He was sitting in a tall tree, on a high, sturdy bough, surrounded by the colors and smells of autumn. He looked down and was assailed by vertigo; he dared not even try to estimate how far below him the ground was. Not only that, but he seemed to be getting further and further away from the ground with each passing second, as if the tree he was sitting in was growing at blazing speeds and carrying him skyward.
He expected to feel fear, but did not. In fact there was part of him that, even though he rationally knew that what he was experiencing conflicted with reality, considered this completely natural.
“Ah yes,” a little voice in his head said – a voice he did not recognize, but might have been his own – with detached fascination. “We are going up. Up is good.”
He did not know why up was good, but somehow he just accepted the words of the voice implicitly.
A moment later he discovered why up was good: below him, at the base of the tree, crowded scores of tiny little monsters. Their sizes and builds were like those of children – infants, almost – only with long, spindly arms and inhuman, eyeless faces. They had no legs, it seemed... or rather, perhaps their legs were under the ground, since these creatures seemed to be sprouting right out of it like so many other random growths in this forest.
It did not even occur to him to look around and check for other trees; somehow, he just knew this was a forest.
The tree suddenly jostled, causing him to start and look around for the cause of the disturbance. And right there beside him, on a neighboring bough, had appeared another monster. It was completely different from the ones below, not even remotely humanoid in shape, but rather akin to a hideously malformed bird. It was as big as he was, snapping its beak at him threateningly, showing off the teeth within the beak. Cold, dead eyes, and plumage of indeterminable color due to the fact that the abomination was entirely drenched in and dripping with crimson.
It was repulsive, yet also somehow mesmerizing. Despite knowing it would likely bite his hand off, he reached out to touch he bird, just as it leaned forward to bring its beak toward him. Though clearly a terrible man-eating beast, it did not feel hostile. It felt familiar, like his favorite pair of boots. He was not afraid.
Just the instant before he would have made contact with it, however, everything turned to white, the bough quaked violently beneath him and a cacophonous boom filled the air as lightning struck, directly into the bird. The thunder should have deafened him, but it did not; he could still hear the bird cry out in agony as its body was enveloped in bright, cleansing flame.
“That is probably for the best,” the voice that might be his own suggested. “We are supposed to hunt beasts, after all.”
There was no time for him to unpack the meaning of those statements, for the flames spread rapidly from the bird, threatening to consume all of the tree, and him along with it.
He dropped off the bough without worry or fear, uncharacteristically dispassionate as he surrendered himself to gravity. The beast above had stilled by then, its body already reduced to nothing but smoke and cinders by the conflagration.
He fell toward the ground, where the little creatures awaited him. Crowded on the ground in a thick, disgusting clump of bodies. Entire crowds of them, reaching up their little hands as if trying to reach him. They soon would; he plummeted directly toward them as a bell tolled in the far distance. Toward them, closer and closer as he fell from the heavens, and
Torquil abruptly jolted into an upright sitting position, letting out a garbled, desperate sound. He barely even felt the resistance of restraints on his arms as he tore himself out of them, swinging his big, calloused fist through the air at nothing in particular. His suntanned skin was drenched in sweat, causing his white shirt to cling uncomfortably to his hefty, muscular frame. His breathing was rapid and panicked... until it was not.
As suddenly as he had awakened to dread and doom, Torquil felt a strange sense of remarkable calm settle over him. A sense of confidence, strength and purpose.
Right, I remember. I became a Hunter.
It was pretty much all he remembered, too; bits and pieces, flashes and images, but nothing concrete... just enough to remind him that it was no great loss. What did it matter if he remembered who he was before, anyway? He had signed the contract of his own free will, and he was now a Hunter. The one he used to be was gone, and the new him had a job to do. He had never needed more than that, he felt, and saw no reason that he would need more now.
He did not even notice the Messengers crowded around his body, reaching out as if to touch him with their long, thin fingers, nor did he notice the numerous cots with other people all around him. Torquil just sat there with a blank expression on his face, absorbing the nothing that was left of himself and assimilating it into the new him. He was a Hunter now... what did that mean, other than he was to hunt beasts?
The contract... was with the Healing Church. They would know. Thinking was hard, it was better to let someone else do it.
It was only then his mind started absorbing what was outside of himself, starting with the Messengers sharing the cot with him. Vile, abhorrent little things they were, unlike any beast he had ever heard of... was he supposed to kill them? They had seemed like such an overwhelming danger in his dream, but now he thought them quite pitiful. He tried to shove a small group of them away, only to find that his hand passed right through it without resistance. The Messengers he had “touched”, meanwhile, seemed to grow agitated, shaking their little fists at him while quietly moaning to themselves. Whatever these creatures were and whatever impression he had gotten of them in his dream, they seemed quite pathetic now. Harmless.
Again his world expanded as he took in the cots around him, rows of cots with people like him strapped to them, all of them crowded by the little fiends. Hundreds of them, everywhere. He should have been terrified, but he was not.
Finally and inevitably, his attention landed on the one person in the room not currently on a cot, but in the process of getting up from one. A tall – a fair bit taller than Torquil himself – woman in rags, with silver hair despite looking to be about his own age. A blood minister? No, that did not seem right. She looked like she had been on the cot beside her... another Hunter?
He started to try to say something, but immediately felt the right hinge of his jaw snag, creak and crack. Instant flashes of his old life returned to him from the experience – memories of him trying and failing to convey words to others clearly, memories of people mocking him and driving him away, memories of watching people from afar through the trees of the forest, memories of apathy and loneliness – and he decided not to say anything. He recalled hating this ruined jaw of his and a hope that the Old Blood would fix it. It seemed it had not. To say he was disappointed would be an understatement.
