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@ClocktowerEchos Well I mean. She doesn't really feel pain anymore and hates practically everyone around her. She won't care if anyone hurts her because of low self confidence and is in extreme denial over everything bad that happened in her life.
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Right, I THINK this should be fine now. I hope. *prays*
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Gender:
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Matsuta Okada
Age:
18
Gender:
ketchup Male
Appearance:
Matsuta stands at around 5'11, with goldish-brown hair and reddish-brown eyes. His face, and the general look of his body might remind someone of a person at least 2 years younger than himself, but underneath any clothing he has a surprising amount of muscle. Most of the time, you'll see Matsuta wearing his school uniform. His normal attire is a lot more simplistic, somehow. It is usually created out of a random pair of jeans/tracksuit, a random t-shirt and some non-descript jacket of either black or red.
Personality:
I'll try and keep this as short as I can, but it may be a little difficult...
Matsuta is an oddity, to say the least. Anyone who knows him can clearly see a bit of a split down his life. In front of any friends, he is blunt, cynical, slightly hyperactive, rude and offensive; often saying anything that comes to mind, or making extremely inappropriate jokes or comments in a situation. Anything he finds funny, he tends to just say without thought or care for anyone around him.
In front of teachers, or his officials (like psychiatrists), he is a model student - a perfect child. Pretty much getting straight A's despite his lack of studying, and always being on hand to help out with things. He cooks everyday, due to his families... Situation, and living on his own has given him valuable experience in independence.
Matsuta's family left a scar on him, thats for sure. For years he lived with depression, almost killing himself several times in the process, but forcing him to come to a harsh reality. He would become the same, if he let it get to him too much. So, he focused all his time of studying and becoming more and more intelligent. It was too late for some things, but he found his calling.
The other thing about Matsuta is that he is an Otaku. Very much so. He spends a large portion of his money on manga, or anime related goods. You could call it an obsession, but it's become his thing. Apparently it was all that came from what happened.
Matsuta is an oddity, to say the least. Anyone who knows him can clearly see a bit of a split down his life. In front of any friends, he is blunt, cynical, slightly hyperactive, rude and offensive; often saying anything that comes to mind, or making extremely inappropriate jokes or comments in a situation. Anything he finds funny, he tends to just say without thought or care for anyone around him.
In front of teachers, or his officials (like psychiatrists), he is a model student - a perfect child. Pretty much getting straight A's despite his lack of studying, and always being on hand to help out with things. He cooks everyday, due to his families... Situation, and living on his own has given him valuable experience in independence.
Matsuta's family left a scar on him, thats for sure. For years he lived with depression, almost killing himself several times in the process, but forcing him to come to a harsh reality. He would become the same, if he let it get to him too much. So, he focused all his time of studying and becoming more and more intelligent. It was too late for some things, but he found his calling.
The other thing about Matsuta is that he is an Otaku. Very much so. He spends a large portion of his money on manga, or anime related goods. You could call it an obsession, but it's become his thing. Apparently it was all that came from what happened.
Diary:
The Otaku Diary
Notable Skills:
- To keep himself in shape, and to prepare for the future, Matsuta has been learning to fight. At first, it was simply learning some hand-to-hand; but somewhere down the line it evolved into practising with knives and swords.
- He says he can handle himself in a fight rather well. But, he hasn't had much experience except a couple guys who thought they'd pick a fight with the highest scoring student in the class.
- Can speak, read and write English and Japanese.
- Has a knack for working out bargains, and can have somewhat of a silver tongue when he really wants to.
- A very good actor - adept at hiding facial and bodily expressions, masking his tone, lying and deceiving people.
- Though you wouldn't expect it, Matsuta can actually hack websites pretty damn well. Not that his computer is doing him any favours...
History:
Matsuta Okada was born into a shit family, with shit parents and a shit sister. Not to mention in a shit environment. Both parents were complete alcoholics, and his father was never around - known as a serial cheat and womaniser. His mother took to this by drinking more, taking drugs, and beating the shit out of her son whenever things were rough. Oh, and his sister grew up to become a prostitute somewhere, using the money to fuel her alcohol and drug addiction that she gained from an early age.
For years this went on, nobody questioning anything - somehow. But eventually, Matsuta fell into depression. Really deep depression, almost killing himself a few times; with the last being on school grounds. Eventually, a full in depth check was held. His mother was sent to prison for a long ass time, and both he and his sister were rehomed.
Stuff happened, and now he is living on his own; living under constant watch from psychiatrists, and other officials; attending therapist sessions every week whilst trying to make everyone see that he's fine. Somehow, he managed to come out of everything with hardly any adverse effects. So now, he spends his time collecting anime and manga goods with the money he earns from his part time job, and studying to further improve his existing skills
Rewind back to his third attempt at suicide. After failing to work up the courage and actually do it, something happened. That was the final piece in the chain of events that led him to meeting Gospel. The God was... Well, its hard to describe. But, needless to say, Matsuta thought of it like his brains own coping mechanism. It fabricated a God, and gave it a full personality for him to interact with. It stuck around too, sort of like another friend. At least, he did think that. Until he received the text, and everything fell to shit.
