares. I don’t know why you’d be there when-” When even her mother never had been. When even she’d abandoned her. It was the closest Trisha had ever gotten to saying it outloud, or telling the whole truth. But she couldn’t. She was scared she’d even gotten close.
“I’ll- I’ll try to stop.” Casey shook his head. She could feel him giggle to himself. She could feel him adjusting her in his arms to look at her. He was smiling. It wasn’t a big smile, or like he was smug. He was just happy to see her.
”Last night, you implied to my Sister that our Dad didn’t love us. If I was gonna leave you for something you said? It’d have been there… Because I know for a fact he did love us. All of us. And it hurt me too, that you said that. But I can’t imagine something worse: You’d have to kill my turtle maliciously in front of me or something stupid… Something crazy, y’know?”Casey’s head dipped a bit to make sure she was looking at him.
”So, please… Worried or not, if I feel like I don’t want to be with you? I’d talk to you about it first. I’m not a boy, Trisha… I killed other people to protect the world we live in. I won’t waste what I fought for by hurting you. That’s why, like… There’s gonna be secrets. Right? Stuff I can’t tell you because of the nature of my work. But, I’ll do my best for you too… To make sure I don’t lie to you.”Even with him saying it like that, it was difficult for Trisha to believe. Over twenty years of issues, of rejections and never being good enough and being discarded for others, couldn’t just be spoken away. But she believed he was being genuine, right now. He hadn’t left her last night when she’d said that. When she’d assumed everyone’s world was just like hers - with parents who didn’t love them. But really, she’d just been jealous.
“My dad didn’t love me. I shouldn’t have lashed out because of that.” Trisha said, more honest than she had been for a long time - admitting to something all of her siblings knew, but that she’d never say. The closest she’d come to really taking responsibility for something. She spoke without much emotion to it - James Vanburen had been dead for ten years. She’d come to terms with it a bit… until she had to hear about fathers so different from her own.
“I’m not used to talking. None of my exes- only Reyna bothered. I’m not used to it… but no more lying, I’ll really try. Even if there’s secrets.” She gnawed on her lip, before smiling slightly at him. She wasn’t relaxed, she only felt a bit more secure in everything, but he hadn’t lashed out. She’d talked and he hadn’t lashed out, or shut her down, or just completely ignored her. Hadn’t told her she was unreasonable. It was a start.
“I saw another dream. I was there watching this other person’s life. The same person I’ve had dreams about before. But I can’t tell you why it affected me so much.” In a way, she wished she could. Then she could get rid of the burden that wasn’t really her own.
“It’s a family secret. We have those too.”A tear welled up in his eye, and Casey was quick to wrap his arms around her again.
”That was hard?” he asked her. It wasn’t sarcastic, but he was definitely asking it genuinely. He didn’t really get-
Oh… No… He got it. People get defensive when they’re asked to explain themselves: Of course she was going to have a problem with it. There weren’t too many people, he figured, who were happy to smile and giggle and openly joke about being a cultist. That was something, coincidentally, that Lynette
had given to her kids. So much surveillance meant that you didn’t have secrets. Everything was always out on the table at all times.
Even outsiders got it, because the premise was just too ridiculous. Too silly, until you looked up the website for the Temple, or saw a couple pamphlets… Or saw that the woman in charge dressed her whole organization like an extended Addams Family. She flirted with the open, tantilizing those who would be caught up and taunting whatever authority may exist… He was, if anything, from an atypical family of rebellious spirits. His perceptions were so much different.
She’d said another dream. Another. Like… Yesterday being the first? He did have questions, that couldn’t be mistaken. But his strong feeling of care toward her overrode the situation fully.
”Yesterday… Mom passed her spellbook to me. Helped me open the Pale in my Eye. Strangely, our minds work similarly; all of her spells just… Made sense. Like I’d made them myself. So, now… Now you’re kind of stuck with me being aware. I’m doing my best to not pay attention, but… I’m sorry. I’ll notice things. Like, yesterday. You lied about your dream. I accepted it, because I have to lie to you about it too.”He offered the final admission as an olive branch, hoping she’d understand that she wasn’t the only guilty one. Casey hoped that Trisha would be able to take some comfort in that.
“Oh, well…” Trisha shifted uncomfortably. She couldn’t lie about being comfortable with it, because he’d know, and she’d just said she wouldn’t. Of course she didn’t like there being that awareness, because then she couldn’t hide things. But it wasn’t like he could turn it off.
“I’m kind of used to it. Reyna read me the whole time we were together, because she was also aware. As long as you don’t start using any of those spying spells which… I trust that you won’t.”Not that she’d been happy with it overall, but she could accept it with Casey. He… he said he was trying to not pay attention to it. He wasn’t being malicious with it. But he had known she lied about that dream yesterday… and he’d just have to lie in response. Really, they both lied. That meant they didn’t have to talk about it, right? Couldn’t. It would just remain an unspoken understanding.
“Yesterday’s dream and today’s dream were different. Today’s and the ones before it aren’t to do with the Temple. I just don’t know why I’m having any of them.” She didn’t want him thinking she kept dreaming about things he’d have to lie about, or worry about covering up. It was unrelated… would be to her, if there weren’t mentions of the Snake, and she hadn’t known Raven, once.
If the dream from the day before had to do with his own Father, like he assumed it did due to her branding, then that meant that the rest probably had to do with what Leon had described to their therapist in a recent check-in. Recollections about things having to do with Sycamore. It was a can of worms he didn’t want to break into. Which was the worst part: He didn’t
want them to be involved. It would’ve been perfect if the two of them could’ve just skittered off somewhere private forever.
But now it was his job to know things, so he could only store the concept away within the annals of his memory for later use.
”Can I… Ask you again, about what you dreamed yesterday? I don’t want to, so if you answer with any kind of soft no, I’ll take it. But… If it was him? That would mean you saw him before I did. For the first time in like, twelve? Years? I know… It isn’t really him. But, if you did… I’d love to know if he still…”He wanted to know because, despite every little bit of pain he’d put Casey through, that little boy still wanted to hear his Father say that he was proud. Proud of the Adept that he’d become, and prouder still of the soldier that he was.
All the times he’d cried, screamed in pain. He wanted to know if Maxwell saw.
”Sorry… Never mind. That’s me being selfish. But…-”The elevator outside dinged, sliding open with a whirring noise.
Company…Without turning around the corner, someone knocked on the half-open door.
”Hellooo? Casey?” Ed’s somewhat weak voice came from outside the door.
He sighed, shaking his head.
”Hey… Close the door for a second? Just talking about something real quick.” Casey said, speaking out into the hall.
Ed made an “oop” noise, and quickly swung the door closed to wait for his permission to enter. Casey took a deep breath.
”It’s Ed. Mia’s with her. Probably here to apologize. I’ll tell them to come again another time if you want. We don’t have to deal with it right now.” he offered, whispering to Trisha as he held her tightly.
Trisha leaned in closer to him, smiling slightly. While she didn’t really want to talk to Ed and Mia right now, she also wasn’t going to want to do it tomorrow. Or the day after. In a way today had already been ruined, with the cats and the waking dream. She’d rather just deal with it all today.
“I’d like to get it over with, so it’s not hanging over us. But thank you,” she said softly, leaning in to lightly kiss him.
“For being so considerate.”She hesitated just in front of him. She felt a little bit more comfortable in… them. In being able to talk about things. Just a little bit.
“He did… I think. It was all about you,” she whispered, before pulling back a bit. Her hands came to rest on his arms, lightly squeezing.
“Let’s let them in? Or… go talk somewhere else, if we need to?”Casey shook his head.
”We’ll talk in here… Can you get me the first-aid kit out of the bathroom here?” he pointed toward it, then held up his significantly bloody hand.
”When I saw you lost in the dream, I nailed myself to see if it was the cats again…” he said embarrassed.
”I’ll let them in, just… I would love gauze and alcohol.” he smiled. As he stood up, he was still holding onto her with his good hand underneath her thighs.
Gently, playfully and as if you suggest she get moving, he patted her ass with his gloved hand.
”Pleeeeease?”Trisha gaped at his hand for a moment, head slowly shaking. Had he just been sitting there with his hand bleeding the whole time? Not saying anything? Seriously?
His hand was bleeding everywhere, but he still had the time to play around. Not that she minded. She quite liked it… but not when he was bleeding everywhere! She spun around and grabbed the offending, gloved hand.
“Maybe I should just let you bleed out?” She retorted, holding up his hand in her own and giving it what seemed like an admonishing glare. But then squeezed it, fingers scratching the back of it playfully.
“You’re lucky I really like you. I’m not normally the first-aid kit collecting type.”She spun back around and hurried over into the bathroom. Thankfully the first-aid kit was stored in the same place as the one in their bathroom, and she knew where that was after last night. She considered opening it for a moment, to just get what was needed, then just lifted up the whole thing. What if there were different types of gauze, or something? So she grabbed the whole kit, turned back around and made her way back into the main office.
“I got it, do you need help with the gauze again?”Casey took the pack and unzipped it, quickly ripping into it for some disinfectant and a gauze pad along with a wad of cotton gauze to sop up any bleeding.
”Nahhh, thank you Babe. I l-”He said it earlier… Now he wanted to say it again.
”-like how… Responsive you are. It's a good quality in the military; when you can take instruction under duress.”He smiled, holding his hand up and rubbing against her cheek.
”I won’t oversay it… Promise.”He smiled at her, slowly backing away to the door before opening it. Trisha would be able to watch him stare at the people outside the door with a glazed look on his face. Ed’s voice was quiet, almost so Trisha wasn’t able to hear her.
”It takes that?”His voice was clear enough, and he sounded a bit annoyed, but stepped to the side and allowed the two young women to come into the office before he closed the door behind them.
They both immediately looked at Trisha, and Ed bowed her head subtly toward her. The two of them looked
sweaty. Like they’d been in a pool, or working out in a hot gym. But they were both dressed in house clothes; Ed in the typical basketball shorts and a t-shirt while Mia had a crop top and some cute pajama pants with little bears on them.
They both felt
off. Like their acknowledgement moved slower than their eyes did. Like the life in their eyes had been drained.
”Hey Trrrisha…” Mia spoke aloud.
Her head was down a little, slumped almost. It wasn’t clear whether or not it was anxiety or their ill-defined habit.
”We… I… I suck, dude.” she said openly, turning her head up to look at Trisha. Her eyes were narrowed, sleepy, drooping… Like she was melting on herself.
”I said stuff last night that I probably meant, but can’t say sober. That doesn’t mean… That you needed to be the stick I tried to beat. So, I’m sorry for that.”Ed furrowed her brow and sighed.
”Ugh, Mimi…”Casey laughed, looking at Trisha, then back to Ed.
”Do you even remember what you said?” he asked aloud to Mia.
She only shook her head slowly in response.
”Y’know this really sucks? I get promoted, invite you to my night, try and involve you as much as I can? For your insecurities and your little voices to make the time worse?”Ed frowned, getting a bit closer to Mia and holding onto her hand. Mia could only avert her eyes from her Brother’s in shame.
”Heyyyyy… That’s not… Fair. Plenty got said that shouldn’t have… Not nice things.” her gaze turned to Trisha. The slow, smoldering ember eyes.
”But it was… All a stupid thing, Mimi… Right?”Mia looked up at Trisha again. Her eyes were suddenly wide, almost pleading for Trisha’s belief.
”It wassss! It was, it was, Trisha! It was… Me. Casey said… I’m… Not right. Insecure. Stupid.”Ed shook her head, batting Mia’s arm with her hand as hard as she could muster. It wasn’t.
”Stooop. The… Self pity shit is what makes it… Y’know, like, we should… Just own it.”Trisha frowned. Obviously, she wasn’t happy to be having this conversation, even though she’d agreed to having it now. She didn’t like the fact Mia had forgotten when she remembered, the self pitying, the way Ed looked at her. She felt tense, pushing down her immediate response -
yes it was all you, you ruined it, I wouldn’t have said anything if you didn’t act like that.But she looked over at Casey, and she knew he wouldn’t like that. He’d said last night he wanted her to apologise, even though they hadn’t really discussed it. She couldn’t really relate to the hurt she’d caused - what she’d implied was just her reality - but she’d caused it. It was just really hard to admit that.
“I was annoyed because you couldn’t appreciate what you have,” Trisha gestured to Casey, and then Ed.
“It was all just self pity. Some of us don’t have that. I’m not close to any of my siblings, my mom lives on the other side of the country, so I was-” jealous. “Annoyed and drunk.”She took a few steps closer to Casey, stopping before she was properly close to him. She clasped her hands together in front of her tightly, nails digging into her skin. It was difficult for her to not just do what she normally did, and continually escalate. But she was trying. She’d promised Casey she would try, and he was right there.
