Location: Team Jet
Mentions: Metamorph, Mirage, Iceburn, Zatara, Nymph
Now
Quiver spent the entire ride back silent. Not exactly a change of pace for him. It was years before he was comfortable communicating verbally beyond violence, and to his ultimate frustration he discovered the majority of his communication was bitter, angry, jealous. He was equally desperate to connect with others, wanting to make friends and allies. A family. But his personality was preventing him from doing so. What was real for him? He knew not how to express the things that would bring him peace. One of the things he had learned from Green Arrow (shockingly enough) was to keep quiet when you feel you would regret saying something. This was one of those moments.
Truthfully, he was shocked. He was hurt - and again he was bitter. The others - the feeling in the jet? They were BEREFT. Metamorph had freely given himself up in exchange for Daphne. And yet, almost everyone here was near heartbreak. It wasn't long ago that Metamorph had nearly killed Quiver. Did they act this way for him? Mirage - someone Quiver had considered emotionally mature - had acted so upset at what was happening to Metamorph, and now that he'd sacrificed his freedom? Everyone looked like someone had broken them all completely.
Quiver felt his hands ball into fists.
Daphne was his friend - and despite the way some of the others treated her, one of the more capable heroes here. Iceburn - incorrigible as she was - was correct. It was this secret keeping and angst that was killing this team. Either rooting them all out emotionally, or else literally nearly killing them. What was everyone's problem? Here they were able to communicate and yet just deciding to keep their secrets. Quiver would KILL to be able to express himself and love like Metamorph can, and yet he wasted his time wanting to what? Not let the others worry? Keep them all at an arms-length because of his multiple personality's? Iceburn was making a LOT of sense. Quiver would have to let her know.
And how much did the LEAGUE know about how much of a threat Metamorph was? We didn't even have a full grasp or understanding of what he was capable of. Does he? How can we work coherently and cohesively around someone like that?
Quiver banged a fist against his seat harder than he might have intended as the jet settled and the others unbuckled. He wanted to fight, to spar, to lash out in a hundred ways - ways that he KNEW weren't helpful. But what else was there to do? Fucking sit around feeling sorry for everyone? Tell everyone "hey that guy could have killed me before, and the fact that everyone is so heartbroken over him right now makes me feel like less than nothing?"
Fuck that.
He got up, passed Zatara and Mirage on the way out.
Soon he'd find some time to speak with Iceburn, alone.
They were all better off without Metamorph. It was a more than fair trade.