For years this went on, nobody questioning anything - somehow. But eventually, Matsuta fell into depression. Really deep depression, almost killing himself a few times; with the last being on school grounds. Eventually, a full in depth check was held. His mother was sent to prison for a long ass time, and both he and his sister were rehomed.
Stuff happened, and now he is living on his own; living under constant watch from psychiatrists, and other officials; attending therapist sessions every week whilst trying to make everyone see that he's fine. Somehow, he managed to come out of everything with hardly any adverse effects. So now, he spends his time collecting anime and manga goods with the money he earns from his part time job, and studying to further improve his existing skills
Rewind back to his third attempt at suicide. After failing to work up the courage and actually do it, something happened. That was the final piece in the chain of events that led him to meeting Gospel. The God was... Well, its hard to describe. But, needless to say, Matsuta thought of it like his brains own coping mechanism. It fabricated a God, and gave it a full personality for him to interact with. It stuck around too, sort of like another friend. At least, he did think that. Until he received the text, and everything fell to shit.
Misc:
A quick note of some stuff:
He has Aspergers, Insomnia and ADHD. Had depression for 6 years, almost killing himself over a dozen times. He openly makes comments and jokes in the most inappropriate times about the most offensive topics. And he is an Otaku.
Thats a problem in of itself!
He has Aspergers, Insomnia and ADHD. Had depression for 6 years, almost killing himself over a dozen times. He openly makes comments and jokes in the most inappropriate times about the most offensive topics. And he is an Otaku.
Thats a problem in of itself!
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@VocabLooks a lot better, seems like the blessings of boobloli worked! 
My only issue with it now is the sword you mentioned; is it an actual sword or something like a kendo sword/bokkun?
As a side note, is he still in contact with his sister? It'd be an interest dynamic to see how she'd play out with her bro in the Survival Game if you wanted to add her. Your choice ofc.
PS: Ketchup isn't a gender either >.>
My only issue with it now is the sword you mentioned; is it an actual sword or something like a kendo sword/bokkun?
As a side note, is he still in contact with his sister? It'd be an interest dynamic to see how she'd play out with her bro in the Survival Game if you wanted to add her. Your choice ofc.
PS: Ketchup isn't a gender either >.>
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@ClocktowerEchos I'll be whatever gender I wanna be!
As for the sword, its supposed to be an ornamental katana he bought to look cool, but its still a sword. That okay?
Yes, your boobloli did help. Thank you, Clock-sama!
As for his sister... I could do that, and make her a bit of an annoyance coming back from his past in his darkest moment >:D
As for the sword, its supposed to be an ornamental katana he bought to look cool, but its still a sword. That okay?
Yes, your boobloli did help. Thank you, Clock-sama!
As for his sister... I could do that, and make her a bit of an annoyance coming back from his past in his darkest moment >:D
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@Vocab I will use said ketchup on you once I turn you into fries. Listen to our God of Gods!
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>.>
<--- Is not a god of gods, plz don't call him that >//<
<--- Is not a god of gods, plz don't call him that >//<
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@Krinos Solstice@ClocktowerEchos B-b-but... Ketchup!
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@VocabOutside of your ABSOLUTE FUCKING HERESY, u good fam
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Excellent.
I'll still protect you, River. It'll be okay xD
I'll still protect you, River. It'll be okay xD
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Ummm... A little long... >.> @ClocktowerEchos I'm still editing and yeah. Just thought I might as well put it in here for you to judge this part. Anyways... Going to study some more~
{EDIT} By the way, as for the talents, I mostly put the ones that Yuno has. >.> My bad if you didn't want that. I thought you people wanted it to be a lil like her xD Anyways, just tell me if not~ ^^
Aikawa Miye
Standing at around 5'4', Miye is pretty tall for a Japanese woman but not much. She is a beauty with striking red eyes that tend to draw people in and a sweet smile. F cups which she usually hides. Miye has long, very long white hair that is splendidly wavy and flows gently behind her. Her nails are usually properly manicured due to her "mother" not wanting her to look non-presentable since it would ruin her name. She has fair white skin that would make you think of snow white. Her lips have a natural pink tint to them and she does have scars which she covers with makeup daily. Mostly on her arms.
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Female
Born into a rich home due to her father’s successful business, Miye was a somewhat happy child in the eyes of people around her. She tried her best to always seem quanlifiable as the daughter of someone as respected as her father and overworked herself often. They lived in a small town, housed inside of a tower which held her bedroom at the top floor.
Her father wasn’t home often but always seemed to be doing things to raise his image towards the people around him. Always, always, without a care in the world about the people in his home. Miye would make him father’s day presents and he wouldn’t accept it if it didn’t look like actual artwork. He pushed her everyday to be someone great, teaching her many things that she usually held no interest in.
The only thing that interested her about him was his military past. He would teach her self defense at times and hired a teacher that didn’t care about the word “child abuse.” He hit her often but used excuses for it and treated her worse if she actually told her parents. They wouldn’t believe her and after a while, she stopped caring as well as feeling the pain. It felt just like an ice cube was being pressed against her but nothing else. The feeling of “pain” was distant to her. This was when she was at age 10. Mature for her age.