“I shouldn’t have said what I did about your dad. I won’t repeat it but… I’m sorry. None of it was true, so I’m sorry I lashed out and said it. I didn’t mean it.” She didn’t look much less tense having managed to get it out. It was like admitting to a failure, and to being at fault.
“But if you don’t even remember what you said, and think you meant it, then you didn’t just imply it. You outright said it.”Casey waved his hand.
”She remembers what the fuck she said. White Lux is good for storage.”Mia’s face dropped, eyes squeezing together as she prayed to wake up from a bad dream.
”I really wanted it to end… I thought I was good, and… Then you guys were talking about Daddy, and I wished he was there. And he wasn’t. And rather than just… You know.”She paused for a second before hiding her face in her shirt. She did her best to wipe away the tears, but against the wet cloth it was just spreading the moisture.
”F-fuck… I really want to be your friend, Trisha. And I accept your apology, and I really hope that you accept mine, and that we can forget it… And I can take your a-a-advice y’know? C-cuz… You’re right. It could be worse. All you did was make a joke, and my feelings got in the way.”Trisha could… sort of understand the wanting someone there when they weren’t. It wasn’t on the same level, not people who were dead. And she knew what she’d said last night was out of line, even if she couldn’t really relate.
“I accept your apology too. Before all this I was starting to think we could be friends so… let’s go back to that. Forget about it, move on from it, try not to do it again. I don’t want things to be ruined either.”She was speaking truthfully - she had been starting to like Mia, and would try to make an effort to go back to that. It was easier said than done for someone who held grudges and remembered every little thing used against her… And she struggled with friendships. Like relationships, they rarely lasted for her, and there was a different type of vulnerability there.
“And let’s maybe just… avoid the topic of fathers, cause it’s clearly touchy for y- us. Both of us.” She hadn’t loved her dad, and he hadn’t loved her, but when he died the opportunity for any kind of relationship had been taken away from her.
She then awkwardly held out a hand, not really sure how things went after an apology. She never got them, and generally refused to give them too.
“Should we… shake on it or something? To agree to try move on and forget it?”Mia let her hand slide forward. It was clammy, and she looked somewhat ashamed of it.
”I’d hug you if I wasn’t so sweaty…” she admitted.
Ed clapped her hands together a couple of times.
”It’s how we do… But I’m happy you guys can admit to one another that you don’t want there to be anything wrong.”Casey nodded, a slim smile forming over his face as he took a deep breath.
”And no more drinking together. Not unless you’re both… In good spirits.” he chided, turning to move back around his desk.
Trisha was a little glad there was a reason to hold back Mia from hugging her, because it was something she still wasn't really comfortable with it. Especially when she was working to suppress and get rid of the hard feelings she'd normally hold onto for years. She tilted her head towards Casey with a breathy laugh, more like exhaling tension than anything else.
“You were the one encouraging me to drink. I don't normally drink that much unless I'm at a club, or… like Friday." Her tone was relatively light and teasing, rather than being any kind of blame she was throwing onto him.
She definitely hadn't gone into things planning to get drunk at all, but all it took was a couple.
“Ah, I did try and rip out Tansy's hair once at a family dinner while drunk, so maybe I should stick to drinking at home," she joked, even though it was something that had actually happened. But unless anyone was using truth checking magic it would be difficult to tell it was anything more than a joke. Really it was an attempt to lighten the mood, even if that wasn't really her strong point at all. She turned back towards Mia and Ed.
“Tansy’s my oldest sister. She's… a bitch. But if you ever want in on the latest pyramid scheme, I can give her a call."Mia and Ed both giggled somewhat nervously.
”Geeze, we could use a thinker like that in our marketing division. Is she good at it?”Ed slapped her arm again.
”She just said she’s a bitch…””Bitches kinda sell unfortunately…” Mia replied, shrugging her shoulders and looking Ed in the face a little bit.
But before she could continue, Ed picked the conversation back up herself.
”Oh, Trisha… D-did you… Do you still wanna play games? Once we’re a little more awake, I was gonna… Y’know, go get that computer. Hook it up and stuff.”Trisha could help but laugh at the image of Tansy marketing the Temple… she would be good at it, actually. She had a massive, rich network and could definitely sell a cult. Something Trisha would definitely like to avoid… though stupid as Tansy could be, she knew how to keep her image perfect and had too much money to be easily bought. Hopefully she wouldn't have to worry about it. She was also a family member Trisha would quite happily never see again as well.
“Yeah, I am, I've got all the time in the world at the moment," Trisha replied with a smile. It did actually sound nice. Her university friends all worked full time and had their own lives, and if Sal was around during any calls they always ended up playing competitive games. When he wasn't… anything chill they played would immediately be made not chill just by Cass' presence. Playing something with Ed and Gin seemed like it could be quite relaxing.
“So you're being let off cuddling duties long enough for it?" she joked, hands coming together behind her back to hide the way she rubbed her fingers together almost anxiously. She looked over at Casey again.
“I’m sure Case will be glad there's something I can do so he can get a break."A joke, of course. Well… part of her said it to fish for some more reassurance that it wasn't the case. The stupid, overly anxious part.
Casey’s face had been neutral until she said what she said. To him, this was the first moment that his newfound ability to read ques actually felt like a benefit and not some strange double-edged sword. His head tilted downward slightly, so that he was looking at her from slightly below his brow. A playful smile split across his lips.
”Shut uuuuup… You think you’re getting away that easy?” He had his boots up on the long, mostly empty desk that had his half-built pistol on a rag slid to one side.
”All this room? C’mon…”Mia frowned slightly, clearing her throat.
”As nice as it is to have a but rubbing against you, let her stay in her office… What happens if you get a call or something, then you’ve gotta force her back into her office or interrupt her…”Casey looked a bit surprised. He was; it wasn’t like he thought Mia paid attention or thought about things like that. But, she was right to a point. As much as he wanted to have her there the whole time, it’d only get more inconvenient the more stuff she started bringing out.
Trisha was smiling softly at Casey up until the point that Mia spoke, when it wavered slightly. There was still a smile, just less of a smile. She knew that Mia was right about this. It was fine when it was just her, even if she would be grumpy at being moved. But if she brought her desktop out? Or used her much worse laptop, only to be forced back into her own office anyway… practically it didn't make sense. Which she didn't like. But Casey
did want her there, which was what mattered for being able to accept it. To feel less irritated about it.
“When are you working until?" She asked as she moved to round the opposite side of Casey from where Mia and Ed were standing, so she could still look at them when talking. She loosely wrapped her arms around his shoulders and leaned into him, face tilting up so she could sort of rest her chin on the top of his head. Even with him sitting and her standing it was a bit of a stretch.
“We might not start until later if Gin's busy with… her work, and Ed has to set up her whole computer in the first place. Maybe by then you'll be done, then you can come sit in my office. I'll only kick you out if I have to have important, private business talks with the bees."Casey couldn’t help but laugh at that question.
When are you working until? ”Working? I’m always working now, my Dear. On call twenty-four seven for all the Temple’s biggest security needs.”Ed pushed air out from between her lips in a held-in laugh.
”You know what she means…”His face turned back up toward Ed, and he joined her in a laugh.
”Nuh-uh…”Both of the other girls laughed, and Ed picked the conversation up again from what she knew.
”Gin works when she wants; and uh… Well, we decided to come up ‘cuz she… Actually texted me. She was pretty adamant we’re playing today.” she laughed.
”So, really I’d just need to get set up and we’d be all set.””And my actual watch shift is twelve to sixteen hours, Babe. I’ll be here a while: If hanging out with you means being in your office, I have a neat trick that I can use to make it work. Mia’s kinda right, after all.” he offered to his sister, knowing full well that just like Trisha, Mia needed serious reassurances sometimes. She replied with her eyes, which closed just like their mothers’ always did when she was pleased.
Trisha pulled her head back so that she could actually look down at Casey, just to practically beam at him. There was just something really nice about him being willing to accommodate her so they could still spend the time together. Especially today, after everything that happened. Twelve to sixteen hours was a long time but… she could stick that out with him. So they could go to bed together after.
“If you have a trick for it then it’s much easier than moving my desktop through here. Once is fine, but if I have to keep moving it back and forth it’ll be a hassle. So… I’d really appreciate that, babe. It’ll be nicer if we can stay together.” She moved herself a bit so she could kiss his forehead, before looking over his head at Ed again, still wearing a pretty sappy smile.
“Well if Gin says we’re playing, I guess we’re playing. I didn’t have other plans beside-” clinging to Casey. That was too embarrassing to say.
“Checking on the bees at some point. I need to get my computer set up through there too, but I’ll just use the one I brought with me… it already has all the games I own installed. So that won’t take long.””Oh, so we can cuddle still too?” Mia asked Ed, a coy tilt of her head to avert the gaze Ed gave back. Their clammy hands pressed against one another, fingers entwining.
”Gin’s gonna hate this.”Casey laughed and pushed his hands forward, as if to wave the two girls off.
”Yuck! Get out of my office now, geeze… Too much affection in this fuckin’ room. And, before you go?-”Casey’s voice cut just a little harsher now.
”-There’s gonna be some changes. Some real Gravity. I wanna see you two beat your demon, y’know? And Hari too.”They both looked a little sad about that. Maybe defeated. Maybe embarrassed. Casey knew it was all of that and more, but he wasn’t going to be able to help himself.
”You know it’s not Her, Case… It's us.”He nodded.
”I know that’s how Lynette wants you to feel about it. And I respect your bond, but we can’t deny the circumstance of Serenity’s birth. She’s your baby: All three of you.”He stood, patting Trisha’s hand that was around him to reassure her before moving around the table to bring both the girls into a hug.
”I’m not shoving. Just nudging. And we’ll nudge along. Now, go on.”He released them, and in unison the two girls spoke.
"Bye Trisha..."”And we’ll talk more later!”Casey practically slipped them out of the door, loosely closing it behind him to tilt his head back with a deep breath.
”Those friggin’ girls…” Trisha watched silently, with a hint of jealousy again. It was difficult not to feel it. They had an older brother willing to support them, to help them deal with their problems without being forceful. Who cared for them. She wished she had that… But it was never possible with the Vanburens. Some were close, but very few of them were really like siblings. While she was able to get financial support from her oldest brother, she knew it was out of some familial obligation rather than any care.
So it was difficult to not feel jealous, even if she knew she shouldn’t.
“You’re a good older brother,” she smiled, pushing down the feeling to at least below the surface. She also made her way around the table, darting right over to him and against him as if just the moments apart were too much. It felt like it.
“A lot of people wouldn’t even bother, give up on them or would just get angry at them-” like me. “You’re… just…”She trailed off, head tilting up to look up at him with a soft, almost loving gaze.
Almost.
“Really amazing. If any of my siblings were half like you we would have a lot less problems now.”Casey smiled widely back down at Trisha, dipping to kiss her for a moment. He was just doing what he wished people would do for him: Treating him with love and respect.
”I’ll do my best to be there for you like that too… We can make it better.”
Trisha’s Office
Eventually Trisha was about to drag herself away from Casey to actually go into her office to set it up. Since she was in here, she figured she might as well start setting up the computer they’d provided her with - she planned to use that one mostly for work, and keep more personal stuff to the desktop she already had. But that meant downloading a bunch of IDEs, starting to get a Virtual Machine set up… Transferring files from her personal computer, which she’d do later.
There wasn’t so much needed for that one. The desk was more than large enough for two screens for computer, with her setting up the Temple provided desktop at the door end of the desk and her own at the other end. Everything was plugged in, internet was connected, programs downloading on the other computer, fancy gaming mouse and keyboard she’d gotten as an (unnecessary) gift from Sal one year setup… she was all set.
“Babe, I’m all done, whenever you’re free and want to come through!” Trisha called through to the other room, not bothering to actually look out. She’d heard him talking, presumably on the phone, in French a lot, and figured he’d come through when he actually could. Or wouldn’t, if he was too busy and the trick wasn’t going to work out… that was fine.
She texted Gin that she was ready and got a response near immediately, with a link to a server where they could voice chat while playing. She pulled on her way too expensive headset, leaving the ear closest to the door half off, and joined the active call while opening up the game.
“Uh, hello, can you hear me alright? New setup…” She hadn’t actually sat down yet, bent at the waist over her desk so she could use the keyboard and mouse more comfortably. She didn’t really want to get comfortable if Casey was going to come through, and just in case it somehow discouraged him from joining… she’d much rather plant her ass on him than the chair, and then she’d need to adjust the height of it… It was just easier to stand.
Gin's voice was bright and friendly in Trisha's headphones, if not a little loud. Nothing a quick adjustment couldn't fix.
