[OOC] The City of Gems

[Akayaofthemoon]

@Archmage MC

It was a great show

[Kronshi]

Guys, I can't do this anymore. Everytime I tell people to get something up or offer to do it myself, I get promises that something will happen, that someone will fix it. And then nothing happens, and I repeat the process. I'm​ not even interested in this Roleplay after over 2 months of not being able to touch my character. I'm not even sure I could post as Bloodstone anymore since I've gotten so detached from the him. I'm moving on to new roleplays so that I can try to enjoy this site again. I'm sorry, I don't want to abandon you guys but it feels like none of you are even trying to get a post up.

Aqua, I don't blame you. You had so many things going on. Everyone else though, they just kept waiting on you. Not willing to try and pick up the mantle and write up a post. I understand wanting to wait on someone so they don't get left behind but relying on you to fix everything when you're in such a bad state is ridiculous.

So I'm sorry, but I'm done with this.

[Akayaofthemoon]

@Kronshi

I understand Kronshi. Thank you for helping me out for so long. I put a lot on you and I'm sad that this fell so far away cause people couldn't commit and then my life went so very wrong. Any RP is lucky to have you in it and I hope you can enjoy yourself again cause I didn't want you to be unhappy. I apologize for being selfish...

[Akayaofthemoon]

@Kronshi

I am here if you ever need me or want to RP something else. You are my friend and I will always be here for you even if it is nothing about writing.

[Kronshi]

@Akayaofthemoon

You were never being selfish. You had huge issues. So did others here. The problem were those that left because they couldn't commit. Or those who stayed and had all the time to talk ooc but couldn't take the time just to post ic. Or those that kept making promises but never followed through.

[Akayaofthemoon]

@Kronshi

I feel like I let you down a lot. I should have done more and pushed more. Either way, things happened and I don't want this to be a burden for you! Go find RPs you can enjoy again. I'll always be here to chat and I'll always be your friend. Thank you for being amazing Kronshi *hugs*

[Kronshi]

@Akayaofthemoon

And I'll always be here for you. If you ever make a non-SU roleplay, feel free to @ me.

[Akayaofthemoon]

@Kronshi

I have at least one in the works but waiting on my Co-GM as they have personal stuff going on.

I am thinking about maybe doing one or two more but we will see. I will be sure to @ you to them.

Thank you for being my friend Kronshi. Thank you for picking up the pieces here as long as you did while I kind of fell apart.

[Spinna]

@Kronshi I'm really sorry Kronshi. I waited way too long to finally get my Spinel post up and in the end it wasn't enough to help save the RP. I appreciate all you did and hope to still see you around.

[pyroman]

@KronshiI can't blame you for wanting to leave. Honestly, I'm rather envious that you've had the strength to announce your leave. After almost three years, I'm quite burned out. I'm surprised that you've made it this far without having any problems.

I hope that everything goes well for you, man.

[Loony]

@Kronshi I'm sorry I couldn't keep up as well as I wanted to. I'm sorry you had to put up with our, and especially my, incompetence. Stuff's been pretty wild on my end but there was nothing but my own irrational fear keeping me from posting Eve's CS and getting back into this like I said I should and eventually would.

You've been a really big help to me, Kronshi, a good friend. I still read your song when things get too bad. I hope you enjoy whatever it is because you honest to god put up with a lot, did so much for us all, and you more than deserve a break from all this. I don't know when I'll be able to pick myself up again, but I hope I see you around again. I'm still trying to push myself little by little, but taking the kind of role I did back in the day is going to take much longer than I'd like to admit. Baby steps for me to get back into the swing of stuff, and baby steps for you to find happiness and peace of mind on this site again.

I can't say I'm as close to you as I'd like to be, so I don't know how much any of this is worth, but I'm always here if you need to talk. I have a discord with a few old time members of this goup, if you or anyone else is interested.

You take care of yourself, alrighty?

Stay safe, and take it easy.

[rocketrobie2]

@Akayaofthemoon
youtube.com/watch?v=AvwDNGjEp7A

[Akayaofthemoon]

@rocketrobie2

OMG I CANT WAIT!!!