Her mother was much kinder. A fortune teller that was far too good. Living in a small town, people didn’t like how she knew things about them without even being introduced. She had a little fortune telling stall in the town where they sold goods and such. The bad thing was that… she only got bad stuff to tell. “Your husband will soon figure out that you’re not just having sex with him.” Or “The drugs aren’t in a good hiding spot.” And the latter. Things that people didn’t want others knowing. And what do you do when someone knows too much? Threats and jokes.
Her mother attempted to shield her from the real world as much as she could. But like mother, like daughter, she would deny everything bad that happened around her. “It’ll all be alright. You can’t do anything about it. OK?” And pat her on her head. Even when she got bullied, at first Miye told her and her mother had a worried expression on her face before going into a panic attack and asking why she felt the need to lie. So. She stopped. She figured out that her mother was afraid of the truth. Just like she was. She told her that she tripped. Everyday. And her mother would smile and call her “A silly clumsy girl.”
Miye’s hatred for her father grew when she found out that her father was a womanizer and hurt her mother. He had anger issues so whenever something bad happened at work, he would blame it on her mother and hit her. Continuously. Miye couldn’t do anything but cower into a hole in her room and cry, hoping it would stop. Whenever it was over, she would run to her mother only to see that she was smiling. Her mother would ask her why she looked so sad every time. “Sweets. This is what love is. It’s okay, okay?” She would say, a sweet tone as she pat her head.
Disgusting.
Her father occasionally turned to Miye to abuse but the part that hurt the most was his verbal abuse. Her mother’s as well. Even without harsh words, her mother’s kindness was like a sickness. Horrible and untreatable.
Her mother was killed when she was 11. Three people with torches came to her fortune stall, demanding that she tell her where she got her information. They were in trouble with the police and were on the run. She knew. Somehow she knew to stay away from them. Whenever they came near, she would turn the other way and tell her daughter not to go around them. Soon, they realized this. Their attempt was to simply get some words out of her but in the end, they strangled her and her father happened to walk in.
This was bad for him. Very bad. It was bad for his reputation. His wife getting mixed up with the yakuza or whatever wasn’t good at all. He attacked them but left once they threatened to stab him. The fucking coward. During this time, her mother also slipped away, running to the tower and locking her daughter in her room. All Miye could do was watch as three men came into the home and pulled her mother out as she screamed. They called her a “witch” and burned her. It was horrifying. Miye screamed at the top of her lungs as she banged on the wall. After a while, she finally got the door open only to see that her mother was dead and yet. Still smiling. Miye was disgusted once again. She didn’t like this. They had even cut her wrists mercilessly. Why was she still SMILING?! “I did this for my love. It’s alright. You’ll find love too one day.” Was her last words before she finally went into a deep slumber. Miye began to laugh hysterically as the blood fell onto her.
The three people that had killed her mother were found. By Miye. They were attempting to leave the town as fast as they could but greed came over them. They broke into her home and Miye was already outside of the tower at this time. She came back home to see the door open and broken glass. They were inside and Miye didn’t like this. She killed them mercilessly after struggling for a bit at first. After all, it was her first time killing anyone. Luckily it wasn’t that much of a difficult feat and she was able to strangle one and stab the other two to death.
She threw her mother’s body into a nearby well and forgot about her mother’s death. As of now, to her, her mother went missing when she was 11 years old. Her father and mother both went missing and abandoned her. That’s her sweetened version of why they are nowhere to be found.
The town may have been small but they figured out when a young master was without a home and was walking down the street with blood all over her dress for god knows how long. She was taken into foster care and adopted by a woman who mostly did it for the money. She’s rarely home but she is in fact rich. Adopting the poor soul that was left without a home after her well knows father disappeared did wonderfully for her reputation. Her “mother” wanted her to learn how to play the violin and she was a prodigy. Apparently. All she could hear was a high pitched scream. Her actual mother played the violin. Beautifully in fact. Every night before she went to sleep, she would play it to her and Miye would remember where she placed her fingers. A happy song even though there was absolutely nothing for her to be happy about. She only went to that town to be with her father who liked how easy her mother was.
At 12 years old, she started going to school. However, school wasn’t much fun for her. Bullied daily by people that were jealous of her home as well as her beauty yet creeped out by her peculiar bright red eyes. Miye hated it and often cried. A crybaby is what she was when she was younger. However, one day, when they were stomping on her long hair as she cried and covered her head. They called her names and tugged at her hair at the same time, ripping her uniform. Demons.
But there was an angel. Honoka. A girl in her class who had horrid scars on her. She was another bullying victim but whenever she got near, Miye would feel like she was going to break. It was because of her mother’s death but she didn’t know that. Even if she wanted to help her, fear stopped her. Not fear from the bully but fear from what she couldn’t remember.
The young girl helped her, getting the bullies to go away somehow. She wasn’t really watching what was happening. It was all fast and she couldn’t tell if there was violence involved or not. All she saw was an angel help her before turning around to face her. Miye was a crying mess as she bent over to face her.
"Look, I don't know who you are, where you've been, or what you come from, but what I know is that in front of me is a beautiful Blossom waiting to bloom. Forget what others say, you're life is yours, and you're perfect just the way you are."
