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9 days ago
Current I’m alive… sorta. Sorry to partners for disappearing there, but I should be back now.
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I knew bad news always came in threes…
1 mo ago
Was talking to someone who worked in closed captioning who is now getting a new degree because so many companies are turning to AI to close caption now… Which AI is pretty shite at it still.
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Not that I smoke it often, but only cheap weed smells like Satan’s anus.
2 mos ago
Are you going in your favorite rocket ship? 🚀
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Bio





If you’re here to check why I’m online but not replying to you, odds are my computer just randomly woke up in the middle of the night. No, I don’t know why it does this lol





About Me


Names/Aliases: Don’t Look Now, DLN, Cait, Donut Look Now, DLN Cait
Pronouns: She/Her/Hers
Age: 29
Birthday: August
From: United States
Timezone: PST Currently
Occupation: Full Time Sales / Part Time Student
Work Hours: Tues-Thurs 9AM-5:30PM || Fri/Sat 10:30AM-7PM

Languages: English, Learning Spanish
Orientation: Bisexual / Cis (Married)
Pets: Margot (10yr Australian Shep/Mix Rescue)





Current Roleplays

Chicago After Hours as Kimiko “Kiki” Voss, Nero, & Nicholas “Nic” Wu
1x1 with KazAlkemi
Bunnies & Beasts as Willow Estelle Kinsley & Others
1x1 with Visyn
Yellowstone Disaster as Aurelia “Lia” Walshe
1x1 with ThatLostDude
How to Transfer Mana (and Other Adventuring Tips) as Wren Sionnache
1x1 with Cleveraptor

ArrowFell: The Wizard Queen’s Court as Nyx Hier the Wanderer AKA Lady Olivia Rhys
Casual Large Group by Estylwen







Current Hyperfixation: Hazbin Hotel / Helluva Boss









If you made it all the way down here, you get a donut 🍩





Most Recent Posts




Kimiko “Kiki” Voss




Location: Caden’s Home - Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit





“With everything you do, you should make the time.” Kiki says in gentle admonishment. “What do you do to make sure you don’t hurt your hands?” Avery gets a particular spot on her back and she concentrates on breathing through it again.




Nero




Location: Mandarin Oriental Hotel – New York City, New York
Skills:
Fit





Nero nods, knowing this demon tactic very well. “I think I saw my father… And he made me pretend to be a boy so that he still had a heir… But that led to other boys making fun of me for being so small…” Nero’s brow creases.

“But then he remarried and actually got a male heir. But after that I was back where the boys were and that’s when they…” Nero still can’t say it. “At least I can understand my gender issues a little better now…”



Kimiko “Kiki” Voss




Location: Caden’s Home - Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit





Kiki blushes but nods. “Yes, actually… Would you be willing to teach me?” She asks while trying not to think about where Avery’s hands have travelled down to. “I have a sneaking suspicion you don’t get massages for yourself very often.”




Nero




Location: Mandarin Oriental Hotel – New York City, New York
Skills:
Fit





Nero greedily drinks the water before taking a deep breath, blinking as they regain some of their composure. They blush at Caden’s comment. “Ich wollte nicht von meinem Thron aufstehen.” They tease before quickly drinking the rest of the water.

“Mundus made a deal with me while I was a child…” Nero bites out his name. “He took advantage of me as I was in a lot of pain from…” They flinch, the sting and sound of the whip fresh in their head.








Kimiko “Kiki” Voss




Location: Caden’s Home - Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit





Kiki’s impressed, to say the least. “As I thought - you are pretty observant.” Another moan slips out and she hears a pop so loud it sounds like it was in her head. “When do you get a massage though?” She lets her arm fall gently to her side as Avery works. If he doesn’t get one often, maybe she can learn and repay the favor.




Nero




Location: Mandarin Oriental Hotel – New York City, New York
Skills: Telekinesis
Fit





“Please.” Nero croaks. They want to tell Caden everything that they saw and talk through some of the bigger issues with his wisdom. But right now, they’re content to stay curled up in Caden’s lap. Nero doesn’t want him to leave just to get them a drink.

