[OOC] Final Fantasy 9 - Reimagined [Private and Full.]

[CAS1006]

I'm just blinking at my artist because I asked for one more art piece for reference for this rp.

And he totally changed Cas' design.

new design

I'll put it like this. I like it a lot, but I don't think I can justify it for this rp. XD

Unless I edited a few post...

But how do I justify that.
Bats... Well... he is a mix of a feline and Chiropterian...
Bat's wings are their arms and vise versa... but placing them on his back made it easier to design around... But it looks like dragon wings.
_____

Edit: Only had to adjust one post... As well as the Bio just slightly. He is officially a trifecta.

[CAS1006]

Been 17 days since someone posted.

Not to sound snippy, but could one of you step to it sometime today? Shadow can't exactly post twice in a row... And I just did set up stuff.

[rivaan]

@CAS1006 today you will have a post ^^

[CAS1006]

Going to leave a blunt message; has nothing to do with the rp.

Read at your own desecration

[1:25:11 PM] Mr.Svent: So, going to be extremely open for a second, and going to be real with everyone.
[1:25:23 PM] Ryan: hmm?
[1:25:39 PM] Mr.Svent: I might have sabotaged my body for years now. (I don't mean like being overly hot.)

[1:26:24 PM] Reagan: sabotaged your own body?
[1:26:30 PM] Mr.Svent: But I've had problems as far as the age of 16 where I been taking Behydril as a means of a way to sleep despite my insomnia.
[1:26:36 PM] Mr.Svent: I also take it when stressed
[1:26:43 PM] Mr.Svent: Or when depressed
[1:27:04 PM] Mr.Svent: Mostly because I suffer from depression and anxiety.
[1:27:19 PM] Mr.Svent: Need to justify design choices, or my perspective on things.
[1:27:23 PM] Reagan: I'm basically leaving my body to give up itself
[1:27:30 PM] Mr.Svent: So I've always been a wreck.
[1:27:36 PM] Mr.Svent: But the problem is
[1:27:44 PM] Mr.Svent: I take the medicine in large doses.
[1:27:51 PM] Mr.Svent: 2 to 3 pills at a time.
[1:28:00 PM] Mr.Svent: And these things dehydrate your brain.
[1:28:07 PM] Mr.Svent: Not the good kind.
[1:28:22 PM] Mr.Svent: I potentially have been hurting myself, while being unaware.
[1:28:47 PM] Mr.Svent: Either because of stress, depression, anxiety and so on. Not having fun.
[1:28:50 PM] Mr.Svent: Or just a bad day.
[1:29:01 PM] Mr.Svent: This has been going on for years.
[1:29:52 PM] Mr.Svent: I'm basically saying I probably fucked myself up in ways I'm not even aware of.
[1:30:28 PM] Mr.Svent: I'm probably unintentionally killing myself as a result is what I'm saying.
[1:30:36 PM] Mr.Svent: So.... Ta-da.
[1:30:48 PM] Ryan: Chris...
[1:30:54 PM] Reagan: shit...

Basically I kinda have a huge problem. I stopped taking the medication as of yesterday. But it is still a struggle. It doesn't help that I have a hard time communicating due to Autism. (I have some form of it, like I fear I made it worse due to that form of abuse as you may have read) some of my post I look at and go "This is pretty bad... At least I think so." Maybe that is just paranoia.

[Shadow007]

@CAS1006

Eeeeeeee... Well, I honestly know what's it like to harm your own body and deal with the consequences later on... So, if you need to talk via PM about it, I'm definitely here.

[Silver Fox]

My commission is done!

@rivaan Here is Karn and Wylde :3

[CAS1006]

@Silver FoxIt's very cute and nicely drawn.

I just wish my artist were not so... About to sound mean spirited, but it isn't the intention. So... Not going to say basic, because I appreciate them.

I guess what I'm saying is "Gosh, I wish I had higher quality."

[CAS1006]

Guys, it's time to post.

[rivaan]

@CAS1006 You will have a nice post later today ^^
EDIT: its actually qutie impressive how you always seem to poke us when I decide that I will post in the morning xD

[Silver Fox]

Will post probably tomorrow. Dead to the world today

[CAS1006]

@rivaan Well... I know how to use a Rapier. So I'd think I'd be good with poking. XP

I feel like Wylde gave a Jotaro level of glare.

[rivaan]

Hmmm so here I am, staring at a white open word file without a single sentance cause Im not sure what to write. Like with only 1 post after my last, I don't have too many things to react to and the like. Hmm...

[Silver Fox]

Hmmm so here I am, staring at a white open word file without a single sentance cause Im not sure what to write. Like with only 1 post after my last, I don't have too many things to react to and the like. Hmm...

@rivaan

It's okay, I just woke up and attempting to think of something xD

[rivaan]

Great I will hit the bed then xD

[Silver Fox]

Bah sorry everyone I fell asleep. Promise in the morning after work I'll work on that post

[CAS1006]

Bah sorry everyone I fell asleep. Promise in the morning after work I'll work on that post

@Silver Fox

Alright, I look forward to it.

[CAS1006]

I'll try to post later.

(Kinda laughing that Itzel thinks Cas, Ritsu and Hitori are an item.)

[CAS1006]

So, going on note to say something.

Player of Minerva left the rp months back.
Wolfy wanted out. So there.

I also am moving us to Treno, but I think I accidentally put "Lindblum." So I am going to correct that.

Edit: Corrections were made.

[CAS1006]

Little update.

LookingGlass' computer is in need of replacement, so while you all can still post, he will be on pause temporarily.

[CAS1006]

His computer got replaced, so hopefully he might post after work today. And then we can all get rolling again; nothing was his fault, just things happen to electronics.

*And Medusa Builds apparently... Because someone decided they wanted to build Crit and not Pen... Only Riv would get this.*

But how is everyone else doing?

I actually have been slowly making plans in this rp. But it will take time to execute. Without spoiling much, Freya Crescent might be a guest sooner than you think. Always loved her in FF9.