Miye’s eyes twinkled as she heard the kindest words to come out of anyone’s mouth that was aimed towards her. An angel. She really was an angel. Miye was in love. As if a cupid had shot his arrow through her heart, she fell into a deep and dark whole of admiration and obsession over this girl. She would never call it “love” though. It’s not love. She doesn’t have a name for it just yet but she’ll never want to resort to having to call it such a thing.
After this event occurred, Miye began to follow Honoka around, becoming friends with her easily. Bullies still targeted her when she was alone but Honoka didn’t receive as much bullying. She’ll never know the reason why they stopped but the truth was that Miye shut them up. Of course, she was only 12 and consequences were to be made so she had to deal with it using blackmail. What did she have against them? Well, she made a deal and so that’s her secret.
After the first time that she had to resort to violence when someone was bullying Honoka behind her back, that night, Gospel appeared. Miye disliked him at first, thinking of him as a sort of demon that was there to take Honoka away from her. However, that wasn't the case. She was given a diary that night. The stalker diary.
She never did stop her own bullying. Every time someone was mean to her, she slowly stopped crying. In the first place, she didn’t know why she felt the need to cry. It was useless and a waste of time. Of course, that’s only in front of people. At home, it’s another story.
Miye is a loving girl in other’s eyes. She seems to be seen as the type that is always sweet and innocent. However, that isn’t very close to the truth. Miye looks at most people around her and only sees a pile of human garbage. However, she dislikes hatred and tiresome things so she won’t voice her thoughts.
Towards others, Miye is outgoing and kind to all. She always seems to strike up conversation with people around her and is often making new friends. However, it seems to be the case that she has no close friends. Seen with new people a lot of the times but always distant.
Obsessive over things that fascinate her, Miye doesn’t quit. If she starts something, she will finish it. Over the years, she has started many things and has rarely ever quit. The occasions that she does was not her fault.
She has hated “love” since she was younger. Believing it to be something tainted and ruined. Brittle and useless. However, she thinks of her love as something untainted. She doesn’t want anything to ruin the fragile feeling that she has for her beloved. Miye would not like anything or anyone coming between them. She has built a friendship with them that is not to be destroyed. She would do anything to help them. Giving her blood, treating her as her master (Which she already does), or even killing someone as well as herself.
Prone to violence. Miye doesn’t hurt people much but when she does, she loses all senses around her and is only able to focus on her target or targets. Violence is something she hates but will resort to if need be. Miye only hurts people when they harm her beloved or perhaps just a random victim.
Even with her strict feeling of love towards Honoka, Miye does in fact like others around her. She simply doesn’t want to get close to people. If someone is being hurt in front of her, she will be somewhat alarmed and try to help them. If it’s Honoka, this will go to more extreme cases.
She has surprisingly low self-confidence. Miye was never one to think highly of herself. No matter what she did, even if the people around her praised her, it didn’t help. Her fathers words had scarred her. When she played beautiful music, it sounded appalling and most of the times, soundless. She doesn’t think of herself as worthy but tries her best to seem a bit confident. She succeeds as long as you don’t get too close to her. Then her true colors show.
Hates the truth. She is in denial over many things in her life. If she doesn’t like something, she’ll do her best to block it out and usually will. Miye has always hated people telling her as it is but gets through it by biting her tongue and smiling a plastic smile that honestly says, “Fuck. Off.”
Stalker Diary - Honoka diary~
Acting- Miye has been faking her way through the day most of her life. She no longer feels her facial muscles go up when she smiles unconsciously without being happy. Barely anyone could notice if she were lying or faking because she does it in a way that is very natural. Lying and deluding people around her is something that she does easily without much effort.
Skilled trap setter- She can set traps very well and this was helpful when the three idiots decided to try and play a game of hide and seek. They lost obviously.
Resourceful- Miye can make a weapon out of practically anything. Her teacher, while abusive and quite psychopathic, was, in fact, a teacher and her closest thing to a friend.
Consummate skill utilizing a wide ranging collection of differing types of weaponry- Her father and her teacher often gave her weapons and taught her how to use them. It's creepy how much she knows about people's pressure points and the latter. She mostly likes to use knives but machine guns are also a favorite of hers.
Strength and fast- Extremely strong and is quick on her feet. She tends to just pop up behind people when she was just in front. Her strength is due to the fact that she exercises every day in her home gym and fastness is something that she naturally had and harnesses.
Stamina and durability- Her stamina is very high and her durability has grown over the years. She can take a lot of hits before she finally goes down. Honoka fuels her stamina so if she ever fights, if Honoka gets involved, it’s almost certain that she will not be getting tired anytime soon.
Infiltration- Miye can somehow manage to infiltrate places quite well. Sneaking around is something she is good at.
Intelligence- Her intelligence is something that helps her the most and is her greatest asset. Her memory towards things that she reads and the such is amazing. Extremely logical which makes her a great puzzle solver.
Recollection of past events- When she wants to, she can dig into her past and bring back things that she buried under. However, she has never brought up her murders and her mother's death. More so details of the week. Small details that she doesn't realize then but does in fact have a collection of. Especially of Honoka. With this, she can figure out small things that she missed that revolved around Honoka. Herself, however, is another case. Though she can remember some details of her own past, not very much if it doesn't involve Honoka.
