Estelle Marie Forrester
"I wish words were like little toy guns; No sting, no hurt no one, Just a bang bang rolling off your tongue."
Stands at around 4'8 and weighs about 95 Lbs | Age 17 | Hair falls well below her waist
Generally a quiet girl, Estelle normally fades into the background. She is the kind of person who prefers to take the pictures, not be in them. She is usually a very passive and kind person. Being as sensitive as she is, she does not like violence and tries to avoid any and all conflict. She is an easy-going person and very agreeable. She tends to blurt a lot of things out without realizing it or thinking about her words. She also gets embarrassed and flustered way too easily; often blushing and hiding her face. She is somewhat of a klutz, managing to trip over her own feet more often than not. However, she can be very stubborn if she feels like it. She also puts others needs before her own and in most cases she reacts without thinking of her own well-being: if someone is being hurt, Estelle will immediately try and protect them with any means possible without even considering herself.
The results of her quiet nature lead her to not having friends because of how shy and flustered she becomes around others. Generally, Estelle only ever talks if she is either spoken to or is answering a question in class. Other than that she stays quiet. However, just because she is not participating in the conversation, doesn't mean she isn't paying attention; rather, she is choosing to listen and learn.
Her mother wasn’t known for commitment. She slept around behind her husbands’ back and he was none the wiser. To outside world, they were the perfect couple. But when Estelle’s mother got pregnant after a one-night stand with a stranger she met in a bar, she played it off that it was her husbands’ child. However, one day Estelle’s father took her to get a DNA test done and it was there the truth was revealed that Estelle was not his daughter. There were many fights, words screamed in the middle of the night while Estelle hid in the closet with her hands over her ears. It escalated until her father had had enough and kicked her and her mother out. Her mother managed to get a crappy job as a waitress as a diner. She was constantly blaming Estelle for their misfortune. One day her mother was especially drunk and threw a beer bottle at Estelle. It hit the left side of her face and her mother panicked as she started bleeding and took her to the hospital, claiming the girl had tripped with a cup and fell into the glass.
The doctors were able to remove all the glass fragments but Estelle lost the sight in her left eye. Afterword things spiraled downward further. EStelle would get beaten almost every day. When Estelle turned six, her mother dragged her out of the house and towed her to a park. There she told the girl to sit on a bench and stay there. Estelle cried, trying to cling to her skirt and begging her to not go, that she would behave. Her mother turned and shoved her away harshly, sending the small girl to the ground. Her parting words before she turned and left haunted Estelle for the rest of her life.
”I should have never gave birth to you, you monster.” As her mother walked away Estelle laid there on the ground, stunned. She didn’t know how long she had laid there but when it started to rain and elderly couple walking by saw her and hurried over. Soon after Estelle was adopted by them. They were very kind to her and took care of her. However, the passed away when Estelle turned ten and she was taken to an orphanage. There she was bullied by the other kids until she was adopted once more two years later.
Her new family treated Estelle horribly and made her work around the house. Her two brother picked on her, always trying to get her to express emotion but she never did. And she never saw her mother or father again. So she turned to music and started to learn to play any instrument she could get her hands on. She excels at the violin and piano and normally hides out in the music room during school.
"It would be nice but who would ever want to be with me? I only cause hurt to those around me."Theme Song- Little Toy Guns by Carrie Underwood~ Estelle is terrified of the dark, storms, or loud noises in general.
