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7 yrs ago
WHO DAT BOY, 911
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8 yrs ago
Stop and frisk me, daddy. Unf.
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9 yrs ago
Organize a strike in your school or workplace on the grounds that it does not satisfy your need for indolence & spiritual beauty.
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@Rogue Colm Basically a philosophy centering around the subjectivity of reality, and how one should live a life in which they think entirely for themselves, while remembering that everything is random, and having fun is your own responsibility. Eris is the personification of the random nature of the universe, and all the forces we can't won't shouldn't don't want to would rather not want to or are maybe just 'eh' about and don't really think it would behoove us to understand.

I think you could sum the philosophy as "Everything is random, the self, truth and existence are subjective and poorly defined, so try to have fun and live with imagination. Or don't. Do whatever-- praise Eris."


Santeria and Caribbean spiritualism is cool I guess, being syncretic and theosophic by nature means you don't really need to be initiated to practice, and you can just kind of passively practice what works for you, which is, yeah, p cool. The Cemi is dope I guess lol

Also 420 420 praise Eris where the discordians at
Spent waaaay too much time thinking about who should be what
Azel
Andri
Toki
Lucien
Tatiana
Fran lol
Donny lol

Obligatory Mel
*continues to be the best at everything*

(gonna finish Anderson/Mya's proto-CS soon + I might do some for Elenei's bastard siblings + Mono and I are gonna collab + Synth wants to know when I'll work my chara into the bigger plot so I gotta figure that out)
the pretty little bird III_
Elenei Kiều_
The First Day, Evening_




A fly was here. It landed on Elenei’s cheek.
Vesuvius

Only for a moment, however. Light filtered through the blinds, courtesy of some passing vehicle, and in the slash of yellow fire, illuminating a strand of the room. It was all Mel could see-- the close form of the insect as it passed over narrowed eyes-- a buzzing body as it took flight, like a massive horrible monster for the briefest of flashes. She didn’t stir. She didn’t want to-- it didn’t matter. The fly. She didn’t have the energy to move her arm to lazily bat at the thing anyway.
I am here

What the hell was she doing here? Sleeping with a pretty lady, obviously-- married woman, actually-- she didn’t care much, though. That was the point, right? That she didn’t care too much. It was the man’s fault for marrying a cheating stripper, right?
Fire of fire

I’m insecure

A rhetorical question-- they all were. Asked by herself, to no one, that only she could hear, coming impossibly from a long dead part of her mind, echoed as a hoarse whisper. Her bloodshot eyes glanced up toward the cracked ceiling.
For it’s all been made to plan

Though I know

She was having fun is what she was doing. Or she was-- rather, she had been, she was in the cooldown of having had fun. She wasn’t having much fun. Right now wasn’t fun. This wasn’t fun. Right now was thought.
I will fail

The ceiling spider-webbed out from central points in a circle. Just above Mel. It wanted to be a hole-- something had hit here, attempting to crack the plaster, but failed-- it was the globe, now, solids covered in valleys and rivers cutting a path and providing definition. Truthfully, the ceiling was more crack than solid at this point. That wasn’t part of the design, this was age and malnourishment, this was directionless spite given form above her. The cracks were black parasitic worms hanging above her, invading the indigo dry wall.

She didn’t know if the ceiling was indigo, she couldn’t really tell in this light.

How long had Luna been living here? This place was aged-- either expensively so or not. Were those cracks the brothers of flawed marble from the 21st century? Or the glorified homes of thousands of wriggling roach larvae? Elenei shivered. She needed to look at something else.
I cannot be made to laugh

Mel frowned. The rest of the room was plain. It resembled a generic hotel room-- few personal effects besides a closet spilling over with the clothing of some type of businessman and a woman who spends too much on clothes. Two night stands, one for him, one for her.
For in life
As in death

Three, really. One had just taken place.
I’d rather be burned than living in debt

The fly landed again on Elenei’s cheek.
Vesuvius

Life crawled back into her muscles. She raised her left hand to swat at the thing, but in a moment decided against it. It didn’t move.
Are you a ghost
Or the symbols of light or a fantasy host?