Memory wipe- Somehow, traumatizing events just slip her mind. She forgets that she was bullied the day before a lot of the times which leads to her holding no hatred in particular to anyone. She doesn't even know that she murdered anyone but instead thinks that she watched someone get killed.
Some notes~
-Where does she get her money from? Her “mother” and the money that she took from her original home. She rarely ever uses it and has it locked inside of her room somewhere. The cash was her father’s savings and such which he tried his best to hide but failed. His one time occurrence of carelessness led Miye to a safe room where she watched him put in the code and left straight after, not wanting to get caught. With the code, she wrote it down for a later date. When she left her home, she had a small bag that held clothes, money, a knife, a small pistol and a stuffed animal that had blood all over it. Her “mother” didn’t really care and due to the fact that she was traumatized, she wouldn’t let anyone touch her bag without going hysterical. So, she was able to get a new home, which was only after about 5 weeks since word spread fast of her father’s disappearance and her having no home. Her “mother's” richness was able to get her out of the place fast and onto the front page of a newspaper.
-Violin prodigy- As mentioned in the Bio
-Claustrophobic. She hates small spaces, especially elevators and hates to be in them. However, quite ironically, she feels at peace when she is holed up in a dark room that is pretty small. The reason just might be self punishment.
-Talks to herself often but tries to keep it hidden.
-Yandere. 1000000000/10
{EDIT} By the way, as for the talents, I mostly put the ones that Yuno has. >.> My bad if you didn't want that. I thought you people wanted it to be a lil like her xD Anyways, just tell me if not~ ^^
Name:
Aikawa Miye
Standing at around 5'4', Miye is pretty tall for a Japanese woman but not much. She is a beauty with striking red eyes that tend to draw people in and a sweet smile. F cups which she usually hides. Miye has long, very long white hair that is splendidly wavy and flows gently behind her. Her nails are usually properly manicured due to her "mother" not wanting her to look non-presentable since it would ruin her name. She has fair white skin that would make you think of snow white. Her lips have a natural pink tint to them and she does have scars which she covers with makeup daily. Mostly on her arms.
Age:
19
Gender:
Female
History:
Born into a rich home due to her father’s successful business, Miye was a somewhat happy child in the eyes of people around her. She tried her best to always seem quanlifiable as the daughter of someone as respected as her father and overworked herself often. They lived in a small town, housed inside of a tower which held her bedroom at the top floor.
Her father wasn’t home often but always seemed to be doing things to raise his image towards the people around him. Always, always, without a care in the world about the people in his home. Miye would make him father’s day presents and he wouldn’t accept it if it didn’t look like actual artwork. He pushed her everyday to be someone great, teaching her many things that she usually held no interest in.
The only thing that interested her about him was his military past. He would teach her self defense at times and hired a teacher that didn’t care about the word “child abuse.” He hit her often but used excuses for it and treated her worse if she actually told her parents. They wouldn’t believe her and after a while, she stopped caring as well as feeling the pain. It felt just like an ice cube was being pressed against her but nothing else. The feeling of “pain” was distant to her. This was when she was at age 10. Mature for her age.
Her mother was much kinder. A fortune teller that was far too good. Living in a small town, people didn’t like how she knew things about them without even being introduced. She had a little fortune telling stall in the town where they sold goods and such. The bad thing was that… she only got bad stuff to tell. “Your husband will soon figure out that you’re not just having sex with him.” Or “The drugs aren’t in a good hiding spot.” And the latter. Things that people didn’t want others knowing. And what do you do when someone knows too much? Threats and jokes.
Her mother attempted to shield her from the real world as much as she could. But like mother, like daughter, she would deny everything bad that happened around her. “It’ll all be alright. You can’t do anything about it. OK?” And pat her on her head. Even when she got bullied, at first Miye told her and her mother had a worried expression on her face before going into a panic attack and asking why she felt the need to lie. So. She stopped. She figured out that her mother was afraid of the truth. Just like she was. She told her that she tripped. Everyday. And her mother would smile and call her “A silly clumsy girl.”
Miye’s hatred for her father grew when she found out that her father was a womanizer and hurt her mother. He had anger issues so whenever something bad happened at work, he would blame it on her mother and hit her. Continuously. Miye couldn’t do anything but cower into a hole in her room and cry, hoping it would stop. Whenever it was over, she would run to her mother only to see that she was smiling. Her mother would ask her why she looked so sad every time. “Sweets. This is what love is. It’s okay, okay?” She would say, a sweet tone as she pat her head.
Disgusting.
Her father occasionally turned to Miye to abuse but the part that hurt the most was his verbal abuse. Her mother’s as well. Even without harsh words, her mother’s kindness was like a sickness. Horrible and untreatable.
Her mother was killed when she was 11. Three people with torches came to her fortune stall, demanding that she tell her where she got her information. They were in trouble with the police and were on the run. She knew. Somehow she knew to stay away from them. Whenever they came near, she would turn the other way and tell her daughter not to go around them. Soon, they realized this. Their attempt was to simply get some words out of her but in the end, they strangled her and her father happened to walk in.
