[Iratze]
Iratze stared at Amos in wonder.
"Amos. I can not join you I... I..." She was about to go into the old tied and true speech. She could join no one, show no loyalty, take no sides. She looked at the golumn in wonder. "You can
Create?" That was not a gift every god possessed. It was a rare gift. How did Amos discover it in his
hate? This perplexed Iratze.
The goddess did not dwell on her
feelings very often. Not until recently... She had not been created to express her feelings, only to carry the feelings and thoughts of others back and forth.
To her creators she was an object, a phone, and that fact was more apparent now than ever before.
She could not take sides. She was designed to be neutral.
If he could create, could he change her?
If he
could change her?
Would she want to?Iratze looked back to Amos.
She was never a powerful goddess, but now that Brontes had cast her out, she was more powerless than ever.
Brontes, who in the past had treated her like family, how could he do such a thing to her? And even so, how come he had not contacted her now? Why would he not spake to her himself? Why did
Amare. The child god. He blinked in and out of her life in the past few months. Once her closest godly friend he now blinked in and out of her life like she were nothing. He had even used his powers on her to get her to speak with him. All he had to do was ask. Did Amare think only of himself and his Brontes? What of his brothers? Like Amos or Armarion...
Armarion. She thought of the god of wisdom. He had confessed love for her. She could not love him back. The way she was created made it impossible. Yet, wasn't he a wise god? Why had he not fought for her? Devised some plan? Find a way... At least try... Instead he looked right past her...
There were always more important things at hand. The smallest goddess was only a tool. She thought of all the gods and goddesses, sending her back and forth on errands. Some were kind... but... when it came down to it...
She was only a messenger. She had no power, no will to choose, her creators had given her nothing for herself.
She discovered that she hated them all.
She discovered that she hated herself most of all.
She took the hands of Amos, she took a step forward to close the small gap between them.
"Change me."