Wingram Clinic
@Nanaya
The potion was lifted to Ciara's lips. She spluttered a bit, but drank it in full. In her delusion, she swore Otis asked her a question, and as she cleared her throat, she spoke, “Yes, if you start absorbing from the roots of the plant, it will eradicate faster.”
She was set back down on the bed, feeling satisfied she had answered Otis’ question. She saw Otis move from one side of the curtain to drop his coat, before crossing past the other side of the curtain, where she could only hear the sounds of healing going on.
Her eyes lazily stared at the curtain blocking her view, feeling the potion mix with the euphoria in her belly. Heat washed across her cheeks and chest, healing the cuts she had incurred due to rebound.
There was a gargoyle she spied across the room, but as she stared, black dots started to form in front of her vision. Before they congealed into one, two, three shadows. Manifestations from the Voices in her mind. Little did Ciara realize she was now in the full throws of delirium, subject to her own hallucinations. No one would be able to see what she saw, or hear the whole conversation. But Ciara would answer in a muffled voice, easy enough to pick up if anyone poked their head in past the curtain to see her.
The Voices hovered over her head, looking over her. One spoke, agitated. “It's the orphanages all over again.”
Ciara blinked, and remembered strikingly the scent of fire and smoke, of melted snow, the feel of ice under her feet, as she ran from a mob outside the orphanage.
“It's not like that.” She protested.
Another Voice spoke, their voice high and whispery. “Your friends will get you killed.”
“They believe in me.”
The last Voice, child-like. “You will die. We will live, but woe to you.”
Ciara tried to think past the euphoria in her mind, but the conversation was already slipping from her mind. “I believe they will let me live.”
The Voices carried on. “Remember when we tasted the light? It felt good. You enjoyed it.”
Ciara blinked. “Of course, why wouldn't I?”
“There's no way they'll let you live.”
“Say a prayer, say a prayer.”
Ciara felt another wave of euphoria shudder through her. Why did she need to pray? Wasn't she safe? Otis was looking after her. Iraleth didn't kill her. Chunji was on her side.
“I'm going to be fine.”
“There is no safety for the darkness. I bet that Umbralist is already dead.”
Ciara's head spiraled again. Umbralist… Yes, the one in the church. She wasn't sure why it was in a church, but she admired the darkness that poured off him, the inky substance of his aura, flickering…
Wait, there was no way.
“They wouldn't kill him.”
The Voices were quiet for a moment, or maybe they spoke. Ciara couldn't quite hear them over the euphoria. She could only stare up as the shadows staring down at her seemed to twist, buckle, and turn. It was pleasant to look at.
A Voice said something. But it was like listening to someone speak under water.
It repeated itself. “Darkness has to fight in this kill-or-be-killed world. Why aren't you fighting?”
“They're not going to hurt me…”
“They'll beat the truth out of you, and execute you in the most horrible manner.”
“N-no… You're wrong. The dark one wouldn't do that.”
“HE WOULD.”
No, she couldn't believe it. Otis wouldn't let that happen. The euphoria made it hard to think, and already, she was losing the logic to make Otis look like a bad guy. He had saved her hadn't he?
Ciara stared up at the ceiling, feeling the tingles and numbness float over and through her skin and bones. Somehow, lead weights were attached to each limb. She couldn't move them. Couldn't will them to move.
Flashes of the orphanage flared up in her mind. Flashes of eating plant essence. Flashes of the light; Iraleth, how she tasted. Of Chunji, Otis, mottled darkness.
It was impossible to feel fear with all this euphoria, but still, a delusional awareness settled over her. Ciara spoke not to the shadows, but to something else. Her mutterings low and slurred.
“They may kill me… They may end me, and I would have never got to meet you. Never got to learn from you, understand you.
“Please… Don't let them take me away…”