This was bad for him. Very bad. It was bad for his reputation. His wife getting mixed up with the yakuza or whatever wasn’t good at all. He attacked them but left once they threatened to stab him. The fucking coward. During this time, her mother also slipped away, running to the tower and locking her daughter in her room. All Miye could do was watch as three men came into the home and pulled her mother out as she screamed. They called her a “witch” and burned her. It was horrifying. Miye screamed at the top of her lungs as she banged on the wall. After a while, she finally got the door open only to see that her mother was dead and yet. Still smiling. Miye was disgusted once again. She didn’t like this. They had even cut her wrists mercilessly. Why was she still SMILING?! “I did this for my love. It’s alright. You’ll find love too one day.” Was her last words before she finally went into a deep slumber. Miye began to laugh hysterically as the blood fell onto her.
The three people that had killed her mother were found. By Miye. They were attempting to leave the town as fast as they could but greed came over them. They broke into her home and Miye was already outside of the tower at this time. She came back home to see the door open and broken glass. They were inside and Miye didn’t like this. She killed them mercilessly after struggling for a bit at first. After all, it was her first time killing anyone. Luckily it wasn’t that much of a difficult feat and she was able to strangle one and stab the other two to death.
She threw her mother’s body into a nearby well and forgot about her mother’s death. As of now, to her, her mother went missing when she was 11 years old. Her father and mother both went missing and abandoned her. That’s her sweetened version of why they are nowhere to be found.
The town may have been small but they figured out when a young master was without a home and was walking down the street with blood all over her dress for god knows how long. She was taken into foster care and adopted by a woman who mostly did it for the money. She’s rarely home but she is in fact rich. Adopting the poor soul that was left without a home after her well knows father disappeared did wonderfully for her reputation. Her “mother” wanted her to learn how to play the violin and she was a prodigy. Apparently. All she could hear was a high pitched scream. Her actual mother played the violin. Beautifully in fact. Every night before she went to sleep, she would play it to her and Miye would remember where she placed her fingers. A happy song even though there was absolutely nothing for her to be happy about. She only went to that town to be with her father who liked how easy her mother was.
At 12 years old, she started going to school. However, school wasn’t much fun for her. Bullied daily by people that were jealous of her home as well as her beauty yet creeped out by her peculiar bright red eyes. Miye hated it and often cried. A crybaby is what she was when she was younger. However, one day, when they were stomping on her long hair as she cried and covered her head. They called her names and tugged at her hair at the same time, ripping her uniform. Demons.
But there was an angel. Honoka. A girl in her class who had horrid scars on her. She was another bullying victim but whenever she got near, Miye would feel like she was going to break. It was because of her mother’s death but she didn’t know that. Even if she wanted to help her, fear stopped her. Not fear from the bully but fear from what she couldn’t remember.
The young girl helped her, getting the bullies to go away somehow. She wasn’t really watching what was happening. It was all fast and she couldn’t tell if there was violence involved or not. All she saw was an angel help her before turning around to face her. Miye was a crying mess as she bent over to face her.
"Look, I don't know who you are, where you've been, or what you come from, but what I know is that in front of me is a beautiful Blossom waiting to bloom. Forget what others say, you're life is yours, and you're perfect just the way you are."
Miye’s eyes twinkled as she heard the kindest words to come out of anyone’s mouth that was aimed towards her. An angel. She really was an angel. Miye was in love. As if a cupid had shot his arrow through her heart, she fell into a deep and dark whole of admiration and obsession over this girl. She would never call it “love” though. It’s not love. She doesn’t have a name for it just yet but she’ll never want to resort to having to call it such a thing.
After this event occurred, Miye began to follow Honoka around, becoming friends with her easily. Bullies still targeted her when she was alone but Honoka didn’t receive as much bullying. She’ll never know the reason why they stopped but the truth was that Miye shut them up. Of course, she was only 12 and consequences were to be made so she had to deal with it using blackmail. What did she have against them? Well, she made a deal and so that’s her secret.
After the first time that she had to resort to violence when someone was bullying Honoka behind her back, that night, Gospel appeared. Miye disliked him at first, thinking of him as a sort of demon that was there to take Honoka away from her. However, that wasn't the case. She was given a diary that night. The stalker diary.
She never did stop her own bullying. Every time someone was mean to her, she slowly stopped crying. In the first place, she didn’t know why she felt the need to cry. It was useless and a waste of time. Of course, that’s only in front of people. At home, it’s another story.
Personality:
Miye is a loving girl in other’s eyes. She seems to be seen as the type that is always sweet and innocent. However, that isn’t very close to the truth. Miye looks at most people around her and only sees a pile of human garbage. However, she dislikes hatred and tiresome things so she won’t voice her thoughts.
Towards others, Miye is outgoing and kind to all. She always seems to strike up conversation with people around her and is often making new friends. However, it seems to be the case that she has no close friends. Seen with new people a lot of the times but always distant.
Obsessive over things that fascinate her, Miye doesn’t quit. If she starts something, she will finish it. Over the years, she has started many things and has rarely ever quit. The occasions that she does was not her fault.
She has hated “love” since she was younger. Believing it to be something tainted and ruined. Brittle and useless. However, she thinks of her love as something untainted. She doesn’t want anything to ruin the fragile feeling that she has for her beloved. Miye would not like anything or anyone coming between them. She has built a friendship with them that is not to be destroyed. She would do anything to help them. Giving her blood, treating her as her master (Which she already does), or even killing someone as well as herself.