Focusing, they reach a hand out, thinking clearly of the mini snack bar with its bottled water. A few seconds later, a thud sounds as something hits against the door. They manage to open the door as the bottle rolls into the room.



Kimiko “Kiki” Voss




Location: Caden’s Home - Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit





Kiki concentrates on her breathing as Avery works through her shoulders and arms, closing her eyes. In through the nose, out through the mouth. She reminds herself, trying to stay relaxed even though her first instinct is to tense up. A rather loud moan escapes when he finds a particularly bad spot and Kiki immediately flushes, turning a bright shade of red.

“W-where did you learn how to massage?” She asks as a distraction. She remembers how last time he had told her that moaning was normal, but she still couldn’t help feeling embarrassed when she does.




Nero




Location: Mandarin Oriental Hotel – New York City, New York
Skills:
Fit





Nero subconscious hears Caden and starts to nudge the little imp awake. Eyelids heavy, Nero opens their eyes and reaches up to cup Caden’s face. They barely notice that their hands are shaking. “My name…” They can’t finish their thought, their mouth felt drier than a desert,

“Leofe Warde…” The tiny thing mumbles before letting their hand fall from Caden’s face.



Kimiko “Kiki” Voss




Location: Caden’s Home - Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit





Kiki laughs, a snort escaping. “I’m telling Caden you said that.” She tells Avery with a mischievous smirk. She can’t keep the expression up though as Avery works the kinks in her back. When he takes his hands away, Kiki is about to pout and ask why when she turns to see Avery patting the space between his legs.

Warmth colors Kiki’s cheeks and cheeks while she does as Avery bids, sitting gingerly in the spot between his legs. She reminds herself to relax or this wouldn’t do any good for her. “Are there a lot of knots?” She asks pulling her hair into a messy bun so it’s out of Avery’s way.




Nero




Location: Mandarin Oriental Hotel – New York City, New York
Skills:
Fit





Nero didn’t need to be told twice, they lean their head on Caden’s chest and close their eyes. The memory is almost instantaneous, soon filling all of Nero’s senses. This one is different from the demon memories, much more like Nero is seeing clips of different parts of their life rather than just one scene.

A steady but firm hand holds Nero’s shoulder. “You will need to act as a boy. Our family is under attack from within. I need a male heir.” Nero nods gravely…

Nero’s backed into a corner, a handful of boys surrounding them with cruel expressions. “You don’t belong here, runt.” One of the boys say before landing a punch on Nero’s face, the tiny thing clenches their fist, wanting to fight back…


The next few memories feel more like snapshots of Nero’s life. They attend a wedding, then they’re holding a tiny baby boy, then another baby. Nero starts to feel like they’ve been pushed out of sight.

“Grab him!” Rough hands capture each of Nero’s arms and they look up as the same boy that punched them looms over them. He’s gotten taller, but is still gangly. “Poor little Leofe Warde.” The boy says in a teasing voice before punching Nero in the stomach. “Let’s show him some manners!”

The back of Nero’s shirt is torn open and before Nero can struggle anymore, a whip cracks, hittin them squarely in the back. Nero hisses in pain, knowing that it must have surely drawn blood. The boys take turns in who’s holding Nero and who’s cracking the whip, but Nero doesn’t make a sound. It’s not long until the boys grow tired of this game and leave Nero there to bleed.

A hand reaches down to where Nero lays on the ground, praying that they can die swiftly and without any more pain. The hand is as black as a starless sky, the inkiness fading out as Nero’s eyes stare at this stranger’s hand. “Let me help you, young one. Why die when you can seek revenge?” Nero lifts their eyes and meets the face of Mundus.

