The cafeteria smelt like a mixture of cleaning chemicals and food. The buzz of the atmosphere was ringing in Aleksandr's ears. The noise level was making him uncomfortable. In fact, he was starting to wonder if he would ever feel comfortable in this town.
As Father Seraphim and Aleksandr went through the cafeteria line Father Seraphim spoke briefly to Aleksandr, "I had the strangest dream last night, Aleksy. I dr--."
"I don't particularly want to hear your dream, Papa," Aleksandr muttered harshly at his father, "Besides, you shouldn't trust dreams..." he looked away from his father, trying to gain control of his rage. He really didn't want to be stuck having a petty feel good conversation with his father. He had already been forced to sleep in the hospital with his father's musty cassock. He let out a sigh, "I'm just going to go find us a table," he scoffed at his father, wanting and needing to get under his father's skin. He could already feel his father's presence rising with impatience. There wasn't a chance his father was going to lose his cool in the hospital, in front of an audience--especially, while dressed as a priest.
Father Seraphim closed his eyes as Aleksandr walked away from him. The thought that something more was bothering his son. He thought about Sylvia Wyeth. There was something peculiar about Aleksandr's reaction with her, but his mind dared not wander any further down that path. He opened his eyes and turned his attention back to the line. Without much hesitation he picked some mixed fruit from the line and grabbed two waters, one for him and one for Aleksandr. He paid at the cash register.
Looking around, he saw Aleksandr sitting at a table by himself.
Approaching with his tray, he placed the tray on the table, "I grabbed a water for you," he spoke slightly grimly--obviously disappointed in how his son's behavior has escalated to some absurd level of sarcasm.
"It's not like I have to do any of this for you," Aleksandr stared at the water in front of him.
"It's why I am eternally thankful for your mercy, Aleksy..." he made a grimaced frown on his face, "I think you should be a little bit more selfless and think of Sylvia. That poor girl's life has been negatively affected by drugs. I just," he paused for some ominous control, "I just want you to see what drugs can do..."
"Is that it? Is that all you wanted to show me?" Aleksandr's voice was steady and even. It was clear that his stoicism was starting to provide a shield for his anger. Sometimes, he wished he had over dosed--but, no, that was nearly impossible.
The two men sat in silence as Father Seraphim ate his food. Aleksandr made no remark that his father had forgotten to pray before his meal. There was some strange victory in the sensation of seeing his father's spiritual life fade away.
"Shall we make a visit with Sylvia? She really may need our help, Aleksy...," he said in a precautious voice, disappointed that his son had taken such a selfish route. He knew his son struggled and was a struggler, but he also knew that there were people who had far different and perhaps even more difficult struggles than he did.
"I suppose so," Aleksandr tucked his hands into the pockets of his jeans as they walked down the corridors of the hospital. The crisp air was tingling against his skin. A small nervous reaction struck Aleksandr in the back of his head as he remembered her scent. It seemed different, again--but better than before, not that it was ever not lovely. His heart fluttered a bit, almost excited to see her, but a frown was kept on his face.
As they got closer, her scent got stronger.
@Arista