Prone to violence. Miye doesn’t hurt people much but when she does, she loses all senses around her and is only able to focus on her target or targets. Violence is something she hates but will resort to if need be. Miye only hurts people when they harm her beloved or perhaps just a random victim.
Even with her strict feeling of love towards Honoka, Miye does in fact like others around her. She simply doesn’t want to get close to people. If someone is being hurt in front of her, she will be somewhat alarmed and try to help them. If it’s Honoka, this will go to more extreme cases.
She has surprisingly low self-confidence. Miye was never one to think highly of herself. No matter what she did, even if the people around her praised her, it didn’t help. Her fathers words had scarred her. When she played beautiful music, it sounded appalling and most of the times, soundless. She doesn’t think of herself as worthy but tries her best to seem a bit confident. She succeeds as long as you don’t get too close to her. Then her true colors show.
Hates the truth. She is in denial over many things in her life. If she doesn’t like something, she’ll do her best to block it out and usually will. Miye has always hated people telling her as it is but gets through it by biting her tongue and smiling a plastic smile that honestly says, “Fuck. Off.”
Diary:
Stalker Diary - Honoka diary~
Notable skills:
Acting- Miye has been faking her way through the day most of her life. She no longer feels her facial muscles go up when she smiles unconsciously without being happy. Barely anyone could notice if she were lying or faking because she does it in a way that is very natural. Lying and deluding people around her is something that she does easily without much effort.
Skilled trap setter- She can set traps very well and this was helpful when the three idiots decided to try and play a game of hide and seek. They lost obviously.
Resourceful- Miye can make a weapon out of practically anything. Her teacher, while abusive and quite psychopathic, was, in fact, a teacher and her closest thing to a friend.
Consummate skill utilizing a wide ranging collection of differing types of weaponry- Her father and her teacher often gave her weapons and taught her how to use them. It's creepy how much she knows about people's pressure points and the latter. She mostly likes to use knives but machine guns are also a favorite of hers.
Strength and fast- Extremely strong and is quick on her feet. She tends to just pop up behind people when she was just in front. Her strength is due to the fact that she exercises every day in her home gym and fastness is something that she naturally had and harnesses.
Stamina and durability- Her stamina is very high and her durability has grown over the years. She can take a lot of hits before she finally goes down. Honoka fuels her stamina so if she ever fights, if Honoka gets involved, it’s almost certain that she will not be getting tired anytime soon.
Infiltration- Miye can somehow manage to infiltrate places quite well. Sneaking around is something she is good at.
Intelligence- Her intelligence is something that helps her the most and is her greatest asset. Her memory towards things that she reads and the such is amazing. Extremely logical which makes her a great puzzle solver.
Recollection of past events- When she wants to, she can dig into her past and bring back things that she buried under. However, she has never brought up her murders and her mother's death. More so details of the week. Small details that she doesn't realize then but does in fact have a collection of. Especially of Honoka. With this, she can figure out small things that she missed that revolved around Honoka. Herself, however, is another case. Though she can remember some details of her own past, not very much if it doesn't involve Honoka.
Memory wipe- Somehow, traumatizing events just slip her mind. She forgets that she was bullied the day before a lot of the times which leads to her holding no hatred in particular to anyone. She doesn't even know that she murdered anyone but instead thinks that she watched someone get killed.
Misc:
Some notes~
-Where does she get her money from? Her “mother” and the money that she took from her original home. She rarely ever uses it and has it locked inside of her room somewhere. The cash was her father’s savings and such which he tried his best to hide but failed. His one time occurrence of carelessness led Miye to a safe room where she watched him put in the code and left straight after, not wanting to get caught. With the code, she wrote it down for a later date. When she left her home, she had a small bag that held clothes, money, a knife, a small pistol and a stuffed animal that had blood all over it. Her “mother” didn’t really care and due to the fact that she was traumatized, she wouldn’t let anyone touch her bag without going hysterical. So, she was able to get a new home, which was only after about 5 weeks since word spread fast of her father’s disappearance and her having no home. Her “mother's” richness was able to get her out of the place fast and onto the front page of a newspaper.
-Violin prodigy- As mentioned in the Bio
-Claustrophobic. She hates small spaces, especially elevators and hates to be in them. However, quite ironically, she feels at peace when she is holed up in a dark room that is pretty small. The reason just might be self punishment.
-Talks to herself often but tries to keep it hidden.
-Yandere. 1000000000/10
Theme~
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@sakurasanLooking good, I would be lying if I didn't wanted the user of the Stalker Diary to be like Yuno to some degree
Feel free to rename your diary into the Honoka Diary and alter its description accordingly.
Now, it might just be due to my tired eyes, but I don't think that you mentioned how she met Gospel or Ruruli in your bio ^^;
Also, I assume she's living alone in an apartment?
Feel free to rename your diary into the Honoka Diary and alter its description accordingly.
Now, it might just be due to my tired eyes, but I don't think that you mentioned how she met Gospel or Ruruli in your bio ^^;
Also, I assume she's living alone in an apartment?
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Yay! Thank god xD And yeah, totally forgot >.> I'll add that in after I shove some knowledge in my brain. Thanks! ^^
Yep. An expensive one at that. Her "mother" wouldn't have her living somewhere that didn't look at least a little bit extravagant.