The shifting in the bed stirred Luna-- the chimera beside her. Her grey wings fluttered as she greeted Elenei with a smile.
In your breast
I carry the form
The heart of the Earth and the weapons of warmth

She didn't smile back.
Vesuvius

Luna sighed in contentment, and moved to swat at the fly that had moved to Elenei's chest. Mel stopped her hand.
The tragic oath
For you have destroyed with the elegant smoke
Oracle, I've fallen at last
But they were the feast of a permanent blast

Luna was visibly confused, "Hmmm?"
Vesuvius

“My aunt likes flies.” It continued to buzz above Elenei, taunting Luna, “She says they’re the servants of Beelzebub.”
Oh, be kind

“Your aunt Mya?” Luna looked concerned, “She told you this?”
It hasn't occurred, no, it hasn't been said

Mel nodded, "How...?"
Elenei
Follow the path
It leads to an article of imminent death

Luna blushed, "I'll admit-- I'm a bit of a fan of your work." Mel's eye twicthed as the woman giggled. This was new.
Elenei
Follow your heart
Follow the flame or fall on the floor

Something snapped inside. Mel got out of the bed, much to the further confusion of the Chimera woman. She didn't care. You don't care, right? That's you. It's whatever. It doesn't matter.

But...

She needed to get out of here. She needed a drink.
Elenei
The panic inside
The murdering ghost that you cannot ignore

Luna protested as Mel walked to the door, she paused-- halting the woman's own attempts to get up and follow her.

“Does your husband know the way that the moonlight shines so perfectly off your wedding band?” Elenei turned as she reached the door to the room, “It makes your skin seem like porcelain, or pearl, or something pretty like that. When I see beauty like that… it makes me think.” Elenei’s hand lingered above the knob, “It makes me think when I make you scream and beg. Like, is it right to do this to this goddess? What happened in her life, that I’m what she needs for relief?”
Vesuvius
Fire of fire
Follow me now as I favor the ghost

Luna didn’t respond, however. Her position had shifted, she was sitting up now, with her legs pulled in close to her chest.

“Does your husband ever make you scream like that?" Elenei cocked her head, "What’s a stripper doing with a husband anyway?”
Vesuvius
Fire of fire
Follow me now as I favor the host

Luna curled up further, covering herself completely with the sheets. She looked away from Mel.
Vesuvius
Fire of fire
Follow me now as I favor the ghost

"Well, whatever it is, you don't have to go back in if you don't want." The air hung silent between them, "I'm sure I can convince Belwas to give you some 'paid vacation,' if you want."

Silence.

Mel sniffed her nose, scowling slightly. “Hmm.”

Opening the door, she left the bedroom, and soon made her way out of the apartment.
Follow me now
Or follow your death
Why does it have to be so hard?


@Lucius Cypher Awww-- well good luck

@Lunar I dunno what [Hjalti] thinks, but I dig her.

@AccursedBiscuit,@Azazaa,@knighthawk,@rocketrobie2
(also just tagging everyone to check in)
>they didn't give Widow a French flag cape
>you can't buy event items
for what purpose

also
>no Mei skin
gods damnit i gotta wait till the winter olympics don't I fuuucccckkkk

At least the D.va skin is cool, it's the closest we're gonna get to an E.va skin because Blizzard hates mone
@rocketrobie2 JOOOOOIIIIIIIINNNN
Even the Times doesn't know anymore, lol.


Croup Manor_


Dali smiled and curtsied at her welcoming, Curie gave a small wave with her claw hand. However, Dali spoke under her breath when Shin-mu referenced her companion, "Well, I couldn't exactly leave her behind..." She shrugged, "McNamara would have scrapped her for whatever makes her run in an instant." Nodding politely to Bruce, Dali's attention was turned to the emotionless man as he began an interrogation of the three of his own.

She would admit, she was curious. All of this seemed suspect-- she was new out here, but she knew enough to know that strangers, people you didn't have a personal stake with, could always prove to be a fatal liability. Never presume you know anyone unless you know them. Maybe she was reaching for similarities, but based on his tone, he wasn't overtly aggressive, but more unwilling to undertake a long journey with people he didn't know-- they both valued knowing people. Of course-- this man's methods of getting to know people and her own methods couldn't have been further apart.

He was being too direct, his questions were too broad. Who could be constructed in an instant-- in the Vault, and even moreso in the wasteland, a person's 'who' could be constructed in an instant. Dali knew the self was an illusion. It didn't matter 'who' they were. And if they had ulterior motive outside of going to China, somehow recovering fusion cores, and eliminating the Brotherhood-- they wouldn't tell, and Dali could figure out on her own later. 'Who' and 'why' were important-- but we needed the whole picture, we knew 'what' and 'when,' but we didn't know 'how.'

"Y-yeah!" Dali added her own addendum to the man's question, hoping he'd see what she was trying to do, "How do you have the resources to gather a crew of strangers and send them across the country to China, while presumably paying us afterwards? How are we getting to China if we make it to the west coast at all-- isn't there an ocean in the way? How do you have access to a satellite at all? Do you know if the Brotherhood doesn't already have access to this information? And I think the most important thing here-- if we really are going to China, how do we know they'll even want to give us that knowledge-- the last I check we've got a bit of a rocky history with China..."

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