“Daaaamn, you sound really nice! Are you running a standing microphone? Or a headset?” Gin asked as Trisha's direct messages began to fill up with download links.
“Also, Ed will be here in a few minutes. So while we're waiting, go ahead and download those. We'll unpack everything in a bit. Unless you know how to install mods to games?”“Headset. A friend of mine recommended it to me, so I just bought it,” Trisha replied - once again showing her rich girl side, where she hadn’t even checked the price before getting it. Though she
could be money conscious, had to be the times Ezra squeezed her allowance, but it was never that bad. She adjusted Gin’s sound down a bit first before clicking through all the links, starting up the download. It was fast - faster than even the super expensive internet back at Sabrina’s place.
“I’ve modded games before, I assume Minecraft is the same? It’s just dragging stuff into a specific folder, right? Not like I need to code anything.”Though she could do that too if she needed to, she’d just prefer not to. She tilted her head to the side as she found the Minecraft folder, and the one underneath it very obviously named Mods. Her body wiggled from side to side as she started to copy the mods across, still standing with her elbows resting on her desk.
“Why so many? Is the base game bad? I haven’t even played that.””It’s kind of… Boring? For me? There’s not enough going on, I guess. Maybe it’ll be too much for you and Ed, so we can turn some on and leave some off. Like, magic’s kind of simple. I want crazier stuff, so I like using thaumaturgy. And that only comes from a mod. Or, my older brother Brey likes better combat, so… Like I said, we can tone it down.”Her voice was bubbly, happy and oddly frenetic considering they were just sitting down to play a game.
”Also, don’t mind me… I’m on the treadmill! Gotta keep moving. Hey, Loretta!?”There was a click, and then Trisha was alone without any sort of noise. Only for everything to come rushing back with another click.
”Alright, nobody’s gonna bother me. Loretta’s got calls, Brey’s doing his thing… Did you download the app for the bee tracker yet?” Gin asked casually as the crack of a can could be heard near the mic.
Gin was playing on a treadmill? Trisha’s mouth fell open. Seriously? Were all Temple members fucking mad about fitness? Sure, Casey was yet to drag her to the gym with him but… being into it was definitely a running theme. Or maybe it was just her bias with who she was paying attention to?
“I’m fine with the mods, so long as you don’t mind going slow and explaining everything… We’ll see how it goes. And the bee tracker app… not yet. It’s been a chaotic day.”She could’ve, quite easily, but she’d spent the whole time clinging to Casey right until she was setting stuff up in here. There wasn’t really the want to. She leaned over towards one of the drawers near the desk, pulling out the tablet she’d shoved in there. It didn’t take long to navigate to the message Gin had sent, and start downloading the app. Would it work as well on a tablet… she wasn’t sure, but she really didn’t want Temple tech on her phone.
But the sound of the can cracking open on the other end reminded her of something - namely, her own thirst, which had been in the background for a while. When did she last drink? Actually, had she eaten? Yes, they had something to eat, she hadn’t completely forgotten…
“One minute-” Trisha hit the mute button on her headset, twisting her head towards the door to call through it… hopefully Casey would hear her. White Lux had to help with that, right?
“Casey, mind bringing me a drink when you come through? Thanks, babe!”She could definitely get it herself but… she wasn’t thirsty enough to be bothered. She turned her mic back on.
“I’ve got the bee tracker app downloaded now.” Trisha grabbed the login Gin had made for her too, tapping it in. As the display came up, a few curious bees hovered down towards it, landing on the screen and messing it up. She laughed.
“The bees approve of your work- Well, I think they just like the screen, but a couple of them are checking it out. This is going to make things much easier for me. I can find it all out manually, but it takes time. There’s a lot of signals I need to decipher to get the full picture.””I’m happy it’s useful. I added a few more cameras and sensors to the main flower patch. Someone working on the project wants to see how their flowers hold up under the scrutiny of thousands of bees. We’re thinking that the scaled up ones need to be manually pollinated the first couple seasons to contend with the fact that we don’t have enough bees right now.”Which was fair enough; if those “giant” flowers were used to being pollinated by bees that were normal sized, then sixty thousand miniaturized bees may only be good for a couple of them.
”So when that time comes, we’ll probably ask your help: We don’t want them getting hurt or crushed by a giant cue tip, so they’ll need to be directed away from the big ones. Also? They’ve got a really cool pattern going on in box four. You should be able to pull up the cam.”Casey wandered into Trisha’s office with a can of seltzer and a can of soda, holding both up as if to ask her preference.
”I’m gonna be a little bit longer…” he said at a level so quiet, Trisha absolutely wouldn’t be able to hear him through her headphones.
Thankfully Trisha had been wearing the earpad nearest the door half off, so she just about heard what he said. She leaned towards him to take the can of soda with a smile, putting it down on the desk and catching his hand in her own. She wriggled her fingers between his and curled them round in a gentle rubbing motion.
“Alright, but don’t take too long, I’ll miss you too much,” she smiled sweetly, bringing his hand up to her lips to kiss it, before letting go.
“Obviously I’ll help keep the bees out of the way, I can’t let them get crushed- shit, that is an interesting pattern.” Trisha turned back to her computer, and went back to talking to Gin as if there hadn’t been an interruption and she hadn’t forgotten to turn off her mic during it. She’d played around with the app a bit and pulled up the camera for the fourth box. The bees were working away, comb spiralling out. It had started to go up in layers too, an intricate weaving pattern. It was small at the moment but… she could see the bees' vision.
“They’re really enjoying the extra space. The hive box I had before was too small, but I was working with what I had. They’re forming the comb a lot faster than normal… But it being Winter helps. They’ve all been bored, and I don’t have much to call them for. They’ll be properly producing honey soon.”Trisha paused, realising she’d been rambling a bit, and biting her lip. She knew it was fine, probably. This was Gin, who seemed really interested in the bees. Casey had been interested too. But she was used to people who weren’t interested.
“Maybe when I harvest the first batch you can come watch? It’s a boring, manual process but it’s important for… keeping my magical bond with the bees.””Oh, um… Yeah. Sure. I mean if you want me there; I can always watch from the cameras, or watch you from up above while you’re doing it.”Gin’s tone shifted a bit as she withdrew from the topic slightly. She sighed, cleared her throat and spoke.
”I… Promise I won’t uh… It was a bad day. I’m sorry, I still feel really bad.”Trisha frowned. Did she mean… the day they’d met. Honestly, surprisingly, Trisha had practically forgotten about it. So much had happened since. It was still a surprise because normally… normally she held onto these things. Annoyances.
“It’s fine, you already apologised then. So long as you don’t try to touch the bees, it’s fine for you to be there. They’re not like pets and they’re… kind of an extension of me. Sort of. It’s complicated. I think I’d find it weirder if you were watching from above.”She still wasn’t particularly sold on the idea that Project of Eden members could essentially walk into the Greenhouse and look down on her if she was there. The cameras were a bit uncomfortable, but something she could rationalise. But the visibility of someone watching… Well, she’d just have to get over it.
“If you really feel bad… just use that feeling to be really patient when we’re playing. I’m sure I’ll get a hang of it quickly-” she probably wouldn’t-
“but there’ll be a learning curve.””I mean I’m a good teacher. I think.”There was a very loud laugh from the background.
”Suck a fuck, Brey! Trisha’s way smarter than a clod like you. Trisha, listen, I’m not gonna lie there’s like a metric fuckton of stuff. It’s gonna start out relatively simple, but you should almost definitely like… Turn the game on and just fuck with it for a second. Or check out a tutorial? Cuz I suck. I really do, like I’m… I’ve got… I think between active hours playing and dream modules where I can condense time down? Like thirty thousand hours into this game with these mods. I’m… So far gone from where you are.”There was an automated notification sound to let them both know that someone else joined the group.
”Oh, knight in shining armor… Ed knows the basics, she’s way better than I am.”A pause rendered silence, and then muffled noise, and a half-intelligible garble from the other side.
”e-r m””E-eddy?” ”-EAR M-?””Dude… Unplug and plug back in.” There was another moment’s pause, and then a loud burst of static as the port that the mic was on was left wide open to return white noise from the power of the machine. As quick as it came, it stopped, and both girls could hear Ed’s voice much clearer.
”Did it work?””Yeah, it seems like it. Did you hear me? Trisha wants me to be patient while playing a game.” Ed laughed openly on the other end, her voice sounding fairly energetic.
”It’s cool, dude. Do your thing, just like… Don’t make it miserable while we’re trying to learn. Like, that video you sent me? Can you at least wait until we make the platform before you go off on your own bullshit? Don’t worry Trisha, I got you.” she happily said on the other end.
”Ehm, we.””Oh, yeah. Mimi’s got Leon’s computer, so I guess we’re all just doing this now. So, we have your back.”Trisha laughed, genuinely. She was looking forward to this, and wasn’t too worried if Gin
did end up making it miserable. When something was online it was incredibly easy to just quit. Hopefully that wouldn’t be necessary… because with the hard feelings swept away as much as possible, she was going to try to make the most of this. Enjoy herself, get to know them. Allow herself a little bit of hope that she could have a few more people properly in her life.
“Ed’s right, so long as you don’t get upset at whatever we’re doing while you’re off doing complicated minecraft magic,” Trisha said, smiling even though they couldn’t see her.
“Maybe between the three of us we can make a house - or is that setting the standard too high? Too low? I’ve really never played. Oh, maybe I should get everything setup on my other computer too, so Casey can play if he’s not working next time.” As she was speaking, Trisha started to actually boot it up.
“Do I have to do anything with the mods, or is just having them in the folder enough?” She’d pulled up a guide for the base game, and every mod that she could find one for, on her second screen, but it was a lot to go through.
“If that’s just it, I’m ready to start.” ”House sounds pretty doable. I mean technically the whole first bit seems to be us building a floor.””Yeah, you get to twerk the dirt and make wood planks from your trees.””What’d she just say?””She said you twerk? In the dirt? Pretty simple stuff.”Gin and Ed both laughed, and Casey stumbled in through the door playfully.
”All the status in the world, you still have to wait on hold for the insurance company… How’s it going?””-exe and it should be good.”The conversations rammed together as Casey spoke a bit louder while Gin was explaining something about starting the game.
Trisha frowned for a moment, but patted the seat behind her to indicate Casey should sit in it. She was still standing, having half forgotten that she was. But the headset wasn’t going to work if she wanted to hear the girls and Casey… which she did.
“I’ll be back in a minute-” she mumbled into her mic before muting herself, pulling it off and turning her head towards Casey, smiling now.
“Have you tried owning the insurance company? It works wonders for getting things sorted.”As Trisha spoke she went over to a box she hadn’t fully unpacked, just past the desk. She crouched down, pulling out and discarding some random wires and other gadgets before pulling out a standing microphone and small plug in speaker. It was… once again something she’d bought without thinking of the price at Sal’s recommendation before realising she really didn’t have the need for it. He’d claimed it was for if she and Reyna gamed together with the rest of them, then they’d broken up.
But it’d be useful now.
“We haven’t started, but it’s going good, I think. We’re planning to build a house. Even Mia’s playing,” Trisha said as she got it all set up, muting the call as she unplugged her headset and replaced it with the other microphone and speaker, placed with a bit of thought so there wouldn’t be any feedback. She pointed to the microphone.
“They’ll be able to hear you. I can move back to the headset if you want, but then I won’t really be able to… pay attention to both? And then I’ll just end up paying more attention to you than them.”Casey's face opened up into a sweet expression. One a child receives when they give their parent a piece of macaroni artwork to hang. For him, Trisha's grand enthusiasm toward his presence made a world of difference.
As he watched her flit about hooking things up, his arms tried to tell her to stop without his voice following.
”I mean if it doesn't pick up too far away, so I can take a call and not worry about people hearing. You're real sweet for this, you know? Including me and all…” his torso bent over the desk, and Casey planted a kiss on Trisha's head.
“Of course I'm going to include you," Trisha smiled softly at him, eyes creasing contentedly. If anything, it felt selfish rather than sweet. She'd agreed to game because it should be fun, and she did want to get closer to Gin, Mia and Ed but… she'd always choose his company. This meant she didn't have to.
“The mic doesn't pick up that far. It's designed to block out background noise while letting you just sit normally without having to talk right into it. If you move further back it gets kind of muffled, then if you just push the chair back enough it doesn't pick anything up at all. I can mute it too." Having finished setting everything up, she demonstrated the ranges, from just in front of her desk as if she was sitting, to leaning back, to a few steps. She then moved the chair to where he'd be able to just speak to be heard even from behind her, but it'd be pretty easy to move it out of the range.