A scream bubbles up Nero’s throat, wanting to warn the small child not to take his hand, to do anything but take his hand. It’s too late though. Red and black seems to whirl around Nero in a terrifying dance as Mundus grins widely. “You let me know when you’re ready, small one.” The giant of a man disappears in a blink…
The ‘duke’ said “peace out, Girl Scout”



Kimiko “Kiki” Voss




Location: Caden’s Home - Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit





Kiki cracks a smirk. “Of course you can - hopefully he’s easier to hit than a punching bag.” As Avery’s hands move along her back, she sighs softly and relaxes more. “A very good something.” She says before quietly moaning as Avery gets a particularly bad knot in her shoulder.




Nero




Location: Mandarin Oriental Hotel – New York City, New York
Skills:
Fit





Once the car pulls up to the hotel, the two quickly make their way inside and to the elevator. Nero sticks close to Caden, both of their arms wrapped around one of his for support and comfort. They practically stumble into the room when the elevator doors open.



Kimiko “Kiki” Voss




Location: Caden’s Home - Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit





Kiki smiles nervously, her lips trembling as she refrains from letting out another weird awkward laugh. “I’m also happy that I’m getting to know you as well.” Closing her eyes, she lets out a little hum, really enjoying the way Avery played with her hair and rubbed her back.

“Even though I’m going to punch Caden for telling you without letting me know, I’m glad he told you.” She says, leaning more into Avery and his touch. “This weekend has definitely been something.”




Nero




Location: Car – New York City, New York
Skills:
Fit





Nero buries their face into Caden as he holds them. “I’m…” They can’t think of a word to describe how they feel. They feel like they’ve just ran a marathon, their body tense and unable to relax. They keep their eyes open in an attempt to fight off the memory, afraid if they close them for too long they’ll get lost in it.

“Doing my best.” Nero says.



Kimiko “Kiki” Voss




Location: Caden’s Home - Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit





Kiki takes a deep breath. “We did end amicably - Caden and I, I mean. But…” Kiki licks her lips quickly as she starts to feel her face heat up and her mouth go dry. “But, that was also the last time I’ve been intimate with anyone…” Her hands go to tuck her hair behind her ears and she glances away. “I-it’s not because I’m still hung up on him or anything like that, though. I just made a decision after that to stop… leading relationships with sex…”

She lets out a weird, awkward laugh, rubbing the back of her neck now. “And when you’re chasing your mom all over the world, you don’t really make time for dates so…” Kiki lets herself trail off there, her hands out in a sort of weird shrug.




Nero




Location: Car – New York City, New York
Skills:
Fit





Nero nods along to what Caden says, letting him lead them out of the theatre as they felt like they were stuck in some sort of haze. Once in the car, Nero rests their head on Caden, using a lot of concentration to stay in the moment. They’re able to just point out that they want everything off the dessert menu and the sweets & snacks minibar menu, keeping Caden true to his promise of ‘two of everything’.



Kimiko “Kiki” Voss




Location: Caden’s Home - Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit





Kiki lets Avery talk, starting to slowly climb of the hole she so desperately wants to die in and looks at him again. However, when he mentions Cassi, Kiki can’t help but snort. She gasps and claps a hand over her mouth and nose. “I shouldn’t laugh at that, oh my gods I’m so sorry.” The information definitely works in easing the tension left.

“Wait, is that why you refused to call her anything but ‘Miss Alistair’ for so long?” Kiki’s lips twitch as she tries not to laugh again. Focus, Kiki! “Oh, but, um… it’s rude of me to ask you not to laugh when I literally just laughed in your face, but can I tell you something?” There’s the smallest percentage that Caden would have known this detail anyway, but while they’re on the subject, Kiki wants to just lay it all bare.




Nero




Location: Gershwin Theatre – New York City, New York
Skills:
Fit





Nero smiles, once again finding themselves incredibly lucky to have met Caden. “I think the sooner we get back to the hotel, the better. I don’t know what this memory has in store and… I don’t to end up screaming in pain here.” Although… Now that Nero thinks about it, the hotel wouldn’t be a good place to scream either.

“Maybe I can hold it off until we get home.”
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