Leah Jordan

Location: New Orleans
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Not even Sabine.
That fucking hurt to hear. What the hell happened?
Sabine could be a catty bitch when she wanted to be, it was just one of the things that made her so damn hot. And Leah had noticed that Sabine was avoiding April. But she figured things were just awkward. That maybe, just maybe, Leah wasn't the only one who didn't know how to handle things in a healthy and graceful way, like people expected. That would've made sense, but she didn't think Sabine was turning her back on April. She didn't think that those two had just become fucking strangers.
Is that what was happening? Was she going to have to choose between her girlfriend and the first person who ever treated her like a person? Her hands twitched at her sides, so she stuffed them into her pockets and glared down at the floor. April already had someone she could turn to, and it didn't help that Leah had been wondering if she was part of the problem because April hadn't turned to her.
I should have been better to you, was what she wanted to say.
"...I'll be around," was what she actually did say. So then she turned and walked back the way she came. Leah wanted to hit something solid. Too much of this whole mess just didn't register properly in her head. Why was I supposed to be mad at her? Why is Sabine mad at her when she's looking out for herself? Why can't I just be fucking good enough that she could trust me?! Constant questions going in and out of her head. None of it was April's fault, she got that. But she didn't get why April expected her to be mad. Or why it would've been weird to talk more.
Leah grabbed her bag by the door and stormed up the stairs.
All these little unspoken things that people communicated, Leah couldn't read. It was just so fucking weird, like a language she didn't know. Or like everyone but her was a telepath. Was that why she didn't see April's breakdown coming? Despite being her best friend? Did April try to convey she needed help?
Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckFUCK!
She had to ask Sabine about it. She didn't know what else to do at this point.