After a quick check, she was satisfied that it would all work, stretching back up properly and moving over to Casey. She wrapped her arms around him and leaned into him, burying her face against his chest for just a moment. Then she shuffled her feet towards her chair, trying to drag him towards it and push him onto it so they could sit down - not that she had the strength to do either without him going along with it.
“C’mon, I want to get comfy before I unmute everything and it gets noisy… I hope they haven't already started. They wouldn't, would they?" There was a bit of nervous energy there, even as Trisha tried to play it off as a casual thought. She was too used to just being left behind.
Casey, still on the phone and holding about some bullshit insurance scam that he was apparently now responsible for. All he had to do was get a few pieces of information from the company that he could pass along the pipeline to the finance office… But they were fucking him to death underneath a mountain of line transfers. So far, five, and it’d spanned the course of over an hour.
Things weren’t so bad when he and Trisha were just spending time together, but now she wanted to move and seemed to want him there from the jump until it was done. Not like he
didn’t want to be with her that whole time, but business was business. He didn’t want her interrupted because he had work to do.
But here she was, practically hanging off the side of him like they were both kids. It made him smile and laugh rather than get upset. He figured she’d had a hard day, and just wanted the comfort he provided…
”Alright, alright… But you’ll have to get up if I need you to. I still don’t trust the mic being there, or that there isn’t something I can’t… Shit. I’m already a paranoid fuck, Jesus…” his words tapered off until he was mumbling to himself.
Nevertheless, he took up the handset for the telephone and made way for Trisha’s seat. He had it on speaker, and there was a gentle elevator song playing from within. With him, he brought a small box from underneath his desk; it was wood, a crate-like thing, and had heel indents from where whoever occupied the space would usually put their feet up to rest.
Casey still had aches and pains, after all; magical healing didn’t always do a great job putting things back together intelligently. Certain bones were warped forever, organs the wrong size for the space provided and nerve endings bent and crooked so that they pinched naturally. It was a little bit of relief to his knees and hips, at least… Especially if she really was planning on sitting on him more.
Trisha wasn’t heavy… The pain was a small price to pay, as was the inconvenience. He was happy to hold her. Casey slid the box into place under Trisha’s desk and assumed the position of seat cushion. The handset went on the desk where he assumed it wouldn’t be picked up by the mic, and finally patted his lap.
”C’mon, Cutie. Time to get in the mech… Or, whatever? Plug in? Lock on?” he grinned up at her jokingly.
Trisha's eyes went up towards the ceiling in what was probably an eye roll, but the effect was ruined by her giggling and bright smile. It was much easier to relax with him there - even if this was
her office, it was still an unfamiliar place just now. Especially after what had happened today, and the general lack of sleep, it put her slightly on edge. But now… she felt like she could fully relax and enjoy herself. She was safe.
“I like locking on most,” Trisha laughed. She climbed onto his lap, cuddling into him at first before turning towards the desk to get comfortable. It was a bit awkward with how his legs were - but it would’ve been either with the size difference, there was no way she could hang her own over his and sit normally. She ended up crossing her legs, resting mostly on his thighs.
“Speaking of mechs reminds me of… there were these three in the coven who’d make this Spider mech together. It was… weird. Super weird, but surprisingly effective.”She shrugged and then pointed to the mic, her finger hovering over a small button on the base.
“Tap this and the mic will be muted. I can do it quickly, I can also do it with my keyboard… If needed. You can just move me however you want if you need to get up, or if you’re uncomfortable, or anything.” She twisted her head back towards him to smile at him, still that little bit of nervous energy there.
“Alright, I’m going to unmute.”Trisha leaned towards her desk, tapping a few keys. Instantly the previously quiet computer came to life as the call was unmuted, and quiet game music also started coming through the speakers.
“Uh, sorry, Casey came in… I missed most of what you said, Gin, can you repeat it? Then we can actually get started…” She glanced behind her at Casey again.
“Oh, also, I changed my setup, so he can hear everything. We’ll have to postpone the Casey complaints session to next time!” She joked, laughing - she definitely didn’t have any complaints about him. But she didn’t want it to come as a shock to the other three that he was there.
”That won’t stop me, I could smell him through the computer.” Gin’s smirk was audible through the microphone. Ed laughed in response, and Mia’s faint voice echoed.
”She said Casey smells…” Ed relayed, causing Mia’s laugh to get a little louder in the background.
Casey leaned forward a little bit, turning in the chair to get himself nice and close to the microphone before burping.
”Tough girl behind the computer, Ginara. You still wearing a diaper during your gaming marathons?”Gin scoffed on the other end.
”I don’t do that, that’s disgusting!”Casey grinned an evil grin.
”I’ve been on some recon missions I wish I had a diaper on during. You ever shit in a ditch, Ginny?””UUUUUGH TRISHA!? Get rid of him, we don’t want him anymore.”Ed and Mia were both laughing uncontrollably at this point.
”Let him cook, Gin! We don’t get many war stories.”Casey shook his head, twisting himself back so Trisha would be in front of the computer again.
”Nuh-uh. Play your game.”As he spoke, his hands seemed to grip a little tighter on Trisha. Just enough to know that he was, in fact, a bit agitated. Why? When he’d brought it up himself? Sometimes the mouth moved faster than the brain… It wasn’t the toilet situation that was the trigger, so much as it was just a link in a chain that stretched a mile long between himself and doom.
Going any further down the chain was just asking for trouble, so… No stories. He wasn’t drunk enough, surely.
”So, Trisha? There’s an executable in the main game folder that has the same image as the launcher? But it’s named BLE.exe?-” she began to explain.
”I’ve got everything packed up in that custom launcher, so we’ll just leave everything on and see if you guys like it. But you can just hit it, and then when the server is on, it’ll drag you in.”“Oh, that easy? Got it.” As she navigated to the main game folder and found the executable, double clicking it, her other hand resting on one of Casey’s. She gently rubbed her fingers against the back of it. She didn’t really know how else to bring him any comfort, and she definitely wasn’t going to verbally bring it up - she wouldn’t even if they were alone. She didn’t really get it, but she did get not wanting to talk about things.
“Done. And sorry, Gin, but he’s staying, he’s far too comfortable for me to get rid of. You’ve got your treadmill, I’ve got my boyfriend, we all enjoy our different ways of gaming.” After she said that she leaned back, neck bending back and head twisting to the side to press a light kiss to Casey’s jawline. Then she moved back into a ready position, hand over his giving it a light squeeze before moving to her keyboard.
“So now I’ve opened it I just… wait for you to start up the server?””That’s it. Ed, are you and Mia ready?” Gin asked, a little huff of air escaping her as the treadmill began a running cycle.
”Uhhhh… Nnnno. I’m hungry.””You just ate?” Mia said in the far background.
”Fine, fine! We’re ready then, I gue- No, let me get-”There was a rumble as Ed pushed up and away from her desk. There was a gentle rubbing, and then a familiar voice.
”I know you’re in there…””Get the fuck away from there you son of a bitch!”There was a loud impact noise, some thwacking, and then Ed’s voice.
”And stay in there, you fuck!”A door slammed, and then there was some muffled conversation before Ed settled back in.
”Jesus Christ, Casey, how long do we have to keep playing Leon’s game?”Casey grimaced, holding tightly onto Trisha.
”After a day like today? Not long. I’m going to talk to him about it.””Holy shit are we ready yet?” Gin was short of breath, but still tried to giggle in spite of it.
Trisha’s whole body stiffened the moment she heard
that voice. Her hand gripped her mouse tightly, and she pressed back against Casey more, even though he was already holding onto her tight enough there was really any gap. It was difficult to stop herself from trembling.
Your fault, your fault, your fault. The phantom words echoed in her ears. She’d
just suppressed it all. Fuck.
“Yeah, kinda fucked Leon’s keeping a deadly cat in his basement- is it a wolf thing?” Trisha tried to joke, but it fell flat.
She took a deep breath, just about managing to calm down again. It was gone, shut out… sounded like it got a fair beating as well. She laughed a little at that image.
“We’re ready, let’s just go- right Ed? Not like it’s a shooting game, things won’t be attacking us from the start, so it’s fine… They won’t, right? We won’t spawn in and immediately get killed by one of those green exploding things?”Gin laughed as Trisha panicked. She obviously didn’t know Trisha was panicking, but she did know about
it.”Oh, man… No, Wamp is just… Fuckin’ crazy. He’s not really… Keeping it there. Y’know? Like, the government… Keeps nuclear weapons.” Gin said between breaths.
”But, unlike the real world… You’re safe when we spawn!”A vaguely unsettling segue into the screen showing a big loading bar and a quote.
”The most certain way to succeed is to try one more time.”
And then they were in a world of bright blue. Each of the four characters loading in spawned on a small grassy plane the size of a small room. There was a single tree and a single box.
”Alright… Ed, you and the girls get started. I’m gonna get more Mon- Water. More water.”Ed giggled.
”Alright… So, you’ve never played, Trisha?”“Nope, never,” Trisha said. She experimentally moved her character about - which was just the default skin - before jumping around a bit. Then she clicked the mouse and… accidentally punched one of the other characters that she’d jumped near.
“Oops, sorry. Do we just punch things to destroy then… then what? I thought there would be a massive world to explore. Is this because of one of the mods?”She played around a bit more, figuring out how to open up her inventory. It didn’t seem too hard… then again, she wasn’t playing minecraft for a challenge.
“We’re definitely not fitting a nice house in this space.””Yeah, pretty much. What I watched, we’ve got this tree, right? So we should be really careful, cuz if we lose it starting here and don’t get another sapling, Gin has to like restart I think. But like, we can… Get dirt? Like, dig down a block? You just look down and left click hold.”Her character jumped up and down, then smacked the ground until it popped out a block and she sucked it up. Then she moved over to the area near the tree.
”The video I watched said we should make the platform around the tree wider, so we don’t lose anything.”Mia’s character looked down and also began to beat the ground.
”Wait, can we fall?””Yeah, that’s the whole point, so don’t dig too far down. Only like a block or two. And don’t dig so we can’t get to the tree.”“Al-right,” Trisha said, furrowing her brow. She moved her mouse to look down, destroying the block right underneath her and pulling it into her inventory. Then she got the one next to her.
“So we get dirt, widen the platform… then what? We just keep expanding until we’ve got a really wide platform and one tree? I don’t-” she cut herself off. She wasn’t going to start questioning how fun this would be from the start.
“I don’t really get it, but sure. Should I just keep digging? If we fall is that, like, perma-death?”Ed laughed at Trisha’s confusion.
”Not permanent, but whatever you’re holding disappears into nothing, so it's a waste. Once we’ve got a wide enough platform, we cut the tree down and plant more. It's a cycle, we’re gonna start by hand making shit. Gin will be able to, like, make stuff. And while she’s doing that, we’re just gonna make a house and a place to store shit. Eventually we’ll have portals so we can go to real worlds and stuff to get more supplies.”Eventually the platform was wide enough that Ed deemed it suitable, and built a dirt staircase up the side of the tree.
”So, now we’ll beat the tree up. We’ll get wood, and when all the wood blocks are gone, the leaves will start to die and drop saplings that we can plant. It’s why we wanted the platform, so we didn’t lose any.”Mia instantly started punching Ed’s character.
”No! NO! Not meeeee!”There was plenty of laughter from behind as Casey watched on. His hands snuck around her and onto the keyboard to move her forward, then he started punching Mia.
”NO, TRISHA!”“It’s not me! I’m being framed!” Trisha laughed, wriggling her hand that was trapped underneath his against her mouse. She pushed her fingers up against his to try and stop him from clicking, while reaching over with her other hand to playfully try to pry his hand away.
“I’m a minecraft pacifist, I would never attack you, Mia, it’s all Casey! He’s out of control.” Trisha quite happily threw her boyfriend under the bus, giggling as she did so, body shaking with her laughter.
As she said that, he let go and threw his hands up.
”No! I didn’t, I swear, I don’t even play computer games!”Mia and Ed were both laughing hard along with Trisha and Casey, filling the chatroom with giggles.
Trisha grinned, eyes narrowing playfully as she turned to look at Casey. Making sure he could see, she held down the left button, going right back to punching Mia.
“Oh my god, Casey?! Stop it- I swear, I’m trying to stop him, but I just can’t! Don’t-” Trisha’s eyebrows raised, lips curving into a wider, teasing smile as she punched Mia enough to kill her. Trisha immediately stole all of her remaining… dirt.
“I can’t believe you! Your sister’s… blocks- haha- are on your hands…””Oh my God, Trisha! You’re so fuckin’ rotten!” he laughed aloud, hands moving to begin tickling Trisha’s sides.
”Evil girlfriend! You’re Father Wolf, I can’t believe it!”Mia respawned and very quickly made way for Trisha, slapping her until she too died; all the while, Casey kept her pinned with his hands.
