[OOC] The City of Gems

[Akayaofthemoon]

@Archmage MC@rocketrobie2@Kronshi@December@The1Rolling1Boy@Raijinslayer@DracoLunaris@Spinna@BrassOtter@Gutshot
@loony

Hey Everyone,

I don't even know if you guys are still with me or even here. I know I have not been the best of friends lately. I have tried my best to keep the love of my life,make changes I could make to make him happy but it wasn't enough. I am heart broken. I am sad and it has been hard to be inspired. This is no excuse. I am so sorry everyone. I tried to put on a brave face but I can't anymore. I will post soon...if anyone is still here....

[The1Rolling1Boy]

@Akayaofthemoon
I still here!! *flails around randomly*

[rocketrobie2]

@Akayaofthemoon I'm really sorry to hear that Akaya. No need whatsoever to be sorry with that going on in your life.

[Akayaofthemoon]

I feel like I have failed you all. Not the RP thing but just as a friend. I tried to be strong and I tried to change a few things that I could control to make him happy. I was wrong.....I don't know why he doesn't love me....I hope someday I am strong enough to let someone in and not be afraid they will stop loving me or leave me too....

I'm sorry I stayed away from here

[Spinna]

@Akayaofthemoon It's alright Akaya, we're still with you. You've been a great friend to many of us including me in the past and I doubt any of us are about to forget that. I certainly am not. Take whatever time you need to recover, I'll support any reboot of this RP you want to make and I would of course be honored if you wanted to be a part of mine.

[Loony]

@Akayaofthemoon It's okay Akaya. You've fallen on hard times. You're still our friend and a good one at that. You haven't failed us and I'm sorry you feel that way. I don't know what else to say that Spinna hasn't already, but, uh...ye. We're with you.

*Hugs*

[Akayaofthemoon]

I love you guys. I wish you all lived closer and we could just have a big party. Just laugh and play games or whatever. I am not alone and yet I feel completely alone at the same time right now. You all help me not me be alone.

[Spinna]

@Akayaofthemoon That would be really cool for sure! Talking online will do for now, for me at least, but I wish I could be there to help support you. I'm really happy to see you back though!

[Akayaofthemoon]

I missed you guys

[December]

@Akayaofthemoon

Real. Life. Comes. First.

Don't you feel bad for a second. We are all here for you. I know I personally haven't talked to you that much, but you have been so amazing and gracious and kind. It's so wonderful to hear from you again, and I think all of us know what it's like when a tornado turns into a hurricane in your life. If there's anything we can do, let us know. I'd love to help in any way I can. <3

[December]

(Double post, ignore!)

[Archmage MC]

@Akayaofthemoon If he didn't wanna stay with you, he wasn't the love of your life. Just remind yourself of that and find a new partner.

[Akayaofthemoon]

Thanks guys. Truly, thank you. You all are so wonderful and I am so lucky to have you all in my life.

[Spinna]

@Akayaofthemoon Aw, you're very sweet to say so. I know you're probably in a lot of pain now but I know you'll come back from this stronger and more confident than ever. I'd also like to second what @Archmage MC said, if he didn't want to stick around after everything you've done it probably wasn't meant to be.

[rocketrobie2]

Hey, I just found out DONTNOD is making another 'Life is Strange' game.

[Akayaofthemoon]

@rocketrobie2

PLEASE TELL ME THIS IS TRUE!!! I WOULD BE SO HAPPY!!

[rocketrobie2]

@Akayaofthemoon

ALL LIES

No but seriously its true! I'll link the video in a minute here.

EDIT: Bada boom

youtube.com/watch?v=YoVni44YBtE

[Akayaofthemoon]

@rocketrobie2

I can't wait and will by the whole set like last time to have it ready day one of release. So worth it!

[Akayaofthemoon]

Hey, just wanted to stop by and say I'm thinking of you guys. Having a rough weekend...taking it one step at a time. I might write a little today.

[Archmage MC]

@Akayaofthemoon Go binge watch Samurai Jack. Season 5 ended and concluded the series so thats a good long while of stuff to do.