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23 hrs ago
Current Is it a red flag or not if he makes me listen to Avenged Sevenfold like it's church music? I'm not sure, but I just found me a new favourite song...
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8 days ago
I just met an absolutely enchanting person. He likes DOOM and D&D and WH40k and Keygen Church... and he's shorter than me đź‘Źđź‘Ź I'm head over heels already
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17 days ago
I've been struggling a little bit the past few days, please give me grace as I struggle to reply to things lol
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25 days ago
Anybody else royally confused by the Starbucks drink sizes?
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25 days ago
I keep sending people texts when I'm asleep then wake up with no recollection of them...
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Bio

"Searing Flesh hardly saves
The time you could have bent
Such as the blade I lent the
Mother of the crimson steaks
Ingrained within your Skin

Hanging, knotted ropes
Can’t undo the countenance
Of wide-eyed anticipation
Or dissatisfaction with your
Cumbersome, bodily Being

When the Father looked
To reply to curdling screams
Of rusted, dulled iron, sinking
Deep into your Body, spreading
The disease of desperation"

"The Disease of Desperation" by Lawrence J. Lacorne

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Hi! I'm Eros.

I've also realized that I really want to change my bio.

I'm 24, and Italian. I'm currently studying abroad in the USA! I want to be a child psychologist (though recently I have thought a lot about forensic behavioral analysis and law enforcement as a whole. They're both very interesting... now I'm questioning myself.)

I'm in CST.

I'm a synaesthesiac (primarily graphime-colour) individual. I love music, art, theatre, writing, books, and roleplaying! I've been roleplaying steadily for over ten years at this point.

I adore stories and roleplays that cover more sensitive or darker themes. I love the controversial and the stigmatized, the unusual and the seldom discussed. :)

Most Recent Posts

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Doom as a whole is SICK. I love Doom Eternal. I was more acquainted with Doom I and II, as well as 64, so when I actually got around to the 3D games like 2016, Doom III and Eternal, they were super hard. They still are :(
Dense
I totally understand. That's half of the appeal anyway.

Now you're making me think about it more than I would have otherwise. Thanks for that.

My initial thought would be that a lot of planning would have to be done strictly to PMs for each participant. Like a children's game where one person gets selected while everybody else has their eyes closed.
@AnakisutoYT

Absolutely!
Banned for promoting anger. As an Italian I am just naturally angry.
Banned because you have only recently discovered Keygen Church. Shame on you.
Note to begin with, is the title correct? How do you make a name that ends with an s possessive? It's one thing that's hard to me about English grammar, and I see it done both ways, so which is correct? I need help! :(

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Ardor (not to be confused with a similarly named character who I will write about later, named Ardour) is a supporting antagonist of my various stories. He thrives in dramas, sci-fi, pyschological, and fantasy and adventure type stories. I feel like he's the perfect character for any emotionally charged, character-driven story, looking for depth and complexity at a nuanced level.

Height: 175 cm
Weight: 57 kg
Eye colour: brown
Hair: Auburn
Complexion: Tan & deeply sun-kissed, splattered with freckles




Appearance


Ardor is a young man with tanned skin and auburn hair from a loosely overgrown bob that hangs at about shoulder-length. He has feathery bangs scattered over his forehead and a sharper, almost rectangular face, and a resting image of concern or contempt. His right eye is sewn completely shut, in a grotesque display of struggle as his eyelids are pinned together. At random times, a thick, gelatinous substance will ooze from his sewn-up eye. Ardor has a tattoo on his outer upper right arm, and appears to be most akin to the insignia of an Air Force Technical Sergeant. However, the significance, or even if this was its intended meaning, is not entirely clear.



He is most often seen in a white tank-top and cargo shorts that extend down to his knees. From his left hip to the side of his right knee, he wears a stash situated like a satchel, in which an assortment of coloured gemstones are pinned to. Ardor wears a pair of sleek, white boots with additionally padding at the heel, and push-pull system at the ankle for air compression to soften falls.




Personality


While at some point, Ardor was described to be a deeply caring and empathetic individual, with significant moral high-ground as opposed to his peers, Ardor at present is a lot further from this romanticized, and past, version of himself. Ardor's initial disposition is brash and unlikable. He is challenging, cynical, and brusque with his words, and will always point out any flaw he sees without reluctance. Ardor generally keeps to himself with a stoic sardonicism that makes him appear distanced from others, and regards others with a cold disposition. He has no qualms against letting people die if it serves him in the long-term. Despite this, he has an evident martyrdom and saviour complex, and believes that the more that he suffers, the greater humanity will gain from it. Ardor lives convinced that he must be the one to preserve humanity as a whole. He remains to be mischievous and frank, very goal-driven to enact his contemptuous revenge against an unknown force.




It's. Maybe I'll add more. But, like, most of these are supposed to be pretty vague, because a lot of my characters rely on shock factor or, like, world and lore building gimmicks that make it so a lot you just have to learn during the roleplay. I like Ardor though. One of my favorites.
Banned because you're just mad that Sp00ki knows and you still do not.
Yeah... always an issue. Metagaming is the very bane of my existence. Doesn't mean I'm not willing to try, somewhat. And probably watch it fall apart. Unfortunately these psychological things are my favourite things to do in terms of roleplay. Why am I like this? Oh well.
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