”Get her, Mia, I’ve got her pinned!”There was a loud beep from the phone handset, then a voice came over the speaker.
“Hi, my name is Larry with Special Service Claims, how can I help you?”
”Aw, fuck, now? One second, dude…”Casey moved his hand down to pat Trisha’s thigh.
”Stand up, boo. I’ll be right back.” he said, taking the handset and turning off the speaker.
”-Yeah, hi. My name is Rodney Marco? I was just calling in about a claim having to do with my business?”Trisha pouted at Casey’s back as he left the room, panting lightly from all of the tickling - she couldn’t believe he’d betrayed her like that! Sure, she’d betrayed him first… but still. She leaned on the desk to catch her breath for a moment before sitting back down, moving right to the front of the chair so she could reach everything fine.
“Casey’s gone, so no more fighting… since it was all him, and he framed me,” Trisha laughed breathlessly, moving her respawned character towards the other two. Her dirt…
“Let’s start beating up the tree while he’s not here to steal my mouse. It is a bit unfair Ed hasn’t died yet, but since I’m a minecraft pacifist, I’ll let it go. I only punch inanimate objects.” She jumped around Mia and Ed a bit, before heading towards the tree.
“Can I just start destroying it?” she asked, even as she started to punch the tree block nearest the ground without waiting for an answer.
”Wait! Trisha… Doesn’t… Doesn’t Ed kind of look like a Tree?” Mia asked aloud.
”No, no ple-”The laughs and the murder continued, interspersed by periods of genuine effort and coordination. Slowly, surely, between the effort of the three of them, they managed to begin stockpiling wood from the beginning of nothingness on a single, level platform. From there, they learned about rapidly crouching in order to grow the tree quicker, and the three started work on some pretty basic Minecraft architecture.
Before long, there was enough space that they could begin building a house.
Gin had come back since, and with her came automation for certain new blocks. Dirt, stone, wood in greater quantities: She actually wasn’t terrible about explaining how these modified concepts worked in conjunction with the basic mechanics. Thankfully, Ed was there to bridge any gaps.
Now, there were rows and rows of chests with materials being manually shoved into them on scant occasions. Clearly they needed a home…
It was during the planning of this structure, which had been the ultimate goal of the play session, that Casey finally came back to her. Standing in the doorway, he’d brought her a fresh drink and some fruits to eat. Even a slice of watermelon, his seemingly favorite treat for the bees.
”Can we make a dirt level to build it on? I don’t want to put wood on wo-””Do you want any of this? If not I’m gonna put it in my little fridge down here before I sit again.” he asked Trisha, unknowingly talking over his sister.
”Tell him to shut up, Trisha. Women are talking.” Mia laughed from the background.
“You can tell him yourself," Trisha shot back with a laugh, turning her speakers back up - she'd turned them down when Casey left just in case it disturbed his call, and because she could just lean forward to hear if needed… but it was loud enough for sitting in front of the computer. Not so much to reach the door well.
“Now he can hear everything. I'm not going to tell him to shut up when he's bringing me good, but…" she tilted her head towards Casey with a smile.
“We’re in important house planning stages, so no taking over again, okay? We've moved past the murder to the building."The bees in the room, which had settled in various plants both Temple provided and brought by Trisha from her old place, were already making their way over to the fruit. They didn't even wait for Casey to properly enter the room - they weren't human, after all - they just smelled it and went for it, almost all of them immediately gathering on the watermelon and starting to much.
“I’m fi-" she stopped before she turned down the offer of fruit, tilting her head and furrowing her brow for a moment. When had she last eaten? She didn't remember. She'd gotten better generally at sticking to a schedule with that, since she didn't get properly hungry that often, but it'd been thrown off the last few days.
“I’ll have all of it… well I probably won't eat all of the fruit, but I'll have some. Thanks for bringing it for me." she smiled sweetly at him, left hand coming off the keyboard and reaching towards him with little grabby motions.
“Are you all done with your call, then?"”Yeeees Trisha Bee. I’m all done. And Norm’s active for me, so-” he paused, kicking the door closed with his foot.
”-you’ve got all my attention.”As she made cute little grabbing motions at him, Casey couldn’t help but beam an enthusiastic smile as he observed her utter cuteness. He was obsessed.
”Hey, no grabbies: Get’cha butt up, lemmie sit back down. I’ll feed you while you go, like a Princess.””Caseeeey! You’re so fucking cute, that’s actually disgusting.”Ed laughed at what Mia said, a shuffle rubbing against her mic as she turned her head.
”Queen of the Cuddle Puddle over here thinks you being cute is gross…-”There was a pause.
”-Yeah! Yeah, you!””I have no idea what you’re referring to.””Oh Eddy, Baby? My back is sooooo sore, I was hunched over my desk working aaaaall night…” Ed mocked Mia, pitching her voice up and making it extra raspy.
”Stooooop!” Mia whined in return.
”You’re all gonna make me sick. Casey? Since you’re back, can I ask you something?”Casey was still coming around the desk.
”Is it about work?””Y-yes…””Then no, this isn’t an official or secure method of communication, and it’s not been approved by me for use by members to communicate information classified or not.” he spoke very matter of factly, and very plainly to Gin.
”Okay, should I text your work number?” she asked, seeming to take it in stride.
”You can, but I’m not going to answer it right now, so you should wait until you’re done playing games with your friends. Focus on the good things in life, my dear.” he finished, finally coming up to Trisha and patting her on the butt a couple of times while she got up.
Trisha had been quick to stand up, laughing as she listened to Mia and Ed, overall very happy about the idea of getting to cuddle with him again
and get fed. And, especially happy that she had all of his attention. In the time she'd been away she hadn't even bothered adjusting the chair back to her own height, just sitting there with her shorter legs dangling.
“Hey, not when we're on call," Trisha joked with a bright smile, catching the hand that had patted her butt with her own. She played with his fingers for a moment before she hopped forward to give him room to sit back down. She spun around and with the other hand pushed his shoulder as if to hurry him and actually push him into the chair… which, again, she couldn't do without him going along with it.
“Casey’s right, Gin, no work talk allowed while we're playing unless it's an emergency. We have a house to build, no distractions… aside from the cuddling and the treadmill." She laughed, making sure to put in that very important aside. Not that Casey should be counted as a distraction, not in the same way work was, and Mia and Ed were playing together.
“I’m a bit of an expert in house decoration now, after choosing the furniture for our place, so I can… well, actually, is it possible to make anything colourful? Can we make carpets? Or is it all going to be dirt brown and wood brown?"”Gotta dye the sheep.” Gin responded simply. Casey laughed in turn, wondering if she was just focused, or if she was bothered by his lack of desire to know about work. The way he figured, if Furio was still in charge, then she’d wait until she saw him to ask…
So why be treated any differently? Did he not deserve that respect? But he didn’t want to ruin Trisha’s game time by making anything of it. He settled into the seat, threw his feet up on the box, and slid forward to slip Trisha off her feet and back onto his lap.
”There we go…”As they got into a good position again, Casey was free to tilt back slightly. His hand dipped into the bag of grapes, ripping one of the vines out to pull directly from. His large hand held it up to Trisha for her to take a bite.
”So, sheep… Wool… Uh, we…””The… Wait! We can get sheep to spawn the boring way or the cool way, which do you guys want to do?””Tell us more.””Boring is going into alchemy and making magic dirt that enables mob spawning on the applied blocks.””Like how the normal game works… Okay, I’m almost scared of what the cool way is.”Gin’s laugh was pure evil.
”We go into blood magic and sacrifice ourselves to uh… Baa’phomet? The… Sheep God? And then we’ll be able to trade blood for sheep eggs that spawn fully grown sheep of whatever color you want.”“There's Gods in Minecraft?" Trisha asked with a laugh. She tilted her head to eat the grapes offered to her, letting her character on the screen stay stationary for a bit longer as she lay back against Casey's chest with a contented sigh. They were just planning right now, so she might as well enjoy the comfort while chatting.
“That sounds faster and more fun. As long as we dump everything we're holding into boxes we won't lose it right? So it's not really much of a sacrifice… I've always wanted to try blood magic. What do we have to do for that?"The last bit was a joke, but she had always been jealous of the adepts with access to it. Adepts of all kinds, really, with the option to learn and develop whatever spells they wanted. Not that she'd trade the bees for anything. As she thought of them, her gaze moved over to the bees on the watermelon, their happy pheromones adding to her own relaxation. They'd devoured a good chunk of it, and most of them had rolled off onto the plate, just lying there in various positions. Some were even on their backs with their little legs splayed out.
“You’re spoiling them," Trisha said softly to Casey, turning his attention towards the barely moving, far too full bees as she ate another grape herself.
“They’re going to get fat with all the watermelon you're giving them. Look at them, they can barely move."Casey bit a grape open, ripping it in half with his teeth before sliding it toward the bees.
”Eat, eat eat. Get fat, make Momma lots of honey. Enjoy yourselves.”His big finger moved toward one, rubbing into its little abdomen. Its legs pressed back into the finger, sticking on with their little hooks still covered in watermelon.
”Of course I spoil them. I told you, they’re part of you. You’re spoiled, so are they.””No Gods in the base game: Shit is definitely a Mod of the highest order.” Ed laughed from behind the computer.
”We’re gonna kill ourselves then? That’s kinda brutal, Gin, I’m game for it.”One could hear Gin’s smile as she spoke on the other end.
”Everything’s like… A project on a project. It’s not fast, Trisha, it’s… We’ve gotta… Like, there’s refinery layers and shit.””Is this one of those factory games you keep trying to tell me to play, Gin?””It could be, Dude. You’d love that shit: I know you love making automation. If you were a Blind, I bet you’d be a mechanical engineer.””I’d probably be a fuckin’ Staff Sergeant in the Army. Never would’ve made it to CW.””You’d still be gay too.””I am not the gay one here, Carpeteer…””I’ll have you know we shave one another thoroughly-””EDDY OH MY GOD-””I’ll file that image away.””Ginara!?”There was a breakdown of laughs again as Casey tried his best to not pick Trisha up and abscond from the conversation.
”This is too much for me…””You literally asked for this.”“Oh my god, I don't want to know either," Trisha leaned forward, bringing her knees up so that she could press her face into them. Her body shook with laughter as she tried her best
not to think about it all. Not that she was a prude at all, or wasn't experienced in an absolute variety of things but… there was just something about hearing about others. Or whatever this was.
“Hey, hey, go back a bit, Mia, did you just call my boyfriend gay? Are you trying to imply something? Cmon, he can be at most ninety percent gay," Trisha said with a light laugh. Her legs dropped back down, and she turned her head around to smile warmly at him. She reached up to stroke his cheek, before playfully squeezing it. As the bees that weren't full moved over to the grape he'd pulled apart for them, her smile grew even warmer, softer. They were munching on it happily, while a few that were full had meandered over to Trisha, crawling onto her shoulders and then Casey's to just rest on them both.
“I’m glad you're the current you, not a mechanical engineer or… anything else." she said softly. Maybe it was partly the specific job Gin had suggested - mechanical engineer, a minor trigger, since it was her mother's job. But she did genuinely like Casey as he was. She'd like him if he was blind too, of course.
“But if you enjoy that kind of thing, maybe I can set something up for you to join us next time?" As she spoke, Trisha's hands came back to her keyboard, moving her character around a bit.
“Let’s… let's move on, back to sacrificing ourselves to the Minecraft gods! Before Casey really decides he's had enough… So, what do we do, Gin? Start with killing ourselves? I'm ready."”We need a Bloody Grindstone. Which means we need a Bloody Stone-”Ed and Mia immediately broke into song.
"Like a bloody storm, atsuku like a bloody stone! Ketsumyaku ni kizamareta innen niiiiiiii!"”Oh my God you two have zero lives put together. Come here, you’re the fuckin’ Bloody Stone!”Trisha could watch Gin’s character pull out a stone block before running toward Ed. She proceeded to pummel her until she died, then followed up on Mia before turning to Trisha. There was a clear streak of red that now prominently sat on the corner of the block.
”Objective complete…”“Gin, what the fuck?" Trisha's mouth dropped open. She looked at the screen, feeling an impending sense of doom. Did Gin just need to kill the two of them?
“Remind me to never piss off Gin," she muttered to Casey.
She very quickly got over the shock, though, stealing everything Mia and Ed had dropped before they respawned. At the same time she moved herself away from Gin.
“So you can just use this to make a bloody grindstone, right? You don't need to beat me with a stone too? I know I agreed to sacrifice myself, but I'd rather it be on my own terms." She was laughing a bit by the end.
“I have enough of a life I deserve to live a little longer."”Yeah, yeah I can make it…” she paused for a moment.
