Freagon, Irah, Lhirin, and Yanin – Bor Manor, Borstown
Caleb had been watching Lhirin throughout his business in the room with its unreadable, expressionless and inhuman face providing very little in terms of hints as to what he might be thinking. He simply stared at him with big, unblinking, glowing green eyes without moving from the spot or saying anything. He only shifted his focus to Irah once she directed her magical senses at him – something Caleb evidently noticed instantly – and reacted with confusion when he saw what Lhirin communicated to her with their secret sign-language. But secret or not, it was still a language, and as such the True Words allowed Caleb to understand its meaning.
That did not mean that he understood why the message was being expressed. Caleb's eyes shifted instantly back to Irah when he detected her trying to communicate with him through body-language, and he kept staring at her unwaveringly as she spoke out loud.
Once Irah finished talking, interestingly, the thalk finally looked away. He turned his attention to the window, looking out at the sunlit acres of Borstown outside.
When he finally spoke, his voice was as monotone and expressionless as his face. “Angel of Deceit, indeed. The broken one was not wrong; I did deceive you, and I both intended and tried to kill you. I was going to, regardless of who you were, what you did and what you said. I was angry... no, I am still angry, and I wanted to leave a scar upon this realm in Feevesha's name that would never heal, and carve her memory into it forever. I do not know what made you question me now, but...”
He sighed deeply. “Long ago – I do not even know how long – when I was still one of Frenis' faithful servants, I was called to Reniam as an Angel of Fortune. This favored one instructed me to step into a binding circle, and to direct the divine energy I siphoned from Drigall into a crystal. That crystal, it turned out, powered the binding circle, which forced me to continue the flow. Such a simple trick, getting a thalk to power its own eternal imprisonment. For the price of a small bit of gold, with just two commands, I was rendered a helpless power-source.”
Caleb turned back to stare at Irah once again. “The favored one left, and I never saw her again. I learned over the time I spent there, stuck in that basement, that she had been hired to call a thalk by the master of the place, a mage called Hai'vreh'era, and that the power I provided did more than just keep me trapped. There were more angels in other rooms, all kept prisoner by my power.”
He paused, then shook his head in resignation. “For so long I prayed for Frenis to liberate me. For him to send another angel to save me, for him to send another of his mortal servants to stop the wicked sorcerer, for him to take away my power. My Lord never reacted. That is how I eventually Fell: I broke my oath to my Lord hoping that I would lose my power and thus disable the binding circle. You are correct that my innate power, after Falling, is pitiful; unless I stand still and gather energy over time, I am all but powerless... but to my endless despair, my ability to siphon divine energy remained. The circle remained functional, so I remained trapped.”
He turned his attention back to the window. “But it was not just angels Hai'vreh'era kept there, he also kept mundane slaves. I saw them occasionally in my basement, beaten and scarred, too scared to even look at me. I pleaded for them to save me, to kill me, to do anything, but they all ignored me. Who would risk the master's ire to trust an Angel of Deceit, after all?”
He chuckled. “They all ignored me, until one slave did not. Feevesha was the first in my captivity to listen to me, to look at me and to speak to me. Born a slave, raised into subservience... just like me to my Lord. But she ignored Hai'vreh'era's orders and listened.” His chuckle intensified into laughter; a frenzied, manic sound, as his eyes grew impossibly wide and his jaws opened in an expression of mad glee. “She broke the binding circle, and I regained my freedom... and as I did, so did all the angels my power kept captive. I do not know exactly what happened outside the basement, but when Feevesha and I emerged there was nothing left but carnage. Everyone had been violently killed. It was gruesome... but I have never felt such delight.”
Having calmed back down while speaking, Caleb once again turned to look at Irah. “I found one of Hai'vreh'era's spell books and helped Feevesha record the magic inside for herself. I taught her my true name and how to summon me. I gave her everything I had to give, every shred of power and knowledge, and bound myself as her guardian. As far as I was concerned, she was my new god. She was everything to me.”
His gaze lowered to the floor at Irah's feet. “If you believe anything this accursed deceiver, abandoned and forgotten by his god and feared and hated by mundanes, says, let it be this: I am certain from the depths of my tainted soul that Feevesha's life is what created this vessel for me. The agony that wracks my being to its core, the sense of loss I feel at her absence, the intensity of the hatred I feel for my current form...” He shook his head in disgust. “I am Fallen; she is very likely the only mundane who knows how to summon me, and certainly the only one in Rodoria, yet she was not here when I was summoned. I was alone, because my summoner had become my vessel. You attribute me personhood? You would show me kindness and compassion? I am a horrid stain upon this wretched realm, my only value was as a servant to Feevesha. I will serve her this one last time, then I will return to Drigall forever.”