Instead he just waved at her, offering an awkward, crooked smile – the only smile he was capable of – as he swung his legs off the cot.
He expected to feel fear, but did not. In fact there was part of him that, even though he rationally knew that what he was experiencing conflicted with reality, considered this completely natural.
“Ah yes,” a little voice in his head said – a voice he did not recognize, but might have been his own – with detached fascination. “We are going up. Up is good.”
He did not know why up was good, but somehow he just accepted the words of the voice implicitly.
A moment later he discovered why up was good: below him, at the base of the tree, crowded scores of tiny little monsters. Their sizes and builds were like those of children – infants, almost – only with long, spindly arms and inhuman, eyeless faces. They had no legs, it seemed... or rather, perhaps their legs were under the ground, since these creatures seemed to be sprouting right out of it like so many other random growths in this forest.
It did not even occur to him to look around and check for other trees; somehow, he just knew this was a forest.
The tree suddenly jostled, causing him to start and look around for the cause of the disturbance. And right there beside him, on a neighboring bough, had appeared another monster. It was completely different from the ones below, not even remotely humanoid in shape, but rather akin to a hideously malformed bird. It was as big as he was, snapping its beak at him threateningly, showing off the teeth within the beak. Cold, dead eyes, and plumage of indeterminable color due to the fact that the abomination was entirely drenched in and dripping with crimson.
It was repulsive, yet also somehow mesmerizing. Despite knowing it would likely bite his hand off, he reached out to touch he bird, just as it leaned forward to bring its beak toward him. Though clearly a terrible man-eating beast, it did not feel hostile. It felt familiar, like his favorite pair of boots. He was not afraid.
Just the instant before he would have made contact with it, however, everything turned to white, the bough quaked violently beneath him and a cacophonous boom filled the air as lightning struck, directly into the bird. The thunder should have deafened him, but it did not; he could still hear the bird cry out in agony as its body was enveloped in bright, cleansing flame.
“That is probably for the best,” the voice that might be his own suggested. “We are supposed to hunt beasts, after all.”
There was no time for him to unpack the meaning of those statements, for the flames spread rapidly from the bird, threatening to consume all of the tree, and him along with it.
He dropped off the bough without worry or fear, uncharacteristically dispassionate as he surrendered himself to gravity. The beast above had stilled by then, its body already reduced to nothing but smoke and cinders by the conflagration.
He fell toward the ground, where the little creatures awaited him. Crowded on the ground in a thick, disgusting clump of bodies. Entire crowds of them, reaching up their little hands as if trying to reach him. They soon would; he plummeted directly toward them as a bell tolled in the far distance. Toward them, closer and closer as he fell from the heavens, and
Torquil abruptly jolted into an upright sitting position, letting out a garbled, desperate sound. He barely even felt the resistance of restraints on his arms as he tore himself out of them, swinging his big, calloused fist through the air at nothing in particular. His suntanned skin was drenched in sweat, causing his white shirt to cling uncomfortably to his hefty, muscular frame. His breathing was rapid and panicked... until it was not.
As suddenly as he had awakened to dread and doom, Torquil felt a strange sense of remarkable calm settle over him. A sense of confidence, strength and purpose.
Right, I remember. I became a Hunter.
It was pretty much all he remembered, too; bits and pieces, flashes and images, but nothing concrete... just enough to remind him that it was no great loss. What did it matter if he remembered who he was before, anyway? He had signed the contract of his own free will, and he was now a Hunter. The one he used to be was gone, and the new him had a job to do. He had never needed more than that, he felt, and saw no reason that he would need more now.
He did not even notice the Messengers crowded around his body, reaching out as if to touch him with their long, thin fingers, nor did he notice the numerous cots with other people all around him. Torquil just sat there with a blank expression on his face, absorbing the nothing that was left of himself and assimilating it into the new him. He was a Hunter now... what did that mean, other than he was to hunt beasts?
The contract... was with the Healing Church. They would know. Thinking was hard, it was better to let someone else do it.
It was only then his mind started absorbing what was outside of himself, starting with the Messengers sharing the cot with him. Vile, abhorrent little things they were, unlike any beast he had ever heard of... was he supposed to kill them? They had seemed like such an overwhelming danger in his dream, but now he thought them quite pitiful. He tried to shove a small group of them away, only to find that his hand passed right through it without resistance. The Messengers he had “touched”, meanwhile, seemed to grow agitated, shaking their little fists at him while quietly moaning to themselves. Whatever these creatures were and whatever impression he had gotten of them in his dream, they seemed quite pathetic now. Harmless.
Again his world expanded as he took in the cots around him, rows of cots with people like him strapped to them, all of them crowded by the little fiends. Hundreds of them, everywhere. He should have been terrified, but he was not.
Finally and inevitably, his attention landed on the one person in the room not currently on a cot, but in the process of getting up from one. A tall – a fair bit taller than Torquil himself – woman in rags, with silver hair despite looking to be about his own age. A blood minister? No, that did not seem right. She looked like she had been on the cot beside her... another Hunter?
He started to try to say something, but immediately felt the right hinge of his jaw snag, creak and crack. Instant flashes of his old life returned to him from the experience – memories of him trying and failing to convey words to others clearly, memories of people mocking him and driving him away, memories of watching people from afar through the trees of the forest, memories of apathy and loneliness – and he decided not to say anything. He recalled hating this ruined jaw of his and a hope that the Old Blood would fix it. It seemed it had not. To say he was disappointed would be an understatement.
Instead he just waved at her, offering an awkward, crooked smile – the only smile he was capable of – as he swung his legs off the cot.