”Wait. No. I need three more stones. Sorry Trisha.-”“No, no, no-" Trisha was beaten to death with a stone, and then Mia and Ed as soon as they respawned. But after the necessary murder, they went back to working together. Gin did what she had to for the blood magic (after a revenge killing by the other three), and they started building the foundation of the house. There was a lot of learning involved, and Trisha fell to her death a few times trying to build the house multiple stories high, but it was fun. She was really enjoying herself.
They took a brief dinner break, where Trisha basically had to be dragged away from the screen when the food they ordered arrived. She forced herself to get through what was really half a meal, with very little appetite for it, before going back to the game. There was no way she’d be able to rest until they got this all done.
Building, murder, ritual self-sacrifice to the sheep God, coordination, a couple of arguments about appearance that got resolved with murder and laughter… Eventually, they completed the house. By then it was the middle of the night.
“And… we’re done!” Trisha put the last block on the roof, before hopping down the little set of stairs she’d made herself at the back of the house. She moved her character backwards to properly look at what they’d all built together, gaze moving away from the screen towards Casey with a bright smile.
Surprisingly, two nights of little to no sleep, Trisha wasn’t showing any signs of flagging. If anything, she seemed to get more energetic the further they got into house building. It was mostly visible in the brightness of her eyes and the way she didn’t slow down while playing, rather than any extreme body movements that would’ve disturbed Casey while she sat in his lap. She was engrossed in the game, just like she got when she started anything that she could see a clear path through. Studying, gaming, beekeeping…
“It’s nice, right? We did a really good job… well done, everyone,” Trisha said, turning back towards the screen and the microphone now.
It was a square, three story house - at Trisha’s insistence - with a little gated field to its right that housed sheep in the colours of the whole rainbow. There were windowed double doors at the front, with the exterior made out of a red brick that gave it a rustic look, with sections of wood aesthetically interspersed along with a wooden roof that they’d managed to make look like a proper house roof… as much as was possible in a game where everything was blocks.
“So, do you want a tour of my- our, sorry, we all made it- house, Babe?” She wriggled a bit in Casey’s lap, leaning back against him again with her arms stretched out to still reach her keyboard. A more relaxed, languid position even though she didn’t seem tired at all. She really didn’t feel it. But it was nice to cuddle up a bit again after hunching over her keyboard for a while.
“I’ll show you all the secrets in it.” As if he hadn’t been watching the whole time they were making it.
As it happened, Casey hadn’t been paying his full and total attention to what Trisha was doing. It was fine, he thought, for them to spend so much time together. He didn’t even mind doing it here, even though his aching knees and hips long ago went numb from the awkward hunching position she’d taken… But it was only natural that eventually, one would seek a little shut-eye. Just a tiny bit; not that he was much of a snorer! But as she shifted in his lap, his head jolted forward.
Driving his chin downward into the top of Trisha’s head, Casey clamped down on his own tongue, causing him to moan out in pain as being awake all flooded back into the searing agony and the iron taste of blood in his mouth.
One hand gently moved up to Trisha’s head, gently rubbing it as he realized he’d probably half concussed her. The other went for a napkin from dinner, which he shoved in his mouth to catch the blood trickling from multiple bite wounds.
”Ohhhhw… Ohw phak hahe… Uhm’gd… M’shf’kin shry, Uh fgn… Dzhd uhf, uh shrd m… Ah uh ohe?” he spoke with a muffled accent full of paper towels.
Trisha hadn't realised that Casey had fallen asleep, too engrossed in the game to look behind her. If she'd known… she would've woken him up in a more normal, gentle manner. With her head far away from his chin.
“Fuckkk," Trisha groaned, curling forward as her head throbbed. It was difficult to think through the pain, spreading down to her eyes to the point she was squinting. For a few minutes she was just letting out quiet, pained whimpers and leaning her head slightly into Casey's hand. Did the gentle rubbing really help? Well, not with the pain, but it was a comfort as the throbbing began to lessen enough to process what he'd said.
Well, half of it, just about.
“I’m fine, I think…" Trisha said softly, unfurling herself and twisting around to actually look at him through slightly squinted eyes. He'd hurt himself too… a little guilt trickled in there, but she squashed it. It wasn't
her fault. Not that she was blaming him either, it wasn't a big deal.
“What do you have in your chin, steel?" she managed to half joke, tilting her head to one side with a wince. Movement still hurt. But her vision wasn't so bad, she didn't feel sick, she wasn't dizzy… not a concussion. She'd be really impressed if he'd managed to give her a concussion like that.
Her hands moved up to gently hold his face, thumbs rubbing just underneath his jaw. She couldn't quite smile, it was closer to a grimace, and she leaned closer, looking at his napkin stuffed mouth.
“I didn't realise you'd called asleep, should've been more careful… do you need something else for that?"Casey mustered up what was probably a smile in return. Mouth being so full, it was hard to tell, but having her comfort him despite accidentally hurting her made him feel
so much better. It wasn’t like anything he’d had before, that she hadn’t gotten mad and yelled or…
He didn’t say anything. He just curled his head into her and hugged Trisha tightly to his chest. It was a long moment before he pulled away.
”What’s happening over there?” Gin’s voice grumbled through the speakers. Her voice had gotten a lot lower over the night, and now she was so rumbly that she almost sounded like a different person altogether.
”Judging by the cracking noise and the mushmouth, either their chair broke or Casey mashed his face off something.””Do you remember the time we were in the Boris Bog and Junior tripped him? I guess I should’ve recognized that sound.””Hah- wah FUHFH UHF.””Don’t talk with your mouth full, you putrid fucker.””Kah-ah-ehr? KAHAHEHR! KER ER HERH!-” Casey grunted finally pulling the now bright red wad of tissue out of his mouth.
”You fucking… Crazy bat…””I’m glad we’ve found our manners Caseau. Now were you saying Caramel? Or were you telling me to kill myse-””Ohhhhh, stuff a cork in it and decide for yourself, Ginara…” Casey laughed, stuffing more tissue into his mouth.
”Ih-ohe hiff viph, Frpha… Fhu he hur fingh… Hauhe?”Casey finally leaned in closer to the screen, trying to see what he could.
”Raff Uh hrmbr wuh… Goah Goh…”“Babe, I can hardly understand anything you're saying," Trisha said softly, unable to hold back a slight laugh at it. She could get the gist of… some of it. But a lot of it sounded similar, and it could be so many words. Her head still kind of hurt too. She was a bit confused too, with the way Gin was speaking… a bit different from normal. Maybe it was because she'd hit her head, she was hearing things differently?
“The chair didn't break… just my head and his jaw."She shifted herself again, gently caressing Casey's cheek before moving her hands back to the keyboard and mouse. She leaned a bit to the side so that Casey could more easily lean past her and also look at the screen.
“Since I can't understand, I'm just going to assume you're telling me how amazing our house looks. All of our blood- literally, I died a few times-, sweat and tears went into this. Look at the roof! I spent so long on it."She was able to actually smile, tilting her character's vision up to take a proper look at the roof. It was pretty nice, a proper pointed roof as much as possible with the blocky base. As the throbbing in her head continued to lessen she got more animated again, still strangely energetic for all the lack of sleep - and it wasn't like she'd had any coffee, or really much sustenance to fuel it.
“Want to see inside? It's even nicer. There's even… well I'll show you. But look, we've got all of our sheep, but you can get other animals, so hopefully we get more next? I'd love a whole farm."”We can totally sack enough sheep when we convert into Tauro and Baski, then… We could do the Bear, the Wolf, uh… There’s like fifteen Gods or whatever. Horses, fish and shit… But, listen; I gotta go. Work’s calling and if I don’t answer it, we’re getting FUCKED up and that’s just not gonna be good.””Yeah, Mia’s napping too. Are you gonna leave the server on?””Do titties bounce when you run?””Not ours…””Ugh, whatever… Yes, I’ll leave the fucking server on. Goodnight, my zombie bitches.””Goodnight, Grandpa.””Guh-hih G’mpha!”“Goodnight, Gin, careful not to break any bones while you're getting up," Trisha laughed. At least Gin didn't turn the server off… she hadn't even shown Casey the house, and she really wasn't that tired yet. There was still plenty her and Ed could do without Gin around.
But it was late, and there was a slight, warm fuzziness over her thoughts that came with the late hours and slight sleepiness… only slightly. She leaned back, tilting her head to whisper softly in Casey's ear.
“Mine bounce when I run.” she giggled immediately after, leaning down and pressing her face into Casey's neck. It was so stupid, but she couldn't really help herself… she eventually stopped giggling and pulled herself away, back to looking at the screen.
“Do you know anything about the other animal Gods, Ed? I guess we can just extend the house more, or make more animal pens in preparation… well first, the tour. Showing off our hard work." She moved her characters forward, opening the front door, and stepping in. It was a large entrance hall, with corridors going off it and even a set of cool winding stairs in the middle going to upper floors. Decorated in a mixture of reds, wood browns and blacks - which Trisha had fought against being the main colour.
“The bottom floor’s common areas… storage, crafting, all Gin's magic stuff. The top floor we each have our own room! So we stopped killing each other over how to decorate… What do you want to start with? My room, or save the best till last?"Casey stared at the screen, taking it all in as he realized he must’ve been out for way longer than he should’ve been. He remembered the foundation being completely different, like it was a warehouse or a courtyard, he wasn’t sure.
The horde of multicolored sheep constantly bleating sent him reeling into an Alpine countryside, an old shepherd in his scope as he watched the old man wholly consuming one of the flock without breath or rest. It wasn’t pleasant, and he reached his arm out to turn the speakers down. They sang their song without pause, but at least the noise wasn’t filling up the room.
His head turned, and he spat the next wad of tissue out into the trash can.
”The good stuff for last… I thought that was an established human pattern…”He moved his tongue around a bit, not tasting nearly as much blood. He figured whatever wounds were probably stuffed with tissue, so there’d be no more streaming down his throat.
”Do you really need that many sheep? It’s like… I don’t know, farms… Make me feel weird. I know it’s weird.””Is it ‘cuz of Nannie Morgan?” Ed’s voice could still be heard well despite him having turned the speaker down.
”Nah… A lot of Europe. The clean-up.”The cleanup of one of the most horrible and strenuous tragedies the world had ever seen… The human cattle trains, the bad business… He kept thinking about the sheep, even though it was just a stupid game. A silly mechanic meant to just get you something, from what he understood. An easy way to farm.
For once, Ed didn’t have a quip. Few had forgiven, but none had forgotten. She’d had plenty of family members wrapped up in the nightmare of her own from her Father’s side.
Clearing his throat, Casey tried to push past it.
”Sorry, sorry. I think I want you to show me the stuff you’re most proud of, Babe… So that I know what’s actually important, and what’s just Gin being a psycho.”“We can move the sheep. We need one of each colour but they can be further away," Trisha said, as she turned her character around to shut the house door. It seemed to dampen the bleating a bit more. She then took her hand off the mouse, putting it over his and gently squeezing. It was possible to move and look around with just the keyboard, and one hand, so she moved our character forward and down the hall on the ground floor.
“Storage, storage, craft room- we all use that-, more storage," she said as she walked past open doors, looking in briefly. These ones were mostly plain, with walls lined with chests or craft stations and forges. The next door was closed and she didn't bother opening it.
“That’s Gin's crazy magic room. She said not to go in there, and I don't want to risk exploding or something."She continued moving forward, fingers lightly scratching Casey's hand.
“But this is my communal masterpiece. Well, Ed and Mia helped a lot… but it was my idea." She opened the door and moved her character into a large room. The walls were made of warm, red wood, with a grey stone section sticking on the left wall. It had a large fire at the bottom, indented in and lighting up the whole room with a soft warmth. Two couches, made of wood blocks with red wool as the seats, faced each other with the fire beside them and a table in the middle, of alternating dark and light wood. The walls were lined with bookshelves, with plant decorations dotted about. The wall on the right even had a few little designs on them - bees, and other things. They'd all had fun trying to make pictures out of the blocks. One the wall opposite the door was a large window, the full size of the wall, looking out onto a garden - also part of the room design, in Trisha's opinion, seeing as the three of them had laboured over making it look nice too.
“This is the living room! Not sure if there's any practical Minecraft use but… it looks nice."Thankful that the door being closed, and moving further into the structure, Casey could relax a bit more with Trisha’s comforting touch. As she moved the camera through the structure, or the character behind it, he was gently twisting his head left and right. It continuously brushed his clean-shaven chin against her shoulder in an equally comforting manner.
His eyes followed the massed storage, and watched her make her way into the common room she was so proud of.
”Huh…-” he intoned gently, leaning in a little more.