Yay! Thank god xD And yeah, totally forgot >.> I'll add that in after I shove some knowledge in my brain. Thanks! ^^
Yep. An expensive one at that. Her "mother" wouldn't have her living somewhere that didn't look at least a little bit extravagant.
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@ianzerepThe curse of derp strikes without warning and is merciless
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Added~ Is the past with Gospel ok with that?
*Consummate skill utilizing a wide ranging collection of differing types of weaponry- Her father and her teacher often gave her weapons and taught her how to use them. It's creepy how much she knows about people's pressure points and the latter. She mostly likes to use knives but machine guns are also a favorite of hers. Collecting her weapons is usually due to her mother which she has many secrets of to blackmail her with. Her mother isn't exactly an angel like Honoka but is, in fact, very useful.
*Recollection of past events- When she wants to, she can dig into her past and bring back things that she buried under. However, she has never brought up her murders and her mother's death. More so details of the week. Small details that she doesn't realize then but does in fact have a collection of. Especially of Honoka. With this, she can figure out small things that she missed that revolved around Honoka. Herself, however, is another case. Though she can remember some details of her own past, not very much if it doesn't involve Honoka.
*After the first time that she had to resort to violence when someone was bullying Honoka behind her back, that night, Gospel appeared. Miye disliked him at first, thinking of him as a sort of demon that was there to take Honoka away from her. However, that wasn't the case. She was given a diary that night. The stalker diary.
*Consummate skill utilizing a wide ranging collection of differing types of weaponry- Her father and her teacher often gave her weapons and taught her how to use them. It's creepy how much she knows about people's pressure points and the latter. She mostly likes to use knives but machine guns are also a favorite of hers. Collecting her weapons is usually due to her mother which she has many secrets of to blackmail her with. Her mother isn't exactly an angel like Honoka but is, in fact, very useful.
*Recollection of past events- When she wants to, she can dig into her past and bring back things that she buried under. However, she has never brought up her murders and her mother's death. More so details of the week. Small details that she doesn't realize then but does in fact have a collection of. Especially of Honoka. With this, she can figure out small things that she missed that revolved around Honoka. Herself, however, is another case. Though she can remember some details of her own past, not very much if it doesn't involve Honoka.
*After the first time that she had to resort to violence when someone was bullying Honoka behind her back, that night, Gospel appeared. Miye disliked him at first, thinking of him as a sort of demon that was there to take Honoka away from her. However, that wasn't the case. She was given a diary that night. The stalker diary.
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Name:
Karin Hanako
Age:
17
Gender:
Female
Appearance:
Personality:
Karin is kind and innocent young girl, she cares about her family and the people all world and their cultures, she often shy around people in Japanese but in other country she is outgoing and kind to everyone.
When she enter the game however, she is blind by optimism that she doesn't know the onset of the game but if the game progresses she will start slowly realizes that if all suffering was worth it but she want to stop all suffering in world and she will get to that goal as possible I mean it all for the greater good....right?
Diary:
Linguist Diary - A diary which gives out messages in other languages. This means that it cannot be used by others effectively but meanings and such can be lost in translation
Notable Skills:
•While not very good with direct combat skills, she has picked up several survival skills.
•due from traveling a lot she have vast knowledge in different languages and cultures
History:
Karin grew up in a rich family who travel all over the world, They teach her about wonders of the world, learning languages, survival skills and their cultures. Karin never though there was beauty in the world but never though the suffering in the world as well.
While traveling into a another country she saw many people suffer in the street and she question if there is beauty in the world then why there is so much pain, this question kept her up everynight until she met Gospel while she fall a sleep.
Her and Gospel talk sometimes and talk about the world together, she though she finally found a friend and still hoping that world is better place...but she need it to make the world better place even if it for the greater good.
Misc:
Theme- Blind Justice
Karin Hanako
Age:
17
Gender:
Female
Appearance:
Personality:
Karin is kind and innocent young girl, she cares about her family and the people all world and their cultures, she often shy around people in Japanese but in other country she is outgoing and kind to everyone.
When she enter the game however, she is blind by optimism that she doesn't know the onset of the game but if the game progresses she will start slowly realizes that if all suffering was worth it but she want to stop all suffering in world and she will get to that goal as possible I mean it all for the greater good....right?
Diary:
Linguist Diary - A diary which gives out messages in other languages. This means that it cannot be used by others effectively but meanings and such can be lost in translation
Notable Skills:
•While not very good with direct combat skills, she has picked up several survival skills.
•due from traveling a lot she have vast knowledge in different languages and cultures
History:
Karin grew up in a rich family who travel all over the world, They teach her about wonders of the world, learning languages, survival skills and their cultures. Karin never though there was beauty in the world but never though the suffering in the world as well.
While traveling into a another country she saw many people suffer in the street and she question if there is beauty in the world then why there is so much pain, this question kept her up everynight until she met Gospel while she fall a sleep.
Her and Gospel talk sometimes and talk about the world together, she though she finally found a friend and still hoping that world is better place...but she need it to make the world better place even if it for the greater good.
Misc:
Theme- Blind Justice
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