Mathew prepared his weaponry, systematically checking his guns. He didn't keep a list. He could simply feel the guns, as if they were hanging in midair, where he'd left them, and retrieved them. They never seemed to become dirty in the other place. The place he kept everything important. Wherever he kept his weaponry, it would have to be spotless clean. Had he been a scientist, he would have mused at the possibilities. Had he been a philosopher, he would have mused at the meanings. But Mathews was neither of those things. He was a soldier. And as such, only the practicality of his ability hit him.
Most Deviants displayed their abilities like fools. Magic tricks, flashy and explodey. They either feared their abilities, repressing them to the best of their abilities, or grew obsessed with them, seeing how much they could do, practically attracting trouble. To Mathews, it didn't matter. His ability was a gun. It wasn't good, evil, or even important. It was a utility, and ability. A weapon. Mathew didn't have room for anything else.
Some would call this hollow. They would be correct. Mathew was a hollow man. For what is a man without fear? Or mercy? Man is fickle. Man is chaotic. Man is foolish. Mathew was none of those things. For, in some ways, he was not, truly, a man. The human purists would call him a monster for his abilities, for he was not truly human. The religious would call him a monster for his beliefs, for he was not a believer. Pacifists would call him a monster for his job, for his job was one of violence. Vegans would call him a monster for his eating habits, for he ate the flesh of dead animals. However, none of these things can make one a monster. Not truly. What makes one a monster is not even to kill, or to slaughter. For Mathew was inhuman in a more base sense.
Humans laugh. We hate. We cherish, love, fear, despise, blame, befriend, and believe. We have hopes and dreams that could build worlds of beauty, and hatred that would set those very worls aflame. To be human is to be full of all these chaotic, fiery things. For humans are, for lack of a better term, alive. Sadness, happiness, hate, love, fear, admiration, confusion, despair, hope..... this is life. Mathew, thus is not alive. He is a hollow man.
Mathew loads the pistol, and slips it seamlessly back into the other place. He stands up, automatically checking the room for traps, before stepping out of the door of the small, damp room. He walks through the corridors of the appartment complex, and men and women step aside. Not because of his clothes - an ordinary white shirt and a dirty pair of jeans, spattered with mud. But for him, walking calmly and soullesly through the torrent of life. The man steps outside, and walks to the side. He walks up to the fat man, and checks a phone he didn't have before. He then puts it before. The fat man orders a burrito, extra cheese. He'll die of heart problems, Mathews decides.
The fat man walks, and talks, and lives. And the hollow man follows. And then, fifteen minutes later, the fat man dies. A poison ring, which will never be found. An unarmed civilian. And a dead fat man. And the hollow man walks on. One more deviant lies dead. It's in the news. Died of a heart attack, which really isn't unexpected. Three weeks later, his affiliation to a nearby Deviant organisation will be discovered. A journalist will write a story on how deviants are plotting the end of humanity. Another will call it inhumane and rebuke it. Then the people will forget. And yet, the hollow man is still there.
Two days later, the hollow man is in a military base. He has a mission. He will be briefed. Then he will do the mission. And quite possibly, more people would die. The hollow man doesn't regret this, but neither does he enjoy the thought. It is a fact of his existence, that he will kill people. The hollow man arrives at the door he needs. He stands in the corner, ignoring the guards, as he calmly, and patiently awaits a time when the colonel is free to speak to him.