Uhm... I know I said I'd post in the IC this weekend, but instead I bring you some incredibly unpleasant news that will probably upset a great deal of you, and earn me some well-deserved flak. But instead of stalling and building up tension, let's get right to it:
To put it very bluntly, I'm going to be taking a break from RPG for an indefinite period of time. This is not a decision I've made lightly, but rather one that I've been debating and thinking about for the past month or so. The reason for this decision are multiple, the major ones are that my job keeps tiring me out each and every day, leaving weekends the only days I can really have any 'me'-time, and my passion and enjoyment of roleplay - as a whole - have significantly decreased over the past half a year of so.
The past few roleplays I've done on the Guild have eventually turned into feeling like chores, where I'm obligated to read up on and respond to them. And, as I have said to many others, I have a philosophy about hobbies that goes: If your hobby turns into a chore and something you don't look forward to doing, then you should probably take a step back and away from it, for a while. And, following my own advice, that is exactly what I intend to do.
Now I do want to note that this decision is not anyone else's fault but my own, and it certainly isn't influenced by you guysd. Rather, I'd say this RP has been the main reason why I actually stuck around for longer than I intended, as I think and feel that you boys and girls have been a tremendously enjoyable group to roleplay with. Your patience and dedication to the story, even though it's been slow-moving and at times unintuitive and, let's face it, poorly plotted has really amazed me. Your character are all also wonderful and I can actually say that I feel like I've been reading a decently written DAL spin-off with nice characters and design so far. Kudos, hold your heads up high!
It is - however - also because of this that I'',m withdrawing, because I feel like it's unfair to you guys, who put so much effort and energy into this story to sit around and wait for me, who is pulling my feet and sighting in exhaustion every time I come to visit the Guild and chjeck if there are updates or new posts. I feel like an anchor and a time-sink that's holding people and stories back, and that's not a good thing.
So, in conclusion, as of today; November 9th 2014, I'm officially taking a hiatus from RPG and this in turn means I'm resigning from my post as GM of this roleplay.
Do not despair though, because I'm not a complete douche, even if I'm a pretty bg one, I'mm not just going to leave you folks high and dry.
I'll be sticking aroud and popping in to check this thread, and if you guys want to continue the story without my "guidance", then please - by all means - feel free to do so! Just shoot me a PM and I will gladly give you all the information on what I had planned and plotted for the story so far, and that way you guys can keep on goiung if you want to, even if I'm no longer around to act as the narrator.
Again, I apologize and feel sincerely bad for doing this, but it's something I feel that I have to do for now. I want to be able to to work in the weeks without feeling guilty for being tired from, well, work and not posting on the Guild and I want to be able to spend my weekends without having to think of things and stuff that I can, should or otherwise might be posting from the point that I wake up in the morning until the wee hours before I go to bed.
So, yes... I'm very, very sorry and hope you can all understad. I know this is very sudden (for you guys) and I haven't really been mentioned it before. *bows head in shame*
Again though, if you guys want to continue the story, just hit me up and I'll help and give you what I got, so as to keep this story going. Because hoestly, this is an RP I feel that I can be proud of, not to mention it's my second longest-running roleplay on RPG ever, in all the 4 years I've spent here.
But for now, I will have to bid you a shameful goodbye and await your replies.