”-Reminds me of the house in New York… That’s peak comfy, Babe. Makes me think of my Nana and Papa’s house. Did Mia do that fireplace?” he asked, curious to see if it looked so similar to a structure Trisha had never seen on purpose.
“We did it together, so she had a lot of input into it," Trisha replied, tilting her head against his. She hadn't realised there'd be any real life inspiration there, seeing as she'd avoided that where possible. But she hadn't exactly lived anywhere that felt like home. This place with Casey was the closest to it.
“I was mostly inspired by movies I've seen and just what I thought would be nice… But Mia could've been inspired by that. Is that… which side of the family are they on?"An effort to find out more about him, and his family, and the parts that were maybe not so toxic. She wasn't sure.
“Do you still like it, even if it reminds you of their house?" He'd said it was comfy, but that wasn't completely a confirmation… for her at least.
Casey grinned and nodded, thinking about the idea of his little sister subtly suggesting colors, or maybe how to place the block so that it looked just a little more familiar.
”The Richoux estate is kind of like living at the Temple: My Dad’s family. But, they really spoiled us. Even me. It was the only place we went where I didn’t feel different.””Do you still remember that time Nana got in an argument with your Mom and Dad?” Ed asked in a matter of fact way.
”Yeah, that’s… It’s definitely the first thing I think of, usually. Mom says she was really worried they were going to take me, and sometimes I wonder how things would’ve gone if they did.”He turned his face to smile at Trisha.
”But then we probably never would’ve met, huh? If I’d gone to live in New York, I really wouldn’t have any reason to come back here. No festival, no fight, no feeding you a little pie.-” he paused for a moment, both arms twisting into her a little tighter.
”-But, yes. To answer your question, I like it a little more because of that. Makes me feel safe, like its a peaceful place.”Trisha let out a soft hum, nodding. She was glad he liked it, even if she struggled with the concept of them not having met. Selfishly glad they had, selflessly sad he didn’t have the opportunity of a nicer childhood. As it always did, the selfish feeling won.
“Good… it’s a peaceful place for me too. I’ll keep making you little safe places, and I’ll spoil you too, so that coming back was really worth it. Well, it already was, because you have me, but so it’s more worth it.” She smiled back at him, gaze soft. She really was glad he was here…
“But… the fight would’ve happened anyway! I’d just still have a broken nose.” She laughed slightly at that, looking back at the screen and moving her character. Not that she didn’t have access to private healthcare, but when it came to magical healing… her sister that could do it was out of town. It wasn’t so easy to access.
“Speaking of spoiling, let me show you my room.”Trisha moved out of the living room of their minecraft house, back down the corridor and up the stairs.
“On the left we have Gin’s room… which is probably just like her magic room. Then the two doors on the right are Ed’s then Mia’s… I’m pretty sure they knocked down the wall between them. I don’t want to go in there… but here!” Trisha stopped her character in front of another door further along the corridor upstairs of the house, tilting her head towards Casey.
“My room.”She opened the door into a moderate sized room. Looking straight forward, there was a wall of plant life - vine and leaf blocks - climbing up. There was a ladder to the left, but Trisha turned to the left to take in the rest of the lower level of the room. More bookshelves, windows lining the walls, and a small table with two green wool blocks as chairs. The floor was made of various colours of wood.
“It doesn’t look as impressive from down here…” She went to the ladder, going up it, revealing a little loft blocked from the lower half of the room with foliage. She immediately turned around, and looked down.
The floor was, somehow, made in honeycomb patterns from different colours of wood.
“It took me ages to make it look like that,” Trisha explained, before turning around to look behind her at the loft. It didn’t have much to it - two beds put together to form a double one, with green sheets, and two chests at the end - one green, one yellow. A candle lit it in soft light.
“I thought that if you ever played the game it could be… our room.”From her excited smile and expression, to the way that the room almost mirrored a tiny version of their own home, Casey could only cherish the moment spent with her in her most self-pleased form. Every bit of her moved him in a way that made it hard to feel anything but pleasure. He looked at the little thing she made as well, not wanting to completely glance over the trees for the forest.
They were details she loved, and he saw the way she paused over each one to relay how satisfied she was.
”Aw, Babe… You know how sweet you are? Like a little watermelon woman, I could just-”Casey tucked his lips over his teeth, proceeding to playfully bite at Trisha with false gums while he made playful eating noises. At the same time, his hands tickled at her stomach to force her into a giggle. At the same time, Ed’s voice became exasperated over the mic.
”Oooooh my God, Trisha!? Trisha, dude, like… Gin said there were a lot of mods in here that she never uses? I fucking found one, dude, it’s like a fucking jackpot…”“Hey, hey, stop it,” Trisha giggled, curling forward and grasping at the hands tickling her, trying to catch them and get them to stop. She wriggled in his lap as if to try to get away without actually putting any effort into it. She even tilted her head away from him to give him more access to her neck, hair cascading down her other shoulder.
“There’s hardly any of me to eat, don’t,” she whined cutely, quiet enough it shouldn’t be picked up by the mic.
But around it, she managed to listen to what Ed was saying, and as much as she enjoyed playing around with Casey like this she
really wanted to keep going with the game too. Not that she couldn’t do both…
“What is it? Don’t just leave me hanging, I need to know… is it something we can do now?” Trisha managed to lean forward just a bit towards her computer and mic, holding on tight to Casey’s hands so she could actually talk without laughing more.
”Actual factual carpentry, bro… Like… These blocks break the fucking game, what the fuck? Dude, we’ve gotta tear the house down. I’m sorry, there’s no other way.”Ed’s voice was solemn through the microphone, as if she was being exposed to cosmic horrors beyond her control. She wavered slightly.
”Actual fucking furniture, TrishaaaaaaaaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!”“Like… furniture that isn’t completely blocky? It looks like actual furniture? Fuck.” Trisha frowned, looking at her room which she’d spent hours perfecting. Hours making perfect, but… the furniture wasn’t actual furniture.
“Do we really have to tear it down? Can’t we still use the foundation? Just gut the rooms?””I mean, at the very least we have to redo the roof, I mean-”Ed’s character sprinted into Trisha’s room, dropping a literal slope block at her feet. It was so strange, so against the grain in a typical Minecraft fashion that just staring at it alone felt like one was staring at a strange alien artifact.
”-fuckin’ look at it. Is it not worthy of its own… Like… I don’t know, give it a fuckin’ shrine or something? Like, it’s divine!”Casey sighed slightly, hugging a bit tighter and more sweetly into Trisha.
”You’re not doing it tonight, right? I’m not sure how much longer I can last, especially since I need to test the new wards and things before bed…” Casey intoned, his voice apprehensive in not wanting to ruin Trisha’s time.
”I mean, you don’t have to go to bed with me, but… I’m not gonna stick around much longer. Norm’s still outside in the main office, he’ll be here all night. And you have Ed to make sure the cats aren’t-””They shouldn’t be bothering you tonight… Uh… I heard about what happened through the grape vine? After we talked this morning, or I would’ve said before… But since I know, I can do my best to catch them off guard.”Casey’s brow furrowed.
”Catch… Kane and Abel off guard?””They’re still cats, y’know? They get lazy and complacent; so a little M-Strain to mellow them, and then an E-Strain keeps them locked in for a while. And when they wakes up, I H-Strain and he leaves me the fuck alone.”Casey could only laugh at the idea of the cat getting absolutely blasted on junk and then getting paralyzed for his troubles.
”Well… That’s morbid. Thanks, Ed, I… I mean, that can’t work often, right?””Nnnno, definitely not. I worry they may just be… I don’t know, you know how it is with that fucking thing. It looks like it works, but then you turn back and it still has an eye open, and… I don’t know…”Casey took a deep breath. It was exhausting thinking about that thing being down there with those girls. Leon was supposed to be protecting them, keeping the beast occupied, but with the Father Wolf bullshit…
”I’ll do what I can to send them away, but we know that’s just a bandage.””I mean, come down… You still have that super special gun you worked on with Andrade, don’t you?”Casey took a long, thoughtful pause.
”There’s… There are a lot of factors between me and doing something like that. So, yes I do, but I won’t use it…”Taking a deep breath, he shook his head.
”I mean… I guess at the end of the day I don’t need to worry about the short trip between the roof access and our door, so… If you really wanna stay up? But, I’m gonna turn in when you’re done showing me everything you want to show me.” he finished, kissing Trisha’s neck gently before moving to plant another on her cheek.
Trisha had zoned out a bit while Casey and Ed talked about the cats - partly on purpose to not remember the morning, looking at the slope dropped in front of her character before starting to look up recipes on her second screen. She’d even pulled out a craft table in her own room, trying to figure out how many roof blocks they’d need and of what type - and how to even make them in the first place.
But the soft kisses brought her out of it, and she was paying enough attention to hear everything that was said… Which left her with a dilemma. Sleep, or minecraft. Casey, or no Casey. She didn’t really want to sleep, but she also didn’t really want to be without him. Even if the cats shouldn’t be a problem…
“It’s- it’s not that late is it?” Trisha said, looking between Casey and then her computer with wide eyes. Her eyes drifted down to the clock at the bottom of her screen… oh…
She pressed her lips together, hands coming off the keyboard so she could twist herself around and put her arms around Casey’s neck. Her face moved closer to his, rubbing their noses together.
“Just another thirty minutes? I’ve… shown you everything I wanted to… But a new roof shouldn’t take long. Right, Ed?” She said the last bit louder, face still right next to Casey’s. This close it was much easier to see the dark bags underneath her eyes from two practically sleepless nights, only lightly covered by makeup. They contrasted the energy in her eyes, even as she widened them to try and look extra cute.
“Please?”Casey’s eyes narrowed as he stared at her pleading face. She was adorable, even looking like a sleepless raccoon. For a moment, he held a straight face as he looked back, trying to psych her out with a stoney expression. But he broke within seconds, shaking his head and closing his eyes.
”How are you awake? Did you take some weird nap while I wasn’t looking?” he asked with a laugh and a deep breath behind it.
”You… Really just love your game… I’ll feel real bad if I let you go, y’know. You’ve got me in a headlock.”Ed laughed.
”I mean… I should probably sleep, since it’s a work day tom-day… Today. Like, six… Six hours. Mia’s been asleep at the table for probably an hour, and like… I really want to get this fucking roof done.” she groaned slightly.
”You were supposed to help me with temperance.”Trisha’s head tilted to one side, a little confused expression appearing on her face.
“It’s not been a full day, so we’ve been pretty moderate with it? Anything less than twenty four hours is fine, really. That’s pretty normal.”She tilted her head up to kiss the tip of Casey’s nose with a light laugh.
“No naps, I had that one yesterday, so of course I’m still awake. Normally when I’m working or studying, I just get it all done and then sleep. It’s easier that way. It’s just staring at a computer, anyway, it’s not like I’ve done much? I’ll catch up a day I’m more free.”It was pretty clear that Trisha had a very skewed view of what was normal when it came to sleeping, and the amount of time spent on something. Get it done, then sleep… That was always how she’d done things. It was a bad habit from her teenage years, studying while putting up the facade of a social rich girl and sacrificing sleep for it all. It wasn’t like there’d ever been anyone in her life to teach her what was healthy, and bedtimes just didn’t exist in the Vanburen household.
“If we get the roof done in an hour, you’ll get five hours sleep… but if you need six for work, you should get that.” Then, to Casey.
“I don’t want to keep you up either, Babe… well, I do, but I shouldn’t. Oh, actually, maybe I can swap to my laptop and bring it upstairs with me…”Casey was utterly caught in between thinking about how wonderful of a soldier she could’ve been, and how crazy she really was for thinking that any of what she just said was normal. It was one of the many things he went to war never thinking about, and then coming home and realizing that nobody cared about the little things.
The little things like being able to sleep whenever you wanted, or to stay up at all hours of the night because you had no real fear of what was coming next.
At least she got the fear part. She’d seen. Maybe that was it, and he was making a poor judgement upon her when she was really just… Afraid…
”If you don’t mind that, Babe, I don’t even mind you bringing it to bed with us. We can even sleep on the comfy couch; that way you can have that platform to keep it on. So you don’t burn your beautiful leggies…” he chided, hand slipping down to playfully pinch at both her legs.
”I can use you as a pillow too…” he cooed.
”That sounds so fucking good… I’m gonna wake tall pale and lanky up, force her to give me cuddles too… Trisha, I’m not gonna stay up. But if you’re really gonna go hog wild, just change the roof for now. Just don’t forget to make the right crafting bench: the recipe for it is in the normal bench, it’s like all sticks. Okay?” Ed asked expectantly from the other side of the computer.
Trisha giggled again, kicking her legs as they were suddenly
so ticklish. Like her skin was extra sensitive right now… maybe the lack of sleep? It didn’t really matter.
