Ok, I've read the comments from last night and this is what I have to say about them.
I'll admit that I may have been antagonistic for some time, perhaps abusively in the eyes of some. However, let me say that I've been holding out on a lot of the aggression back. You all know I've been worse in the past, after all. I'll also admit that a part of what I've been doing is because of the issues that happened on this RP in the past few months that made me grow weary of it, and almost everyone playing it.
The most important factor in this discontentment was the treatment some of my characters received, especially Victoire and Juno. That's a sore point for me and will always be; my enjoyment of War was damaged ways that are hard to fix, even after all these months.
I won't negate that seeing people get out of problems for this much time, or behaving in ways that would certainly earn lots of flak if I were the one doing them, getting off trouble with a slap on the wrist because they aren't GMing and that we need any players willing to stay, annoyed me a great deal.
My behavior was certainly bad, but it wasn't as bad as it could be.
That said, I'm not the only one at fault here, under any circumstances.
Banana himself, used almost any possible chance to poke me that he could find. Look at Bonesword's new skills (including blatant anti-Victoire attacks and copies of Victoire's abilities for no reason other than trigger me, are the biggest offenders) and all that OOC bragging he does regarding them then you'll see why I dislike that character so much.
Plus, let us not forget that it was because of players commenting about this RP's internal matters to others that have nothing to do with it (which is a tremendous lack of ethical conduct from you guys) that drew people from outside to challenge me.
That was when the last drop of my patience to almost all of you ran away. Yet, I have been controlling myself as much as I can for this long.
There are some other nitpickings on my part but they too many to enumerate and hardly have any weight on this issue compared to what I described above.
War is an RP that I liked very much but will never again be able to enjoy the same. That said, it doesn't mean that I have to ruin your enjoyment of it (you got pretty much all that you wanted, after all, haven't you?), or of anyone that joins the new thread whenever it's ready.
I'll make a compromise to tone down the open aggression even more. However, I don't know if I can promise anything half as enthusiastic as I did in the past ever again. Nevertheless, I ask just one small thing out of you all. If you already know what kind of actions get me in a bad mood, please avoid triggering me. It's not hard to show the very least of respect.
If you still want to go, that's your choice, but if you stay for what's to come, I'll try to make it better.