“Alright, yeah, it’ll just be the roof, I won’t do anything more. I wouldn’t want to redo the whole house without your input… Even if that’d be fun,” Trisha replied, meaning it, but also knowing that once she got into it there was a chance she
wouldn’t stop. But she’d try to.
“Aren’t the blankets and pillows still on the couch, anyway? Let’s-” she stopped, smile fading as she remembered that morning. She wouldn’t be able to sleep on the couch at all tonight… she’d just keep worrying that Casey was going to disappear. He’d never disappeared from their bed.
“Actually, I’d like to sleep in an actual bed. I can use a book or something to protect my legs… Don’t worry, you can still use me as a pillow too,” Trisha’s smile returned, leaning in to lightly kiss Casey.
“We can properly cuddle for a bit before I get going again. I need payment for moving.” She giggled a bit, though the laughing turned into a half yawn. She turned back towards her desk, head looking from side to side.
“My laptop’s… where’s my laptop? Oh, already upstairs, I think. Somewhere… I’ll find it while you check the wards. Ed? I’m going to switch my desktop off now. So, uh, good night.””Goodnight, you beautiful souls…-” There was a little stir on the other side, and she cleared her throat.
”-Go ahead…”The voice that came through was like a little girl. A very little girl, no older than a toddler… But the toddler was drowning in some kind of viscous liquid; or like a test tube baby talking through its amniotic fluid housing.
”Goodnight… I enjoyed listening.”Casey let out an audible
bleh from his gut, pushing up.
”Goodnight, Eddy… Goodnight, Serenity.””Oh, uh… Trisha? Our… Our Adjoined support group is meeting for dinner tomorrow. Maybe me and you can go together? Gin will be there hopefully, and… Bitchface Lena doesn’t go anymore.” she offered before Trisha had the chance to leave.
“Uhhh… Sure, if I’m not too tired,” Trisha replied, in a very non-committal way. It was a bit ironic coming from someone who’d just talked about being awake for more than twenty four hours at a time… but tomorrow evening was probably around when she’d crash. Sure, it would be nice to speak to other Adjoined, but a support group through the Temple? She wasn’t so sure about that.
“Just… text me, I guess. Goodnight, Eddy… Serenity…” her voice was much quieter naming the Apparition, following Casey’s lead. She wasn’t used to Apparitions that spoke with people they weren’t adjoined with, outside of the always awful encounters with Emily’s during the old days of the Coven. Her own barely talked to her! So it was just a little strange.
Sluggishly, Trisha got to her feet, leaving the chat room and shutting down her desktop. She yawned again, covering her mouth with a hand.
“I don’t need to bring out my Apparition if I go to that, do I?” she asked Casey, turning back around to him. She was more visibly sleepy now, focus on the game quickly disappearing along with her ability to stay awake. But she still wanted to build that roof… She held out her arms towards him.
“You need to help protect my beautiful legs from doing too much work.” Casey scooped Trisha by her knees onto the desk, letting her sit a moment while he regained the feeling in his legs. There was a shooting pain from a dead nerve left unrepaired too long, never to be magically recovered.
”Oooooh, you… Kraut fuck…” he moaned, reaching down and grabbing at his thigh with a wince.
”There was this fucking Hemomancer… German tank tech, we pulled him out of the burning wreck and he repaid us by ripping our shit apart. The purple Luxer fuckin-”He stopped himself, hand still rubbing at the spot that burned the most in his leg. It was beyond uncomfortable, and all he wanted to do was bitch about it… But he was explaining it to her…
”-Africa wasn’t awful… But it had the worst moments. I know it sounds morbid, but… That desert was so beautiful sometimes, the way it looked like the sun was cooking the horizon. A big sunny-side up egg…”He gave the leg one last shake, then pulled Trisha up from the desk and into his arms.
”It’s easier to sleep next to someone: Makes a soldier feel safer having a buddy.” he nuzzled his face into hers, noses brushing together.
Pushing through the door and out into the office, he tried to remember what the policies were for the little get-together of Adjoined. Leon had long taken over as the leader of the group, which Trisha may not love…
”Uh, to answer your question from earlier-” he paused, sliding the little footstool across the floor to Norm who was sitting at the main desk. The two exchanged a nod, and he made way for the hall.
”-no. There’s plenty who are either too reclusive or whatever to come out. Leon, he’ll… He’s in charge? Kind of. I mean, they do a lot of things together; he hosts gym days, they do charity stuff, sometimes they’ll join him when he leaves town for boxing stuff. He organizes it, but they always have dinner together once a week. They get a schedule I guess… But, he can’t just let Lelou out. She’d be way too horny. Or hungry. Probably both.” he laughed.
Trisha’s expression scrunched up, but she tried to hide it by pressing her face into Casey’s shoulder. Of course Leon was in charge. Casey said kind of, but if Leon was anything like he had been ten years ago… Well, he was different enough that they’d agreed to move forward from any issues they had then. And she was
trying. She should give it a chance at least…
“Both of those at once sound like a nightmare, but good… The Queen doesn’t come out. She could, she’s just too lazy to.” She let out a little huff, air blowing against Casey’s neck.
“Going along to one dinner doesn’t mean signing up for the rest, does it? I’m definitely not doing gym days. I never really understood the whole group exercising thing… But I’ll give the dinner a chance so I can talk to other Adjoined. I don’t really feel like I need a ‘support’ group of any kind, though. Those kinds of things are for people who are struggling.”Something she definitely wasn’t doing… sure, her control wasn’t amazing, but that was a lack of knowledge more than anything. It wasn’t like the people from Sycamore stuck with Apparitions making them destroy everything they touch, or pushing them to kidnap innocent women.
“... is the dinner at the Temple?”Casey wound up hooked on what she said. The phrase
for people who are struggling implied that things were… Problematic… Some people were struggling, sure: But maybe Ed had given the wrong impression by giving it that label. Casey was torn between correcting her and just answering the question.
”It… Yeah? Probably, usually. Mone cooks. She’s probably a better cook than Andrade is, but she’d never play around in the back of a restaurant. Home cooking is all she and Avula Nah do, really. It’s kind of compulsive.” he laughed, thinking about the enormous woman and her equally enormous ghost.
”She’s adorable. Like the grandma you wish you had.”He pushed through the exit door and up into the stairwell. Back outside, it was cold. The moon hung low in the bay as the sunlight burned the lowlands back into the day. There was still a few hours between them and the first precious rays. Enough to sleep in the pale eye’s view.
”Y-you don’t have to go, either. I’m only satisfied with letting you go because Ed goes with Leon directly: He comes to pick her up, it’s their little time. And I trust them, obviously.”If it was at the Temple, that meant Trisha couldn’t actually eat. But that was fine. She wasn’t a fan of dinner in larger groups anyway, and never had much of an appetite. She could easily wait until she was home afterwards or just skip the meal entirely.
“My lola- uh, grandmother- is pretty terrifying, so she already sounds way better than her… I think I’d like to go, just the once, even if I don’t think I need it. I might change my mind tomorrow, but I do want to talk to other Adjoined… Leon included, I guess.”She pressed as close as she could to Casey to avoid the cold night air, the drop in temperature cutting through the sleepiness that had started to take hold of her. She furrowed her brow, fixating over something he’d said. Repeating it in her head. Phrasing…
“You’re satisfied with ‘letting’ me go? I know it’s something with the Temple but… you don’t get to let me or not let me do things. I don’t need permission.” Trisha pulled back slightly so that she could look at him, eyes narrowed. Growing more irate the more she thought about it… the lack of sleep really didn’t help.
“That’s such bullshit, are you serious? ‘Let’ me?” Casey’s eyes narrowed to meet Trisha’s as he took a slow, deep breath.
”Without me… I meant letting you go without me… There’ll be plenty of people, I won’t be worried about you getting hurt, you’ll be… Safe. That’s all I care about. And when this Father Wolf bullshit is finished, you’ll never hear me say anything like that ever again. I promise, Trisha, I didn’t mean it like that…” he frowned at her, frantically explaining his position.
Trisha lips pressed together as she thought about it, slowly. It made sense, she supposed… She didn’t want to die. Though she didn’t really think it would happen, because why wouldn’t Father Wolf take the many opportunities over the last few months? But of course Casey was worried. It was nice that he was worried. It had warmth bubbling up over the annoyance in her chest. She really wasn’t used to having someone who actually cared.
“Okay, I understand, it’s just about Father Wolf. And safety. I just… assumed… the worst…” her voice got quieter with each word until it was barely more than a whisper. She didn’t want to get into it, the past experiences. Dating so many people, most of whom were so obviously toxic from the start, came with all sorts of problems.
“It’s alright since it’s because you care.” She nodded, leaning forward again to kiss his cheek before curling back in at his neck. There were still a bit of background worries there- about how restrictive that seemed- but him
actually caring was enough to bring her from sleepy grumpiness to sleepily content.
Casey could only tilt his head back in thankful bliss that this wasn’t suddenly a shouting match… He wasn’t a shouting type. Not at this point. Not with her…
”It’s all because I care, Baby… Cuz, I love you.”It was only the second time today he said it… Twice a day was enough, right? It didn’t devalue the concept solely on the basis of overabundance, it didn’t scream desperate to not be alone.
”I’ve done a lot of things I’m not proud of so that we could have the freedoms we do. Or, at least I contributed, I feel like… So, coming home and dictating your life would be stupid. A waste of what people are dead for. Personal liberty.”Shifting Trisha in his arms, Casey popped the door to the house open and stepped in. He could feel the vague weight of Lux influence crawling across the walls and floor of the house. Blue, black and orange trailed across his vision in little rays that split the air with their vibrance.
Above, the railing that kept their loft closed off had been repaired, quite literally put back together from the splinters. The pool of blood had been washed away, and everything was still and silent.
”It already feels better. Safer.” he took a deep breath. Bringing her past the den and up the stairs into the loft, Trisha would find the bed pristinely made with the blankets tucked under the pillows.
”I came up here a while ago and made the bed while they were working… I’ll get your laptop from downstairs…” he finished, slipping her onto the bed and hugging into her stomach.
He didn’t move. Just sat like a weight on top of her, his head turned and laying with an ear pressed against Trisha’s belly.
“It’s somewhere beside the couch, I think,” Trisha said about her laptop, struggling to remember when she last used it. Before she went for Casey’s ceremony, probably. That felt like a long time ago. A lot had happened.
At least things were safe, now. She trusted Casey when he said it was. It allowed her to properly relax in their home again, on their newly remade bed, not thinking about the intrusion from that morning. The place was theirs again.
“You’re not listening for anything in there, are you?” Trisha found herself asking with a soft giggle. She curled forward around him, pressing her face into his hair and letting her arms loosely drape over him. Her eyes half closed. Now that she was up here… she really was tired…
“Just food. Probably not even much food… nothing to hear there…”She rubbed her face against the top of his head, arms tightening around him. Determined to do what she said she was going to, to build that roof, but already getting too comfortable to really think about it.
“Don’t bother with the laptop right now, I’ll get it later… I want cuddles first…” ”You’re just so soft…”Without another word, Casey lifted one leg and pulled himself up into bed, sliding in next to Trisha and wrapping both arms around her so he could hug her tighter to his chest. He could only feel warmth in that moment; the love he knew he had. A tear silently rolled from his eye, a reaction he couldn’t control.
”You’re gonna have a hard time getting your laptop if I fall asleep…” he said lazily.
Trisha burrowed herself into Casey’s chest, pressing as close as she could. She was warm and comfortable… so safe. She felt safer than she ever had before in his arms. Like… home…
“I’ll get the bees to bring it to me,” she mumbled, half muffled with her face pressed against him. It wouldn’t be that hard with enough bees… she’d just have to calculate the number. It would be… she wasn’t sure.
“It can be… bee strength training…” Her voice got quieter and softer as she spoke, eyes properly closed. The roof… she had to… the bees…
“They can…” she trailed off, not even finishing the thought or sentence, breathing growing deeper as she already pulled into sleep.
Casey didn’t respond, except with his grip loosening only slightly. The warm, soft feeling of having that little body in his arms, feeling her heartbeat with his… To hell with every nightmare, every little pain and ache and fear. She was here, and he had something to protect. Someone who needed him just as much as he needed her. He’d have his guts pulled from his body a million times if it meant keeping her safe.
Because just as much as she felt safe with him, he felt safe with her. A partner. Someone to watch his back… Like she had that morning. The Pale Eye of the Moon stared down upon the Earth, upon the St. Portwell Bay, and its iris shone directly upon them through the glass walls of their home.
Before she was finished talking, Casey let out a little grunt from his mouth… But his mind was already black with sleep. Comfortable. Vulnerable.